The One His Heart is Yearning For

by ZumiSFate

Rudeus Greyrat is a very talented, young man who has done more in 18 years of his new life than other people could have done in their whole life, but one thing he never managed to do, was getting over the fact that the love of his life left him. But perhaps fate will be able to heal this big aching wound, in the form of certain someone returning.

2. The Path of a Warrior in Love

''Ha!. . . Hya!. . . Ngh!''

Loud, strong battle cries echoed through the enormous training room that the red haired heroine was currently in. even though lessons had been finished up almost 2 hours ago Eris didn't even think about stopping, and taking a rest. She had one goal locked in her sight, a goal that was currently the most important thing she needed to accomplish. despite her fellow 'classmates' and instructors telling her to take it easy, and stop for the day she wouldn't listen. she couldn't. Eris needed to get stronger, for him. to finally be useful, to finally stand beside him, and not behind him needing to be protected. She wanted to be the one to protect him, and be a reliable partner for him in battle. so she forced her body to keep going, even if it was crying for her to stop. Eris ignored it, she ignored it all. little beads of sweat rolling down her face as she kept slashing the wooden training sword against the practice dummy.

More. More! I gotta keep going. I need to get stronger, to finally become someone he can rely on, no matter who we are facing, even if the whole world should be our enemy. So I can't stop. I will not stop till I'm strong enough to beat him. No matter what. . I'll make sure nothing like what happened to Rudeus will ever happen again. I have to keep. . . keep. . s-shit.

just as Eris tried to push her body with another motivational mindset her body shut down as it couldn't keep up with the constant loss of energy, without a moment to recharge. the wooden sword fell to the floor, followed by Eris collapsing to her knees and having no time to catch herself the rest of her body joined the sword, now laying flat on the ground. her breathing ragged and uneven, trying very hard to become stable after the sudden shut down. clenching her fists tightly with the last tiny bits of energy she had left in her.

Ha. I bet Rudes and Ruijerd would have scolded me for pushing myself too much. maybe I should have listened to the others. there are simply limits you can't push past. . maybe I hoped I would be able to get stronger as fast as possible to return, but guess I was too optimistic. that doesn't change my goal though. I will become strong enough to be a reliable partner at Rudeus side. Wait for me Rudy. . I will come back stronger than ever.

keeping her fists clenched tight as sign of her resolve to never stop on her path to become stronger till she felt satisfied, and ready to return home, to return to the man she loved. once again, for the 6th time this week the exhaustion got to her and without being able to move any muscle to possibly get up or even call for someone her eyes shut close, and she fell asleep right there on the cold wooden floor. dreaming of a future where she and Rudeus would stand side by side, as equals. a small smile sitting on her sleeping face. Rudeus, her motivation. he had been the reason for everything. he taught her so much, he was the leading force to get through the demon continent and back home. if it wasn't for him she would have never experienced so many cool things, or would have allowed Ruijerd to become her friend. being with him gave her strength, warmth and comfort.

She loved him. She would always love him.

eventually after some time Ghislaine would take a peek into the training room to look for Eris, only to find her on the floor which made her shake her head with a small smile. ''As always.'' she whispered to herself, walking over to pick the sleeping warrior up into her arms, which Eris replied to by unconsciously grabbing onto her jacket. Ghislaine smiled a bit more, and carried her back to her quarters, where she would tuck her in and let her get probably 8 long hours of sleep. this wasn't the first time, and might not be the last, but there was nothing Ghislaine could do. Eris had a goal, a goal she was gonna reach HER way. even if her way was filled with many training sessions ending with her passing out.

She had only been at the North God School for a few weeks, but the reason on why she trained remained always the same. Each day she woke up, and went to pick up a sword. It was for Rudeus, to become a partner that could stand at his side.

Many Weeks, Months, and even Years have passed since the fierce Warrior has come to train at the North God School. in this time she had to deal with a lot of things, as well as struggles to achieve her dream, and walk over the finish line from the path she set herself. She trained under countless promising Students that would become great Swordsman, had the North Emperor Auber teach her, and even sparred with the Sword God himself. Eris had fun, she enjoyed her time and everything she had learned. Though, just like everything else her time at the prestigious Sword School, had come to an end. The final exam was a big one. all the candidates she had trained with for 5 Years together in a Tournament, to determine who would be given the Title of Sword King, and Eris the Mad Dog held now the title of Mad Sword King (or so she would in a later future). She had done it. She came here to become stronger, and thats exactly what she did. the former member of Dead End was now stronger than ever, so strong in fact that the Sword God himself acknowledged her mastery of the Blade, giving her along with the title the Phoenix Elegant Dragon Sword, a very powerful weapon. He even gave her the chance to challenge him in a real duel to take his place, or fight her First Mentor and Family member Ghislaine to become Sword Emperor, but she declined. The reason she came here, wasn't to gain a title, or acknowledgement from well known Sword Masters or Gods.

No, it all had been for the love of her life. Rudeus, who she didn't even know at this point if he was still waiting for her. after all 5 Years are a long time, a very long time. but that doesn't mean she is not gonna try to go back to him. She had lost everyone she ever cared about, besides Ghislaine, Ruijerd and Rudeus. So to make sure those people would never get hurt, and that Rudeus would never die in front of her ever again she trained these 5 long years, and would fight to always be with them. one thing never left her mind though. . has it been enough? She defeated many strong Sword King candidates, had her mastery acknowledged by the Sword God, and was even given the chance to become Emperor or God if she would have accepted the duels and won.

but was it enough, to defeat the Dragon God?

Eris learned a lot in the last few years. She mastered the North God Style, improved what Rudeus taught him, and even tried to learn Demon God Tongue. Another thing she wanted to be capable of to not rely on Rudeus that much anymore, but she was far from understanding it very well. Learning had never been her strong suit. one thing she never learned though, was ever since she almost lost Rudeus was fully trusting in her abilities. Eris knew she could beat all her fellow classmates, thats why she did. but she didn't trust herself to beat other very strong opponents, the second reason why she turned down to fight the Sword God. She lacked confidence. the confidence, to face strong opponents head on.

Yet, she also knew she needed that confidence, or she would freeze up when facing the Dragon God again, so Eris turned to the one person that set her on the path to be a Swordsman, and Warrior. her mentor Ghislaine.

''Eris, weren't you against the idea of duelling me?'' the beastwoman spoke, while glancing upon her very focused looking student, and basically little sister. Eris had her fists clenched tight, her gaze strong as iron. She wouldn't back down now, nor change her decision. this was something she had to do, to finally know if it was enough. ''I know, though it was more because of the fact I didn't care for a bigger title. But I need to see, if I got strong enough.'' eyes filled with resolve, as she made her intentions known. hand moving to sit on the hilt of her sword.

''You are plenty strong, Eris. Gal Farrion said so himself, so I don't see why you'd wanna-''

''I need to see it for myself! everyone is telling me I'm strong, and that I can do anything I'd want, but i have no trust that it is enough to achieve my goal! . . so I wanna battle you, one of the strongest people I know that has always been there for me, and beating you will show me. . that I can finally fight for myself.'' Her voice was filled with anger, and uncertainty. Ghislaine taken back by what she was seeing. this was serious to Eris, and she understood that now, so as per request she accepted.

''Alright. I'll be your opponent, and I won't hold back.'' the guardian that had been by Eris side since she could think pulled her sword, moving to get into fighting position in the clear white snow field the two were currently on, which was a bit off the School.

''I wouldn't want it any other way. Lets see if I can beat you, Teacher.'' the fiery redhead had a small grin on her lips, and also moved into position to get ready for a duel that would determine, if Eris finally managed to get strong enough to not need anyone's help anymore, and finally be able to do things on her own. drawing her sword, and charging into battle. she had to fit her title of Mad Dog after all, and perhaps once this duel was over she would feel worthy of being called Sword King.

What followed were the sounds of metal clashing together, battle cries and boots moving all over the thick snow field. when Eris had still been a young girl Ghislaine could easily keep up without breaking a sweat, but her student was nowhere near this little girl anymore. She wanted to say that Eris was just a strong warrior, though that wasn't entirely true. Eris was a beast, even more a beast than Ghislaine. the old Sword King had trouble to keep up with the unwavering spirit of the new Sword King. Eris speed was far superior to her own, and even with her demon eye it was hard to keep track of her. beside that the redhead had mastered the Sword God Style now, so she was on par with Ghislaine on that field too. and before the beastwoman knew it her sword had been slashed out of her hand, landing a few meters away from her in the snow, while Eris sword was against Ghislaine's neck.

''I won. . . *pant*. . I won.'' a lightly panting Eris spoke out. slowly the realization kicked in, and her eyes widened as she removed her sword from her Mentor's neck.

Ghislaine's lips curled into a soft smile, gently placing her hand on her students shoulder. ''Yes, you won. You beat me.'' hearing those words it finally hit her, and after throwing her sword on the ground she jumped Ghislaine to hug her tight, arms wrapped around her strong neck. ''I did it! I really did it Ghislaine! I became strong enough to beat you! I can't believe it!'' Her voice overfilled with joy and happiness. a huge weight lifted off her shoulders. the training really had payed off, and turned her into someone that could finally fend for herself. Ghislaine chuckled lightly, and hugged Eris tight in return, gently rubbing her back. She couldn't deny that the mentor in her was happy that Eris had become so strong, but also the big sister in her felt relief.

Once the emotions of the two of them settled down, and they both went to pick up their swords. it was time to take the next step. Eris gaze fell down to her closed fist, which if she was honest had been closed since she came to the North God school. At first it just had been a small sign of her determination, but after some time it was like a reminder that she had to get stronger, to become more powerful than any other person. Which in her eyes she had finally managed, at least to some extent. following behind Ghislaine to their horses she slowly unclenched her fist, looking at her marked with the reminders of what she had been through the last 5 years. the hands of a hard worker. a true warrior. a smile appeared on her face. she felt happy, that perhaps she would be useful to Rudeus, her heart.

the moment they reached the horses Eris turned to Ghislaine, taking a deep breath. ''This is where we should part ways, for now.'' she said in a low tone, her eyes not looking directly at her mentor. Ghislaine would turn around at look at Eris with surprise in her eyes, but seeing her stand there she could clearly see that despite their eyes not meeting Eris was absolutely sure about this, and Ghislaine had some things to do herself. plus Eris didn't need her anymore. she would be okay, that she was certain of.

''Okay, then I assume you're gonna be looking for Rudeus?'' she asked, even if she already knew the answer. Eris's head shooting up to meet Ghislaine's gaze, and her red eyes burned brighter than before. ''Yes.'' is all the new Sword King said. the beastwoman smiling softly, as she reached for something in the saddle pocket of her horse. it seemed to be a piece of paper, which she handed to Eris. ''A young man fitting Rudeus description was last seen in Ranoa Kingdom, apparently he settled down there.'' Ghislaine explained, while Eris looked through the note and small map carefully.

''How did you get this?'' the fiery redhead asked in surprise, but also light joy. ''while you were training extensively with Gal Farrion I went out and tried to gather some info on his whereabouts, cause I knew you'd wanna look for him. this way you don't miss anymore time with him.'' the older Sword King told her, and soon found Eris hugging her tight once more which she returned, gently rubbing her back. ''Thank you so much, Ghislaine. this means a lot to me, really.'' Eris was genuine, as she expressed her gratitude. she was gonna be with Rudeus faster than she realized, and it motivated her even more to take this next step. the next step of seeing him again, and finally talking about why she left, as well as apologizing for how she left him. Ghislaine just smiled, and said it was nothing to thank her for.

''What are you gonna do, Ghislaine?'' Eris asked when the two parted from the hug, and she carefully put piece of paper away in her pocket. the beastwoman's expression turned serious, clenching her fists. ''I'm gonna look for the people that killed Sauros.'' at the mention of her Grandfather memories of her return to the Central Continent came to mind. When she reunited with Ghislaine again, and Alphonse. the day she found out her whole family had been killed. it was a dark day in her life, just as dark as the one a couple days prior. when Rudeus died in her arms, the man she asked to be her family. only to leave him.

''I understand, but before that I'd want for you to go visit your family.'' the redhead said calmly, her eyes staring down on the ground. her mentor's eyes widened a little bit, staring at Eris in light confusion. ''They don't want anything to do with me anymore, so why would I-''

''Because they are your family! and you only get one! You should cherish every moment you get with them, because it could always be the last. . .''

''Eris I-''

''I don't get the chance anymore to spend time with my parents or grandfather. You do, so please. at least go talk to them once, and clear the thick air.'' she pleaded with her mentor, and big sister figure. Eris knew better than anyone what it feels like to lose your family prematurely, and she didn't even know if the family she dreamed of would even accept her back. So she at least wanted Ghislaine to have one, if she needed it.

Ghislaine was unable to speak up. Seeing Eris so in pain while talking about her lost family made her feel weak, and all of that just to get her to make a move towards her own family. she let out a light sigh and placed her hand on top of Eris shoulder. ''Alright, I'm gonna go and try to visit my family. Though, you are my family too.'' a smile tugging at her lips.

that made Eris smile aswell, and she looked at Ghislaine. ''I'm happy to hear that.'' she replied. 'It means I'll at least have one family left no matter what happens.' came her thought, because if she was honest she expected Rudeus to not forgive her. what she did had been cruel, and unforgiveable. yet she was not one to back down, and run away from the chance to possibly be forgiven for her mistakes.

after speaking their goodbyes the two parted and went their separate ways, with Ghislaine riding into the direction of the Demon Continent and Eris following the path leading to Ranoa Kingdom. this was her next step, to face her other biggest fear. she hoped that her heart would not give out or explode during her journey there. Speaking of journey, this is the first time she is on her own while travelling. Ghislaine had been there to accompany her to the school, and before that Ruijerd, Rudeus and her had been together for so long. honestly Eris couldn't even remember what her time had been like before the teleportation incident. the faces of her lost family have become nothing but blurry memories, and it was hard to even picture anything about them at all. she had been so focused about her training, and getting stronger that she had almost no time to think about much else, besides Rudeus of course. his face had always been clear in her mind. the memories she shared with him always lifting her mood. it was what warmed her, no matter how cold it was.

Five years. Ha, it feels like yesterday that the three of us travelled together. Sitting around a campfire, telling stories, and eating meat which we hunted on the same day. I miss it. the simpler times. Training with Ruijerd to see if I could somehow hit him at least once, or watch Rudeus practice his magic. Even though it were such normal things every day, it never got boring. She couldn't help but laugh a bit to herself. I even miss Rudeus being a pervert. . of course she did. when it was him, she never had a problem with it. now that her thoughts became clearer, and not fully focused on combat it was obvious how much she missed him. if her aching heart was an indicator for it. with that revelation, also grew her fear. the fear that he didn't want anything to do with her any more. not like she could blame him if he would think that way. she didn't regret her choice though. she couldn't. this choice had been for him, to become a partner he deserves. a partner that would take out everyone trying to hurt him.

I love Rudeus. I think I always did, ever since he protected me from the kidnappers. a soft smile appearing on her lips. He didn't back down against my. . well cold and explosive attitude. she coughed lightly. a little embarrassed on how she used to be. He stood up to me, and didn't look at me like a Princess that needed to be held high because of my name or something. He looked at me like a normal person, and treated me as such. that was one of the things I learned to really like about him. Most people tried to use me to get to my Grandfather, but Rudeus instead treated me like any other girl, even if he was pretty pervy. he taught me so much, which I will never forget. I guess I really put effort into my studies to impress him. thinking back to how hard she tried to study made her blush. oh how many things she tried and did for Rudeus. that must be what people call hopelessly in love.

a light blush spreading across her cheeks, matching her red hair very nicely. the thought of her being so in love hitting her deep. she never even thought that there'd ever be a person she would trust and care for so so much. Eris never had someone outside of her family ever care for her genuinely, besides Ghislaine before Rudeus came. Their Relationship started rocky, and Eris obviously remembers that but time forged them together to a well working unit. a unit no one could stop, with Rudeus intellect and Eris brawn. they cheered each other up in dark times, and always supported the other in what they were doing or wanted to do. Eris had Rudeus back, and Rudeus hers. . .

It's all right Rudeus. I'll stay with you.

the fierce warrior having a memory flash before her. when Rudeus had been at his lowest point that Eris had ever seen. she told him everything was alright, and that she'd stay with him but. .

she'd pull her horse over for a moment and get it to stop moving, trying to clear her head. He had no one in that moment, but Ruijerd and me. I promised him to always be there. . and then. Biting her lower lip. she once again was faced with what she had done. even if her reason might be justified in some way, how she did it was not. Eris shook her head. No, Rudeus would have stopped her cause thats how he was, and hopefully still is. Eris knew that, so she left before he could try. looking up at the sky Eris could see it was getting dark, probably had been on the road for a few hours already, so might aswell take a rest for today. So she'd get off her horse, and set up camp. Another thing she learned from her adventures with Dead End. After collecting some firewood and making a fire she began to cook some of the meat Ghislaine gave her for the travels.

Eventually Eris sat back against her bag and ate the freshly cooked meat with one hand, the other holding her Adventurer Card. a soft smile on her lips. they ended up in an unknown continent to them, became adventurer's just to make money and ended up becoming A-Rank. thats how good they worked together. even S-Rank missions were child's play for them most of the time, which might have been because of Ruijerd, but still. not one day went by without having fun. Eris wondered how Ruijerd was doing right now. was he still travelling? who knew really. Same with Rudeus, only thing Eris knew is he was living in Ranoa Kingdom apparently, but that was it. she hoped he was doing okay, after all nothing had stopped him before, and knowing him there would never be anything that'd stop him.

that thought made her heart ache. remembering that horrid scene of Rudeus being impaled, and holding his lifeless form in her arms. she could still almost feel how his body became colder and colder. the blood drenching her clothes in a deep red. Never again. she thought to herself. something like that would never happen again, not in this life nor the next. being determined more than ever she pulled a blanket over herself, and layed down. tomorrow she was gonna continue to ride east, so she would reunite with him. finally. closing her slowly tired feeling eyes, going to rest with nothing but Rudeus on her mind. he'd guide her, to find her way back to him. following her heart, that was only beating for him, and always would be.

A couple days had passed since Eris began her journey to reunite with her loved one.

It had been a rather normal journey, with only a few monsters which weren't even S-Rank trying to mess up her day, but the redhaired warrior made quick work of them. once again realizing that she really had become way stronger. either way she finally arrived at Ranoa Kingdom and rode into the city with her horse. Eris was surprised that everything seemed relatively normal. no traces left of the incident which was now 8 years back, whick shock the whole of the Central Continent. I should probably ask around to find out exactly where Rudeus lives. Riding through the streets carefully she'd ask the people that would spare the time to listen. Asking of a man with great magical power, and describing how he looked like. Most that knew of someone like that all spoke of the same place, which was north of the City. she thanked each one of them and headed to the direction of said place. all the while a certain magician had just turned the corner right behind her. Fate really was a cruel thing, but perhaps it would still come together.

While riding through the big crowd of people that were all spread around the masses of shops it reminded her of the time Rudeus explained her math with an example of buying something and selling it to another stand. at the time Eris still had trouble understanding the concept, but now it made sense. it also reminded her of all the other times they were together in all kinds of different cities. that just showed her how long they had been together, through so many things and adventures. which also made her realize just how long she had been gone. though that only meant she had to work even harder to make up for the lost time! she was gonna try her best to make it feel like she never left.

That was her plan, hopefully it would work. she really hoped it would.

There it is, at least it looks like a place Rudeus would live in. Eris thought to herself when she approached the good looking home. getting off her horse that she bound to one of the nearby trees. her gaze would fall once more to the home, before with slow step she'd walk over to it. each step she took it more worries crept up inside of her, but Eris kept pushing forward. this is what she trained for, to be useful to Rudeus, so she had to reunite with him. eventually after what felt like forever the warrior stood in front of the door, and raised her fist but just before the obvious action of knocking happened one thing popped up in her mind.

Would Rudeus even be happy to see me? Would he even want to see me? I always knew that I'd return, but that doesn't mean Rudeus believed so with the way I left. Perhaps he created a life that has no place for me anymore. So who would I be to push myself into that life? Her fist slowly lowered down. the least thing she wanted is to hurt Rudeus again, or worse ruin his life. as much as Eris wanted to be a part of his life again it would never be worth to hurt his happiness for it possibly.

Isn't it obvious you're extremely precious to me by now, Eris!?

Her head shot up a little bit. those exact words were spoken by Rudeus just before they became one the night on which she left. would he still feel the same? she began thinking. Rudeus was never someone to just forget bonds or relationships like that. he even thought of that Sylphie girl despite not having seen her for so long, from what Eris remembered when they ate with his father and sister. she didn't leave his life normally though. . but their bond was also not a normal bond either. her hand slowly reached up to cup her own cheek, just like Rudues had done before their lips met for the second time ever. he had been so gentle with her. he truly had cared for her. now that she looked at her gloved hand she also wanted to see if his hands were finally bigger than hers. . if it finally would be right to be with him, and not feel wrong in any way.

a single tear running down her cheek. I. . I wanna see him again. More than anything in my life. . . even if it might be the last time ever if that's his wish, but at least one final time. it was hard to stay collected, cause the fear of being rejected after they already had been together was eating her up, yet the wish. . the need to see him was far too great. she wanted to replace the tearfilled moment she last saw Rudy while he was sleeping with a better picture of him, even if there was chance it was a picture of him telling her to leave. so taking up all her courage, all the love she had for Rudeus her fist came back up again and she knocked.

Let's become a family for real. the promise she made, before leaving him. If given the chance she would fight for it, and make sure it happens. touching her lips with her gloved hand, a reminder of her heartfelt goodbye and the last kiss they shared.

there was no going back now. this was the moment she had waited for.

When the door finally opened it was time to face her ghosts. taking a deep breath she began to speak. ''Hello. I'm Eris Greyrat. Is Rudeus home?'' the words slipped out like on autopilot. her mind set, even though her heart had trouble to stay calm as it bounded hard in her chest. she was even slightly afraid that when close enough the beat was audible. while still focused to not seem too nervous she noticed that a bluehaired girl opened the door, which looked very similar to one of the figures Rudeus used to make. . she didn't know if this was a good or bad sign, for her at least.

Roxy who was still stunned couldn't even process who just knocked on their door. the reason for Rudeus sadness, and aching heart suddenly appeared. the sorceress didn't manage to answer though before someone else came rushing to the door.

''Eris!'' Aisha called out excitedly, running past Roxy and jumping into the redhead's arms. the little sister of Rudeus knew that Eris was gone, but didn't fully understand what had happened as Rudeus only really told Sylphie and Roxy about it. the now eleven year old girl snuggling into the warrior with a bright smile on her face. said warrior was a bit frozen when she suddenly felt the little girl hug her, but eventually wrapped her arms around her to return the warm hug. it felt nice, really nice to the fiery girl making her smile softly. ''Hey Aisha. How have you been?'' she asked, gently ruffling her hair.

Aisha would look up with beaming eyes. ''I have been really well, even if it was sometimes really hard.'' the answer came quickly, and the girl giggled. Eris noticed that she still wore the headband that Rudeus gave him, and Aisha soon noticed that Eris wore her's too. ''Hehe we are matching!'' Aisha really was a walking bundle of joy, and it kinda lifted the heavy feel of Eris chest. ''Yes we are.'' petting her head once more, and holding her with one arm. red eyes now darting back up to look at Roxy.

Roxy still thinking about what to really say, as this was not really something she expected. She decided to go for the polite approach, after all Eris wouldn't be here without a reason. ''I'm Roxy Migurdia, and Rudeus isn't home right now. He went out for a walk, but should be back for dinner. So please come in, and you can wait for him here.'' The bluenette finally replied, offering the redhead a soft smile. ''Thank you.'' the warrior responded, and Aisha eagerly pulled her into the house, while Roxy went to close the door.

''Mother! Sylphie! Eris came to visit!'' The innocent girl exclaimed with excitement, when they reached the freshly cleaned dinner table. Lilia was the first to join, and acted all maid like as always, bowing her head. ''Welcome Lady Eris.'' Eris giving her a nod, and gentle bow in return. ''Hello Miss Eris.'' Norn spoke from the other side of the room, making the warrior's gaze shift to look into the direction but before she could reply her eyes fell onto what seemed to be Norn's mother meaning Rudeus mother. She looked tired, and somewhat empty. Though she still tried to somewhat smile at Eris. holding back her emotions she wondered. .

What exactly happened in those 5 years? Aisha seems happy, but she said something about hard times. then there is Rudeus mother who looks not okay. Her thoughts ran wild, but there was nothing she could really do and she shouldn't let her mind be clouded about 'what could have been' so she decided to push the thoughts down, raising her hand she waved softly. ''Hello.'' speaking a bit timidly. if only Eris knew a bigger storm would come her way, in the form of a whitehaired woman that entered the room last. Staring at the scene quietly. While Eris said down Sylphie would tell Lilia to bring Zenith and Norn out of the room. Obviously not speaking against Lady Slyphie's wishes the 3 would leave the room soon after.

Approaching Roxy, Eris and Aisha who sat on the redhead's lap she tried to be subtle. ''Aisha could you go help your mother take care of Zenith please?'' she asked, and the girl would look up with a hint of sadness in her eyes. ''But I haven't seen Eris in so long! I wanna stay with her.'' a pout on her adorable face, that usually would make Sylphie melt, but not this time. ''I know, but she really needs your help and this will also give Roxy and I the chance to talk with Eris.'' she returned, and offered her a gentle smile. the girl gave in, and looked up at Eris pleadingly. ''Lets do things later together, okay?'' Eris gently caressed her cheek, and booped her on the nose. ''Of course. I'll be here.'' that returned a smile on Aisha's beautiful face again, and the girl hopped off to head to her mother. ''See you later.'' she called excitedly, and Eris waved after her.

When the three women were finally alone, Eris could feel it. the aura of hostility and distaste coming from the white haired woman named Sylphie. She expected as much, really. No way would she just be accepted. let alone being allowed to stay, probably. All she could was brace herself, as perhaps the woman of this house towered over her. ruby red eyes staring daggers into her. ''What are you doing here?'' Finally, some words left her. Words filled with judgement. Clearly Sylphie didn't want her here. ''I came to see Rudeus.'' she answered calmly, her own burning eyes staring back at Sylphie's own. the tension in the Room could clearly be felt by Roxy who just stood there for now. Unsure of what to do, if she should do something at all. ''You left him. Why would you wanna come back to see him?''

Clenching her fists. This was gonna be tough, that much she could tell. ''I wish to be back at his side, if he'll have me and stay.'' Kinda dodging the full question, but this is the best response she could come up with without sounding too unsure. Eris couldn't give Sylphie any weakpoints for her to attack. ''Why did you leave then? Have you got any idea what he went through after you left?'' she was starting to get loud, even getting in Eris face and slamming her hand on the table. The redhead lowered her head a little bit. Obviously she couldn't know. . and it would never stop paining her after seeing in what state his family was in. Yet she couldn't back down and show weakness. ''I left because I wanted to be more useful to him. I wanted to become someone that would be able to stand by his side, rather than behind him.'' strength and confidence radiating from her voice. her head lifting up once more to stare back at Sylphie. ''I wanna be an equal partner. Not someone he has to protect. So I left to train.''

Sylphie was having none of it though. ''To train!? You left him without a word! He was all alone! And after what you two went through all you gave him was a letter and your cut off hair. You don't deserve to be back in his life!'' Now even closer in her face than before, hand slamming once more on the table. Eris doesn't know, but this was not how Sylphie usually was. She was far kinder than this, but something burned deep inside of her. a need to make sure the woman in front of her would feel all the pain she cause Rudeus in return. ''Sylphie that's enough!'' Roxy tried to intervene, grabbing her by the arm only for Sylphie to pull it away and glare at her lightly. ''No! You know aswell as I do how devastated Rudeus was, and still is. You saw him earlier!'' Roxy as much as she wanted to talk back, Sylphie had a point. Rudeus had still not healed. Lowering her head and stepping away a bit.

In that brief moment of the two women exchanging words Eris got one information that stuck now in her head like glue. 'How devastated Rudeus was, and still is.' He didn't get over me leaving him. . ? Eris questioned in her mind. that left her eyes to widen, as she stared at the two of them mindlessly. Her hand slowly went to move up, and clutch at her heart. T-That can't be right? Rudeus. . He never let anything stop him. I thought surely if anything he'd hate me and tell me to get lost. . but he never got over it at all? She didn't know if that was what Sylphie implied, but just the thought alone pulled at her heart and emotions. If it wasn't for the other two in the room which she had to prove herself against, or at least defend herself she'd probably would have started crying from the guilt that was eating away at her now. I never would have thought that. . I caused him so much pain. I'm sorry. . I'm so sorry, Rudeus.

not even thinking about the possibility that this meant Rudeus still cared for her in some way. she just hated the feeling of know her beloved was so hurt because she left. If only I stayed. . but then I'd lose him again. I needed to get stronger, but at what cost. . Eris began to feel sick at this point. All this time she though that he would get over it without a problem, and worst case hate her. . but no. this was the worst case, and she hated it. She hated herself.

''Why did you need to train? Let alone leave him the way you did?'' Sylphie was back to question her. even now the white haired healer still kept a bit of her real self and not flat out insulting Eris or worse, but still this had to be said. Eris was quiet for a while afterwards. No reply, nor anything came from her lips. ''Well? Finally realized how stupid you were?'' She spat, and Roxy went to grab her arm again. ''You have to stop. Even if she hurt him this is too much.'' The bluentte tried to defuse the situation, especially because she knew Rudeus wouldn't want this. . though she understood Sylphie's feelings. ''Roxy you-'' ''No! Enough is enough. Rudeus would not approve of what you are doing.'' She told her in a serious tone, and Sylphie just glared at her. ''I'm trying to make sure he won't get hurt again!'' That made Roxy glare. ''It's his decision!''

Then finally Eris spoke up again. ''Stop. It's fine. . I deserve it.'' her voice shaky, and filled with sobs. one hand still clutching at her heart, while the other pressed against her thigh. tears falling as the dam broke. I'm so sorry. . Her heart aching, and all she felt that was left to do now was maybe try to explain herself, before leaving for good. If I hurt him this much. . I don't deserve to stay. Let alone be forgiven. Taking a deep breath. ''Before I left. When Rudeus, and I were still travelling we encountered the Dragon God.'' swallowing thickly at the mention of him and the memory it brought.

Don't die Rudeus. . . Don't leave me. .

Shaking her head to get rid of it, and continue what she was saying. ''All seemed to go well. . despite his dark aura. But then he suddenly attacked Rudeus, out of nowhere. Our 'guardian' at the time, was no match for him and got knocked out instantly. I tried to rush in and make sure Rudeus would not meet any harm, only to be stopped and kicked away like a doll. Then if I recall correctly. .'' Just talking about it only made more tears flow from her eyes. the darkest day in her life. ''He crushed Rudeus lungs. . probably to keep him from casting any Magic. . yet Rudeus kept fighting like the strong person he always had been, but in the end it was futile and he got impaled by Orsted's arm. leaving him to die.'' that's when the memory began to really hurt, thinking back to when she held him in her arms, blood streaming everywhere. watching him slowly die. ''I will never forget how his body got colder in my arms. . and I prayed for anyone to help him. Only for Orsted himself to heal him.'' Gripping her shaking hand tightly with the other, and trying to calm herself with the memories of Rudeus being alive and well again.

''I know. . that I don't deserve a second chance. I knew even before I came here. . but I at least wanted to see him one last time. . though now that I know how much I hurt him I probably shouldn't even be granted that.'' Eris said quietly, as the tears never stopped falling. now crying in front of the other two women as she admitted defeat. How could I be so stupid? . . well no matter now. I just hope that these two will help him heal. . and they are probably better suited for him anyway. He will be happy eventually and that's what matters. ''In short. . I went to train with the Sword God and become someone that could protect Rudeus, so what happened last time would never happen again. . . It may not look like it because of what I did but he means so much to me. More than my own family, or anything else in the world. He showed me true kindness when no one else did. . he was patient with me, and we travelled through the whole world together. . every day was filled with joy and memorable moments. I really never meant to harm him in any way. I just knew if I talked to him before leaving that he'd stop me, and I couldn't let him.'' Eris bit her lip, while squeezing her hands tightly together. more sobs leaving her.

I love you, Rudeus. . so so much. I wish I just would have been stronger from the beginning.

''He almost died. . ?'' Soon came from the bluenette mage, once the shock washed over her. That made Eris look up and stop her thoughts to focus on her instead, eyes slightly widened. ''He never said anything about that, nor the dragon god.'' the horror on Roxy's face clearly visible, as she had to sit down to process it. The warrior looked to the side, a little ashamed. ''I didn't mean to cause even more harm, and just tried to explain myself. . even if it doesn't justify anything.'' She spoke quietly, almost in a whisper. that's when a hand grasped hers, carefully making her look up to see Roxy take her hand. ''I always thought you had your reasons for leaving when Rudeus explained his condition when he talked about you. I could feel that you two meant alot to each other.'' Offering a small but warm smile, which then turned bittersweet. ''It made me accept. .'' a sigh leaving her lips, before Eris bumped in to speak herself. ''But he had you two, and obviously you mean alot to him too since you're here living with him. . and I still remember when he talked about each of you on our journey so why. .-'' Now Sylphie interjected. ''Because he never stopped loving you.'' a much softer voice now than before. that made the redhead look up at the sad looking healer. ''No matter how much love or support we gave him. . he'd still see you in his mind on some days. Only to realize you aren't there. Sometimes he even thought his memories were real moments happening right now. . but when he tried to grasp you, it vanished.''

Sylphie went to sit down on the other side of Eris, hands folded into her lap. ''You might have hurt him, and pushed him into a deep depression through leaving. Yet he still loved you. it was hard to see when he was in his painful state, but the good memories still made him happy in someway.'' the white haired girl couldn't help but chuckle sadly. ''I was only being selfish that he didn't love me the way he does you, despite me being here and caring for him while you left. I should have just prayed for you to return and make him heal again. .'' the guilt and pain in Eris chest kept growing. . Not only did I hurt the man I love, and put him through hell from what they are describing but also hurt his current family because of it. . I didn't change after all. . I'm still just a bitch. .

''I'm sure he'd heal eventually. He is strong. the strongest person I know. I shouldn't be the person he loves after causing so much pain.'' Eris replied simply, her gaze having turned a little empty as she stared at the ground. Why should I get rewarded? I don't deserve this! What I deserve is all of them pushing me out! Hating me! Insulting me! Everything but this. . More tears flowed out of her eyes, dropping down onto her lap after running down her cheeks. ''You are the person he loves though.'' Roxy spoke up, gently rubbing her thumb over Eris gloved hand. ''Love is not something to be switched around on command. It's an emotion that comes fully from the heart, and once it decided then it's staying for a very long while most of the time. Just like I'm gonna keep loving Rudeus, despite him loving you.'' Sylphie added, and took the redhead's other hand now into her own. Finally more her real self than a set up angry front. ''the same goes for me.'' Roxy said, a soft smile on her lips. She and Sylphie might be sad that Rudeus may never love them, but if he finally would be happy again then they were gonna be happy. ''I. .-'' Eris didn't even know what to say. . seeing both of them putting their own feelings aside to somewhat accept her being here so Rudeus would be happy just made her hate herself even more. They deserve him not me . .

''That doesn't make everything right, but you said you hoped to stay and Rudeus would surely be happy about that.'' The bluenette said softly, showing Eris her smile. Stop. . ''You two still gotta have a talk though.'' Sylphie added. Stop it. . ''but everything should work out in the end.'' now a smile of her own on her lips, and that was the last straw for Eris as she shot up from her seat and pulling away from the two. ''Stop it! . . I- no matter how much I'd be able to heal him. . this isn't right! I don't deserve a happy ending. Not after all that I have done. I have not only hurt him, but also put him into a state nobody should be in. . I made him unable to love anyone else. . and then you two have always been there for him who love him just as much as I do get nothing in return. . this. . I can't accept this. . it isn't fair! What should have happened is all of you kicking me out for good! . . My silly dream of Rudeus forgiving me, still loving me and accepting me back was meant to be just that. . a dream. I wanted him to hate me. . but now you tell me my dream is a reality. . a reality I do not even deserve.'' Eris stormed around the room, hot tears spilling from her eyes as she cried her soul out.

''I did nothing to deserve this. . all I deserve is cold stares and hate.'' she mumbled, while turning her back on the other two women. Eris felt like the biggest piece of garbage right now. She went to train, so Rudeus wouldn't ever get hurt again. . but in the end it hurt him the most and the people around him aswell. Honestly she was the Orsted of mental damage. ''You came back.'' Roxy replied simply, despite having a hard time to hold herself back from crying aswell. It was clear that not only Rudeus had suffered but so had Eris by how much she was beating herself up. Slowly getting up from her seat she walked up to her. ''Again, you had your reasons to leave. . and also reasons to not say him anything. You did what you wanted to do, and you came back just as you promised.'' She added, and went to grasp Eris hand again. ''In your eyes it may not make you deserve the spot you are given, but that's how the world and fate decided. Plus the obvious regret and remorse you are feeling are a sign that you didn't do it without a second thought. You know what you did wrong, and that counts for a lot of things.''

''Roxy is right.'' Sylphie who stood now next to Eris other side said. ''You hurt Rudeus, but you are also now the person who can heal him. Undo what you did, in a way. The only thing left for you is to forgive yourself, cause Rudeus certainly will, if you explain him what you explained to us.'' Carefully rubbing her shoulder, and trying to soothe her a little. She was still crying pathetically. ''But I. .'' both the girls tried to calm her down as best as they could. ''You came back. that's all that matters.'' both Roxy and Sylphie told her. Eris eventually calmed down a little bit, and stayed in between them. ''Is it really okay?'' she asked quietly.

Eris, you're dear to me. Do you really still think so, Rudeus? Am I really allowed to have a happy ending. . with you? to have a family together. .

despite everything the two said, something still told her to leave, and just hope either of them heals him instead. whatever fate had in mind for them this wasn't right. . it wasn't right at all. ''Well that's for Rudeus to decide in the end, but from what we know and saw. It really is okay.'' the confirmation of Roxy came quick. she should feel happy, but somehow it still pained her. . both of them accepted it though, so she should too or at least try because everything in her right mind screamed that it wasn't. her heart couldn't help but beat faster, as it has been focused on Rudeus, and always would be. A battle between her conscience and heart breaking out. Eris had calmed a bit though.

When the air finally cleared a bit, all calmed down and a quiet aura filled the room thats when the two caring women lead Eris into the living room. They could all use a breather, and what better way to do that with a comfy place to sit on plus a cup of tea. once they arrived at the door Sylphie let Roxy handle the rest, while heading to the kitchen to make some tea. red eyes darted around the beautifully decorated room, and even spotted a shelf full of Rudeus hand-made figures. It put a smile on her face, glad that he didn't lose fun in one of his old hobbies. Eris then sat down, making herself a bit comfortable. She tried hard to not let her guilt and conscience eat her up anymore, so she had to think about other things.

''It's a really lovely home. You all must have put a lot of love into it.'' The warrior spoke up, gaze shifting to look at Roxy that sat down across from her. the blue haired mage looked up, wearing a warm smile on her soft looking lips. ''Thank you. We only lived here for a year or so. Well I lived even less here to be honest.'' she giggled, hoping she didn't cause Eris any confusion. Eris just kept smiling though, and twirled a finger through her long red locks. ''It feels like a real home though, one year or less.'' Those words of the warrior made Roxy happy, and she nodded. ''I'm glad you think so.'' while the two got comfy with one another thats when Sylphie entered the room with a tea tray. Placing it on the table she handed each of them a cup, and poured some of the freshly made tea into their cups. ''You want some Sugar Eris?'' Sylphie asked, and Eris nodded. ''One cube please.'' She'd then receive one, and Sylphie sat down. Having picked up on Eris playing with her hair after she came in she couldn't help but ask.

''You grew your hair out again, why is that?'' She asked softly, not trying to sound aggressive or anything. Eris blushed a bit, and looked at one strand from her hair. ''I uh. . yeah. I thought Rudeus would like it, plus I was used to having long hair and just wanted to like make a sort of statement with cutting it when I left. Very stupid of me really.'' She chuckled a bit awkwardly, and rubbed the back of her neck. I must look really dumb right now. ''Well I think you did it to start a new chapter in your life.'' Roxy said, before taking a sip from her cooled off tea. ''Like some women make a drastic change to their appearance as a sign of strength, or as sign in general.'' A grin on her lips, as her gaze turned to Sylphie. ''Like Sylphie here. She used to have green hair, but it's white now for example.'' Letting out a laugh when Sylphie got rather embarrassed. ''I-I just did that to hide my identity! . . a-and well I thought it looked good.'' She pouted a little a bit. Their attention would soon be pulled away though when the two of them heard Eris laugh, looking at her. ''Hahaha sorry, but..'' A smile on the warrior's face. ''It's nice to see a family tease each other like that.'' Eris was a family person, that much was clear and she missed to be part of one.

Rudeus really got himself a nice family. She was happy that he had so many great people at his side.

Roxy and Sylphie shared a glance, before both joining Eris laughter. The atmosphere definitely having changed a little bit after everything had cooled down a bit. there was a nice peace in the air, and all just fell together in a very good way. Eris decided that it might be a good idea to get to know each other, so she went ahead and asked. ''How did you two get to know Rudeus, and end up here together?'' Hoping it wasn't a rude thing to ask, and took a quiet sip from her tea. Instead of being offended Roxy beamed at the question, and was happy to share. Sylphie aswell had no problem with opening up. ''I should probably start, since I was the first he met. It was back when he was still three years old. A bit weird to think that he looks much older than me now, but I'm proud of his progress nonetheless. I became his magic teacher at the time, but was already far ahead of me. I felt he had great potential, and surely enough. Rudeus didn't disappoint. As you put it, he is really the strongest and lets nothing stop him.'' She chuckled, and cleared her throat by taking a sip of her tea. ''Once I felt like I couldn't teach him anything anymore. I went ahead and travelled a bit, until I ended up with a Disgusting Prince. Even if it helped me advance to King Magic I'd take Rudeus perverted side rather than that of the Prince.'' Letting out a sigh and shaking her head. ''After the accident I went to search for him. Actually I saw you and Ruijerd I think was his name train in at the beach in Wind Port.'' An awkward chuckle escaping her. ''I remember running away cause I was scared of the Superd. When Rudeus told me I was kinda sad I missed him there, and the two of you or we could have met sooner.''

Eris smiled at the story, really hearing the care Roxy had in her voice. She really cared for Rudeus, and it made her happy to see. ''Well anyway. After a run in with the Demon Empress she told me where Rudeus and his family was. . . she told me that he was going through something at the time, but I knew he'd pull through, so I made my way to find his mother who seemed to be in a tough spot. Later Rudeus found me in the dungeon her mother was in, and well now I'm here after we rescued her.'' Finishing her story, and taking a deep breath after so much talking. Eris got suspicious at Rudeus having a struggle, which probably had been the time she left. Lowering her head she looked at the table, before shaking it and looking back up. ''Well I'm glad you two found each other, and worked together to get his mother out of there. You must have been a great help.'' She replied sincerely, and Roxy who decided to keep the important points for Rudeus to tell her. ''I did my very best to be a good support. that's all I could do for everything he has given me.'' That's how Roxy saw it. Rudeus had lifted her life up to incredible heights, and she could never repay him for it besides giving him her all, whenever he needed it.

Sensing that the direction turned the wrong way Sylphie decided to step in, and tell her story. the story of how Rudeus changed her life, and made it worth living really. ''Rudeus and I are childhood friends. He came to my aid when a few bullies attacked me just for being different. He never saw me as different though, and helped me get out of my shy shell. Honestly it's hard to remember a time I was different than I am now. I still get shy of course, but I'm more open than I ever was. He taught me magic, and we planned to go to Ranoa Magic Academy together. That was the reason he went to go teach you, to earn money for us.'' A happy smile on her face at the memory of Rudeus going so much out of her way for her. ''I awaited his return every day, before the accident happened. Which had me end up in Ranoa Kingdom, and I tried my best to figure out a way to live on my own. Eventually Fate brought us back together when he arrived here about three or four years ago.'' Folding her hands into her lap. All these three women had something in common, that being Rudeus had changed their life drastically. Which they couldn't be happier about.

They might be completely different, but something bound them together. The wish to make Rudeus happy.

Eris once more felt like she had ripped Rudeus away from them. He wanted to go study with Sylphie. . Shaking her head once more, and forcing her guilt and conscience down. she had to stop herself, or this nice moment would go to ruin. Luckily Sylphie had one more thing to say, that surely cracked the other two women up in the room. ''Oh and Rudeus thought I was a boy before he ripped my shorts down when we wanted to go bath together after it rained.'' a dark blush on her face, but she wanted to share it. Roxy and Eris couldn't help start laughing, when both said. ''That sounds so much like Rudeus.'' The three then laughed together for a little while, and finished their delicious cups of tea. Despite their rough start over the man they loved. all of them had bonded quite easily, and got along really well with one another.

''What about you Eris? We only know a few parts from Rudeus point of view. How did you two become so close?'' Roxy asked, after they had calmed down from their laughing spree. Both the blunette and white haired elf curiously looking at her. Which made the warrior blush as she wasn't used to this kind of attention. ''Well as Sylphie already said. I met Rudeus first when my father introduced him as my Tutor. At the time I hated the idea of a younger person teaching me stuff. . and well I disliked teaching in general. At the same night one of our family's former Servants had started a plot in which I got captured together with Rudeus. He saved me that night, and I still remember how beautiful his magic looked in the night sky. Like fireworks.'' Thumbling with her fingers a little bit, as a warm smile sat on her lips. ''But even after that I was still too proud to let myself be taught that easily, though Rudeus never gave up and somehow with his smarts found a way how I'd be able to learn from him, without hating it too much. We celebrated mine and his 10th birthday together. Two days which I will never forget. Everything seemed to simple on those days, and I trusted him so much already at the time.'' Before she got to continue Roxy threw something in. ''You bought him the staff for his birthday, right?'' That made Eris turn her attention to Roxy. eyes a little wide. He still has it? I'm glad. Thinking Rudeus had given it away or gotten a better one since it came from her, but that info made her really happy. ''Yeah I bought it from my pocket money, which I only started getting because of Rudeus.'' she chuckled softly, and decided to continue. ''Later once the accident happened while we were right next to it we found ourselves on the Demon Continent. I still remember how instead of running away he came to my side and tried to protect me.''

He had always been there for her, even before the teleport. ''Then we met Ruijerd, who took care of us after the teleportation had knocked us out. We formed Dead End, and tried to get back home. Not one day had gone by where the three of us lived through an adventure. We became a family. Eventually we managed to get to the port, where you missed us.'' She looked at Roxy, who still felt embarrassed about her mistake. ''and took a boat to get closer to our goal. Not without problems though. Smugglers wanted to use people from the Beast Race to sell as slaves. After Rudeus and Ruijerd saved them Rudeus got captured, and I had never been more worried.'' Clenching one hand into a fist. ''I knew he could handle himself, but not knowing how he was scared me, especially since when we found him he was hurt and that didn't help my feeling.'' Leaning back into the couch she sighed softly. ''After that we went to Milishion, where he met his father. That's the first time I had seen Rudeus really down, cause the meeting didn't go well at all and I felt helpless since I couldn't do anything really.''

I'll stay with you.

''I could only stay at his side, and wait for him to be ready.'' Shaking her head with a scoff. ''The two eventually understood each other really well though after another talk, and everything seemed okay. Afterwards he still helped me to get home, but not before freeing Aisha and her mother from that disgusting Prince of yours.'' Again looking at Roxy, which made the mage grit her teeth. she knew she could have burned him alive for real. ''Eventually we finally arrived at the Central continent after our encounter with Orsted. . where I found out my family was gone. . and well you know the rest.'' Her gaze turned low, and she held her hands together.

''Was it hard to leave? I mean you had your reasons, but was it difficult?'' The question may have been inappropriate, but Eris just being here felt inappropriate. even if she felt slightly better, the women in front of her would always deserve him so much more than she did. Thinking hard on her answer, though it was very clear what she had to say. Still remembering how she watched him sleep with tears in her eyes, and stroked over his cheek. . how she wrote the note that she would go travel alone. It was probably the easiest answer in her life. ''Yes. It was the hardest decision in my life. . and I'll never forget it.'' the warrior's voice was quiet, but still confident. Eris meant every word. Leaving the man you love, is more difficult than taking a person's life for Eris at least. While Eris had been in her own world for a brief moment the other two shared a glance, and agreed silently: Eris loved him very very much. It was visible by how happy she looked when talking about him, and it was audible too from the way she spoke.

Having been caught up in talking about lots of things the three didn't even notice how time seemed to run away. they didn't even notice much about what was going on around them, while the tea pot slowly but surely got completely empty. that's when the door to the living room opened. Eris only picked up a quiet sound for a moment, but thought nothing of it besides perhaps Aisha or Lilia coming in, though then she heard a very familiar voice which sounded a bit deeper than when she last heard it.

''Eris. . . ?''

Her complete attention had been pulled away from everything when the call of her name hit her, standing up almost on instinct. her red crimson eyes darting over to the opened door, and there standing in between the door frame was him. Eyes widened when after so many years they finally got to spotted him again. he had changed into a handsome young man, but still remained to look as similar the day she met him. If people could fall in love a second time, then that's what had happened to Eris right now. His hair had grown to be worn in a ponytail, but it still reminded her of his usual one. The way how his face despite having gotten manlier still made him see the Rudeus she knew for seven years. His body having grown taller, and more muscular from the looks of it. another fact that made him look very attractive in Eris eyes. Just for a moment her eyes glanced down at her hands, before moving to his. they had gotten bigger too. . and she wanted to hold them. She didn't even realize when she had started to cry, as tears once more spilled out from her crimson eyes. It's exactly how the warrior had pictured their reunion. . to see a strong grown up man in front of her, that still looked just like him.

Even though a small tingle in her mind told her she didn't deserve it, Eris went ahead and slowly approached him. Saying the only words that popped up in her mind.

''Hey, Rudeus. I'm back.''

And she was ready for any words he had for her.