JENNIE'S POINT OF VIEW
Jennie was wrapped in Lisa's arms and there was no other place she'd rather be.
Both of their phones had been going off non stop since seven am this morning. Both of them ended up just turning their phones off.
The restaurant could handle itself.
Jennie had said she wouldn't have sex with Lisa because of her girlfriend but as things had gotten intense between them Lisa's girlfriend had been forgotten. All that had mattered was Lisa and her.
As sun light streamed through the room landing across the cool comforter, Jennie found herself smiling. A real smile, something she hadn't done in a long time.
"What's got you so happy?" A gruff voice from behind her asked.
She tried to turn to look at Lisa but Lisa held her still. Instead of fighting it she leaned back against her, nestling her bare ass into the space between Lisa's hips.
Lisa nipped her ear lobe before muttering, "little minx"
She giggled and held onto Lisa's arms, "you love me" she said answering Lisa first question as to why she was so happy.
A small part of her expected Lisa to tense up and act like she hadn't said it and she was happy to say she didn't do that. In fact Lisa tightened her hold around her and buried her face in her wild hair.
"I've loved you for a long time" she confessed.
"Really?" She whispered.
"Really"
Jennie squeezed her eyes shut thinking of the years they'd wasted, "I've loved you for a long time to" she admired.
Lisa let out a long sigh, "I'm sorry Jennie"
Jennie tensed, her heart flipped and she had an uneasy feeling in the pit of her stomach, "for what?"
"For cheating on you all those years ago. I made a bet with Irene, she'd been bothering me for some time. You see, a few months before our parents wedding I ended up sleeping with her. After that she constantly followed me around asking if I'd fuck her again even as I kept telling her no, she wouldn't take it for an answer. So the night you and I worked things out and decided to try a real relationship, we made a bet. That night we planned to go see a horror movie. She said if she could get through the entire thing without screaming or covering her eyes then I'd owe her one last time and if I won she'd leave me alone. I'm sorry Jennie, I just wanted her to leave me alone. I thought she'd lose, I thought I'd finally be rid of her" she sighed. "It was so stupid. I was so stupid." She said as she shuffled behind her. Jennie felt the hot prickling of fresh tears behind her eyes and she tried not to let them fall but she failed.
"Why couldn't you just back out? Tell her the bet meant nothing?!" She demanded.
Jennie's heart hurt and the familiar breaking she'd felt all those years ago was swamping her. Sinking her deep.
"She said she'd go to our parents!" She exclaimed.
"Why didn't you come to me?" She asked and then a hiccup like sob came from her.
"Shit Jennie" Lisa took her shoulders and turned her to face her, Lisa's fingers locked onto her chin bringing her face to look up into her. "I was going to! I was thinking about it the night you went to the lounge. I was sitting outside smoking, waiting for you to get home. Irene came around the house and threw herself at me, she put pressure on me about the deal and I just... snapped. I snapped Jennie, I'm so sorry. I had no idea she'd film us either" she sounded so remorseful, so heartbroken.
Would she be stupid enough to believe Lisa and forgive her? Had she already given in so easily?
It had been five years, that was a long time to hold onto something like that.
They'd been teenagers, there situation hadn't been the best either, who knows, maybe in the end it would have ended worse and they wouldn't be getting the second chance they were getting now.
"Lisa..." she took a deep breath, "I forgive you"
There was a small silence that followed until Lisa dove to her, "Jennie!" Lisa pressed her lips to hers in a desperate love filled kiss, "really?"
She'd never seen Lisa look happy as she smiled down at her.
"Yes" she said, she bit down on her bottom lip as she contemplated whether or not to ask Lisa what exactly they were.
"What is it?" Lisa asked as she studied her closely.
"What exactly are we Lisa?"
Please don't say friends with benefits, she pleaded to herself. The sex was great but she wanted something more. After all this time they deserved to be something more, she deserved something more.
"Jennie, I want to be more. I gotta take care of something first she said sheepishly.
"Let me take a guess... your girlfriend?" She asked sitting up and pulling the covers over her chest. She wasn't mad, in fact she was glad Lisa didn't say yes right away, instead she wanted to fix her current situation before they moved forward.
Suddenly Lisa stood up and vacated the bed. She paced the room uncaring that Lisa was nude, her dick hard as a rock. Her abs tightened with each step. Lisa ran a hand through her hair before turning and walking back to her jeans.
Jennie watched her with hesitation. What was wrong with her? She forgave her.. wasn't that enough?
Lisa pulled her jeans on, leaving the button undone and pulled out the pack of cigarettes she'd found from underneath the mattress.
Lisa had one lit in an instant, smoke billowed like a chimney from her mouth. She scratched her chin before she turned towards her.
Jennie's eyes traveled from the defined V that dipped into her jeans up to her chest, settling on Lisa's handsome face. She tried to keep her mind on the subject at hand. It was exceedingly difficult.
"Jennie. I have to tell Esther that we're over"
Jennie nodded.
So the beautiful woman's name was Esther. Maybe it was jealousy seeping in but she wasn't to fond of the name.
"You've got to give me some time. Three days at the most" Lisa said, she must have noticed the look of mistrust and disbelief because Lisa surged forward as she gripped the sheet tight, "Jennie you're mine. I will not lose you again. I swear on my life I'm going to come back to you. But Esther is a good person, i need to do this gently"
Jennie didn't really have any words.
With Lisa's face inches from hers, she breathed in her spicey scent only this time Lisa smelt a little of her perfume.
Lisa was going to go home to her girlfriend smelling of her lover. A part of her was happy about that. Another part of her felt like she was repeating history except this time she was acting as the Cheaters slut.
"My little minx, tell me what your thinking"
Jennie hesitated before looking deep into her eyes, "I'm the other woman this time"
Lisa blinked and scowled at her, "Jennie you're my main woman. You always have been. I haven't given you much reason to trust me but I hope by the end of this mess you'll give me some of your trust back" she kissed her full on the mouth and she easily gave into her.
Jennie couldn't give her the trust Lisa needed right now but she was hoping, that soon she could.
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