Jennie walked aimlessly around the house, her mind semi at ease knowing she hadn't had sex with Jackson. There wasn't anything wrong with him, he just wasn't her.
Lisa Manoban thrummed her body to life like a violin. Bringing to life music she hadn't even known existed. But she was giving her the cold shoulder, she'd purposely ignored her, went out of her way to steer clear of her.
So it had been such a surprise when she'd stuck up for her. She might as well have wrapped her arms around her and pulled her into her chest protectively, that action alone gave her a secret thrill. Happiness maybe? She wasn't sure, but it had felt wonderful.
She let out a scream as something strong wrapped a hand around her arm and tugged her into the nearest room, her vision spun as she righted herself. The door was slammed shut and locked, her aggressor stomped towards her with a renowned purpose in her stride.
"Lisa wh-" her question was cut off as her lips were smashed against her. They were soft and swift, her tongue molding with hers.
She tore herself away from her, stumbling back onto the bed, her bed. Glancing around she realized they were in her room.
Great, just great...
"No Lisa!" She shouted pointing at her. She couldn't play this game with her again, she couldn't take it. "I don't want to do this anymore! I can't take it!" She cried out.
She stared at her in surprise, her shoulders dropping in defeat. Still sitting on her bed she glanced out her window, she could see her friends enjoying themselves at the docks.
"I will not be the person you come to when you want to relieve yourself, I will not be a toy for you to play with whenever you feel like it. I am a person, not an object for your whim and desire" Jennie prided herself on how strong she sounded, how her voice didn't waver or wobble.
"Jennie I-"
"No" she said cutting her off, she shoved her hands deep into her pockets watching her with her turbulent blue eyes. "The first time we were truly together you asked me if what we were doing felt wrong. I said no." Jennie paused bracing herself for what she was about to admit,
"Lisa it didn't feel wrong at all, in fact it felt so right. What we did was the best thing I've ever done but because of that my feelings for you have deepened, I- I care about you a lot, and if we keep playing this game of yours where you pick me up and drop me whenever you want I'm going to be the one that gets hurt" she said glancing away from her dark heated gaze, her eyes locked onto her fingers as she twisted them together nervously, you're going to break my heart" she let it out as a soft whisper.
She closed her eyes and waited. Jennie was so sure that she was going to call her names, tell her how stupid she was for thinking sex was anything more than just that, sex. She was being such a big cry baby, she could already feel the tears choking her. This has been a bad idea since then.
Her train of thought was cut off at the sound of her footfalls stepping closer until she crounched in front of her, her knees hit the floor, her chest was level with her knees and her face looked up at her. She stared at her unsure of what she was doing.
Her hand found hers and squeezed.
"We're not playing a game, you're not a toy, you're a person" she watched her take a deep breath her eyes closed before opening again and she realized he was nervous. Lisa Manoban was nervous. She didn't think that, that was ever a possibility. She was always so confident and sure of herself. "I care about you a lot to, more than I should. I can't promise you that I won't break your heart and I'm sure at some point you'll end up breaking mine as well" she raked her free hand through her hair.
" Jennie I wanna... I wanna be serious in this... um relationship?"
She cocked her head to the side, "you want a relationship with me?" She asked.
She nodded, her hand clutching hers tighter, "I don't know how we're gonna do this, but I'm willing to try if you are?"
Jennie gaped at her, she was completely taken off guard. She hadn't been willing to get her hopes up that Lisa would actually want to be with her in a real relationship.
"Jennie? This is new to me, I've never been in an actual relationship before... is your silence a good thing?"
Jennie smiled lifting her face to her, she stared at her hesitantly completely unsure of what was going on in her mind.
"My silence is a very good thing" she laughed, "atleast in this case"
Jennie stared up her, a wide smile painting itself on her gorgeous face. This was a rare occurrence, she never smiled, atleast not around her and if she did it was sinister and heartless. This was anything but.Her eyes dipped to her lips and her heart quickened as her eyes mirrored her.
"Can I kiss you now?" She asked inching forward, she became so close, the smell of her entraping her.
She didn't wait to give her an answer, instead she leaned forward, closing the small distance between them and kissed her. It was bold of her, probably the boldest thing she'd ever done besides streaking but then again she hadn't been sober. So this was the boldest soberest thing she'd ever done.
Her lips pressed back against hers firmly, the small swipe of her tongue against her lips had her obeying her silent command, she opened her lips ever so slightly and grinned as she wasted no time in tasting her.
Her hands found her shoulders as she steadied herself. Her whole body was leaping at her touch, her taste and smell.
A shrill ring cut through their silent embrace.
They both pulled back and stared at each other, emotions were running high and a thick sexual tension hung in the air.
The ringing continued until Lisa stood up, slamming her hand into her pocket and pulled out her cell phone.
"Yes" she barked.
Jennie was thankful she wasn't the one on the other end of the line.
Her body seemed to relax a bit after awhile. She'd nod and give the person short answers, her eyes never leaving hers. She hung up shortly after, the silence was a comfortable one.
"My mom" she said jingling her phone from side to side. She nodded and stood from her spot on her bed.
She'd never met her mom and if she was being honest she hoped she never did but she knew a time would come when it would be inevitable. She'd heard her mother and Marco talk about her, Jennie could tell she was a nuisance.
"Lisa" she let out a breath, " we can't tell our friends about us"
"I know" she replied.
"They wouldn't understand"I said.
At least she didn't think they would.
"I know" she said with a slight grinding of teeth, " but your mine now Jennie, just because we're keeping this a secret doesn't mean your available. You're taken" she stated bluntly.
Jennie felt heat rise to her cheeks as she stepped forward planting a small kiss on her lips, "Then you're mine to"...
~~~~~~~~~~~~
