A/N: I still do not own That 70's Show .

I found this Chapter really hard to write. I felt like it needed something more. I hope you all enjoy it. Unfortunately slut face Sam will appear in the next chapter.

Chapter 6: Wait, What

"After Chicago I went to Vegas and I stayed pretty fucked up for the most part." Man how do I tell her the next part. I know I'm going to lose her. She won't forgive me this time.

"Jackie look I was hanging around strip clubs, and there was this dancer, and we hooked up a few times, but it…"

Sobbing loudly Jackie jumps off the cot, gasping between sobs " Steven, just stop. I cannot hear this, please not again."

I jump up trying to pull her into my arms but for someone so small she is pretty strong. She pushes me and walks away, and that's when I know she's slipping away again.

To my surprise she turns around and I'm looking into her mismatched eyes. I'm taken aback by the fury I see in them. Jackie marches up to me and soundly smacks me across the face. "Why do you keep doing this shit to me Steven" sighing heavily she asks " If you love me why do you try so hard to destroy me, to destroy us?"

"Doll it's not like that. I thought you were with Kelso, I didn't know. I know now that I was wrong." I hate having to tell her that I fucked up again.

Why am I such a screw up. I know she doesn't deserve this bullshit from me. Still knowing how much I hurt her, and yet I still cannot let her go without a fight.

"Don't you see Steven, that's the fucking problem, you always figure it out after you screw some skank, how could you" she screams as she pounds my chest with her tiny little fists.

Why do I keep fucking up with the person that means the most to me.

I reach out and pull her sobbing body into my arms, " Jackie I know that you must hate me and Doll I don't blame you. Please tell me how to fix this. What can I do for you to forgive me" I ask practically begging.

Jerking back Jackie turns her face up to look at me. Her anger pours out her bloodshot eyes. Shouting, "Steven do you know how much I wish I could hate you right now? Because maybe if I could hate you my heart might be left a little unbroken. But stupid me, when I fell in love with you I just had to give you my heart."

Quietly she asks, " Just tell me why do you keep me around? Do you get off on treating me like Shit knowing that I'm the stupid girl who will always take you back."

Now I feel myself getting angry. How can she think that I get off on hurting her. Damn I might be an asshole, but I'm not cruel.

"Jackie, look it's not like I set out to hurt you. It wasn't like seeing Fucking Kelso walk into that motel room didn't fucking hurt me. Just imagine if things were reversed. How would you have reacted if it had been my room that some naked skank just walked into. I mean now I know I shouldn't have left Chicago, especially without you but why is that every time we have problems Kelso is there" I ask.

"I am not trying to make excuses, I know that I am to blame for my actions Jackie, but you have to know that I would never set out to hurt you on purpose. Doll please look at me, I cannot lose you, Jackie baby, I love you. I am more than sorry that I let you go to Chicago and even more than sorry that for what happened after." I have definitely crossed into Forman territory, but I am desperate.

Her tiny hand reaches up to my cheek and her soft fingers dry the tears that I didn't even realize were falling. "If I forgive you this time how hard would you be willing to try Steven? And I mean you would really have to try. No more Zen, no more pushing me away. You would have to change and for real this time. Because if I forgive you a second time, I promise you there won't be a third time."

" Baby, whatever you want me to do I will" I promise her.

"Steven I don't know if I can forgive you, but if you are willing to try, maybe I can try too. It's not going to be easy. I've had to live without you for the last three weeks and I know that was too hard. I don't how to live without you."

Meanwhile In The Forman Kitchen

"Red, the yelling has finally stopped I am going to start on breakfast now. Lord knows Steven is going to need to his strength with all the groveling he's going to have to do to get Jackie to forgive him this time" Kitty nervously laughs. She knows that Steven loves Jackie, she just hopes it is enough this time.

"Kitty make sure to make him enough food to last him for a while, because when the Loud One is done with him, the dumbass is definitely getting a foot in the ASS."