And yeah I say I hope I can. But I can't do it alone! I know on my own I've already screwed up! I've said it before and I'll say it again! I am not a God! I am just a man! Nothing is easier for me! I always have to give it my all! And if I don't. I will see that! And live in eternal guilt and regret! It will be what it will! But it won't be because I did not fight!