I awoke to Kakashi still holding his arms around me, his face buried in the back of my neck, and I felt his soft breaths agaisnt it. He had been there next to me, touching, holding me all through the night, and not once did I awake in fear of what might happen. I released my breath in a sigh, closing my eyes again, finding comfort in his warmth. I reached down and wrapped my hand around on of his, intertwining my fingers in his long, slender ones. I stayed like that for a few moments, before I realized what I was doing.

I was falling for this man.

As the realization sank into my mind, I tried to wiggle free, desperate to break from his hold. As if sensing my change, Kakashi awoke, and I felt his grip tighten. His arms that had felt so comforting only a moment before now felt as if they were crushing me as he held my back against his chest. I heard his deep voice as his hand finally left my own, and reached up to lightly stroke my neck, a warning.

"Where do you think you're going, hm?"

There was something about his voice that made me stop. I couldn't tell if it was possessiveness, or anger, or worry, but whatever it was, it made my body stop struggling aginst his arms. My hand reflexively went to his arm, and I could feel the muscles as I ran my hand along it, towards the hand that still floated around my neck. I held it in my own as I spoke, trying not to let my voice crack.

"I just needed to use the restroom," I said in a light voice, trying to calm not only myself, but Kakashi as well. "I didn't mean to wake you,"

I pulled his hand infront of my face, and sat there rubbing my thumbs along his palm, and I felt the grip of his other arm loosen. I stiffened slightly when I felt his hand and body pull away, taking the heat with him. I felt his hands on my waiste and he turned me onto my back. His head went to my neck and his breath sent shivers down my spine. I felt his face moving over my skin, his nose gently brushing against my cheeks, then my ear, and down my neck to my collar bone.

"Do you know how hard it is to keep myself from you? Do you know how much lust I feel at just the thought of you, let alone sharing the same bed with you?" He asked.

I didn't get a chance to respond, as a gasp of pleasure escaped my lips when he finally chose a spot to place his lips along my neck. My body arched slightly, trying to get closer to him, and I had to fight back the urge to grab his head and wrap my legs around his waist.

"God, you just love to make it even harder, don't you?" He asked again before placing his lips on the same spot.

I felt his hair tickle my face and pulled away slightly. Why was I allowing this? Why did I want it? Why did I want his self control to break, and for him to just do it? For him to satisfy this craving I have?

I was startled by the loud ringing of a phone, my head snapping to the side and my whole body jolting. He had his phone in here all night? I hadn't even noticed. I could have called someone, tell them what was happening, get free of this place, of him, and I hadn't even noticed it was there and now it was too late.

But would I even of done anything if I had seen it there?

Kakashi gave a loud, disappointed sigh as he sat up, leaning back on his knees, which were now on either side of me, and I had a perfect view of his chest and six pack.

"I have to get ready for work," He said, clearly angry at the disruption. He swung his leg over me and slid of the bed, walking out of the bedroom. He came back a moment later with a small plate of food and set it down on the bedside table.

"Here you are, my love." He smiled as he turned and walked towards the bathroom.

He came out a few minutes later, his mask now back on his face, and he gave me a closed eye smile. He walked to the bedroom door and turned before he left, a possessive smile etched across his face.

"We'll continue what we've started when I get home," He turned, and the door closed behind him and the familiar sound of the many locks turning into place filled my ears.

After that, I think it was time I had a long, hard talk with my concious.

My day was filled with the books that lined the shelf on the far side of the wall. There was no other source of entertainment in that room. I wished so badly that Kakashi would just let me out of it, let me about the rest of the apartment. I just wanted to be able to wonder, to sit and listen to music or watch a show, to see out of a window. I missed the sunlight and the brightness of the outside world. But if I brought it up, there would only be two options. One, he would become angry and do something that I didn't want him to do. I really didn't know if he would hurt me, if that side of him that he couldn't control would surface and do something that he would regret. Two, he would let me out but he would only do so if he was there with me. The second option wouldn't be too horrible, but I wasn't sure I wanted to risk the first option.

I had gotten through one book and just started on another when I heard the front door open slowly. It gave a small sqeak as it was closed once more and footsteps were heard walking around the apartment, pacing. I wasn't sure what was worrying Kakashi and I didn't quite know if I wanted to find out. I heard him come closer to the door, and then walk back out again, only to find his way in front of the bedroom once more.

The locks clicked and the doorknob turned, opening to reveal Kakashi. He was staring right at me as he ripped his mask away from his face. I heard the fabric tear as he did so and then I looked towards his eyes. There was some emotion behind them that I couldn't place. Hunger. That would be most fitting. His face contorted into a possesive smirk and he strutted towards the bed, reaching the edge of it in only a few steps. I could feel my body pull away from him, not knowing what he was going to do.

He reached down and grabbed my face in both hands, forcing me to look up at him.

"I just can't wait any longer," He let out. And then his lips were on mine.

I didn't pull away. I didn't want to pull away. This man was crazy. But he was crazy about me. Wanted me more than anything. Broke the law, for me. Just to be with me. And even if I had been scared at the start, been put off by him and his stalker behaviors, there was something about him now that turned me on. Knowing that I was the only one he wanted and that he was willing to go through all of this, it made me want him. This sick, twisted tale only made me fall for him.

I pulled away, and he let me, not forcing my face onto his again.

"Neither can I," I responded.

I pulled his face to mine again and deepened the kiss as my hands went to the sides of his face. I felt one hand snake to the back of his head, and I ran my fingers through his soft hair. I felt him moan into the kiss as I tugged lightly at some of the strands, and he gently laid me on my back. I wrapped my legs around him and felt his hands move to my waist. He broke the kiss for a moment, pulling my shirt off and then his own. His lips touched mine again and my hands went to his chest and I felt his go to mine. His face then went to my neck and his breath sent a pleasant sensation down my spine and I arched my back, pushing myself against him. I moaned as he left kisses and hickeys down my neck and collarbone, and I felt him pressing against me, hard and ready.

He pulled away from my neck and then down my stomach until he reached the band of my pants. He pulled them down, and then pulled away to disgard his own. We were both left open to the air and I was ready. I wanted this. I didn't care what circumstances had brought me here, didn't care about what other might have thought, didn't care if it meant I was crazy. I wanted him.

"Please, Kakashi," I begged.

"Say it again, so I know you really want me. Beg, Dove."

"Please, Kakashi. I want you. I only want you,"

After we had finished, I had gone into the bathroom to wash and Kakashi had followed. I pulled him in with me and we started again. He pulled away as we finished for a second time, and he held me against the wall as we came down from our high once more. I felt my legs leave his waist and find the ground, and I looked into his eyes. He smiled at me and leaned down to kiss my forehead. He turned me around and I felt him run his hands through my wet hair, lathering it with shampoo as he began to talk. He asked about my thoughts on the Icha Icha books that I had finished, and I answered, happy to have an actual conversation with the man. He asked about other books, ones that were on my shelves at home, and I asked him about ones he had here. Which were his faovrite, which ones he hated. The conversation shifted naturally, and it continued as I finished washing and turned my attention towards him.

I tried to reach up and shampoo his hair like he had done for me, but he was too tall for me to reach comfortably, and he laughed at my trying to reach up to him. I stopped for a moment and took in the sound of his laugh and it filled me with happiness that this man before me was mine. I was done trying to fight the urges inside of me. He was mine and I was his.

I stepped out and wrapped myself in a towel, sitting on the toilet lid as I continued to ask him questions, trying to learn about him. We wandered to his job and he told me about three recruits he was currently training and all of the shenanigans that they were putting him through. I watched him as he finished rinsing, my mind wandering to the rest of him. He stepped out and went to grab his towel to cover himself, but I stopped his hand before it reached it.

"Don't even bother," I whispered as I pulled his face to mine, letting my own towel drop.

After we were finally done and actually clean, we both dressed and walked back out into the bedroom, talking again as we did so.

"So then the blonde idiot takes the heaviest equipment that he can find and straps it on, trying to go through the course with nearly 100 extra pounds strapped to his body." Kakashi said. "Sasuke ended up hauling him and the equipment back to the start of the course, which only made Naruto even more angry that he wasn't able to do it himself." He pulled his hand down his face in an exasperated manner.

"I think these recruits might be the death of you, Kashi," I said with a small chuckle.

He grabbed his book off of the stand and walked towards the bedroom door, and I followed, stopping before I walked out. He continued on, not looking back until he got a few steps into the hallway. He saw that I was still standing in the room, as if waiting for him to turn around and shut the door, locking me inside. He came back and gently grabbed my hand, pulling me out into the hallway with him. He brought me to the front door and stood there a moment before unlocking it and opening it all the way, as if he was shooing me out.

"I won't make you stay here, not if you really don't want to. I know it was wrong of me to do so for two days, but I'll try, I'll try to be better. Now that I have you, and you have me, there is nothing else I need to do, that I want to do to keep you here against your will. So if you want to leave, go ahead." He looked at me as he spoke, as if he expected me to leave.

I walked towards the door and reached for it, and Kakashi turned away, looking at the floor in a defeated manner. The door shut, and I knew what he was thinking. How could I not?

She's gone.

I reached for his hand and his face shot towards mine, happiness shining brightly in his eyes as he realized I had closed the door, that I had decided to stay.

"Let's get some dinner, My Love," I said, pulling him towards the kitchen.

"Of course, My Dove,"