Angelica's POV

Eight weeks passed after Castiel had the baby. The baby was out with Uncle Dean and my parents went out for a date night so we had the house to ourselves. We were currently making out which would have gone further and did eventually though he was afraid he'd lose control and hurt me due to it being my first time we ever went this far. Right this moment we were kissing, fully clothed and damn if I would let him pull away this time, I wouldn't, not with all these raging hormones roaring within me begging for pleasure and release. I would take anything I could get which sometimes infuriated me to no end. I've waited so long for this moment and wasn't going to let it pass me by.

He was on top of me. I would occasionally buck my hips, the most sensitive part of me rubbing against the most sensitive part of him, causing him to groan. I felt his hard erection throbbing between my legs as my nipples hardened underneath him.

He broke the kiss lifting his head as he whispered raggedly or coarsely, "Angel I think... I really think we should..."

I pulled him down and kissed him with all my heart before he could finish.

"Angel..." he said in a constricted moan. "We should stop before..."

"No, it's okay Cas." I said wanting more. A breathless whimper escaped me as I bucked my hips a little harder.

"Fuck Angel!" he whispered before backing off of me to start sitting on the edge of the bed far enough from my grasp. "We can't...we can't do this..."

"Why? I'm not asking for sex yet. I just want you to touch me."

He moved back over to me and we resumed our position on the bed but this time I flipped him over and began kissing him. He flipped us back over after a while and kissed my collarbone pulling my skin into his mouth making me gasp. He removed my top and bra flinging it somewhere away from us as I lifted up to give him better access as he began biting and kissing where he had access to. Then he added his hands making me wish they never left each spot he touched exploring my every contour. He had this ability to bring about the most spine-tingling sensations through his touches and gestures and play me like a finely tuned instrument as I brushed my hands through his hair.

I began moving his T-shirt from him but he pulled away covering himself. I lifted my head and lifted myself up with my elbows. "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." The answer came out as quickly as my question.

"Tell me."

"You won't like what you see." he said before covering his face to hide his humiliation in reference to the birth of the baby and the slight pudge he had going on there in his belly area.

"It's just me." was the only response that came to mind so I said it. The words had the desired effect and calmed him as I placed reassuring kisses on his face. After all I was his friend before becoming his girlfriend. That had to mean something right?

I removed his top and this time he didn't resist. He gathered the courage and opened his eyes to gauge my reaction. My face had nothing but a look of appreciation, love and adoration. I can't believe he carried our baby. He wasn't exactly muscular but was somewhat extremely toned and he had a six pack that was in its earliest stages of developing back again. He also had that v shaped muscle that went downwards into his jeans fully there in no need of developing back again. Dare I admit he was hot with a capital H because how could you not say that. He was perfect in every way in every sense of the word.

"I think it's sexy." I said tracing along his stomach with my fingertips as I finally looked up at him.

He laughed at what I said before his face turned serious with a hint of embarrassment yet curiosity. "You do?"

I nodded and he leaned back over brushing our noses together whisper soft before kissing me again. I flipped us over and began trailing kisses along his upper body along his neck to his stomach which elicited his breath to hitch a little which made me smile from not knowing I could get that reaction out of him until I got to his jeans.

"Thank you."

"For what?"

"For not rejecting me anymore and knowing just what to say."

"I'd never reject you," I said remembering the fight we had which seems as though yesterday if you asked me. "and I'm sorry I ever did. And I will forever say and do whatever it takes for you to see I didn't mean to hurt you."

"We're good."

"You forgive me?"

"I've already forgiven you. You're my world. I love you." he said with no lie in the statements. I think I became his world the very first time we met. I was his life compass just as much as he was mines.

"What...what did you just say?" Cas looked confused so I made myself clearer. "The last part?"

"I said I love you." This was the second or third time in weeks since he said it to me the first time and it never ceases to amaze me how he could love someone like me who ripped his heart to shreds in what seemed not too long ago and still come back from it unscathed in the metaphorical sense.

I met his eyes with all my emotional reserve and honesty as I replied back: "I love you too Cas, so much."

I moved back up his upper body and rested my hand on the side of his face as our lips met in a passionate and tender kiss filled with love and promise. As soon as his lips leave mine, he continued kissing the other side of my neck, this time kissing and nipping which would most likely leave a hickey, causing me to moan and I thought it was amazing of how he could make me feel as he cupped one of my breasts in his palm. Everywhere he touched made me want even more skin-to-skin contact. I stifled a moan not wanting it to end. I made sure to mark him in the process like he did me earlier. He kissed my shoulder and everywhere else he could get to causing me to breath out his name and moan in continued bliss.

His hand let go of my breasts as he sucked them touching my stomach as it continued getting lower. I could tell he was nervous due to never doing this with me at least. I have known him for so long I know when his first kiss and heart breaks were before we were dating.

Every guy I've dated before Dean or Castiel would wind up with a kick to the groin if they tried going further than i was comfortable with but it never happened with either of them. As for him, well he admitted to me a few days ago that the people he dated just weren't me and the relationship didn't last long. His hand went to went to where my wet spot was and his finger slid inside me as I moaned. I bit down on his shoulder as though to relieve some of the pressure building inside of me. As his fingers moved inside of me faster and faster, he sucked the skin of my throat before murmuring against my mouth. "That's it. Come for me baby."

His name kept falling from my lips again and again until I felt dizzy and until...

"Oh...Cas..."

The pressure released from what started at core down to my toes in tingles in what felt like a wildfire or earthquake you could say through my orgasm. Then he began licking and nibbling down my legs and in between my thighs.

We rolled over so I was on top of him as I gave attention to his stomach again including the v shaped muscle that went downwards. I wanted to give him as much pleasure as he was giving me so I unbuckled his belt.

"Cas," I said nippling his lower lip, "I want to try something."

"What would that be?"

"This," I said as I wrapped my hand around his cock and he groaned which gave my nervous hand the courage to start rubbing up and down. I think all his thoughts flew all out the window as I continued. I bent my head down and licked his tip, teasing him with my tongue before taking his whole cock into my mouth as his hand naturally came down onto the back of my hair as he softly moaned. Then my hand resumed its task.

"Angel..." he said in a muffled moan before he came into my mouth. I swallowed it and hovered over him nibbling his bottom lip eventually kissing him. He growled as he tasted himself on me before switching our position.

"My turn," he said pulling my pajama bottoms down all the way along with my matching underwear to bury his head between my legs after flipping us again so that I was on my back and I couldn't help but let his name fall from my lips as if in silent prayer.

"Oh God... Cas...I think I want you to make love...to me... now." I said after a while under his ministrations.

We agreed our first time nothing would be between us since it was my first time. I was on the pill after all. I told him to make it as quick as he could and that I trusted him when he looked at me unsure.

"Are you sure?"

I nodded and he gave me a tender kiss as he positioned himself at my entrance pausing long enough for me to change my mind and say no as our eyes locked in a tender way.

"I love you Cas."

"I love you too."

With that, he entered me in the slowest but quickest way possible and began to move as gently as he could before building up speed. Sounds of pleasure filled the room as we both reached our climax as he claimed what was rightfully his and his alone. After coming down from our collective high, we laid there together snuggled up listening to each other's breathing as I lay my head over his chest in peaceful contentment shared only between the two of us as we eventually fell asleep.

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