The Conditions of Madness and The Hope That Never Solves Them

by Quinhwyvar

How many years has it been? How much of my life has been obliterated by Shinra? How many people hurt me? Sephiroth stares at his broken memories and wonders who cared about the boy dying in the hands of Shinra. No one wants to listen to his quiet screams except you.

71. SOLDIER Form Submission 960530

Chapter 71 - SOLDIER Form Submission #960530

CLASSIFIED. CLEARANCE: EXECUTIVE. SHINRA ELECTRIC POWER COMPANY. HARD COPY ONLY. STORAGE #31 - NIBELHEIM MANSION.

SOLDIER Form Submission #960530

SHINRA ELECTRIC POWER COMPANY
Department of Research and Development - Research Division - Human Enhancement "SOLDIER"
Automatic Tags: "SOLDIER ID: #126" "Project S", "Project S ID #1", "Health Concerns", "Self Reporting Form", "SOLDIER", "Requested Medication Adjustment"
Priority: Medium-High
ALERT: HOJO, P., HAYNES, MARIELLA., MORSE, EDIN.
Report Submitted: 05/30/1996 17:34:12
Account Attached: SOLDIER ID: #126 - "- , SEPHIROTH"

Form Results:

NAME: Sephiroth
-form tagged for HOJO, P.
IF YOU ARE IN IMMEDIATE ASSISTANCE OR EXPERIENCE SEVERE HEALTH PROBLEMS PLEASE CALL YOUR ASSIGNED EMERGENCY NUMBER: I understand.
CHOOSE FROM FOLLOWING OPTIONS: Health Concerns
-form automatically tagged for HAYNES, MARIELLA.
PLEASE CHOOSE FROM THE FOLLOWING PHYSICAL CONDITIONS: Shaking, Fever, Pain - Abdominal, Nausea
PLEASE CHOOSE FROM THE FOLLOWING MENTAL CONDITIONS: Cognitive impairment (Brain fog), Reduced mental awareness, Lack of physical control - Low, Loss of self awareness (Consciousness) - Low.
-form automatically set form to HIGH priority.
DO YOU FEEL AN ATTRACTION TO A HIGHER CAUSE: No.
- sub questions J1-5 skipped due to negative response.
DO YOU FEEL A LOSS OF SELF OR LOST IN LIFE: No.
- sub questions J6-10 skipped due to negative response.
RATE YOUR PAIN LEVEL: 4
-form level set to MEDIUM-HIGH priority.
CHRONIC HEALTH, EPISODIC OR NEW: Episodic
DATE OF INCIDENT: 5/30/1996
TIME OF INCIDENT: Approximately 11:00-14:00

DESCRIPTION OF INCIDENT (Be as objective as possible. Do not admit to illegal activity. Do not admit guilt to other's injuries. Facts only):

I was out on Mission ID #RT-624 with Genesis Rhapsodos when I started to experience symptoms of my autoimmune disease. My hands started to have a tremor and my head began to cloud. I would have classified my exercise level as low with no strain on my body. I was surprised but took one emergency medication pill without water immediately and proceeded with the mission. I have been experiencing light symptoms since 5/23 but did not attribute it to anything other than the usual nature of the illness.

The conditions did not clear within ten minutes. With the targets within sight, I fought them but the symptoms grew worse. I started to feel more advanced conditions (fever-like, a growing dull pain in my stomach, continual shake in my extremities). I deployed Genesis to finish the mission alone and took a second pill as I retreated.

I did not make it to the extraction point without resting. I may have lost some consciousness temporarily. Symptoms did lessen as time passed but it was abnormal. As I have experienced other small breakthroughs with my medication, it may be time to readdress this.

DO YOU REQUIRE IMMEDIATE ASSISTANCE? No
WHEN WOULD YOU LIKE ASSISTANCE: As soon as possible.
DO YOU WISH TO REQUEST A HEALTH APPOINTMENT WITH SOLDIER: Yes
DO YOU HAVE AN ASSIGNED PRIMARY HEALTH OFFICER: Yes
If SO, PLEASE LIST NAME: Mariella Haynes.
-redundant form tag for HAYNES, MARIELLA.
PLEASE CHOOSE FROM THE FOLLOWING OPTIONS: Requesting medication adjustment.
-form tagged for found pharma-assignment for "-, Sephiroth" - MORSE, EDIN.
OTHER NOTES: n/a

FORM DETAILS:

Form Ref #78931
Submitted from Computer (SURVEILLANCE SYSTEM ID #1228)

SOLDIER #126 - "- , SEPHIROTH" DETAILS:

LAST R&D WELLNESS APPT: 02/28/1996 10:00:00
LAST PRESCRIPTION REFILL: 05/27/1996 18:54:15
LAST BLOOD DRAW: 05/18/1996 11:00:00
J CELLS ACTIVATION: NEGATIVE.
DEGRADATION: NEGATIVE.
C-COMPOUND: POSITIVE - LOW LEVELS - FLAG.
MAKO LEVEL: LETHAL - WARNING.
-NOTE - NORMAL LEVEL FOR SUBJECT. NONLETHAL. - FLAG DISMISSED

SYSTEM LOG For SOLDIER ACCT #126

17:34 Creation - Request 530.126 - #126 - "- , SEPHIROTH" - Requesting WELLNESS APPT with

18:02 approves WELLNESS APPT

18:02 sets WELLNESS APPT for 5/31 10:00:00 with

18:42 System sent reminder email to #126 - "- , SEPHIROTH" for WELLNESS APPT 5/31 10:00:00

22:54 cancels WELLNESS APPT 5/31 10:00:00

22:59 RESTRICTS PERMISSIONS for :

- "Appointment Cancel created by " Permission rescinded

- "Appointment Modification created by " Permission rescinded

- "Medication Dossier - VIP" View permission rescinded

- "Project S Medication Schedule" set to "View Only"

- "Primary Designations" set to "View Only"

23:01 sets WELLNESS APPT for 5/31 9:00:00

23:01 System sent reminder email to #126 - "- , SEPHIROTH" for WELLNESS APPT 5/31 9:00:00

23:03 sets "Primary Designation: Primary Health Officer" from to

23:04 sets "Primary Health Officer" to "Clearance Level - VIP"

23:10 creates new project "REQUISITIONED PROJECT S"

23:12 attaches project "REQUISITIONED PROJECT S" to SOLDIER ACCT #126

23:12 sets project "REQUISITIONED PROJECT S" to "Clearance Level - VIP"

23:13 sets project "REQUISITIONED PROJECT S" to "View Only" for

23:14 sets start date for "REQUISITIONED PROJECT S" to 5/31 9:00:00