Watching Bucky get frozen right in front of them was probably one of the hardest things Cassidy ever had to go through. She placed a kiss against the glass before she and Steve left the med wing. Shuri put a hand on her shoulder, stopping her.

"I will find a way to help him, I promise." She said softly. Cassidy sent her a small smile, thanking her, then went back to their room, where Cassidy flung herself on the bed, in the spot where Bucky had slept.

Steve chuckled slightly at her flop and laid down next to her. He was about to say something funny about it when he heard her sniffle. He got up off the bed and came around to the other side kneeling on the floor. She was crying.

"Sweetheart, what's wrong?"

"He's supposed to be here with us. We were finally all together." She whispered, her voice cracking.

Steve's heart broke and he leaned in, resting his head on hers. "Oh honey, I know. But he has to get better, and this is the only way he feels safe. He's gonna be okay, and we'll be right here when he wakes up okay?"

Cassidy nodded and brushed her lips against his. She pulled him onto the bed until he way lying on top of her. Her kisses became frantic as she started pulling his shirt over his head. He tossed it on the ground and helped her out of her shirt, being careful of her injuries. He kissed her arm where there was a light pink scar, trailing his hands down her sides.

She rolled her hips against him, feeling that he was already hard. Her hands slipped into his waistband, tugging them down. She huffed, only being able to get them to his thighs. He chuckled and sat up, taking them off the rest of the way, before tugging her pants off.

Steve placed kisses up her legs, on the inside of each of her thighs, nipping as he went. He had to put a hand on her hips to stop her from squirming. She whined when his mouth ghosted over where she really wanted him the most and he looked up at her with a raised eyebrow.

"What is it sweetheart?" He asked, smirking, knowing damn well what she wanted.

"Please Steve."

"Please what?" He teased. She groaned and tried to push her hips up to his face, but he was too strong.

"I want your mouth on me, please." She begged. He smiled at her and slid his tongue between her folds. She arched her back and her mouth fell open. Steve had never done this before and she was surprised, because it felt amazing.

Steve swirled his tongue around her clit and she let out a moan she didn't know she had in her. He kept going, feeling her legs starting to shake, her orgasm building. Her hands clenched in the sheets as she came, yelling out Steve's name, hoping to God that nobody else could hear them.

Steve climbed back over her, crashing his lips down on hers, and she moaned as she tasted herself on his tongue. She could feel the tip of his cock sliding through her folds and she pushed her hips up to meet him. Steve pulled back and looked down at her. He thought she looked beautiful like this, swollen lips, blissed out and he swelled with pride that he'd done that to her.

"Are you sure?" He asked. He didn't want her to regret this later because she was missing Bucky. She nodded her head fervently.

"Yes Steve, I need you." She panted, That was all he needed to hear. He slid himself inside her and in one motion, he was all the way in. They both moaned, Cassidy digging her nails into his shoulders.

Steve leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to her lips, rocking his hips slowly. Cassidy moaned into his mouth when he pulled almost all the way out before sliding back in. He kept a slow pace, his hands sliding over every inch of her body. She loved that Steve was such a soft lover. He always took the time to enjoy every feeling, every emotion. For a quick second, she wondered how Bucky would be making love to her. She shook her head and kissed down Steve's neck, causing him to shiver.

"I love you." She whispered in his ear. He turned his head and kissed her softly, his thrusts becoming more erratic. She could tell he was close and she was too.

"I love you too Cassidy." He said softly. Her legs started to shake around his hips and with a few more thrusts he was coming, biting down on her shoulder to stifle a moan, which made her come too.

He laid there for a second, head buried in her hair, while she ran her hands through his. He slowly pulled out and rolled next to her, pulling her to his side. He kissed her on the top of her head and sighed.

"We're gonna be okay sweetheart, all of us."

A couple weeks had gone by, Wanda and Vision had left, wanting to have some time together. Cassidy didn't know where they went, but she knew they'd be okay. They knew what to do. Nat had told them how to stay out of sight.

Cassidy had been trying to find a way to bring up what happened in Siberia. She was completely healed now and she wanted to know how it got so bad in the first place. Every time she tried to bring it up to Steve, they either got interrupted or he changed the subject. He must not have told Nat either because she didn't know anything.

She finally had some time after Steve got out of the shower after his run. She was sitting on the bed with her hands wrapped around her legs. He stopped in the doorway and tilted his head at her.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I want to talk about Siberia." She told him. He scoffed and shook his head, pulling his shirt over his head.

"I told you I don't want to talk about it. It's in the past why can't we just leave it there?" He said, tossing his towel back into the bathroom.

"You don't think I deserve to know what happened?" She asked, just a hint of anger in her voice.

"I don't want to talk about it!" He yelled. She sat up straight. Okay. If he wanted to fight, then she would fight.

"Well, seeing as how I almost DIED because of it. I really think I have the right to know STEVEN." She yelled back. He flinched at the use of his full name. Then it just seemed to piss him off more.

"Yes! It almost killed you! I almost killed you! I almost killed Tony! I slammed my shield into his chest until I broke the damn suit! He was supposed to be my friend, my family and I almost killed him!" Steve screamed. Cassidy jumped. She'd never seem him so mad before.

"Yeah? And by doing so, you almost killed ME. What was Tony supposed to do, Steve? Not defend himself? You put yourself in harms way and you never think about me. I'm always an afterthought." She yelled. She regretted the words as soon as she said them, but it was too late.

Steve picked up a vase and threw it across the room, shattering it. He froze after he threw it. He didn't mean to. He was just so angry. She was right. He hadn't been thinking about her, only about getting Bucky out of there. He went to go to her but she got off the bed, stepping back, folding her arms around her middle. She was scared of him.

"I think you should go." She said softly.

"Cass, no. Please I'm sor-"

"Just go!" She yelled, turning and walking into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. She slid down onto the floor when she heard the bedroom door slam and started shaking. Why did she and Steve keep fighting? That one night was so perfect when she was lying in bed with Steve and Bucky. She had felt tension between her and Steve ever since he went back under.

Cassidy took some deep breaths to try and calm herself down. She didn't know how long she sat there, but it had gotten dark and Steve hadn't come back to the room yet. She pulled herself up and washed her face before going to look for Steve.

When she walked out into the bedroom, the closet door was hanging open. She walked over and peeked inside, looking around. She let out a tiny gasp when she saw that Steve's bag was missing. That was his go bag. It had been sitting right next to hers. He had left her.

"No." She whispered. She ran down the hall to Nat's room, and her bag was gone too. How could she leave with him? Cassidy hadn't wanted him to go, she just needed some space to calm down, they both did.

"Cassidy!" Shuri yelled out. She turned to see the small woman running toward her, a smile on her face.

"I figured it out! How to help Barnes. We can wake him up now."