Hey guys! :)
So, my last exam is on the 24th of June (Physics... Oh well, I chose the subject) and then i have my Duke of Edinburgh walk after the rest of my year go to prom (Pfft, who needs to listen to pop music dancing on a boat without the boy you love anyway?). And THEN I am away for two weeks, so, to put it simply, I want to wrap this story up within just over two weeks so you lovely people don't have to wait for annoyingly long updates
Anyway, as a side note... FUCK YEAH MY ART IS FINALLY FINISHED! I had so much work for two long years and now it's all over. I'm sure I'll miss it, but not yet,, I'm just glad it's all over :)
Anywho, at the end of this chapter I am having a rant about this weeks Fairy Tail chapter, so if you haven't read it yet, don't read at the bottom!
Back on track, this chapter is from Rogues point of view and made up lyric. I don't like this chapter as much, so I'm sorry if it isn't as good as some of the others :\
As always, enjoy :)
Chapter fourteen-
Giving flowers in the park
I had been sitting in the guild, drumming my fingers against a table and humming a mix of boredom and annoyance. Leaning my chin on my knuckles, I sigh irritatedly again. All I had been thinking about was her, every night, everyday. I had stopped caring about maybe harming my comrades not being able to control my magic, and brushed aside my annoyance at everyone. The hot flushes still annoys me, but she takes my mind off of it. The Fairy. I had also then scolded myself for allowing my thoughts to disregard the safety of my fellow guild members, my friends. Felt guilty before stopping drumming.
I do this often, well, I have for a while now at least. Arguing with myself. Like little lapses of consideration and sanity, and then waves of recklessness and lust. Of course, the reckless, lust filled thoughts of the Fairy win over my treacherous mind. The more I see her, more recently, I have not been able to get her off of my mind. Wanting to smell her, touch her, bite her, own her. Her form fills my mind and I loose my grip on my what should be normal self. The Rogue who portrays little to no emotion, doesn't want and imagine things about a woman who, although admittedly is extremely beautiful, is from a rival guild and I don't even properly know. My walls break down and she fills my mind.
After that, I hummed at the thought of her, and then it was a blur to where I am now. Somewhere along the way acquiring a bouquet of vibrant, almost sweetly sick smelling flowers and following her.
There it is, my reasoning gone again.
I follow her intoxicating scent, I watch her sumptuous body sway as she walks and admire her rear as she bends down to help a passer by pick up one of the many bags they are carrying. Again, I find myself following this Fairy to satisfy my need to see her. It's like I am a poacher, studying his game before attempting to capture it, go in for the kill and get the profit from the animals fur.
The profits I could get from this blond beauty...
The thought makes me shiver as I recall all the times I have watched her. The night I had followed her in the dark, craving to see her for the first time after saving her. She had told me to leave her alone when we reached the bridge, but I couldn't. Instead, simply melting into the shadows and following her that way until she entered the doors of a fairly good sized house a little further along the canal. In the bookshop she seems to love, around town. Everyday when she comes home, anywhere safe away from the other Fairy Tail mages and Natsu-san's nose, I'll follow her.
I had spoken to her a few times, made it apparent to her I was there. Sometimes pretending it was pure coincidence, others with lines like 'Oh, I was waiting for you to wait to brighten my day.' Stupid cheesy lines I had heard Sting use on women, of course, less grotesque and gag-able. Other times bearing gifts to try and win over her over, although, the game was harder than it sounded to win.
"Hmm."
I hum to myself as I watch her walk past the market square, slinking behind her and behind a few people off to the the side. Today, I have decided I will grab her attention. Force her to notice me, because being in the shadows, for once, is not enough for me. I can feel my hunger growing with each day. My fingers finding their way around myself, leaving me to touch and feel where I long her to feel.
You're going to be mine, there is no other choice for you, my dear.
Slipping easily around the crowd in her wake, I speed up my pace nearing the blond. She hasn't noticed my presence as she turns into a park, walking quietly along the path and underneath the Rainbow Sakura Tree's, their petals plain at the moment instead of gleaming and changing colour. Approaching her, I tap her on the shoulder, readying a smile to meet her with.
Spinning around, her face changes from mild shock and a sweet wide eyed expression, to her features being plastered with a scowl upon seeing me. Eyes narrowed and rolling. This dents my smiles slightly, but I hold my expression.
"Fairy."
"It's you again."
Her voice is venomous. Yet I push it aside, used to the tone the more I appeared in her daily life. Clearing my throat, I laugh slightly.
"It's you too, my lovely. Talking about lovely," I announce as I see her role her eyes at my name for her, I produce the bouquet of flowers I had bought while following her. "I bought these for you."
For a moment, she is silent, eyeing the flowers. Slowly, she extends her hand after a moment to take them from me. Sitting down on a bench behind me, I watch her actions as if I am watching a play. She strokes a deep red daisy within the middle of the bunch, the petals turning from a deep red out to a sunrise orange and the tips being yellow. Flowing out from the centre like fire.
However, her calm movement of stroking the flower petal soon changes. I watch as her eyes begin to tear up slightly, under her eyes reddening slightly.
"What do you want, Rogue? Why are you following me and giving me flowers for Gods sakes?" She lifts the bouquet wrapped in a creamy- pink wrapping I had bought for her with the remaining jewel from my mission, before flicking it slightly as it leaves her handed. The flowers hits the bench with a soft thud about six or so inches from where I am sitting. "What do you want from me? What do you think you are going to get out of me?!"
I frown slightly, before I sigh. I offer her a small smile.
"All I want is a chance to know you."
"Really?"
She scoffs. Her face gives away her obvious mistrust of me, her voice oozing sarcasm.
"Yes. Because I am tired of calling you Fairy. I understand why you wouldn't trust me, but have I done anything against you personally? Have I harmed you in any way? Hmm."
I retort almost angrily. I've consider myself patient with her the last week, accepting her refusal to give me her name. Her quick witted comments and obvious dislike towards me. Stood at arms distance because I can see she wants me no where near her. But I don't want to wait any longer, I can't wait any longer. My hunger is growing. I raise from my seat and half glare at her, this woman infuriates me sometimes.
As I glare, I suddenly seem to have a lapse of reasoning. Why can't you wait Rogue? You never noticed her before. The voice in my head seems to make sense, the whispering in my mind. For a split second, I consider apologizing.
Instead that rational thought is blown away as soon as the Fairy, instead of fighting or continuing to bombard me with witty comments as she normally does, simply sighs and looks away from me. "Lucy. You wanted a name, well mine is Lucy."
"Lucy." I repeat, the memory of hearing her name during the Games coming to mind, at the time, it hadn't sounded as angelic as it does now. A part of me wishes to possess the bearer or the name, make her mine and only mine. There's ways of achieving that feat, such as sweet talk and charm. Smiling, I pick up the flowers once more before handing them to her again, my temper all but subsided. "The name is almost as beautiful as these flowers."
She blushes ferociously and I feel a tingle of glee at the pit of my stomach. She's mine, she just doesn't know it yet.
And there it is!
And now, here's my rant... *clears throat*
HOW COULD THEY DO THAT TO GRAY!
I love most of the Fairy Tail characters, but I loved Gray the most. Why did they have to kill him?! As I read the manga I wanted to cry (I didn't because I am heartless like that) but I was so close too! And what does everything think he was going to say to Juvia?! A deceleration of love? Me and my friend were discussing it today, what do you think?
I have a theory though about what they'll do, because Gray can't just die like that! D:
Basically... All of the Fairy Tail mages and other mages die (don't shoot me, just listen!) but Levy, Lucy and Rogue. They'll be picked off one by one, like Juvia runs at the D Class monsters in anguish and gets shot down, followed by Lyon. Erza gets hit and while trying to save her so does Jellal, maybe dying in each others arms. After defeating the dragons the Dragon Slayers die, Cobra with Kinana, Gajeel with a devastated Levy, Laxus along side Master. Sting with Rogue who cries for his lost friend. And basically, Natsu and Happy can see al this death when Happy gets attacked and dies, Natsu is furious. Fighting for his lost friends. While this is happening, Lucy is given the last two zodiac keys and the thirteenth key by Yukino, who then runs off into the fray telling Lucy to make it right. (Because she's special, right? Her mum dying on X777, the year the dragons left and being a Stellar Mage she is special and needed). So anyway, Natsu defeats future Rogue but as he does Rogue stabs him with a shadow knife, and Lucy see's this, runs to Natsu's side and waits with him while he dies. But as he does, he confesses he loves her and always has, and Lucy breaks into more tears because she loves him too!
Then, she waits seven years longer before going back through the gate before the incident occurs. Killing future Rogue after he kills future Lucy one, stopping the gate from opening so no one dies before... I dunno, going to find the dragons like Igneel? Or the paradox corrects itself. There can't be two Lucy's!
But that's just my idea...
OR! A simpler one, Ultear sacrafices herself to bring Gray back to life because she doesn't want to live... (I don't care saying that, I prefer Gray)
MY IDEA'S SO GRAY DOESN'T DIE AND NATSU FINALLY ADMITS HIS LOVE FORE LUCY! Arg! GRAAAAAAAAY!
Anyway, rant and theory over, *sigh*, *shed a tear* :'(
Well, until next time!
