The sounds of the ocean crashed on the sandy shores below the body of a sunbathing Rosechu. Her pink body was relaxing on the shore with no worries rolling through her mind while sitting there in her red 2 piece swimsuit.

"Ah, this is life! Man, I wish Sonichu was here. He would be staring at me all day!" laughed Rosechu as she kept her eyes closed facing right toward the sun.

The relaxation was suddenly shattered by the sounds of her name being called. It was so pronounced because for some reason the voice sounded very close and special to her. "Rosechu!"

"Huh?" Rosechu raised her torso up to face the water to see who was calling her name. She lowered her sunglasses to get a better look ahead. Right in front of her was a single rock that stood up over sea level. But what was calling her was something she has never seen before. There was what seemed like a merhog calling her name. Its tail was pink and the top of its body was blue and looked familiar with its green eyes and ponytail. Shells were covering her chest to make her look more attractive. Rosechu couldn't really pen who exactly it was but it was on the tip of her tongue.

"Rosechu!" the merhog waved at her. "Come on, the water is fun!"

Rosechu blinked then squinted her eyes to see if this was an illusion. She has never really seen anyone like that before, except Bubbles, but she didn't have a fishtail as this one did.

After a few seconds passed to find out if Rosechu herself was going crazy, it was like suddenly the world around changed, turning pink to only include the both of them in it. There was a weird feeling going through Rosechu's body. It was almost the same feeling that went through her with Sonichu but it was confusing her. Why was she getting these feelings?

It was because of this concern in which Rosechu slowly started getting on her feet still looking at the merhog blushing. Once she was on her feet she then slowly started to back away. Once she decided to look away from the dilution she started running into the forest forgetting her normal clothes on the beach and everything.

"Oh no you don't!" said the merhog as she snapped her fingers. Rosechu was suddenly teleported toward the edge of the waterfall right on a shallow river. The electric hedgehog pokemon didn't have a lot of time to stop, so she ended up tripping off of the edge falling into the waterfall lake below, screaming for her life.

Splashing right in it now submerged in pink water, Rosechu was suddenly grabbed by the hand and turned around to see the merhog, the both of them now face to face, "You know, you can't hide your true feelings."

"What... What are you talking about?" For some reason, Rosechu was able to speak in clear sentences underwater. As she suddenly kicked the creature away and swam to the shore, she got out and ran into the forest. "I must get away!"

Suddenly she is tackled by the same being but her form changed now with legs and her clothes changing to a tiger skin outfit. The creature was swinging on a vine now holding Rosechu in her arm while her other was holding on. "You can't run from me! I am and will always be here no matter what you do. You don't know yourself as I do."

"What are you talking about?!" Rosechu pulled her arm free and then was let go, now dropping below back into the creature's arms. "Wait... were you just up-?"

"I told you, you can't run from me!" she responded. "I am the feeling of love! And you're not being honest with yourself!"

"I don't know what you mean!" Rosechu rolled off her stalker's hands and onto the ground where she quickly got up and ran away where suddenly she was then caught by the same delusion that was after her just a few yards away. The blue creature then pulled Rosechu back, causing her to fall on her butt. Rosechu was now looking up at who she was running from. At this point, Rosechu realized that she couldn't run. "Who... who are you and what do you want from me?"

"Now you want to know?" asked the creature. "I used to be someone special in your life. Well, actually I represent your true feelings that have taken the form of someone you previously met."

"I don't know anyone like you!" Rosechu pointed out, "And what do you mean my true feelings?"

"Well, the fact that the image of this person, whoever it was, is still in your mind says you might remember one day," the illusion pointed out. "But I am here to ask you one simple question."

"What... what is that?" Rosechu asked her.

The blue creature then got close. "Who do you really love?"

"Well... um... isn't that Sonichu?" Rosechu asked her in return. "Sonichu has always been there for me since I had this body. He has always taught me about what I can do for myself even though I didn't have all of the powers as he did. This is why I have always stuck by him."

"Is that really what you feel?" she asked. Rosechu then gave the creature a concerned look to try and figure out what she was talking about. The jungle creature then got closer. "Let me ask you again. Is that really what you feel about Sonichu?"

"Well... um... of course, I do feel this way," Rosechu answered but the feeling fairy wasn't convinced.

"I think you're lying to yourself," she announced.

"What... what do you mean?"

"You need to remember something. Remember that I am a part of you. You are lying to yourself right now. But in a sense, I kinda understand why this has happened," she responded while trying to think to herself. "I need to ask you a question. Tell me, what happened about 2 years ago?"

"Um..." Rosechu tried to remember. "Well... Chris was planning to do his dimensional merge and we were all destined to help. We all did that but somehow it was stopped. I don't really remember the specifics, I'm sorry."

"Hmm..." The creature thought. "It sounds like some of your memories have been suppressed."

"Suppressed memories?" Rosechu asked. "Yeah of course! Memories can't vote anyway."

"No no no!" responded the creature, "That's not what I meant by suppression, it's when some of your own memories are hidden from you."

"Oh... I'm sorry, I never really knew suppression in that term before." Rosechu responded looking down toward the ground.

"Yeah, I understand, your creature doesn't use these big grownup words," she responded. "Now, I will ask you again, and you need to tell the absolute truth. How do you feel about Sonichu?"

Rosechu got up on her feet and then took a deep breath. Then she looked at the blue creature again, unconfident of herself because she didn't want to tell the truth. Once the creature then gave a thumbs up signaling that she was ok with telling it, Rosechu took a deep breath and spit out what she was really thinking. "Well about Sonichu... I think I am kind of conflicted about him."

"How so?"

"Well..." Rosechu continued, "When I first met him, he was all cool, awesome, and charming. He was the person that you could laugh at when you were having a sad day. He was a determined creature who was always doing his best to protect the city we lived in and under the mayor's orders. We were a family and I had my kids with him."

"I see, Now you are telling the truth," the creature announced.

"But over time, Sonichu changed. I could kind of sense it starting to happen before the critical point but-" A tear then came over her eyes, "he started to care less about my well being and treat me like I was just... just..."

"An object, maid?" the creature finished.

"I don't think I can really say that. But... but... why are you saying that he treated me like that?" Rosechu asked.

"Because again, I am your true feelings. Remember, I know you more than you know yourself," she announced. "So anything you tell me, I mostly already know."

"Well I guess what you just said, I hate to say it is mostly true. I feel like I am not treated the way I want him to treat me and his justification to it is just 'That's what all women do anyway right?' and I just shut up and take it as a true woman would." Rosechu said. "And it doesn't help that even with this new plan Sonichu is planning to call another dimension home, it has taken quite a toll on our own family and friends. Both of my daughters have disappeared and a lot of our friends just vanished into thin air over the past few months. Christine unable to remember any of it has taken a toll on all of us, as we are unable to go home since the gods have destroyed it. Us living in exile for all of these months made me try and convince Sonichu that it would be better for all of us to just pick a universe and settle there instead of changing every few days. It's just been a mess because he won't listen to me. It's like he is trying to find something or someone. At the same time treating me like garbage. I'm able to take it a little more, but there is only so much anger I can take in."

"There you go!" her feelings responded. "Now you are true to yourself."

"Yeah, it's been frustrating to live with Sonichu. It just seems that I want to separate from him but... I can't," Rosechu added. "He is the only one in my life I know that can take care of me. But, I don't think that love I had for him once before is there anymore."

"Well... this is quite the predicament." the feeling fairy said. "It turns out you did once separate from Sonichu before, that was one of your memories that was suppressed."

"It was?" Rosechu asked. "Who suppressed them?"

"That is a question I can't answer," the illusion responded. "You have to find those answers yourself. At the same time, you need to find your true soulmate. Someone whom you share your dreams with."

"But... how do I find this person?" Rosechu asked.

"I can't answer that either, but they are out there somewhere in the universe. But the only clue that I will give to find this person is to look for this one." The being proceeded to point to herself.

"Wait... it's a girl?" Rosechu asked, realizing that she started to blush a little. Even earlier when they looked at each other. "I'm... I'm in love with another girl?"

"That's for you to find out. Remember, stay true to yourself!" the being started to disappear in orbs of light.

"Wait... I still have so many questions, wait... WAIT!" Rosechu dived at her but she went through her now transparent body as she disappeared for good. When that happened Rosechu then fell off an unknown cliff that was apparently right behind the creature. Now screaming for her life, she closed her eyes expecting her end.

"AAAAAAH!" Rosechu jolted on her bed as she was breathing hard. It felt like she just hit the ground.

"Sweetbolt?" said a familiar voice right next to her. "What happened?"

"Oh... I... I just had a nightmare," Rosechu responded.

"Oh... cool... that's fine," he responded as he then instantly went back to sleep right at that second. It sounded like he was half asleep anyway. What was with him not interested to see if she was alright?

Rosechu went back to lay down on her pillow, then looked to her right at Sonichu's head who was facing directly at her. His hands were around Rosechu's waist. She could feel right under the covers she was not wearing anything as she gave him her body again tonight. She has never really gotten a break with his persistence.

Rosechu put her hands behind her head and then looked again at Sonichu. Then she asked herself one question. "Sonichu... do I really want to keep loving you?"

...

The next day, both of them were getting dressed... well one of them at least. Sonichu didn't really have clothes to wear. He was still sitting in bed waiting for the food to be ready.

"Rosechu, when will you be ready with the food?" Sonichu asked.

"As soon as I get ready here," she replied as she put on her shoes.

"You know, you don't really need clothes to cook right?" Sonichu smiled and winked. "If you know what I mean."

"Well, I prefer it because it protects me from getting burned." Rosechu then went to the fire and started cooking some of the cans.

"Man, another can of CWC soup. I'm tired of this, when are we going to get some real food?" he asked.

"Maybe when you finally build a house, Sonichu," Rosechu said under her breath pointing at the fact that they still lived in a tent.

As soon as the food was ready, Rosechu was still mixing the soup together as she came with the two cans to the bed. She gave one to Sonichu as she then sat down next to him. Sonichu then gave the can back to her, forcing her to hold it temporarily.

"This is not how you are supposed to serve it, remember?" Sonichu asked.

Rosechu sighed. "What would you like, breakfast, a bath, or... me?"

"I think I will have... Hmm... you!" Sonichu then grabbed Rosechu as she proceeded to drop the cans of soap on the bedwetting it with beans. Rosechu and Sonichu were now looking dead-on into each other's eyes.

Rosechu closed them and pushed Sonichu aside and said, "Sonichu, please, look at what you just did!" she pointed toward the bed now having a stain of soup on it. "Look at this mess!"

"Oh, I'm sorry, I guess I wasn't thinking," Sonichu replied.

"Yeah, you're not thinking with that brain in your head, and you're thinking with that horn in your pants!" Rosechu replied as she then got off of the bed.

"What's up with you today?" Sonichu noticed. "You don't seem like yourself."

"Oh... it's nothing," the wife replied, "I think... I think I just need some time to myself." That was when she started to walk out of the room.

"Wait, you need to clean this all up!" Sonichu responded.

"Well, that is your breakfast on the bed, so I expect it not to be wasted. So you better clean it up with your mouth!" Rosechu sounded annoyed when she said that as she walked out of the room.

"Aww, come on Rosechu, come on and help clean up your mess!" he replied. But Rosechu didn't listen and continued to walk out. Sonichu noticed she was not coming back with napkins and was too lazy to get them for himself, so he started licking the sheets of the bed.

Rosechu ran to a nearby hill and looked over at the sunrise. Then she sat down on the grass and observed its gradient of light that was shining upon her. She took that chance to think for herself. "This lover... who is it?"

Rosechu thought back to the dream she just had and thought of that girl who was in it. Then she thought of how she looks somewhat attracted her. The being that represented her feeling of love was quite attractive and it was basing its appearance off of someone she previously met? Who could that person be, and why did she not remember her?

Wait... is this girl, whoever she is... is she... my true love? Rosechu thought to herself. But... how... how is that possible? For a girl to fall in love with the same gender in which she herself is. Christine has always told us that boys loving boys was wrong but women loving women... Is that ok?

Rosechu shook her head and then banged it against the grass behind her, now staring straight into the sky above. What am I thinking, why would I be thinking any of this? Why would I even love another woman? I think I might be going insane.

She then proceeded to look back at the tent where Sonichu currently was and thought. I don't know if I have it in me to stay with him any longer. But all I know is that my true love is tied to that girl. I just need to know who that is. Maybe Sonichu might know.

"Hey Rosey Sweetbolt?!" Sonichu basically volt-tackled his way up the hill just to talk to his wife. When Sonichu stopped, a lot of the sparks then scattered around to a point that Rosechu felt them around her body, but it didn't hurt her. "When are you going to clean up the rest of the mess you made?"

"Oh come on, can't a girl get a little privacy for at least 5 minutes?" she asked, looking all annoyed.

"Sorry, I was just asking. I don't have a lot of time. I need to go find Wild," Sonichu mentioned. "I think he might be in danger."

"What happened?"

"It seems that SNT got to him as well and took the power. Now Wild seems to be in an infinite fall. I need to go retrieve him," Sonichu then took a piece of purple play-doh out of his pocket which seemed all dry anyway, and used its power to open a portal.

"Wait... SNT?" Rosechu recognized that name from somewhere. "Who was she?"

"You fought her before, remember? It was a light blue girl with green eyes. Mixed with Sonic, Knuckles, and Tails, has a ponytail. Don't you remember?"

"Oh..." Rosechu then quickly put two and two together. "So that means the figure in my dream last night was... AAAAAAAAAHHHH!"

"What's wrong my sweet bolt?" Sonichu asked.

"Oh... it's... nothing!" Rosechu had a weird cringe smile on her face when she said that. "Go do what you need to do!"

"Alright!" Sonichu then used the small drop of playdoh to open a portal then jumped into it.

Rosechu quickly used this time to run back to the tent and shut the door on the temporary bathroom she ended up setting up. In the middle was boiling water coming out of a colander. They used this as their temporary bath for the place they lived.

To help clear her mind, Rosechu took a bath and started washing herself off. But still, these thoughts of love were rolling through her mind.

What am I doing? Rosechu asked herself. Why am obsessing over the person who is hurting my friends this much? She is the one who ruined Sonichu and Christine's plans, why am I blushing so much just thinking about that... smile she has. Why did I see her smile? UGG THERE'S SOMETHING THAT I'M JUST NOT GETTING HERE.

At that point, Rosechu splashed hot water in her face to try and calm herself down and then tried squeezing her quills just to get some of the water out of it. Ok, calm down Rosechu, there has to be some explanation for this. I am so conflicted right now I don't know what to do! Once again she splashed her face again.

Maybe... it has something to do with some of those memories I had once. Maybe if I can try and remember what happened, I can try and figure out why I am so confused about this. The explanation for this has to be in my memories. That is where I need to look!

Rosechu then closed her eyes to concentrate. She tried thinking back to the time when the dimensional merge started. Because her memories seem to be vague from there for some random reason, she doesn't remember the details even though it happened about 2 years ago.

Let's see, Chris announces her merge to everyone once the first phase starts. Most people in the world were there. Then some people escape CWCville. We hear that SNT is back, then... AAAAAAAH! It was suddenly then when Rosechu was then shocked by something that somehow came in from inside her brain. It was more watts than what Sonichu pumped into her at night. It was enough to hurt her and give her a headache. Rosechu attempted to try again but was once again blocked with another shock. AAAGGG, it's no use. It's like someone locked away these memories behind an electric fence I can't get through. What am I going to do about that?

Suddenly she hears noises coming from outside again. "Heartsweet! I'm home!" that was the sound of Sonichu.

"I wonder where she is?"

"Hmm... Wild, I wonder if she decided to take a bath."

The sounds of footsteps approached the door to the bathroom. On the bathroom door was a bunch of paint which was covering holes in the tent door. Rosechu started to smile a little knowing that the small action she did yesterday was about to stop Sonichu with what he was about to do.

"Oh come on!" Sonichu yelled in disappointment. "Rosechu covered the peephole in the bathroom again!"

"Sonichu, don't you know that watching a girl while she is... doing her business is... kinda... creepy?"

"Wild, it's a way for me to figure out if anyone is in the bathroom, that is all."

"You know you could just knock?"

"It's easier on your eyes if you just look!"

"You look at her every night when you are in bed!"

"But it's how I wake up in the morning!"

While the two boys bicker outside back and forth. Rosechu sank her mouth into the water and started to think. I don't think I will be able to get out of Sonichu's hair for a while. The only way to stick through this will be to wait for a chance to escape. I don't know when it will be, but I know a chance will open up for me. I just don't know when.

With the revelation that Rosechu has no satisfaction with Sonichu anymore. There was too much confusion but her memories were still locked within her somewhere. She doesn't know whether or not she will ever unlock them. But maybe SNT and her will once again cross paths in the future for her to be helped. But she was unable to tell when that would be. The only thing she could do was be patient and hope that one day her mind would be straightened up. Hopefully, she could hold off Sonichu just for a little longer.