And So It Continues
Pov: Hachiman Hikigaya
"Good morning :)"
Such a simple message appeared on my phone. Just from that my morning was already perfect. Like I could take on the world... ok maybe not the world, but I was definitely full of energy. Excited to go to school for once, to see her.
"Good morning, how was your sleep?" I replied.
I got up and began my morning routine. After a shower I took a look at my phone.
"Great actually, how about you?"
I quickly start typing, "The same, a lot better than the previous."
As I put down my phone it rings again. She replies fast.
"I can imagine, you really didn't need to be so nervous about meeting my family. I told you they are interested in you. Actually they like you now."
"That's scary, should I be worried?"
"Honestly, probably. I didn't think my mother would be so supportive initially."
"That makes me feel better"
"Well, then I'll say this, we're in it together :)"
She has always been a optimistic person and I must say it really does make me feel better in this situation. As long as I have her support, I think we should be fine.
"I suppose, I should probably finish getting ready I'll talk to you at school."
"Okay, I look forward to seeing you."
It was nice feeling having someone want to see you. I never experienced that before. Previously during my school life, no one really cared if I was there or not. Thinking about it more, it seemed like people didn't want me there. Until Sobu where I was simply ignored by most students.
After changing and eating breakfast me and Komachi took off towards Sobu. I decided to start walking to school after Komachi came to Sobu. She really didn't want to ride a bike for some reason, well probably because I got hit by a car my first year. She also didn't want to ride with me because it would damage her reputation. Am I really that weird?
"Sooo Onii-chan, how was your dinner last night?" Komachi shouted.
Right, I promised to tell her everything last night as I just went straight to bed after such a stressful day.
"Oh... well it was pretty good I guess, her family was pretty nice so theres that."
"Come on idiot gimme the details!" She prodded.
"Of course" I sighed.
I proceeded to tell her everything that happened last night except the part with her dad and the phone number thing. I could bring myself to expose that memory. Man, why do I always take things too far. I mean her reaction to the heart was pretty good and I even got hearts around my name, but its still so embarrassing.
We approached the school as the conversation switched
"Make sure you come to club today!" She shouted as she ran off towards the school. Probably just didn't want to be seen with me.
As I entered the school and a new formed problem made its face known. People stared at me. I could over hear their gossip. They whispered things like "Is that Yukinoshita's boyfriend?" and "What does she see in him?" Anyway, really annoying stuff. The students gazes made me feel uncomfortable. People were watching my every move, if I screwed up they would know. Adding more pressure I see, gotta thank Yukinoshita for this so called fame.
Pov: Yukino Yukinoshita
Upon entering the school I could feel their eyes on me. Not the usual admiration or jealousy but confusion. I knew what they were thinking, why would someone like me be with him. Its quite annoying they think of him like that, but I suppose it's a good thing that they don't realize his charm. It makes them stay away from him so I don't have any more competition.
While walking to the class I saw my usually energetic best friend, only looking...well, not so energetic. She walked over to me and tried to smile.
"Hey Yukinon." She greeted.
"Good morning Yuigahama." I reply
"Hey... are you busy after school?"
"Well I am just going to club, will you be joining again?" I query.
I do recognize that Yuigahama was severely hurt after hearing Hikigaya and I are together. It must have been hard for her, that is why I didn't want to make a move on him previously. I didn't want to hurt this friendship of ours. But because Hikigaya came to me, I had to accept it. I can just hope Yuigahama can overcome this struggle of heartbreak, as it hurts me as well to see her in pain.
She replied, "Oh.. yeah I guess I could come, but after that... would you be able to talk for a bit?"
She's really hurt I could tell. I hope this talk won't be about him, but I know it will be.
"Of course, we can talk after club"
"Okay, thank you." she exclaimed and left.
I really do wish the best for her.
The bell rang and as per usual I was making my way to what used to be Hiratsuka's office when I realized that she was in fact transferred and that I was no longer the club president. Such a shame we couldn't spend our last year with her. I turned to go toward the clubroom.
As I entered I noticed Hikigaya already seated reading near the middle of the table. Seeing him again made me smile.
He looked up with a grin, "Hey, it's not like you to be so late, what happened to being punctual?" He joked.
Of course he would use that against me. This is the only the second time he has arrived before me.
I walked towards the tea brewer and sighed, "How did you get here before me? Your almost always a few minutes late."
"Ah, my last period ended early, our sensei gave us the choice of leaving or to stay and study."
Of course he wouldn't study, I am going to have a hard time making sure he can pass the Tokyo University entry exams.
"You really should prioritize your studies over reading those crappy novels of yours." I teased back.
He looked up to me as I finished setting up the tea brewer. "I'll have you know that what I am doing is relevant to my future as well. More so than that boring math class."
I proceeded to sit beside him and take out my novel as well. "I see, however the last time I checked the math test scores your name wasn't even on the list. You should really have studied more for the final." I chuckled.
"Ah, my bad...I was too busy trying to come up with a excuse to be involved in your life." He said blushing into his book.
His words stunned me once again. How can I even respond to that?
"I-I see, well in that case, it seems your actions are justifiable." I blushed back. "In the future however, I'll make sure you study appropriately."
Then someone quickly opened the door, it was Komachi. I was wondering where the club president was.
"Oh hey Yukino-san! Are you guys ready for the second day of club!"
"Not so loud Komachi." Hikigaya sighed.
"Come on big bro! Are you not excited for the start of a new year?"
This years gonna be interesting I could tell. Komachi seems to have an extremely large energy source. Not that I mind, I just feel like she is going to take us for quite the ride.
"Komachi, do you even know what club this is?" He responds.
"Yes you idiot! I am the president after all." She exclaims pointing at her chest.
"So then you know we don't do anything unless someone requests something."
"Isn't that kinda boring though we should like, find something to do to pass the time"
A knock on the door interrupted their conversation. Then the door slides over revealing Yuigahama and Isshiki.
"Oh hello Rice girl!" Isshiki starts.
"Yahello" Yuigahama greeted everyone without the same passion she usually has.
"Yahello!"
"Yo"
"Hello Yuigahama, Isshiki." I respond.
Yuigahama was visibly uneasy. She kept darting her eyes toward Hikigaya who was just reading next to me. I don't think this is going to go well.
"Sooo, how is Senpai and Yukinoshita's relationship progressing! I hear that Sempai went over for dinner last night. Already made it to meeting her parents, your incredible Sempai!" Isshiki teased as she walked in.
Upon hearing this Yuigahama flinched. I looked over to Hikigaya with a worried expression. I wasn't sure how to respond to that statement with out making it awkward for Yuigahama.
"Um yeah, everything's going well, is the tea almost ready?" Thankfully he shifted the topic.
I stood up, "Oh yes, it should be ready shortly." I replied as I made my way to the brewing tea.
The three of them sat down around the table. Komachi took my previous spot at the end of the table while the other 2 sat across from Hikigaya. While I prepaired the tea, Komachi and Isshiki started conversing about our dinner last night, so much for avoiding the topic.
Bringing the tea to the table I questioned. "How did you find out about the dinner?"
I know that I never brought it up to them in the last club session, so she shouldn't know about it.
"Oh, a social butterfly happened to inform me!"
Of course it was Nee-san.
"I didn't think you kept in contact with Haruno."
"Well, I really don't, she just happened to message me about it."
"I see"
The rest of club time was awkward, it mostly consisted of Komachi and Isshiki talking while Yuigahama voiced a few words and attended to her phone. As usual Hikigaya and I kept to ourselves to read.
After club ended I explained to Hikigaya that I would be going out with Yuigahama and would text him later.
We proceeded to walk towards a near by park. It was now spring, the atmosphere was refreshing. The days are getting longer and warmer. The trees are starting to grow their leaves again as the cycle of life continues.
"What did you want to talk about Yuigahama?"
"Can we sit down for this one Yukinon?" She replied in a defeated tone.
"Yes, of course."
This is extremely nerve racking, yet I need to listen to this. I want to be able to help her.
We approach a bench and sit down. Yuigahama looks like she is about to cry, she's looking down at the floor quivering her lips.
"It hurts." She mutters.
"Yuigahama, are you okay?" I put my hand on her back to sooth her.
She looks up at me with a tear streaming down her face. "I'm not, it hurts so much I... I don't know what to do."
I took a deep breath, "It's about Hikigaya right?"
She subtly nods.
"I-I really don't know what to say, but I do want you to know that I'm here for you, so talk to me."
She nods again and looks to the ground, "I'm sorry, I love Hikki... seeing you too together hurts me so much, I want it to stop its like... I just wanted him so bad. But he... he wants you, my best friend."
Now I feel really bad about the situation. Seeing her so broken hurts me as well. I want to help her however, I am completely lost. I don't know what to do. The one thing I do know that I do not want her to hinder Hikigaya and I's relationship. He chose me not her, there is only so much I can and should do to help her. Anything more and it would damage our path to something genuine.
"I umm-"
"I want to move on." She cuts me off. "I'm not sure how, but I want to."
She looks up to me slightly smiling, "I told you before that I want to remain friends with you forever. I still stand by that. But...I-I don't think I can be around him anymore. Not for now at least. I think I might stop coming to club for a while."
Honestly, I'm quite relieved she told me that. She really is handling this the best that she can.
"Yuigahama... you can take all the time that you need. Just remember that I still wish to be friends with you as well, so you can come to me whenever. Although I might not be the best person to talk to in this situation. I will still be here for you." I reply with a smile.
"Thank you Yukinon, but please... please promise me this, don't hurt him. He's been hurt before I can tell, he's fragile. You can tell just by looking at him and his personality, he wouldn't be able to handle it again. So please...be there for him." She looks to her shoes.
I'm shocked, she really cares for him. I'm incredibly proud she's handling this so maturely.
"I won't Yuigahama, and thank you as well."
"Huh?"
"For being my friend, and for handling this well."
"You really think I'm handling this well? I just told you that I love your boyfriend." She expressed in shock.
"Yes actually, I was quite relieved when you told me that you wanted to be able to move on. I'm extremely proud of you for being so mature."
"Thank you Yukinon, thank you for listening"
She stood up as did I.
"Of course Yuigahama, thank you for sharing."
"Yui."
"Pardon?" I question.
"Call me Yui, were friends right? So call me Yui."
Shes tried to get me to call her by name before, but back then I didn't feel comfortable doing such a simple act. It didn't feel right considering we were both friends and enemies at a certain front. But now were no longer at odds.
"Oh, yes... of course, Yui."
She smiled and embraced me in a hug.
I feel alleviated, much more comfortable with her then I have ever been.
"Thank you" She whispers then backs up and looks me in the eyes smiling. "Yukinon, I lost. I'm just glad it was to you."
I'm quite satisfied with how things turned out. Of course not having her in the clubroom is unfortunate but, I think it was the best outcome that could have came from this situation. I'm sure its hard to move on after feeling that way for so long. I just hope she can find happiness.
Pov: Hachiman Hikigaya
After having dinner I found myself cleaning my room for once. I really didn't know if Yukinoshita would ever be coming here but it's better safe than sorry.
Sometime later after the disposing of some ughh provocative magazines, it hurt but it had to be done. If Yukinoshita ever found those I would never hear the end of it. I turned to my desk to organize my schoolwork when my eyes caught a book I haven't looked at for awhile. On the outside it was a normal school notebook. But on the inside it held something I deeply regret. A kill list. The most regrettable name was my now girlfriend, Yukino Yukinoshita. Looking at those words made me sick. It did not help that her name was on there twice.
I quickly tore out the two sheets of paper that held her name and disposed of them as well.
After finishing cleaning I was working on some math problems in fear that once Yukinoshita starts studying with me she would belittle me for not knowing how to do them. Suddenly my phone starts ringing. It was Yukinoshita.
"Yo" I pick up.
"Good evening, Hikigaya." A refreshing voice replies
"Everything okay?"
"Yes, why wouldn't everything be fine?"
"Oh, just umm, you and Yuigahama going out tonight was kind of sudden."
They probably had some sort of discussion considering everything that has happened.
"Oh yes actually, she's handling things well, although she might not be attending club for a while due to... you know... the situation."
"Oh I see, can't be helped I guess."
It is fortunate that she still wants to be friends with us. And even more remarkable that she doesn't hate me. I did kind of indirectly reject her and confessed to her best friend right after. Who knew I would cause a good person heartbreak. Things really changed for me. As unfortunate things went for Yuigahama, I really am satisfied with how things are going.
"Yes, but that wasn't what I was calling about. Are you free tomorrow?"
"Huh, we have school?"
"Of course, I meant after that, do you really think I would skip school for you?" She teased.
I know I would for her in a heartbeat.
"Oh umm, yeah. Do you want to do something?"
"Yes actually, maybe we could go somewhere or something." She replied hesitantly.
"Yeah I'm down, where do you want to go?"
"Um I'll think of something, I'll let you know at school okay."
"Sure"
We proceeded to talk for a while. By a while I mean an hour. Some meaningless things others important. We decided that we would study together during the downtime in club rather than reading, as well as occasionally studding after school. As much as I don't like studying it would allow us to spend more time together so I know it will be worth it.
Club could not come fast enough. At least my last class was History so I already knew mostly everything we were reviewing. I mean who doesn't know Genghis Khan, he only killed like 10% of the population. Truly something we should know about. Looking at the faces of my classmates reduced my confidence in our generation. They had confused faces, like they didn't know people could be so cruel. People really are sheltered nowadays.
The bell rang and I proceeded to my clubroom. I was really excited to go again, hopefully Isshiki acts normal again, last time was really exhausting.
Upon entering, I was blessed by a comforting scent. One I hope would be part of my life forever. Tea. Now I know that it doesn't matter who makes the tea, it would always smell the same. However, I can not dispute that my brain enhances my senses when I know that it was her that made it. It made me relaxed and comfortable, something I always looked forward to for quite awhile, well before I gave her my life. It could probably be counted as nostalgia I suppose, but that doesn't negate the feelings inside me.
"Hey big bro!" Komachi shouts
"Hello Hikigaya" Yukinoshita said with a smile along with a slight blush.
Why is she so cute?
"Yo" I smiled back while taking a seat.
"Hey big bro, think we'll get any requests today?"
"Probably not it's still early in the year, might be like that for a while." I reply
"Ughh, well we should do something then."
"Komachi-san, unfortunately we already made plans for club time. Hikigaya and I will be studying from now on for University entrance exams." Yukinoshita responds.
"Huh, but you still have a year of highschool?"
"That is correct however, the entrance exams are earlier and we need to make sure Hikidummy-kun has an ample amount of preparation to get into Tokyo University." She giggles.
"What! Bro are you really trying to go there? I though you were dead set on staying in Chiba?"
Yeah, well that was before, now I want to follow her where every she goes. It just so happens she wants to attend one of the highest rated schools in the country.
Yukinoshita looked at me confused.
"Ugh right, well I may of had a change in heart."
Tears started to form in Komachi's eyes as she looked at Yukinoshita, "Thank you, your already making him into a decent human."
"Huh, was I not decent before? I mean Chiba university isn't that bad."
I feel offended by that statement. Thats a lot of deducted points for you Komachi.
"You truly weren't decent at all, I doubt you would have even been considered human." Yukinoshita teased."
Not you too, I sigh.
"Ughh lets just start studying." I respond.
Like I thought, I was berated with insults. However, like before they didn't get to me. Perhaps they were kind of funny. I'll never admit that though. Although she would ridicule me every time I got something wrong, she immediately took over and showed me exactly how to do the problem. I have never thought I would ever enjoy studying in my life, nevertheless I now do. I have no doubt that with Yukinoshita's help I will be able to follow her to Tokyo next year.
Soon enough the end of club came and the three of us made our way to the gate once again. Where Isshiki was? I have no idea, nor do I care.
"Komachi-san, do you mind if I borrow your brother for tonight. We made plans last night."
"Oh! Your going on a date? Yes! Take him away, actually don't even bother bringing him back until he's a proper human"
"Komachi! Why must you say such things towards your brother" I intervene.
"Hehe, okay I'll take that last part back" She chuckled, "Have fun you twooo."
She proceeded to walk in the direction of our house.
"So what did you want to do tonight?"
"Well I was thinking we could just go to a café first and just chat for a while."
"Oh sure, lead the way then."
We proceeded to walk away from the school towards a commercial part of Chiba. We were walking side by side. After some time I noticed Yukinoshita slowly getting closer to me. By now she was only a few inches away. Close enough for me to smell that beautiful scent again. Something about it was enticing, I couldn't stop focusing on it.
She looked up to me, "Hey Hikigaya, did you really want to go to Chiba University?"
"Oh umm, yeah, well I did initially but when... you know... we got together I realized that I wanted to follow you there." I muttered out.
Upon hearing this her eyes widened and she blushed before composing her self, "Oh, and here I thought you were actively trying to improve yourself." She chuckled.
"Well, thats not entirely incorrect."
"Hmm?"
I looked forward and thought of how to continue.
"Well, its just that recently I have been wanting to expand my field of view and maybe even better myself. Of course along with satisfying your mother. I had do anything I could to get your family to accept me, so that was a motivator as well."
Thinking about Mrs. Yukinoshita gives me the chills, I really do not look forward to dealing with her in the future, but it is inevitable. I knew what I was signing up for the moment I decided I want to be apart of her life.
"Well that's awfully honorable of you." She laughed
"Yes, far to noble" I shoot her a smile.
I don't think she knows how far I would go for her. Something like that was a relatively easy decision for me.
"Hey... Hikigaya... can I ask you something?"
Why did she say it like that. My heart rate shot up. Hopefully it's not something troublesome.
"Ugh yeah, shoot."
"C-can... can we hold hands." She questions nervously.
"Huh!" I blush in shock and stop walking. I was not expecting that.
She stops and turns to me while nervously clutching her left elbow with her other hand, "Well its just that... I've seen other c-couples do it and... and I wouldn't mind trying it out with you." By now her normal porcelain skin was beat red, mine was probably similar.
"R-right." I proceeded to offer her my hand to which she eagerly snatches. As we start walking again I intertwine my fingers with hers and gently squeeze.
By now I know we were a couple of blushing normies. I wouldn't have it any other way.
Pov: Yukino Yukinoshita
The state of happiness I am in is indescribable. Holding his hand felt incredible. The difference in size, the roughness of his fingers brushing against the back of my hand, the warmth of his palm pressed against my own. All of it was fantastic. The constant connection with him was comforting, it made me feel secure and accepted. He accepts me for me and I sincerely love that about him. He knows my faults and has embraced them, he's determined to stand beside me in this phenomenon called life. I am truly happy.
We eventually arrived at my chosen café and begrudgingly we had to separate. Just as quickly as it came the warmth of his hand left. Hopefully we can do it again after or maybe... something more.
We took a seat at a clean table when a waitress approached. We gave her our orders, as she left I began pondering about how I should ask him to go to the event next weekend. I know that he normally, like me, doesn't like crowded areas. Mother was right however, we would both need to get used to going to things like this if I am to work in the family business. Should I just ask him outright? Maybe I could just bring him over before we go so he wouldn't have room to refuse, but then he wouldn't be dressed accordingly. Does he even have suitable attire for such an event?
He noticed me stressing, "Hey, got something on your mind?"
Of course, he could always see through me.
"Umm yes actually," I reply, "Are you free next weekend?"
"Always am." He replied with a smile. The same one I have come to adore.
"... How would you like to come to an event with me?"
"Umm, what kind of event?" He asks reluctantly
"Well its a celebration for the Hayama's law firm. My family is going and want us to come along."
"...oh" he looks down.
I grab his hand and and try my best to appeal to him.
"Please Hikigaya it would be fun. There is always free food and drinks, we could just hangout there for a bit."
"I don't know, what about you? I thought you hate going to those kind of things?" He takes a sip of his coffee.
"Well I certainly used to, but I think with you there it would become much better. Also my mother said that this type of thing would be a common occurrence if I am to be involved in the family business so I should start familiarizing myself with the environment." I explain
"I'm still not sure, I don't think I would fit in."
Still not working, no matter, I have one weapon. One I have observed from Isshiki-san, which if I remember correctly, works quite well on Hikigaya.
I look up into his eyes like I'm about to cry, "Please Hikigaya"
"Umm... s-sure lets go then." He musters out while darting his eyes back and forth from me.
That was really effective. Looks like I know how to ask him for things then.
"Really? Thank you, it will be fun I'm sure!" I respond excitedly. I really want to dance with him.
"Yeah but um... what should I wear to it? I'm sure what I have wouldn't be suitable for something like that."
I thought that this would be a problem. He is not the type to dress up all to often.
"Oh yes, you would probably need a suit to not stand out, do you have one?" I ask already knowing the answer.
"...not one that would fit. I'll have to go get one then."
"I'll come with you then! Lets go tomorrow, seeing as its the weekend."
"Right... do you know how much everything would cost I should probably get new shoes as well."
"Well, if we go the simple route maybe around... 70,000 yen?"(around 550 USD)
"Oh ok, I'll gather some money then and we can go tomorrow." He smiles at me.
"Is that to much? I could help you if you need."
"No it should be fine I'll take care of it don't worry." He tries to reassure me.
"Okay, thanks again."
I'm really excited actually. Never in my life have I been eager to go to these events, dancing is on the forefront of my mind. Replacing all the negative experiences I've had in those places.
After some time we began reading in each other's presence, something that is satisfying for each of us I presume.
"Hey Yukinoshita, are we... doing this right?"
I look up to him, "Um, what are you referring to?"
"Like, the whole d-dating thing, I'm not sure what were supposed to be doing. I have never seen c-couples just read on d-dates." He says while scratching the back of his head.
"Oh that... um well the way I see it, this isn't even a date."
"It's not?" He responds quickly.
"Well not a conventional one at least. I think a date would be doing something with a goal in mind and experiencing something with your partner. Also, I believe that we could do it however we want. You...or I for that matter have never followed social norms, so it's not like we need to start now. We could just proceed how ever we want."
I think thats the appeal of being in a relationship, no one can tell you how to go about it. You can take it slow or rush into it. The latter however, is probably not a good idea for the genuine thing he desperately seeks.
"Oh... I see well then could I make a suggestion?"
"Of course."
"Can we just talk for a bit, I know we're partners but I really don't know much about you."
Actually, I was kind of thinking the same thing. We have never really talked to each other without a reason.
"Sure," I put my book down. "What would you like know?"
"I umm...I'm not sure..." he chuckles.
"Truly useless." I laugh.
"Then how about what you enjoy, I know you like to read and cats that's about all I know." He laughs.
Is that really how he sees me, I have other interests like... umm...fair point.
"Umm other than those and some other things you already know about... maybe destiny land."
"Oh of course, how could I forget Pan-san." He laughs, "Why do you like him so much?"
I blush, why did he have to bring that up? I mean I hinted at it but still.
"I ugh..."
I'm not embarrassed about it right. It's totally normal to like him, doesn't everyone. Yes, it's normal.
"He's just cute you know, everyone likes him."
He laughs again, "You sure about that. I-"
"What about you then! ...I don't know much about you either." I cut him off, it's not because I'm embarrassed about liking Pan-san. I just want to know more about him as well.
"Oh, umm sure...what do you want to know?"
"Everything." I state.
"Huh, that would take forever."
"Well it's a good thing we have forever, seeing as you gave me your life." I chuckle
"Oh right..." He averts his gaze while blushing.
"Your not going back on your word right?" I tease.
"No of course not, it's yours." He looks at me flustered.
I do like the look at him when he's embarrassed, especially when it's because of me. He becomes so docile and nervous, its quite cute.
"Well then, lets start with this, why do you always read those trash novels of yours." I point to his book giggling.
"Hey, don't call these trash! ...I mean some of them are but not this one." He exclaims
"I'm sure..."
"I actually think you would like this one, its called Classroom of the Elite." He shows me the cover with a girl that looks quite similar to me.
"Really, do you even know what I like to read?"
"Yes actually, you like mystery and psychological books same as me, just in different forms."
Has he actually paid attention to what I read in club? I always thought he was just staring at me.
"Oh.. yes actually, well, what's that about then." I gesture to his book.
"Well, it's about a school system in Japan that's meant to nurture the most promising students in the country. There are four classes a year and they all battle to be class A. If your class gets more points than another you take their place. But, the most interesting part is the main character. He is placed in the lowest class but is leagues above the others. He is described as the perfect human sense he doesn't have any emotions and can manipulate people in his favour. He uses people as tools and with his profound knowledge in psychology he can get people to do whatever he wants."
"Oh that does sound interesting, but why would they describe him as a perfect human? I think emotions are what makes a human. If he doesn't have any, how could he be considered human?"
"Haha, I'm glad you see it that way too. Actually when I first read this I thought that he was indeed perfect. But, after all we went through and when I realized that I wanted something real, I began to question that as well. What would be the point if you don't feel anything in life, you wouldn't be happy or sad. In a sense you'd be a tool yourself, manipulated by society for your profitable skill set, never truly growing, never human, never real, never...genuine."
I'm amazed, this past year really has changed him. I'm glad I could be apart of his growth and can be involved in his progression in the future. I can't wait.
"Thats awfully perceptive of you, now I can say you're definitely human." I chuckle.
"Huh" he looks at me confused.
"Well, by that explanation, a human is someone that feels emotions and is constantly growing, I'd say that fits you perfectly don't you?" I smile.
"Oh... s-sure, thank you...for that" He smiles at me.
We proceeded to talk more about books and other interests. It was quite enjoyable, I wouldn't want to spend my time tonight any other way. Our conversations previously were always exhausting, either conflicting ideas or discussing the proper way to do things. This conversation was different though, it was refreshing. The playful banter along with getting to know each other more. The laughing, the confusion, everything felt in place and comfortable. I loved it.
Unfortunately, as per usual, time always continues. It was now 9pm. My mother does know about this outing but has previously instructed me to be home at 10pm. He paid for our orders and proceeded to exit the café. I did insist on paying my share but it seems like his pride wouldn't allow it anymore. I do like that side of him as well.
He starts walking towards the train station when he noticed me stopped.
"I'll take you home, it's quite late after all."
I look at his hand, "Sure, um Hikigaya, can we-"
He suddenly offers up his hand again. Am I really that predictable?
I quickly rush up to him and take his hand in mine. At last the warmth is back. We make our way to the station.
After the train ride we are walking towards my family's house.
"Thank you Hikigaya, for tonight and walking me home."
"Yeah, it's not a problem."
He thinks of it as a simple act I'm sure. He doesn't know how much I appreciate him walking me home.
"Do you think we could do this again? Tonight was quite enjoyable for me."
He looks over to me and smiles "Of course, I enjoyed it as well."
As we approach the gate I release his hand and face him.
"Well, see-"
I embrace him in another hug. The warmth is even more prevalent than holding hands. The way he nervously wraps his arms around my back makes me laugh.
"What's so funny?" He whispers
"You, you should hold me with passion you know."
"I-but I don't want to hurt you"
It's a nice feeling knowing he cares so much for me yet, I wouldn't mind him being more assertive.
"Please just do it." I whisper.
He tightens his embrace, making me feel secure and loved. The experience is bliss. The heat coming from him, the slight fragrance of his cologne, the sound of his breath next to me, the constant movement of his chest. It's comforting as well as relaxing. After a few moments my exhaustion from the day catches up to me. But, I wouldn't mind staying like this to fall asleep. I wonder what it would be like sleeping next to him. If it's this relaxing I wouldn't mind trying it...Wait!
I end the embrace, "Thank you again Hikigaya, I'll see you tomorrow."
"Tomorrow?" He looks confused.
"Yes, were going to buy you a suit, remember?"
"Oh right," he sighs then smiles, "See you tomorrow."
"Goodbye, text me when your home." I smile as I wave him off and turn towards the gate.
I can not believe I just thought about sleeping next him. It's way, way to early right? I mean its only been a week... I do want to though...okay, that's enough thinking about this tonight.
Upon entering my house my mother greets me at the door.
"Good evening Yukino." She says in a relaxed tone.
"Good evening mother." I reply
"How was your outting?" She questions.
"Great actually, it was quite enjoyable." I respond while taking off my shoes.
"Did you ask him?"
That's why she greeting me at the door. She is really adamant on us going to the event next weekend.
"Yes, Hikigaya and I will be joining you guys, we are going out tomorrow to get some clothes for the event."
"Oh that's wonderful, I shall send you some money for them then." She smiles.
"Oh, no need, he insisted that he would buy it himself."
"It was my idea to get you two to come so I do not mind paying for it. There will be enough sent to your account to cover clothing for you two." She proclaims rather sternly.
"Yes mother." I admit defeat.
I suppose I could try arguing with him again to pay for it, yet he seemed adamant on taking care of it himself. I presume I could let him try to pay for it and help him if he can't.
"Another thing, it is quite late. Did he take you home?"
"Yes mother," I blushed, "He took me right to the gate."
"Okay that is preferred, you know how I feel about you staying out past dark, perhaps if you two want to spend sometime together in the future you two could come here. We wouldn't mind him coming over, he could even eat with us again if you wish."
"Oh okay, well then I shall bring it up sometime."
"Alright then, good night Yukino." She says then walks further into the house.
I am quite surprised she accepts him so easily. She often has scolded Haruno for hanging out with the wrong boys in the past. I feel like she's up to something. However, it would be nice to spend time with him in private.
After my nightly routine and a relaxing shower I check my phone to see that Hikigaya made it home. I go to sleep thinking about how tomorrow and the event will go. Hopefully everything proceeds smoothly.
Pov: Hachiman Hikigaya
How the hell am I going to make up 70,000 yen. The one thought I have while on my way home. Worst case I can dip into my university saving or ask my parents for a loan. They still do not know of my involvement in the Yukinoshita family, and frankly I do not look forward to there reactions.
Right as I approached my house I sent Yukinoshita a text saying I've returned. As I walked into my house I noticed my family together in the living room watching the TV, an uncommon occurrence.
Komachi sat up from the couch and shouts, "Hey big bro!"
"Yo." I said as I walked past the living room toward my room.
"Hey Hachi, would you mind sitting down for a moment?" My mom requests.
My parents have never really been involved in my life, they usually try to stay away from communicating with me and instead question Komachi about my life.
"Oh...sure." I reluctantly sit down next to Komachi. They were watching a Ghibli film. Glad to know my family has good taste at least.
"So whats this about you having a girlfriend aye Hachiman?" My dad starts teasing.
Dammit Komachi must have told them. Oh well, they would have figured out eventually, actually this could be good maybe I could ask them for money.
"Ugh yeah...umm what about it."
"Why didn't you tell us! Were your parents we deserve to know!" My mother expresses passionately.
"Ugh yeah, it umm just never came up I guess." I turn to face the tv.
"Well thankfully Komachi told us, we do wish to know of this kind of thing. Komachi told us that you met her parents the other day, why didn't you say something? We could have drove you." My mother states somewhat angrily.
"Yeah... sorry."
"Come on big bro! Go on tell em!" Komachi shouts as she nudges me.
"Yes Hachi, we would like to know about her, who is she?" My mom asks
"Well, her name is...Yukino Yukinoshita," I say reluctantly. Not because I'm ashamed but because I know their name carries serious weight in Chiba.
"What!" My dad shouts, "Your kidding right!"
Both of my parents looked in shock, I kind of predicted this reaction. Doesn't make it less troubling though.
"No..." I sink into the couch.
"Whats wrong guys? I thought you would be happy for him!" Komachi asks with a confused expression.
"No no, we are but, that name is really um..."
"Famous." My dad finishes my mothers sentence.
"Are they really that big of a deal?" Komachi questions.
"Yeah... Mr. Yukinoshita is a member of the Chiba Diet and founder of a successful construction company, right" My father questions. "He's been on TV quite a few times if I remember correctly."
"Ah...yeah, he is."
"Not to mention that their family's driver hit you two years ago." My mother states softly.
"Y-yeah." I state as I try to brush off the past. Thankfully my father switches the topic.
"How the hell did you pull that off?" My father asks.
"I umm...I don't even know to be honest, just kind of happened."
Now thinking of it, it all seems surreal. There's no way someone like me should be able to be with a girl like her, the gods might finally have my back.
"Well you should bring her over next weekend, we could meet her then." My mother states seemingly over the accident.
"Yeah Onii-chan, you totally should!" Komachi expresses.
"Oh, about that, I am going with her to an event next weekend so we wouldn't be able to."
"Huh? What kind of event?" My father asks.
And the question keep on coming...
"Well... her family has ties to the Hayama's so we are going to the event they are hosting I guess."
"Holy shit... what kind of mess did you get yourself into?"
"... A lot." I sigh, "But she is worth it so it must be done."
"Hahaha, I didn't think you had it in you to get a girlfriend, let alone a rich girl." My dad states while whipping the tears away from his eyes.
It's nice to know he had faith in me. I wonder how he'll react when he sees her.
"Yeah... so I'm going out tomorrow to get a suit for it."
"Huh? Oh of course you would need a new one, you haven't worn the last one since grandpa died, its probably too small." My mom says and turns to my father. "Hey honey do you think you can give Hachi some money? We should help him, if he isn't dressed appropriately our family would be looked down on."
Nice! I didn't even have to ask.
"I guess we should right... okay, how much do you need?" He stands up.
"Oh well Yukinoshita said that 70,000 would be enough, I was going to ask if I could pay you guys back or work it off or something."
"Huh, well if you insist."
My mother shoots him a frightening glare.
"Ah, never mind we would love to help you out." He retorts. He proceeds to go to their room to get some money.
"Thank you guys, I really appreciate it."
They have never given me any substantial money, other than for birthdays or Christmas, which even then they were always less than Komachi's gifts. Im glad they... or rather mom is willing to support me.
"It's not a problem Hachi, we are here to support you, but you better make sure the bring her over the following weekend, okay."
"Uh yeah, I'll ask her."
Another plan, though I'm sure it will go smoothly, there's no way they wouldn't like her. I shouldn't worry about it.
My father comes back and hands me the money. "So Hachiman, whats she like? She must be something if your willing go to those damn corporate parties for her." He chuckles as he sits back down beside mom.
"Oh! Yukino-san is totally amazing! She's pretty, smart, elegant and perfect!" Komachi shouts.
Dammit Komachi I wanted to say that.
"She's completely out of Onii-chan's league!" She chuckles.
"Why must you say such things Komachi." I let out a sigh.
"Well Hachi, is it true?" Mother inquires.
"...Yeah she's all that, a-and more." I let out defeated.
"Sounds like quite the catch, do you have a picture of her?"
"Ah...yeah I have one."
I pull out my phone and pull up the picture of us when we went out scouting for a place to hold the joint prom. A picture I have been looking at countless times a day for the past week. My phone will surely become screen burnt because of it. Doesn't matter, the ecstasy I feel when looking at it is worth it.
I turn my phone towards my parents just to see there jaws drop. I guess that was expected as well.
"Holy fuck!"
"Dear please watch your mouth, but I agree, she is really pretty." My mother mentions.
"Well done son, you've mad me proud!" My father looks at me smiling.
"She looks quite happy in the picture, you must be doing something right." My mother giggled, "That smile says it all." She looks at me smiling, almost tearing up.
I pocket my phone, "Y-yeah, she's amazing." Thinking of her makes the blood rush to my face, once again and I can not help but grin.
"So how'd you guys get together? Knowing you it wasn't normal." My father laughs.
"Ah yeah... it was troublesome for sure." I laugh remembering that night on the overpass.
"So how'd it go then? How did u guys meet?" He says while making himself comfortable on the couch again.
"Well she's a club mate of mine or rather ours now," I look to Komachi.
"Oh, so shes a member of the service club as well then." My mother says.
Komachi probably told her about the club. I wonder how much they know about it.
"Yeah, actually she was the president until Komachi reinvented the club."
"I see, how did you even join that club, it doesn't seem like you to actively help others." My father grins.
I guess they don't know much, probably for the better.
"Umm, yeah well my Sensei kind of forced me to join."
"Haha seems like you," My father laughs, "Probably did some dumb shit to cause all that."
"Haha," I reminisce, "Not to far off."
"So tell us, how'd you guys get close?" My mother prodded.
"Y-yeah well, I suppose we just kind of... well we didn't like each other at first" I spoke, "We constantly argued about how to do things, but eventually, I guess we... kind of helped each other find our way..."
My parents look at each other and laugh, "Kind of sounds like us right, haha"
"Huh?" I question.
"Well your father was kind of troubled when I met him, so I had to take matters into my own hands haha."
"Hey! You weren't normal either you know!" My father interjects causing Komachi and I to laugh.
"Hehe, I suppose, well another time. We're talking about Hachiman here." She looks at me again, "So go on."
"Ah, yeah haha, I guess well after I realized that I wanted to continue helping her further, I kind of just acted on it..."
"Awww, Hachi you really are growing up!" My mother expresses.
"Yup! The service club has really changed big bro! He's becoming such a capable Onii-san! Lots of points for that!" Komachi expresses.
How can she have so much energy all the time, its unfathomable. I am getting quite tired of all this.
"Y-yeah... well I should go to sleep, I need to be up early tomorrow." I stand up
"Ah yes, have fun tomorrow!" My mother stands up.
"Yeah, good night." I walk off into my bedroom.
That was really tiresome, well I guess it went okay, I haven't had a meaningful conversation with them for a while. I suppose I will have to ask Yukinoshita to come over the following weekend to meet them. The list keeps getting bigger. But for now, I pull out my phone that still held the picture of us. I smile as I crash into my bed staring at the screen. What a weird feeling this is. I can't wait to see her again.