Chapter 6

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TRIGGER WARNING: This chapter hjas references to sicide and mental depression! Read at yout own risk

Lily huffs angrily and sips on her blooderbeer beerbing starw angrily. She watches Sev and me share another meaningful glance and just CAN"T STAND IT! That's why she does what happens next. Lily the Herpes takes her ale hand with nailpolish that's black on the finger tips and caresses Sev's inner thigh RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME! Sev immediately blushes and develops a small smile at the side of his mouth and I just know he's getting an erecyion. I feel tears flood my eyes. I CANNOT believe he'd od this to me! I try not to cry because I don't sant Lily the Clamidia to know she's hurting me. But THEN she takes her other hand with nblack nailpolish on iy and a fancy silver skull shaped ring with red crystal lights coming out from it and puts it on Snape's cheek and kisses him RIGHT ON THE LIPS and sticks her tongue in his mouth and they start to makeout RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME!

I feel my tears leaving my eyes so I stand up and run away into the snowy and misty Hogsmeade, leaving The Thirteen Heartbreaks FOREVER!

I come back to my room and bury myself beneath my sheets and cry for a long time. I thought snape liked me! HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME! AND WITH A PREPPY FAKE POSER BITCH LIKE LILLY!

I was so sad, I felt like I was going to die. I didn't have a reason to live anymore since the only reason I had to live was the hope that Sev would notice me and love me as much as I love him! Therefore, I decide that I've had enough. I don't care anymore what happens to me because I'm ugly and shy nd weird and good girls a;lways finish last! I HATE MEN! AND LILY! And I'll have my REVENGE!

I take out my pen and write a note o SNAPE anout why I'm going to kill myself/,.

Dear Sev,

If you are reading this it's becuaswe I'm not here anymore. I just didn't have anything to live dor. All I wanted was your love' but you never really loved me for real. You used me as your simp and second choice to Lily even though hse'd the fakest most nongoth bitch I've ever met. But the heart wants what it wants and now my heaer wants to die;.

Forevermore,

Winter Acid Blood Rain

I roll the letter up and tie it with a black ribbon. Then I take my switchblade that I always have on my and slit my writs and lie waiting for the blood to drain out of my body until I'm physically empty like my heart feels hypothetically.

SUDDENLY I hear a voice cry in worry, "No! Winter! Winter my Demon baby! What hpeened?!" It's Buffy, my best friend and roommate. She picks me up and runs with me to the infirmirary.

"HELP! My friend Winter cut her writs and she's DYING!"

The wizard nurse rolls her eyes. "You and your heathen gothic culture rituals . You all deserve to die!" She laughs.

Then Buffy cartwheel kicks her and shouts "You will help Winter becuae she is the kindest, most couragest most beautiful, smartest, sexist and gothically amazing people I have EVERmet! So you will help her or there will be consequences because there's more from where that kick came from!"

The preppy nurse shivers with fear and takes me to a hospitak bed and starts casting a spell to colose up my bloodied wrists. When she's done I lye there looking up at the ceiling.

"Hey," Buffy says quietly and hold my hand to comfort me. "Everything is gonna be alrihgt, don't worry."

"How do you know?! You don'rt know ANYTHING!" I yell chocking on my tears.

"I've fixed everything for you. Do you trust me?"

I look up at her an nod silebntly, then she smiles softly and kisses me on nthe cheek. "Don't worry my demon bbby, you'kll get what you deserve and that's a promise."

(AN: I hope you liked this more serios chapter, tell me what you thot sbout it in the comments pls. I'm Sorry this was a short chapter, next chapter is ghonna be longer!)