28 weeks

Castiel's POV

Ever since Angelica and I got together, things have been good. Often, I wonder how things would have been had she stayed with Dean. I'm happy that's changed now for many reasons. Number one is that I didn't want to raise this baby alone. How would that turn out with me as the father? How would they live without a mom figure in their life? I didn't want to find out anytime soon and hope I never have to.

"Penny for your thoughts?" Angelica asked as she turned down the radio from the passenger side of my car turning to look at me.

We had just left Home Depot to get paint for the nursery and were on the road and my thoughts have been running with the wind ever since. Her voice startles me out my thoughts so much I hit a curb, barely missing a middle-aged man walking his dog on the sidewalk.

"Jesus Cas," she moans as she braces herself using the dashboard. "Maybe I should drive."

"You don't know how to drive." I responded avoiding the question.

"My dad has been teaching me plus I'm pretty sure I could do it if I had to or put my mind to it," she said then continued. "Anyway, penny for your thoughts?"

"It's nothing," I said turning my head to look at her sideways out of the corner of my eye. "I was just thinking how everything would have turned out with the baby had you still been with Dean and not me."

"Worried I'll back out the last minute?"

That hadn't come up in my head but now that it's mentioned I can't let it go so I asked the question I feared the most like ripping off a band aid.

"Will you back out and leave me?" I asked covering up the fear in my voice with bravery.

"No way," she answered as we arrived in the driveway of her parents' house. She interlocked our fingers with the hand I was about to use to put in park. "I'm afraid you and this baby are stuck with me."

Before I got out the car, she turned my head and gave me a long heartfelt kiss that seemed to whisper I love you more than anything. "And I promise not to leave you no matter how rough it gets."

"I'll hold you to that." I said looking down at the phone she just started typing on. "What are you doing?"

"Asking Dean will he help us paint the nursery and if he would get a few other things. Figured it would make things go a little faster. Any theme you can think of for the nursery?"

We moved most of my things into her room and were going to use my room as the nursery and got rid of unnecessary things like the bed for example.

"What do you want it to be?"

"I don't know. We both grew up on Winnie the Pooh so why not that…it's gender neutral too…I don't know, what do you think?"

"I like it. What kind of stuff is Dean getting?"

She looks up at me with a smile. "You'll see."

Angelica's parents were at work when we went into the house to see Dean already there waiting in the living room with the key she gave him.

When we came into the room further, we saw he had like ten bags or more causing my eyes to widen.

"Listen, I know I went a bit overboard but…" He stops when I gave him a bone crushing hug and he hugged back patting my back. "Ease up. You're crushing me."

I step back with tears in my eyes. "Oh, I'm sorry. Thank you, man."

If he notices the tears, he doesn't say anything but continues to act casual. He clears his throat before speaking looking back at Angelica and I look behind me too to see her smiling at our interaction. "No problem. What are you smiling for Angel?"

She holds her hands up in a placating manner as she continues to smile. "Nothing. Nothing. It's just nice seeing you act like brothers but if I didn't know you two, I would think you were gay."

Dean and I look at her in unison both speaking up: "Shut up!"

"Oh, I don't have any problem with it but I'd be sad because you two are hot…"

While she's talking, Dean looks at me with a mischievous expression as he whispers to me. "You thinking what I'm thinking for revenge?"

I nod and we turn back to her as we approach her and I innocently ask her: "Ready to paint the room?"

She stops talking and takes in my expression. "You're up to something?"

I don't change my expression before speaking. "I'm not up to anything. Are we up to something Dean?"

"Absolutely not."

"Ok but if you're thinking of a paint war, I will so win."

Dean turns around quickly to hide his expression and whispers low enough for me to hear. "Wow she's good."

I don't say anything to confirm or deny it but smile instead. I leave her guessing. We take the paint, paint roller brushes, paintbrushes and whatever else we might need and head into the room putting on goggles for eye protection. Half of the room gets painted so she's not suspicious before Dean and I put our plan into motion when she least expects it. I get started on another part of the room and faked like I was going to paint the wall but instead put a finger into the paint and get it on her nose.

She takes her finger and rubs it off her nose only to look at it in astonishment. "Oh, you're on!"

As the war goes on, Dean joins in at one point and we all end up in a laughing heap on the floor covered in places from head to toe in paint. Angelica helps us up one by one. She helps me up and we look longingly into each other's eyes before succumbing to a kiss that soon turned passionate.

I pulled her close by the hips as close to me as I could with my huge stomach in the way as she seeks purchase with her arms around my neck, her hand twining in the hair at the base. She reluctantly pulls away leaving me with an expression of 'why did you stop? -why aren't we kissing anymore' on my face.

As if she knew what I was trying to ask, she laughed and smiled as she looked down at my erection and answered. "Dean's here, babe."

I almost forgot that and so I look over at Dean who pretends to not have seen us kissing working on his part of the wall and groan in resignation. Feeling eyes on him, he turns to us and drops the paintbrush back into its holder.

"We can finish this another time. I'll go." He said grinning at me then looks at Angelica as he backs up and walks pass us waving his fist in the air.

"He wants you to get laid, doesn't he?" she said looking at me knowing we hadn't gone that far yet. I wanted it to be special and for her not to be pressured thinking that it was what she was supposed to do.

"Yes, but we don't have to go that far yet if you don't want to, maybe keep it like we usually do without doing it."

"Okay," she whispers taking my hand and leading me to the bathroom. "Why not start now? Let's get cleaned off first in the shower."

As soon as we enter the bathroom, she takes her top and bra off along with her pants, tossing them aside and turns on the shower adjusting the temperature. Too self-conscious of my own body the way it is now, I don't take my clothes off when she turns around to me.

"It's just me," Angelica whispered as she smiled back at me reassuringly. "I won't judge."

She has seen me several times in the kitchen cooking or in my room shirtless with the bump in full view but never like this. I slowly remove my pants and boxers but cross my arms over my stomach self-consciously.

"You've never seen an actual pregnant man before fully naked..."

She interrupts me and steps into my personal space as she unbuttons my shirt. "Well, there's a first for everything. Come on so we can get to the good stuff."

Taking a shower turned into more than a shower after the paint came off fairly easy. I wasted no time and pulled her under the shower head as I did something sinful with my tongue and when I was through, she wasted no time in wrapping her fingers around my cock slowly making her way up and down the shaft making my knees almost buckle from the unexpected movement.

"You don't...don't have to do that."

"I want to. You made me feel good. Why can't I do the same for you?" she said getting down to her knees and began to engulf my cock with her mouth and began to work her mouth up and down, swallowing when I came.

From there, we just kissed, sucked and nibbled on each other wherever we could reach as we familiarized ourselves with each other's body before we eventually went into our room and got dressed.

"I have this amazing oil I want to rub onto your bump. I think the baby will like it." she said bending over for an unnecessary amount of time to get the oil from the drawer she had it in, giving me a great view of her butt.

I make a low sound in the back of my throat like an appreciative groan and get up from where I'm sitting and turn her around when she got it. "Why do you have to be such a tease?"

Angelica flashes me a flirty smile as she wraps her arms around my neck giving me a kiss then her fingers find the lower hem of my shirt beginning to lift it up before responding. "You know you like it."

We back up to the bed and she pushes me to sit back and gestures for me to lay back as she rubbed my stomach and pressed down on it a little, trying to get a kick in reaction to it from the baby.

I chuckle as I began to feel not just one but several kicks. "Calm down kid."

"I'm sorry Cas," she chuckled as she began scattering little kisses on it then began talking to it. "Hello Pumpkin. I'm your mommy. I love you so much and I haven't even met you yet. I hope..."

I interrupt her as I chuckle as the baby began to slowly calm down and just moves around. "I thought you were going to apply that oil you had on me."

"I know and I will. Let me have this moment." she said placing a soft kiss on my stomach. She continues to talk to it after that and then applied the oil.

It felt so good I fell asleep but not deep enough to not realize she puts the covers on me. I felt the bed dip as she covered us both kissing the back of my shoulder as she placed a hand on my stomach from behind and we fell asleep snuggled up together.

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