A 2nd Chance at life

by Evonight

Zack, 26, was your everyday nice guy. but after betrayal and saddness, he took it upon himself to end his suffering. a god from another world saw the goodness in his heart to give him a 2nd chance. will he be able to live a better life? or end it all the same? Rated M for reasons and Skippable Lemons that doesn't effect the story. warnings will be said.

12. Heart ache and Bonds

Evo: here's to another chapter. Hopefully this will be good. I haven't been getting as much free time as I use to but I'll be working on this every chance I get. Oh Little bit of a sexual theme in this. Try to spice things up. Not gonna do much lemons or anything till I believe it's ready. Enjoy the chapter. Disclaimer I don't own Pokemon.

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Chapter 12 Heart ache and bonds

Lazuli's PoV

I was just minding my own business, till this asshole showed up wanting to bang me. I'm not that kind of female. I fired warning shots at the midnight Lycanroc to show I'm serious about attacking. All he did was laugh at me. "What was that supposed to be, huh? You're outmatched, girly. One way or another, I'm gonna make you my bitch." "To hell you are!" I charge up my Shadow ball and fire it at his ugly mug. He grinned and put up his claw, covering it in dark energy. "Shadow Claw!" Cutting my ball in half by his attack. Charging forward at me, preparing another attack. I try to keep my distance to fire more shadow balls and shift. But none of my attacks are working. He keeps deflecting and cutting them. "Sorry babe, none of those weak moves are gonna work. Stone Edge!" Huge pliers of stone came up from below, I dodge most of them, but one glances me and I was taken by surprise by the red dog hammering me down to the ground. Trying to get up, he forced his claw on the back of my neck, pushing me down and slamming my face in the grass. "Your mine now! Playtime is over." Gripping me by the throat and lifting me up to his face, that dam ugly sign of this bastard. Lifting me up higher to where my vulva is in front of him. "Now for the prize~" taking his tongue out and licking my most precious spot. I moaned at the sensation at what was happening to me. My special area was getting more and more wet with every hard lick he does. "Ahh you, mmm fucking ahh bastard! ahhhh"

"O-oh! You like that huh? Well here's your turn. Start sucking or I'll kill you." He forced me down to his crotch. From there I was faced with a large, red member. Twitching at the air of my breath. He thrusted that disgusting hard rod into my mouth, going in and out at a fast speed. "Mmm hmm mm" I couldn't stop myself from moaning to him forcing his way in my mouth. I couldn't breathe and my vision was getting hazy from whatever is happening to me and my body. If I don't do something now, I'll end up becoming a sluty bitch for him. Regaining my conscience to focus straight, I bit down as hard as I can on his rocky member. The Lycanroc screaming in pain from that, loosened his grip on me just enough to do this. "DOUBLE KICK!!" Straight to his balls and male oregon. Super effective for both type advantage and low blow. I used in again,this time his eyes to blind him. Now the back of his head, sending him face down on the ground. Grabbing his hips and winding up another double kick. Anger, hate and pain, I let it all out on his nuts. Every hit, the pain was more intense to the rapist.

"DON'T! YOU! EVER! FUCKING! TOUCH! ME! AGAIN!!" blood started to come up from his mouth and from his genital area. I kept going and going until I was stopped by my human friend.

"Lazuli, enough!! It's over!" I was embraced by Leon. I started to flail around, kicking, punching and even biting him. He did nothing but hug and rubbed the back of my head. Tears flowed out of me as if all the negative emotions were leaving me.

"Leon!? I'm.. I'm… wahhhh" I cried and cried in his chest. The nightmare was over. Cuddling me in his chest, we leave the area. A moment of silence was between us as we made our way home. I told him what happened and the dark feelings. Normally I wouldn't talk to anyone about what happens to me, but with him, it's different.

"I'm so sorry that happened to you, Lazuli. No girl should ever go through something like that. Sadly, Male humans do that too, the real scumbags and sickos. So many innocent lives ruined by those beings. A dear friend of mine was raped by two males and was pregnant by one of them. After the baby was born… she killed it by shocking it in water, then pulling a gun to her head. The two males got away free because they had money and power. She never got the justice she needed." Even humans too huh, why must there be these perverted males exist.

Looking back up to the human and noticed he doesn't have that earpiece in.. wait. "Leon, can you understand me?"

"Yup, I don't need the phone anymore now. Lucario used some sort of aura trick to my head and gave me the ability to understand your language without the phone." That's useful, at least I can take the phone more often now. We made it back, sis ran up to me with tears in her eyes. Tackling me and Leon to the ground in a crying mess. Leon wrapped his arm around her, trying to calm her down. An hour or so past, I explained everything to the group and they all cuddled me, too much love. (oof) I do feel a lot better from all this, now I have a deep hatred for Lycanrocs, midnight form only I guess. I still can't believe I lost so badly to him. What was all that train for if I couldn't even beat that dam dog?! I fell into my bed, munching on a lot of spicy and sour berries to get rid of that awful taste from that ugly meat stick that was shoved in my mouth. There I was, in my pillow of a bed, reflecting on everything that happened.

"Guess I'm still too weak to fight, it's hopeless. How could I ever be good as dad?" I say out loud, feeling defeated. A familiar voice said to me.

"Don't beat yourself up over it, he was a higher skill level than you. He was a trained Pokemon from the look of it." Leon came in and tried to cheer me up. Laying next to me and rubbing my head. Why is he always like this, all kind and caring. He should be with Lily, not with me. But I am happy he came to see me and help cheer me up. Purring in delight by his soft gentle touch. I fell over to my side too how relaxing this felt. This.. This is what I would like in my mate. Caring.. Strong.. Thoughtful.. Something inside me wants to do this..

"Lazuli? Everything alr-mm" I kissed him without even realizing what I'm doing. I couldn't help it, my body felt so hot. I was just so hurt and heated up that I did something like this to take my mind off of it. Please forgive me sis, but I just want to be with him for tonight. Continued kissing him passionately before I broke away from our kiss and layed down on his chest. I told him not to say a word and to just let me sleep like this. He stayed silent and just rubbed my back and side. Drifting off into my sleep, feeling safe and relaxed, something I haven't felt in years.

Leon's PoV

I was taken by surprise by Lazuli kissing me. Does she like me that way too? Maybe the pain and everything that happened might have caused her to do something rash or spur of the moment thing. I don't mind it if it helps her in some way, but I think her sister will get jealous or angry at her. Come to think of it, Has Lily ever been jealous or angry? I know I have seen her pouty moments but not anger. Speak of the devil, Lily comes in and sees us cuddling very close. Lily's cheeks puffed up in jealousy and walked up to me and layed on my chest too, cuddling close to her sister. Great, two fluffy foxes, what's next? A Dog and a cat? And on cue, the Shinx and Riolu came in and joined as well. Hope was curled up on my legs and Mitsuki was on my head, hugging it like a ball. How am I gonna sleep like this…

:Morning sun 7:20am:

"Need… coffee.. ugh." I stumbled a lot coming out of the tent and to the Chesto berries. I couldn't even get them because I was so tired. I felt so uncomfortable with all the body heat, fluffy weight and Mitsuki snoring. I didn't even know she was a snorer till now. Papa goro was there too, and looks wiped out. I asked him what happened, all he did was point to his crotch, I think I know what happened. That's gotta be rough. He also put up both his paws, with all 10 fingers up. (Ouch) "Lucario was.. was.." the panda puts his face I'm his paws and starts sobbing. "She was the alpha." He finally says to me. Oh man, that must suck. If a woman does way more than a man in bed, you don't even deserve to be a man. I pat his back and say I'm here for him. That cheered him up. I asked if things are gonna be alright with them having another child. "Huh? Oh we don't have to worry. You're a human, you should've known this. Females can only get pregnant in their heat cycles. Any mating outside their season, they can't. Same goes for the Eevee sisters." Alright, guess I did need that info a bit. I'll admit I don't know much on how Pokemon completely work. "Oh and another thing. Be careful in 4 months. Next month is the start of winter season and that is gonna be a difficult time."

Me: "Why should I be careful? What will happen in 4 months?"

Papa G: "If I'm not mistaken, Pokemon like Eevee, tend to start their mating season in early spring, lasting the first 7 to 10days. I'd be careful about other males and how the heat cycle will affect them."

Me: "Dam, you have a point. This isn't good. But at least I know for sure I have time."

Great, just what my life needs now. I gotta worry about Lily and Lazuli come mating season. Males would pick up their scent and most likely attack to get what they want. Not only that, Lily confessed her love for me and I'm not too sure about Lazuli, giving the random kiss she gave me. If I don't give them a answer before their heat cycle starts, I'll end up hurting the two girls I care for a lot in the worst way possible. Maybe I should start thinking on my bonds with them.

:1hour later:

I started to cook breakfast for everyone. Now that I have energy, I could do something fun today. Lily came up and pawed my leg, getting me to look down to her. "Good morning, Lily, everything alright?" She replied with a nod and rubbed against my leg like a cat. I reached down and patted her head. Picking her up and cuddling the little fox in my chest. I asked again if there was anything on her mind.

"Well.. about sis and what happened to her. I know it's none of our faults but.." I started to rub her neck that she loves so much. Purring and tail swishing in delight. "Umm… another thing is. Did Sis do anything to you? I noticed her really close to you and I smelled something different from her." Wow, she really got that down. Note to self, the vixen's sense of smell is strong. I told her what happened between me and her and the kiss. She didn't look too happy about her sister kissing me, I felt he paw smacking me lightly. I looked into her sad yet calming eyes, locking in place. She made the first move and shot up to my lips, stealing a kiss. What is this feeling? Why does it feel familiar? I felt this with Lazuli when she kissed me too. We broke away from our passionate kiss, only to be awkwardly staring and blushing at each other. Mitsuki, who was here this entire time, awed at us. Lily jumps down and ran off to the garden, but not before giving a very satisfied smile and wink. Turning back to the trouble maker. "Love love, Lily Lily, kiss kiss kiss" she giggled as she sang her little song. I threw a Pecha berry she loves so much, over her head. She tried to get it but fell backwards and to the ground. She went to the berry to pick it up. Before she left she stuck her tongue out and called me a meanie. I am a meanie at times, in a fun way.

Going back to my cooking, I added some Oran berries just to bring up the flavor and add some healing properties. Still feeling a bit beat up from yesterday. I made Lazuli's breakfast different, I made her a classic human breakfast, pancakes. I used her favorite berry, Pecha, Sitrus and Lum berries to give it flavor. Making it from scratch was a challenge. Sure it looks like I'm playing favorites, but after what happened to her, she needs something like this. To know that someone actually cares and not gonna hurt you, that you are here for them. A few minutes later and the pancakes are done and the others have started to gather around, all but one. "Where is Lazuli?" I asked everyone. Lily had her ears down and pointed to the tent. Making my way to the tent with pancakes in hand, to see if Lazuli is in there. There she was, cuddling up in my clothes, ears down and teary eyes. I called out to her softly, trying to not to disturb her too much. She perked her ears up and looked over to me, it's a bit dark and I can't tell if her face is red or not. Hopefully not a fever. "Hey, how are you doing, Lazuli. I brought you some breakfast."

Lazuli: "I'm alright. Thanks for the food. What is it? Looks… Fluffy?!" I cut up some of the pancakes and tried to feed her.

Me: "They are called pancakes, light and fluffy breakfast humans eat. Here, say ahhh." She was hesitant and embarrassed at first, face lighting up bright red, opening her small mouth going ahh. I gave her a nice size piece to try, she bit down and immediately lit up with joy and happiness.

Lazuli: "This tastes so good!!! And fluffy! My dream of eating fluff has come true." She continues to eat more and more. Cooing and moaning in sear pleasure in her mouth.

After finishing the fluffy cakes, she begged for more. Pawing, rubbing and nuzzling me everywhere. I picked up the normal-type and told her ok. For the first time, I saw the biggest smile she ever had. Before we left, Lazuli wanted to talk for a bit.

"Hey umm about last night." Seems like she's trying to find the words to say, rubbing her arms and looking away. "I'm sorry I kissed you. I didn't know what came over me. Maybe I wanted something or to take my mind off what happened. My body got really hot and I didn't know what I was doing. You probably hate me like sis does. I ruined everything an-" I cut her off from continuing. Embraced her in a warm hug, rubbing the back of the Fox's head.

"It's alright, I'm not upset or hate you and neither does your sister. How could we hate something as cute as you. You deserve to do whatever makes you happy and you haven't ruined everything." I replied back to her. The vixen's eyes lit up and grew wider, tail swishing around. Seems that my little friend is in a better mood. "Come on, let's make you more fluffy pancakes." The normal-type jumps into my chest, wanted to be carried out. We got out and regrouped with the others. Lazuli went over to her sis, the two girls walked off a bit to talk in private it seems. While the other 4 hungry Pokemon demanded seconds. Seriously!?

Lily's PoV

Sis wanted us to talk in private, she had a serious look but was also sad. Maybe it's about what happened. We come to a little clearing with daisy all around and a tiny watering hole. We walked over to a stump that was next to it. As we sat down, Sis tried to speak up a bit. I pawed my fox sister on the shoulder, assuring her it's ok to speak her mind.

"Lily, I have a confession to make to you, you might not like it." She told me what happened between her and my human crush, also about how and why she kissed him.

"You.. kissed Leon?" I asked her as my heart started to feel different, I can't describe it. Was it sadness? Mad?

"I'm so sorry, Lily! I didn't mean to do it, he made me feel so welcome and safe. I've felt loved even though I know he doesn't love anyone yet." She said to me, breaking down in tears. Sis never once hurt me in any way, we have always been close. Something like this is new to both of us. I couldn't blame her for any of this, sure I'm a bit upset and maybe jealous, but she's my sister and if I was in her paws, I'd do the same. I reached over to the normal-type and hugged her closely, telling her it's alright and I'm not mad at her.

"I gotta ask, Sis. Are you… in love with Leon too?" I asked her nervously, fearing the answer of what it could be. Normally it's natural for Pokemon to have packs with lots of mates but other species don't do that.

"I.. I don't know. This feeling inside me, when he's nice to me and cared about me enough to feed me fluffy food. It feels so warm and good. I don't want to fall in love with him because I know you want him as your mate." Big sis replied back. I could only imagine what it's like to feel like the way she is. It hurts my heart that I don't have a solution to this.

"Listen Sis, we will get through this together alright. We'll figure something out, till then let's just be ourselves. Let's not worry about it for now. I love you and you will always be my sister now matter what." We both giggled and hugged. She nodded her head in agreement and we made our way back. But when we came back.. "LEON!? WHAT'S GOING ON HERE!?" I see the human being thrown around and being tortured by everyone else demanding the boy to make pancakes for them.

Everyone else: "Make us pancakes!!"

Leon: "NO!!"

Oh dear, just how good can these pancakes be? Are they that good? Now I want some. I go up to the human, who's backed up against a rock with no way out. I asked if he could make us some and I'd like to try them. The dark hair male let out a sigh and agreed to do it. Everyone cheered in victory. A few minutes later, pancakes for everyone, the sounds of moaning and cooing filled the air. For some unknown reason, Leon dumped a huge pot of cold water over his head. I was a bit shocked why on earth he did that. Leon said it was getting hot and chuckled. Funny, I feel fine in this weather and I have thick fur. Thanking Leon for the delicious breakfast with a kiss on the cheek. looking up to see him starting to blush and looking away. I couldn't stop giggling at his shy side. I went over to the garden to check on my babies. Yes, I call my plants babies. Because I raised them from seeds~. Some of them haven't sprouted yet and others seem to have early. As always, Hope and Mr.Goro came by to help. Hope has the berry bushes and Goro takes care of the berry trees. The berries look just about ready to pick, granted some of them were ruined by bug-type Pokemon. Hope and I stopped the butterfrees that kept eating them a few times. It's great to have a friend to help out with planting and protecting the food supply. Normally dad and sis would have done it since I was tge weakest of the family. Hope asked for my help a couple of times whenever his plant isn't doing so well. Going over to him and see what it is this time. I was shocked to see all the leaves on this planet were eaten up. Must of been some bug that was hungry. I apologized to Hope for his eaten plant he tried so hard to grow. He still had others to take care of.

:4hours past, 12:43pm:

After taking care of everything in the garden, I've decided to take a bath. My fur was covered in dirt and dry mud. Not to mention that I didn't feel clean in some areas as well. Making my way up the stairs to the hot spring to enjoy a lovely time. To my surprise, I wasn't the only one who thought of this. Hope was there already washing the dirt off him. I called out to him and like deja vu, I spook him causing the yellow cat to fall in the water. Giggling at him, I reached out a paw and apologized for the surprise. As we grabbed each other's paw, he thought it was a good idea to pull me in. "Hope ahh!" I was pulled into the water followed by a big splash. Spitting the water out of my mouth and looked over to the electric-type who did this, splashing water at him. Gigglingat me before speaking. "Payback." As we both sat in the water giggling away, Hope came up closer to me and I could see his yellow face turned red, probably from the water heat. "Umm.. ah Lily? I have something to tell you." He said to me, playing with his paws while looking down. Somehow I feel like I have seen this same situation. He couldn't be..

"What is it, Hope?" I asked the nervous cat.

"I ah.. it's um.." Whatever he is trying to tell me must be embarrassing. Does he still don't feel comfortable around me? He seemed fine whenever we worked in the garden. I lean in closer to him, giving him more attention. "Lily, I.. I love you!" He finally said what he was stuttering on. Oh no, It was what I was thinking, a love confession. "For a long time now, I started having these feelings for you since the day we met when I got injured. You helped me and were very kind to me. Something that no one has ever done for me because of my yellow fur. The way you treat me with such kindness touched my heart and I couldn't help but admire you. So I was hoping… wo-would you go out with me?" The thunder cat confessed to me. I never knew he felt like that. I've seen him nervous whenever we are alone together. I stood there in the water alone with a flustered red cat, who's waiting on a answer from me. I did find him sweet, kind and cute.. but.

"I'm sorry, Hope." My ears fall flat and my tail curls up as I give a reply. "I understand that you are in love with me, but I can't return your feelings. I only see you as a little brother and my heart already belongs to someone else. You are a very kind and cute male, any female would love to have you as their mate. I'm just not the one for you. I hope we can still be great friends, I do like it when we spend time together. You'll find that special someone someday." I can see the tears flowing from his sad and hurt eyes. I know it was gonna be heartbreaking for him, I would probably feel the same way if my love doesn't return my feelings. I reached over to him, hugging him close and rubbing the electric-type's back. Returning the hug, sobbing from his rejection, holding tighter. We remained like this for a few minutes before he broke off the hug with his head hanging low. I pawed the cute cat's head, seeing him crack a small smile. Things are a bit awkward for now but I'm hoping this will go away.

Hope's PoV

She rejected me.. It hurts, alot. She was everything I was looking for in a mate. But she was interested in someone else. I didn't bother asking about the male the Eevee is in love with, all I pray for is that whoever it is better treat her with love and respect. Things are gonna be awkward but we should overcome this. So this is what it feels like to be heartbroken. I have been rejected before, but I didn't have strong feelings for the females I ask that I had with Lily. That caring, loving and supportive feeling she gave off, would I ever find another like her? I look over to the beautiful yet wet fox in front of me, with a sad expression, thinking I should do something to show that I'm feeling better. So I splashed more water at her. "Ahh! Hope!?" She looked back and I gave her a big smile. "Oh you asked for it now!" Giggling away before splashing back. Our little water fight lasted about 12 minutes, before a certain sister got hit by two water attacks from both sides.

Me: "Lazuli?"

Lily: "Sis?"

Lazuli: "...my fur. You are both done!" And that's how Lazuli joined the battle.

:3:29pm:

The battle was over, Lazuli was the victor. After the battle in the spring, all three of us walked back to the others. I was in the middle of the two females. Lazuli started talking about how the fish are being bullied by a Seaking that appeared after the last one she caught and ate. Because of this, Lazuli can't watch the fish she loves so much. I volunteered to take care of it. "You, Hope? We are talking about a Seaking here. Even electric types will have trouble with them because they have a chance of having Lighting rod."

"No problem, I'll take care of him for sure" I said back to the sassy Eevee and ran towards the pond. Arriving at the scene, the target jumps out of the water in a backflip. "Thunder shock!" I let out a bolt of electricity to the water type, but like Lazuli warned before, this one blocked it with lightning rod. (Dam it!) I tried my other moves, Fire Fang was put out by a Hydro pump. Iron Tail also failed as the fish had the advantage of the water. I even tried Night slash which also failed. I'm just making a fool out of myself. A simple fish is kicking my ass and it hasn't even broken a sweat, does it even sweat? Lily came up from behind and pawed my back.

"It's ok, Hope. You tried your best. The fish just has the water advantage." She said to me with Lazuli following.

"Yea, Hope. Even I'm having trouble with this fish." I can see now why she's having trouble. There's gotta be something to do.

"Hey guys, what's going on here?" We all turned to the voice that called out to us. It was Leon, with a long stick that has a smaller stick tied to it. He reels back the stick before swinging it at the pond, the small stick that was tied to it went under water. The 3 of us tilled our heads to what he's doing.

"Umm What are you doing, Leon?" I asked him, curious to know what he's up to.

"Oh, I'm just finishing." Leon replied back.

Me: "Fishing? Like hunting the fish?

Leon: "Yea, it's like that, but I use a fishing rod. It's how humans catch fish. Oh, look here. See that Seaking that's been troubling you and Lazuli?" We all look over to the mean goldfish that seems to be just staring at the mini wood that has something shiny attached to it. The water type attacks the shiny object by eating it, swallowing the stick. "NOW!" The human shot up onto his feet and reeled the fish right out of the pond and onto the grass far away from the water. "Hope, Night Slash to finish it off." I do so and aimed for its throat, making a deep cut. The fish bled out and died. I did it, I mean I had the Human's help, but I killed a Pokemon for the first time. In a way, I do feel sad. I know I could've knocked it out instead but that would only delay the problem. Maybe this is for the better this way. Lazuli pawed me on my back and telling me, great job. Maybe I could get use to killing fish, just fish. Fish for dinner, yummy.

:6:49pm dinner time:

"And done. Fire-style, Flamming sweat and sour Seaking curry. With added Lum, Hondew and Grepa berry chunks." Finally, Dinner is done and when our Chef said what it was, the Eevee sisters shouted the names of the berries they loved and ran up to him. Pawing and rubbing his legs like cats and dogs do whenever someone comes to see them. To be honest, I don't think I ever mentioned my favorite berry. Mine is the Mago berry, It's super sweet. I have tried to grow some, but those mean bug Pokemon keep eating my plants. I look over to the aura family and see they are enjoying the fish dish, going back over to my friends and see the females are cooing in satisfaction of the food. "Hope, is it true you caught this Seaking?" I turn to Mama Lucario, who asked that question. "Oh umm yea I did, but Leon did most of the work." I replied back, but she shook her head. "Hope, I was actually watching that whole time. You fight so hard against an opponent who had an advantage and never gave up. Be more confident in yourself and you'll become a fine male." She's right, I did fight hard. Believe in myself more to become stronger and better. I smiled and nodded, happy to know someone believes I can do better.

After finishing my food, I took a walk to the tent and flopped in my bed, reflecting on the events today. I put in some music to help think on it. (plays- Thomas Hood, Trip through Tokyo) I like this song a lot. Something about it just calms me. As I lay on my back, listening to the music, I started to think about last night with Lazuli. She was attacked by a perverted Lycanroc and was forced to do things, she was even violated down there. Heard she destroyed his nuts, thinking thinking on it is making me grab mine to protection it. Then I thought about my confession and rejection from Lily. I have to face it, not all things will work out. If it's not meant to be, then it's not meant to. Sure I would be a dream come true if she have said yes but it didn't. Lastly, the fight with the Seaking. I couldn't do anything, felt so useless. My electric move was nulled, my fire was put out, and my Iron Tail sank me in the water. Battling water Pokemon in large bodies of water is extremely difficult. But at least we were able to kill it and had a great dinner. All this thinking and pretty music is too much and putting me to sleep. Soon after I fell in a deep slumber, little did I know, I was a target for someone.

???Female: Hehehe little here~ and here~ *giggles* Can't wait to see his reaction.

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Evo: another chapter done, yea this one was a bit dark, hurtful and sad. Figured that I should make a chapter like this every now and then. Keep it interesting.

Lazuli: WHY ME!! BLEEHHH

Evo: Sorry, Lazuli. I was thinking Hope at first, but he might have enjoyed it.

Hope: WHAT!! I don't want 'that' happening to me! I want to do it with the one I love…

Evo: Well what's done is done. Till next time *waves*

Lazuli: …... I better not get nightmares or PTSD because of this.