A New World
Pov: Hachiman Hikigaya
Society has evolved into a mosh pit of seemingly deaf people. You would think that with two ears people would try to listen and understand, but no, most people disregard your words unless it aligns with their views and goals. If not, they toss them out the window, regardless of if they're well thought out or significant. The people that seemingly listen to me and brush my words off as incoherent can go to hell. This I believe whole heartedly. So why am I in a suit ready to go to an event with some of the leaders of the Chiba prefecture? Ahhh yes, that's it. A smile. A humans simple, natural reaction to joy. How is it that one of mans most prominent motivators is the contraction of a few muscles that change the shape of your mouth to a crescent shape? Logically it doesn't make sense, there is no reason. Science can not describe why certain things cause us happiness. They say the brain releases dopamine and serotonin in these cases to explain the phenomenon. But still, science does not and can not vindicate why I would do something I hate the most for someone else's pleasure. No one could completely understand this... But now I realize that it doesn't matter the reason, all that matters how I feel. When I see that smile I simply feel good, and so does she... why else would she be smiling. As long as I can witness that smile I am willing to so call "socialize" with self absorbed people. The place I am going holds the most greedy people in the area. They lie and manipulate each other for the chance at power and influence. And then I am left with me... I am the same, not the same goal but somewhat the same method. Lie and manipulate, a relatively easy thing to do once you understand the psychology of people. Understand what they want and use it for your own benefit. Not evil per say, but not a trait in righteous individuals. That is me, another man with a motive. Though I feel that my motive is incredibly idiotic, a smile. Really Hachiman... that smile. Why is it so attractive. Ughhhh I'm blushing, I can feel it.
The sound of a engine coming towards me brakes me out of my thought.
Did I really just monologue about a smile? Ah whatever just prepare yourself.
Within the time of a few deep breaths a black sedan comes to a stop in front of my house. I never thought that I would be riding in the same vehicle that hit me that day, my life continues to be unexpected, as I expected.
"Yahello!" A energetic voice shouts out of the unrolling window.
Why is she here? I thought Yukinoshita would be picking me up. I give her a small nod then look toward the driver exiting the vehicle.
He's wearing a suit that is probably more expensive than mine and I'm actually going into the event..."Good evening Hikigaya-kun." He states as he opens the back door.
"Oh y-yeah, good evening ." I reply slowly walking towards the cursed vehicle.
"Hey Haruno," I say disappointedly as I take a seat next to her in the back. Its nice, the seats are leather and windows tinted. Stuff you'd see in the movies. Looking over to my side gave me hope for my dear girlfriend. With a quick glance to the deep purple dress and up to her chest, I really hope genetics does it's job. Trying to avoid getting caught I look up to meet her eyes.
"Hey Hikigaya, you ready for tonight?" Haruno slyly teases.
She definitely knows...
"As ready as can be." I sigh then look out the window as the vehicle starts to move. I believe that were going back to their house so they can forewarn me of what to expect then proceed from there.
"Haha you would say something like that, you really didn't want to come tonight did you?" Haruno laughs.
It's that obvious...
"Not really... where's Yukinoshita?" I question.
"I'm right here, Hikigaya" she emphasized my name. Is she really making fun of us being on a family name basis?
"Y-yeah well, you know what I mean, where's your sister."
It is rather weird for her to not mention anything. The past week we have been texting and calling each other quite a bit, it was awkward at first but after a few tries it got rather pleasant. Talking about school, books, or whatever we were doing at the time of the call. It all felt relaxing...the complete opposite of right now.
"You know you are to funny Hikigaya, still using her last name after all you've been though," she laughs as she brushes back her hair. "No matter though, it will happen eventually."
"R-right..." I imagine us on a first name basis. How would it go? Would I ask about it... I'll fuck it up somehow I'm sure... best to just let her bring it up then.
"Anyways, Yukino-chan is still at home getting ready, she really wanted to be perfect for tonight... Wonder why though, she never cared of her looks before." She chuckled.
"O-oh... Okay" Images of Yukinoshita cloud my brain, I wonder what she'll wear tonight. Last weekend we went out to purchase me a suit. It's a good thing Yukinoshita came with to help, it turns out I know less about suits than I thought. She did say that we would match so I'm assuming something black as I am wearing a black suit with a white dress shirt and a black tie. The standard corporate attire. Whatever she wears I know she'll look amazing.
After a few moments of looking out the window watching the beautiful prefecture of Chiba pass before my eyes, a cough catches my attention. Figured this ride wouldn't be so simple the second I saw the passenger.
"So Hikigaya... you really went and did it." She states in a serious yet relaxed tone.
I suppose shes talking about breaking the messed up relationship we all had and starting anew... the proper way, no misunderstandings or fake emotions. Just truth. It was a desire of mine for a while now, but I could never had voiced that without the push she gave me. I guess I should thank her for that.
"I guess I did haha." I chuckle. It really does seem crazy. How much did we all learn? Definitely a worthwhile experience I'd say. It's difficult to imagine what things would be like if we kept deceiving ourselves. I'm sure it would be atrocious.
"How is it?" She states solemnly. A somewhat disturbing atmosphere around her, she is normally as fake as Hayama but the odd time she lays it flat out. No acting nor meaningless comments.
I take a moment to gather my thoughts. "Well it's honestly pretty unfathomable as of right now... I know its great... and on the right path, but I-I think its too early to cast judgment. But I...I think that what ever this is... it's real... for me at least." That was hard to get out. Is she going to make fun of me like her sister? I hope not.
"Hahaha I didn't know-"
"Thank you." I cut her off. Partly because I didn't want her to tease me about my speech and also because I really did appreciate what shes done. As much as a bother shes been, her influence has ultimately benefited me.
"Huh?" She questioned in shock as we turn a corner getting closer to their mansion.
I look towards her, "Y-you know... for prompting me to act... thank you." After spewing out those words I turn my head towards the window to hide my embarrassment. Thank God we're getting close.
"Oh hahaha sure Hikigaya... but I should be thanking you." She says in between laughter.
"Huh for what?" Her words catch my attention once again.
She exhales and smiles, "You kind of fixed my family." She says while twirling her hair in her hand.
"What?" That didn't make sense, I didn't do anything.
"Haha even if it was unintentional, you did, Yukino found her way, she made her own choice and voiced her feelings to our parents. She's never had the guts to do something like that before. She started eating with us, talking, laughing... you know family things. Even mother is seemingly in a better mood recently."
Yukinoshita has been talking about the situation with her family, but I didn't know it was going that well. I'm glad.
"That's awesome," I say proud of her achievements. "That really wasn't me though. If she did anything, it was her decision."
"Hahhaha I know that idiot, but the reason behind it all was you." She chuckles.
"Huh? I don't get it...how was I the reason behind all that?" I ask honestly.
"Haha doesn't matter, anyways we're here," She looks forward in her usual demeanor.
I see the driver press a button on the dash and the gates of the mansion open. Off to the next adventure I suppose.
The driver pulls up to the front of the house and lets us out. As we make our way to the door I am reminded of a declaration I made a while ago.
"Be prepared to take responsibility." She softly states as she runs to the door.
I guess it was inevitable, I did say I would take responsibility for their family matters, but thinking about it now... I hope that I'm not over my head. This can't be that hard right... just follow Yukinoshita around. Seems like the best thing to do.
We proceed to make our way into the estate and within a few moments Mrs. Yukinoshita appeared in yet another stylish kimono dress. Ughh where's Yukinoshita, I want to see her.
Also, is that all she wears? She must be extremely proud of our culture if she's always wearing our traditional clothing. Although I've only ever seen her on special occasions, maybe she does wear normal clothes in a relaxed setting.
"Good evening Hikigaya-kun, how are you tonight?" She starts. I wonder if she really cares how I am or if she is just asking to be polite.
"Yeah um, I'm fine, how are you?" I ask trying to start the night off strong.
"Good thank you, well come on in. I have some tea prepared, we can sit in the greeting room until it is time to leave." She says then makes her way back into the greeting room.
Following Harunos lead I take off my shoes and join the two in the so called greeting room. There isn't even a TV, guess that explains why they don't call it a living room. They probably have some other room to lounge around in.
I sit on a couch across from the two Yukinoshita's. It's really comfortable. I can only imagine what their beds feel like. If they can afford the best, it must be extremely relaxing.
I'm broken out of thought by Mrs. Yukinoshita, "So Hikigaya are you ready for tonight?" She says professionally.
I look to her, "Um yeah, I'd say so." Though it may be a lie, I do need to act adequate in front of her. Hope for the best I suppose.
A butler, different than last time, comes into the room with a plate full of tea. Mrs. Yukinoshita thanks the butler as he distributes tea to us three.
"Thats good, well you should be aware of what is to come, as I'm not sure if you have been to an event such as this one." She says eyeing me.
"No I haven't," I reply hoping that my inexperience in the lifestyle wouldn't be a cause of conflict.
She takes a sip of tea and begins, "Not a problem, but you should know that the place we're going holds very important business and political individuals. Our appearance during these times must be perfect do you understand?"
I figured she would say something like that. She seemed like the type to keep a good self image along with her family of course.
"Yes of course," I reply confidently.
"Please do try your best not to cause any trouble."
I hear quick yet light steps coming from around the corner. This causes me to look to the entrance of the room to see a flawless goddess. I wonder if I would ever get used to seeing her? Our eyes instantly meet and I'm left staring into her gaze with a smile forming on my face. She really out did her self. Her hair as perfect as ever, holding the two red bows I have come to adore. Of course along with that holy smirk of hers. Below that shining smile was a lovely flowy black dress, similar to the previous one, but this one was longer and had ribbon along with a black bow around her waist. Simply stunning.
"He-hello Hikigaya." She says nervously while breaking eye contact.
Is she fishing for a complement already or is she actually nervous? Well I suppose there is only one logical answer.
"H-hey Yukinoshita, I-um... you look beautiful." I say knowing my cheeks are on fire.
She catches my gaze again not without a smile along with a blush, "T-thank you Hikigaya."
Mrs. Yukinoshita interrupts our awkward greeting, "Good evening Yukino, come have a seat. We were just preparing Hikigaya here about what to expect tonight."
"Oh of course," Yukinoshita accepts the invitation and comes and sits right next to me.
Really? Now? Shes sitting rather close, close enough for my focus to be drawn once again to that refreshing fragrance. She must have just applied it. Damn it I can't focus...
Thankfully Mrs. Yukinoshita disrupts my thoughts. "Yes, so as I was saying, it is important to preserve our appearance during these events, it is crucial for my husband's success, of course you two can have fun as well but be sure to be mindful."
Yukinoshita saves me from answering, "Yes mother, I will be sure to guide Hikigaya so that no problems occur tonight."
Honestly I'm glad she's comfortable talking to he mother directly now. In the past she had always been nervous, even at the mention of her mother. Not now though, she seems to be making significant progress.
"Yes dear, and before I forget, you two will not be referring to each other by family names during the event."
This visibly shocked Yukinoshita and I. Though I kind of saw it coming based on Harunos comment earlier.
"Huh! Umm pardon me?" Yukinoshita exclaims before composing herself.
Mrs. Yukinoshita glances at me smiling, "You two are to refer to each other by your first names."
"Y-yes I got that, but why?" Yukinoshita questions with yet another blush on her face.
"Let me guess, Unity?" I interrupt. It was the only reason that made sense, unless her mom enjoys messing with us, I doubt that though. She would want her family and umm potential family to stand united and close when attending these matters I presume.
It seems I was correct as Mrs. Yukinoshita looks over to me smiling, "That is correct Hikigaya, we will be introducing you as Yukino's partner tonight, if you two do not seem close, it could damage our image."
Although the explanation makes sense the cause doesn't. Why would she want to introduce me as Yukinoshita's partner so soon? I can't figure it out.
"I-um yes mother," Yukinoshita says after she averted my eyes in embarrassment.
I guess it is what it is. "Is there anything else I should know for tonight?" I try to change the subject to save us from the flustered atmosphere.
"Well not too much for you two to be worried about, perhaps you will meet a few people and be sure to congratulate the Hayama's for their achievements. Other than that, be sure to enjoy yourself."
Sounds easy enough. After a few moments we were informed that Mr. Yukinoshita was already at the event handling some business matters. Also that we would probably be staying pretty late and that I would be driven home after. Good thing we don't have school tomorrow.
The ride over was nerve racking to say the least. Not only were we in a full fledged limousine, but my brain could not stop pondering about my impending suffering. Though, the soothing voice to my left made it bearable. She was explaining to me the proper etiquette for the event. Though I really wasn't interested in the substance of her speech, rather her voice. It's strong yet soothing, I can't deny that it is relaxing me. After a few moments we stop in front of a relatively tall building in downtown Chiba. I take a look at my watch I got for Christmas a few years ago, I guess it's not that useless anymore. 6:54... man I'm hungry.
The driver, as per usual, exits first and opens the doors. Im kinda getting used to it honestly. There were other limousines and fancy cars around the building with most likely really important people in or coming out of them. Like the others we started walking into the building.
Noticing my uneasiness Yukinoshi- umm Y-Yukino, still yet to actually call her by her given name, tugs my jacket and whisperers, "It will be fine just follow me and we'll avoid troublesome situations okay, trust me." She ends with a smile.
I smile back in thought, "How could I not trust you when you smile at me like that?"
She blushes and opens her mouth slightly out of shock.
"What? Did I say that out loud?" I whisper in panic and look away.
Haruno starts laughing quietly, "Hikigaya, if your that much of a smooth talker you really have nothing to worry about tonight."
"Indeed." Mrs. Yukinoshita chuckles.
Ughh not you too, what's with this family, laughing at there guest before an event, real classy.
"Okay Hikigaya, please remember what I said previously," Mrs. Yukinoshita resorts to her usual tone as we walk through the automatic doors and into the lobby. Time to be serious I suppose.
It was incredibly modern, tile floors, large ceilings, fancy furniture. It all screamed wealth and prestige. Something I lack, though I was grateful for my new suit. Even as simple as it was I don't think I look out of place.
We made our way into an elevator along with a older couple that Mrs. Yukinoshita apparently knows. After the elevator ride we arrived at the front of the event hall, it was huge. Past the doors was a room, probably around the size of our school gymnasium, but all luxurious. The floor was polished marble and the walls covered in art. Not to mention the people, there was a lot, either sitting around the circle tables closest to us or standing further into the room. Everyone was dressed formally. The room gave off a presence I have never experienced before. Unlike the prom, this held weight, people were connecting, deals were secretly being made and alliances being formed. A grand display of a new world.
A familiar face approaches us in a suit and with a drink in his off hand.
"Ah, you guys made it!" Mr. Yukinoshita exclaims and kisses his wife. After hugging his two daughters he turns to me, "Hey Hikigaya, how's it going?" He smiles and reaches for a handshake.
Is he drunk? Its only 7...
"Ah yeah, everything's good, how are you?" I ask while shaking his hand.
"Good good, come on in." He grins.
We follow him further into the hall. Upon further inspection, I see a bar off to the side, along with a long table full of food and high quality snacks. Smells good too. I can't wait, I haven't eaten anything since breakfast. Well... Yukino did give me part of her bento at lunch. Her cooking is blessed by the gods. I hope that I can eat more of it soon.
"Ah Yukinoshita, your family arrived, it's good to see you all." A older man with blonde hair and blue eyes walks over to us with a drink in his hand as well.
"Yes Mr. Hayama it's nice to see you again. Congratulations on twenty years of success." Mrs. Yukinoshita says professionally.
I guess thats Hayama's dad. Well I can see where his son gets his attributes from.
"Yes congratulations," Haruno adds.
"Haha thank you all," He looks over to me, "and who might you be." He asks curiously.
"Oh thats Yukino's partner, haha, his name is Hachiman Hikigaya. He's quite the character." Mr. Yukinoshita steps in laughing.
He looked quite annoyed upon hearing that, did I do something wrong? Like his son he quickly puts on a mask to hide that look. Oh well might as well try my best.
"Yes it's nice to meet you sir, congratulations on your accomplishments, thats quite an impressive feat." I say as offer my hand.
"Ah," he smiles and takes my hand, "Thank you Hikigaya-kun, it's nice to meet you."
"Hey where is Hayato?" Haruno asks the man out of the blue.
Uggh, I forgot he would be here. Not that anymore masks in the mix would matter. I'm in for a long night regardless.
"Oh he's over here," he looks behind him then whistles, "Hayato! Come here."
That was kinda funny, Hayama getting treated like a dog by his father, I can't help but chuckle.
Hayama walks up casually but puts up a shocked expression when he looks at me. Quickly he forces a smile and greets us.
"Good evening, it's nice to see you all!"
"Good evening Hayato! Wow, you look great, I'm sure the girls are all over you!" Haruno chuckles and looks to Yukino.
At first thought it sounds like a normal complement, but I feel that her comment held malice in a way. As if it was supposed to get to him. I'm guessing it's that Yukino isn't all over him? Now I am not too sure of their past but I do know something happened. It's probably about that.
It got to him alright, his smile dropped for a spit second when his eyes met mine. "Haha no, not me, maybe Hikigaya here." He brushes off the complement to me.
Thinking about his response makes me think... is he jealous? It's either that or he is just acknowledging our relationship. Ughh I'm confused.
"Oh Hayato, you know Hikigaya-kun?" Mr. Hayama asks.
"Oh yes father, actually we are in the same home room at school." He voices to his father.
"Oh so he goes to Sobu, and to be in the same class as my son thats quite impressive." He smiles to me.
It's really not. We're just in a normal class, maybe Yukino's class is impressive to get in but not ours.
"Umm thank you." I respond.
"Well than Mr. Hayama, we will see you around. Im sure my family hasn't eaten anything yet so they must be starving." Mr. Yukinoshita exclaimed.
It kind of feels weird being referred to as apart of their family... it's only been like two weeks. Isn't that really risky?
As me and Yukino were giving opinions on the different types of cheese cake Mrs. Yukinoshita walks over to us. We were out of the way in a corner sitting on a couch with two plates full of snacks hoping not to be bothered by anyone. It was working, no one had approached us until now.
"You two are quite hard to find." She says sitting down next to Yukino.
"Would be harder if you daughter didn't have a spotlight on her everywhere she goes." I joke.
It is true though, at school, and even in a place like this where everyone is at their best, she still manages to turn heads. She really is beautiful...even certain parts that still have room to grow look good...
Upon hearing my compliment Yukino blushes... Stop looking at me like that.
"Haha anyways I really am quite thirsty," she turns to her daughter, "Dear, do you mind getting me some water?" She finishes with a serious smile.
"Oh, yes mother," Yukino gets up, "I will be right back then."
As Yukino starts walking towards the bar, I turn to Mrs. Yukinoshita, "You could have just asked for a moment with me." I say annoyed of her antics.
"So you did expect this then?" She states as she looks around the room.
"I mean there has to be a reason for me being here tonight, am I right?"
"Yes, there is a reason, in particular this conversation,"
I guess its time then, what ever she has in store I have to be ready for it.
"I see."
"No need to be worried though, what do you think of the event?" She tries to calm me down.
"Um, it's good I suppose, the food is great," I joke and take another bite.
"Yes," she smiles, "It often is, how about the people?" She questions.
"Um what about them?" I question.
"Just tell me what you think of them, based on what you have seen and heard here tonight."
I wonder if I'm supposed to honestly answer that or fake it. No I can't fake it she would pick up on it,
"I suppose one could say they are self absorbed people with nothing but greed on their minds." I say abruptly.
"Oh, anything else?" She gives a brief grin.
"Well...they are all faking emotions and acting like they care, then when a situation benefits them they act on it. Anything is on the table, lying, manipulation, acting, all that for money and power."
"I agree," She nods, "Do you think it's a bad thing?"
What is she trying to get at?
"Not really just umm, it's hard to explain, they're not necessary bad for it just... I don't like their motives."
"Oh and I suppose you think of me the same way?" She questions.
This catches me off guard, I look up from my plate, "Umm, perhaps, but I don't know your goals specifically so it's hard to say."
"Haha I suppose thats the best answer you could give." She laughs, "Well Hikigaya, you are correct to an extent. One look at these people and you could see what is going on. Everyone of us here has a goal and are actively trying to reach it. Even if it means trampling over others."
"Sounds tiresome." I say honestly.
"Oh it is, one must be attentive and careful or you will be destroyed, people will do anything for power." She states seriously.
"Mmm"
"Yukino is a part of this world, You know of the career path she wants to follow am I correct?"
I nod. I guess were getting to the point then.
"If she is to be involved in the family business in the future, she will have enemies, people will try to manipulate her or ruin her image. It's a cruel place we live in."
"Are you saying you don't think she can do it?" I thought she had been more accepting of Yukino's goals.
"No, I do think she is capable of doing what she aspires to do. However, I am just pointing out the dangers of this path."
"So why are you telling me this then?"
I am confused as to what she wants out of the conversation. I assume it's something important.
"I would like to know your views on the matter, what do you think should be done in the situation if she was being targeted?" She inquires.
"Mmm I'm sure there are ways out of situations like those, I mean you and you husband made it. Would you not be able to guide her?" I question.
I'm sure they have all ready experienced the proper methods of the corporate world. They should be able to pass that knowledge along.
"Yes, that is our role as her parents, but I am asking you, what do you think your role would be?"
You're talking like I know this life style...
"Umm, If you mean in the future? I suppose the same? Help her, protect her, anything that I could do..." I ask sort of confused.
She smiles, "And how would you do that?"
She really is testing me...
"Well, I suppose it would depend on the situation but I would do what ever it takes to help." I say seriously trying to get her to understand my resolve.
"Anything?"
"For the most part yes."
"Oh and what wouldn't you do?" She asks intrigued of my statement.
I don't like the way this conversation is going...
"Well, damage my reputation or that of those around me." I speak remembering the pain I caused the people close to me because of my flawed methods. "Self sacrifice or social suicides are no longer an option for me."
She grins hearing my response.
"I see, so you are willing to protect her?" She asks again.
I sigh, "Yes, but what are you getting at?" I say tired of being on edge.
She exhales, "To be frank I want you to switch career paths. Study in psychology like you were going to, but after, join us and help protect her and our family, you have a nact for manipulation and a great understanding of people. You would be a great help to us in the future." She say's confidently while staring at me.
After a short pause she continues, "I would like for Yukino to feel protected in the future. If you are there to support her I feel like she could focus on her own role without worry of being manipulated or used by other companies. I know me and my husband won't be around forever so I am actively trying to secure the well-being of the company with trusted people." She smiles.
"Of course that's not to say you will be in charge of it or get rich off of us. It would be a good paying job with a lot of benefits. Just learn from me and support my daughter or daughters as of now. I'm sure Haruno will be involved as well as she has been the chosen successor of the company for a while. My opinion has loosened as of lately, I think Yukino would be beneficial to the company in some manner so I am simply asking if you will help her in the future?"
The whole explanation was undoubtedly sincere, I know that for a fact.
This... is a lot to process, I guess this is why she was so accepting of me. She has seen how I manipulated everyone for the prom. I suppose she would like that trait in their company... Also my display of doing all that for Yukino show's how far I would go for her. She must really trust me...
"Did you tell anyone else about your intentions?" I ask wondering if Yukino knows and is okay with it.
"No, I thought I would ask you first, and I also needed to make sure you knew what kind of people you two would be dealing with and make sure you could see through them."
I mean it does make sense. She was testing me to see if I would be able help Yukino in the future. The only thing that doesn't make sense is why is she thinking so far in advance. Surely she could have waited for this conversation.
"Why me though? It doesn't seem logical to lock me into this when your daughter is only 17? Relationships break apart all the time."
Surely she's not missing that risk. I know I would never leave her...she has my life. But she might leave me, if I don't do my best...
"Well, your the first boy she's ever loved or even liked, I have presented her with multiple options throughout the past years and she rejected all of them. I was honestly starting to think she might end up alone. And when I saw a capable boy that she loved I knew you would fit the role."
"O-oh..." I blush at the thought...
That does make sense though, if Yukino never had an interest in suiters it would be exciting when she finally did, the same with my family I suppose. But what about Haruno? Is she not single? Another time...
"I have also had many conversations with Yukino recently, you are the only one for my daughter, and I believe that you think she is the only one for you, seeing as you gave her your life." She smirks
Even more blood rushes to my cheeks.
How does she even know that, has her and Yukino's relationship really grown that strong now? Not that I mind that she knows, it's just... it's a bit surprising.
"So thats why I am thinking so far in advance."
Okay, lets think for a moment. I do want to help Yukino and I wouldn't mind working with her. It's just I didn't want to be seen as relying on her family for money in the future.
"I'm not sure, I don't really want to rely on your family's company for money," I look at my hands, "It doesn't seem right."
"Oh do not worry about that," She grins, "If anything we would be relying on you."
She really is confident in my ability for some reason... I guess... maybe I could still write on my spare time... I could even start during university. I should at least try to sustain myself without their support.
"What exactly would I be doing in the company?" I question. After all I still sort of go by the 'to work is to lose' mentality but I am willing to work for Yukino's sake. That was why I originally wanted to be a writer, it's not really work in my opinion, you just think and then write your thoughts down...well maybe it is work, just less exhausting I think.
"To put simply you would be under my authority, you will learn how to control other CEO's and people of authority. As well as to tie up lose ends so to say."
Upon seeing the look on my face she quickly adds, "All legally of course, to put simply you and I would be overshadowing everything, make things go smoothly, protect our own from betrayal. Things like that. And if you're worried about anything I will guide you and make sure you succeed. With your skill set you are perfectly suited for a role like this, it would be a waste not to." She reassures.
Honestly, that does sound like something I could do, manipulate from the shadows, sounds like it's from a manga.
"Mmm, okay." I look to her, "I am willing to work with you in future to help her, but there is one thing I need to do first before officially accepting."
She looks worried, "What would that be Hikigaya-kun?" She asks respectfully.
"I need to ask Yukino if she wants me there. If she does I will be there. But if she doesn't, I will respect her decision." I say confidently.
It must be her choice, I can not intrude any further into her family matters without her permission. She has to know about this.
Her look of anxiety turns to a smile, "I must say that I really appreciate how much you care for Yukino Hikigaya. Well then, do ask her soon and let me know her answer."
I simply nod wondering if Yukino would even want me to be involved. I wonder if she still is thinking about that codependency thing. Now though, I have a solid reason for helping her.
She sits up and stares at me, "Thank you for your time tonight Hikigaya, and thank you for all you've done for my daughter."
Yukino then walks up to us.
I wonder if she was waiting for the conversation to be over before coming back.
"Here mother, some water," Yukino holds out a glass of water.
"Thank you Yukino," she smiles and takes the glass, "I suppose I should attend to some other matters, have fun you two." She walks off
Yukino takes a seat next to me, and once again I could breath. I knew something was going to happen tonight and I'm just glad it ended favourable. It is mind blowing she sees me in such a way. To offer me a job in the future after only meeting me a handful of times. It's crazy. I am glad though, she accepts me and our relationship. Now I just need to hear Yukino's thoughts on the matter. I do hope she accepts, I want to be there to help her, to protect her, to save her.
Pov: Yukino Yukinoshita
Watching my mother smile towards my boyfriend was well...confusing to say the least. The same woman that constantly scolded me for being less than perfect was now enjoying Hachiman's company. I know there must be a reason for the consultation, that is the reason I am standing here waiting. I'm just worried she has something planned, she has never acted like this before. I don't know what to think
As the conversation seemingly ends I walk up to them and sit down next to Hachiman after she leaves.
"What did my mother inquire?" I question as I pick up my plate off the table
"Oh, that... she just asked me what I though of the event and the people here." He relaxes into the couch.
Oh so just seeing if he's comfortable thats good. Though part of me believes she has a motive.
"Oh, do you mind if I hear your answer as well?"
I hope he doesn't completely hate these things. They may become apart of my, or rather our lives in the future.
"Um well, I have mixed feelings about these things, the food is great but the event kind of stressful," He scratch's his head. "It's like everyone is after something, they're all acting fake. And you know how I feel around those type of people."
Although I agree with his answer I still hope that he would come to appreciate things other than the food.
"Yeah, thats how I feel as well, though it is definitely better with you here." I muster out.
His face flickers showing brief shock to that awkward smile, "Haha yeah, I get that, I wouldn't have came if you weren't here thats for sure."
I knew that, it makes me feel special knowing that he would come to something like this for me. I smile and look back down at my plate.
I eat a piece of chocolate, it's good but not as good as the chocolate I made...
"I should have gave you those chocolates back then." I spoke softly looking at the plate.
Things would have been much simpler if I did. No need for the second prom or those unnecessary arguments.
"Pardon." He looks at me intrigued.
It's kind of hard expressing how you feel to someone you love, you don't want to make a mistake or forget something important. I am truly grateful for his stroke of courage that night.
"Um back during Valentine's Day... I made some for you, I just... I-"
"It's fine, Yukino," He cuts me off, "I mean there's alway next year right," He laughs.
It is quite nice how he has become so reassuring. But he gave me the perfect chance to mess with him.
I smile, "Oh and who's to say we'll still be together by that time?"
It kind of hurt me to say those words now, I'm not sure if this is something I'd like to banter about going forward.
"Huh? And here I was trying to be positive for once, it's not like you to take my cynicism." He jokes back
"I suppose," I chuckle, "Perhaps it doesn't suit me, I guess you can have it back if your desperate enough."
"Actually, I think we could go without such a trait in this relationship."
His answer make me laugh, "You really did change," I look into his eyes smiling.
I am very pleased with how things are going. He really is changing for the better.
"And who's fault is that?"
"Perhaps you could tell me." I retort in hopes that he acknowledges my influence. At least to an extent I know I helped him in some ways.
"Oh, I'm surprised your Yuki-pedia doesn't know." He laughs
"Maybe I do, it just needs to be confirmed, you know by multiple sources." I grin
"And what if those sources have mixed views on the matter?" He slyly teases
As if...
"Then one party is simply wrong and won't be getting chocolate next year." I threaten with a smirk.
'Gulp' he looks in fear, "Um well then, ugh a certain Y-Yukino Yukinoshita may have spred her influence." He said averting his eyes.
"Hehehe, thats better." I giggle
I didn't think this accomplishment would feel as good as it does. To so call fix his personality. At the start it felt bothersome but as time went on I found myself actually wanting to do it. To see him change his views. Now seeing him acknowledge his faults and try to be better is really satisfying. Im glad.
After a few moments of silence he broke the tension.
"H-hey Yukino... you still want to follow your father's footsteps right?"
Whats with that question?
"Um yes actually, I was planning on finishing a degree in business and then trying to prove to my parents that I could be beneficial to the company." I reply.
"Oh... um well your mother just spoke to me."
Huh? So thats what that talk was about. Hopefully nothing bad took place.
"Um yeah... is there something that happened?" I ask nervously.
"Well nothing to bad per say, but rather important." He scratches his head. "How would you like it if I joined you in that career path?"
What?
"P-pardon me?" I say confused on where this is coming from.
"Well it's just that you mother had told me that if you end up pursuing that career path, I would be beneficial to the company if I worked with you and the company."
"What? She said that!" I'm shocked
"B-but I still don't know if they will even accept my chosen path...mother still hasn't gave a definitive answer.." I explain
"Well...she did seem rather confident that you would be able to do what you want. And also, she's strangely confident in my ability's for some reason." He laughs.
This doesn't make any sense... it is good news, but I don't understand why it's happening.
And why would she accept both me and Hachiman?
"What did she say exactly?" I ask trying to piece the situation together.
"Well just that...she asked if I'm willing to protect you from the potential enemies in this career path. She want's to take me under her wing after university to show me the ropes on how to protect you. Thats pretty much it" He voices
"O-oh..."
This is really sudden.
"But what about what you wanted to do, you wanted to be a novelist." I ask worried that he will give up on his dream for me.
"Oh that, I could always do that on my spare time, it's not like you need a set schedule for that profession. Also that was just an idea I had, nothing was set in stone." He reassures me.
"But... I can't rely on you anymore, and if you are there helping me I will surely rely on you." I state uncomfortably looking down.
He should know that we or more so I have struggled with dependancy. I even told him that night...
"Yukino," He holds my hand causing me to look up at him, "It's fine remember, perhaps this reliance thing doesn't apply to us anymore. You know, considering I am not going anywhere, you will always have my support, so it doesn't matter if you use me. I am more than just willing, I want to help you."
His declaration has me speechless.
He's so precious, the way he looks at me is so sincere I can't help but accept him.
"Well, if thats what you want to do." I say in hopes that he would accept that offer.
It would be nice being able to work with him. He has a really interesting way of looking at things and getting things done. As long as he doesn't resort to his previous methods he would be an extremely valuable asset.
"Actually it is, I wouldn't mind doing it, it's just that you know I don't really want to rely on your family for income in the future, so I do hope I can make some sort of novel by the time I'm out university."
He really is changing into a ideal man. I'm so excited to go forward with him. He keeps getting better. I'm extremely proud.
"Okay well then, now we are partners in more ways than one." I smile.
It is now just after 10pm, we spent the last couple hours chatting, trying different foods and specialty drinks. Virgin of course, father has explicitly told me to stay away from alcohol during these events, as it would damage their reputation if I got caught, that goes for Hachiman too now. Although my father has given me a few drinks at home on special occasions, I must say the effects of it are rather interesting. I cannot say if I like it or dislike it at the moment. Though I can say for certain that it gives me some sort of confidence, which I desperately wish I had right now. How do I ask him to dance with me? I know I told him that we would stay out of trouble, but the dance floor is right in the front of the room. He would accept right?
I sigh and lean back into the couch next to him. Quite close to him, in fact our shoulders are touching. It kind of itched, his jacket on my bare shoulder, however I did not want to move. Not often have we been able to be close to each other, so I will take it.
"You okay?" He questioned
"Yeah," I smile at his caring side, "just getting tired."
"Yeah I can say the same, though the music definitely won't let us rest." He chuckles.
I look towards the dance floor. There aren't that many people using it, should I just ask him?
"Hey, do you want to go do something?" I ask hesitantly.
"Huh? I thought you were tired?" He replies.
"Well, this would take away the exhaustion," I smile.
Technically not a lie, excitement often replaces exhaustion when experiencing new things.
"Ugh, sure what did you have mind?"
I sit up from the couch and point to the dance floor while looking at him with a smile, "W-we could dance."
Please, please accept it.
He looks at the dance floor while scratching his head, "Umm, you know that's not really my thing, I don't really know how to-"
"Hachiman, it is just a dance, perhaps I will teach you." I smile.
He reluctantly gets up, and offers his hand, "Well then Yukinoshita Sensei, would you mind teaching me?" He says returning the smirk.
How impudent
"Yukino." I proclaim.
"Huh?"
I take his hand with both of mine. "It's Yukino to you." I state somewhat angrily.
I can't believe he already forgot...
"Oh r-right, Y-Yukino...My bad," He looks guilty averting his eyes.
I suppose I can forgive him, he does look rather guilty, and he is willing to dance with me.
"Well then, try you best dancing to make up for it," I joke and take him by hand towards the dance floor.
"H-hey Yukino, are we... are we going to continue the name thing after all this?" He looks forward to the dance floor.
Of course we are...
"Um... I don't mind... if your okay with it then I'd like to continue it." I say trying to hide my eagerness.
It does feel good when I hear his voice ushering my given name. It's like, proof of our connection so to speak.
"R-right, then I agree." He looks over to me smiling.
"Okay then," I smile back.
Im glad we're making progress in this relationship. Everything is falling into place.
"Well then, are you ready?" I ask as we reach an open area of the stage.
"I'm sure you know the answer to that," He laughs and faces me.
Has he always been that much taller than me? Even in heels he has me beat by a few inches, well he is a boy after all, and my boyfriend at that.
Starting at him in a trance, I brake my thoughts up and focus on the matter at hand.
"Do you know the two step dance?" I question.
"Um no...wait maybe." He looks confused.
I laugh, "Well it's a simple one, here," I take his one hand in mine and wrap my other around his back, effectively bringing one side of our chests into contact.
"You can wrap your arm around me then we can start," I look up at him to see him smiling down at me.
"R-right." He proceeds to hold me tight. The feeling never gets old.
"Okay, so we will take 2 steps forward and then one back, after successfully completing that we can move onto other dances." I exclaim
After a nod I take the lead. It was a bit choppy at first but after a while we began to move freely, it was bliss, watching him smile as we moved around the stage. The warmth he emitted and the small chuckles he would spew was worth the all the instances of being uncomfortable.
After mastering that dance I proceeded to teach him more complex dances that included switching positions and twirling me around. Again it was heaven. Much more exhilarating than the other one because of the advanced movements and connection points.
The world around us disappeared, nothing mattered other than this boy in front of me laughing as he guided me through the movements. Holding me in the moment, where no one else ever could. This is the person I love.
The song ends.
"Hachiman," I mumbled trying to catch my breath.
He looks down at me doing the same.
"Yukino." He forms a smile
The position were in clicks in my head. Both his hands are holding my waist directly against his. My arms are effectively encouraging this contact as I pull his torso into mine. Out faces are mere inches apart. I could feel his breath splashing on my face, I'm sure he could feel mine as well. And here I am staring into his eyes.
This happened once before with him, that day I would never forget. The infirmary, the day I knew I felt something for him. I mean why else would you want to kiss a person, I obviously had feelings for him back then. But now... I can... he's mine right... surely he wouldn't mind.
I take a glance at his lips marking my target and return to his eyes displaying possibly the most genuine smile I have ever shown. Then I strike, I push off of my toes and tilt my head slightly to the side as shown in the movies. The moment I reach his lips my world exploded, this new experience was everything I never knew I needed. His soft lips upon my own brought forth a connection bound by more than just words. We were together, a part of each other, he is mine and I am his. In this moment of joy I have no problems. I am alleviated.
As all moments do, good or bad, they come to an end. Though this one isn't done yet. As I retract my lips from his I open my eyes again to see his face. The cutest face in shock I have ever seen. His eyes are wide and mouth curling into something priceless. Staring into his gaze I see something I never have seen in him before. A sparkle, for a moment his eyes had life in them. Like they had been revived from the dead.
"Hachiman," I bury my face in his jacket.
"Y-Yukino... what was that?" He says still in shock.
"Hehehe, what do you think it was?" I giggle through his suit.
"Ugh... I mean...why?" He mumbles next to my ear.
"Huh? Did you not want to?" I question in fear I had made a mistake.
"No no!" He quickly reassured, "It was amazing... just... unexpected."
"It was, it was amazing." I exhale and tighten my grip on him.
He's mine, not anyone else's, only mine.
Pov: Hachiman Hikigaya
After somewhat coming back to our senses we decided it was time for a much needed restroom brake. I must have been the only person that night to smile the whole time while relieving myself. What a night...
After exiting the washroom I am waiting on the wall next to the female restroom for Yukino, the source of this smug smile.
"Hello Hikigaya," A rather annoying voice takes me out of my euphoric state of mind. I look over to the source. Somewhat surprised he used my actual name.
"Yo, Hayama," I reply.
Probably shouldn't have greeted him like that... This is a professional space.
He proceeds to lean against the wall next to me, "Your really amazing you know that." He says in a defeated tone looking onto the crowd.
"Pardon me?"
I'm not sure what he is referring to. And I hate getting complements, especially from people that don't matter.
"Your incredible... you got everything, her... even the approval of her parents," He looks at me, "I honestly didn't think you would get that." He chuckles.
"R-right," I reply thinking of how well everything is actually going. I am truly lucky.
"Well, I have one request for you."
Another request, I sigh, how many does this make?
"Service club hours are well beyond over." I retort.
"Hahaha," he fake laughs then takes a deep breath," no, this is a request upon men,"
"Mmm"
He hops off the wall and faces me, "Treasure her, please Hikigaya...she deserves to be treated like a queen." He smiles.
That was unexpected. What the fuck is going on tonight?
"I don't need you to tell me that." I sigh and look away.
By now it is pretty clear that he likes or liked Yukino, I mean I still remember the initial he gave when he told everyone of his crush.
I guess he finally admits to losing to me.
"Haha I know," he sighs, "But I needed to say it... not for you, for me."
"Mmm"
"So I guess were in this life together then, these sort events happen all the time, if its not my fathers it's hers or another mutual friend. It would be wise to get used to them," he says leaning against the wall again.
"I suppose, it's going to be a eventful ride."
A rather interesting life is in front of me I know that for sure. Not the one I wished for as a child but I don't really care about that anymore. I am satisfied with sharing her path.
"It will be"
I keep quiet hoping he would take it as the end of the conversation and leave.
Thankfully this worked and he hopped off of the wall and turned away, "See you around Hikigaya," He takes a few steps and turns around showing a grin, "Oh, and by the way, nice dance!" He smirked and proceeded off.
He saw that... Wait he saw that?! He ughh saw us k-kiss?
I blush realizing we had been in the open during that time. Who else could have seen that. Especially with her mom warning us to behave... we may be in trouble after this.
A tap on my shoulder brakes me out of my worrying.
"Hey Hachiman, thank you for waiting." She makes her smile known
"Ah, yeah no worries, what do you wanna do now?" I question, not knowing what else there is to do.
"Umm what time is it?" She pulls my arm out of my pocket to check my watch.
"Guess its already half past 11." I read aloud
"Yes," she lets go much to my disappointment. "I suppose there isn't much more to do, perhaps we can just go back to that couch and wait."
"Ah yes the hide out," I laugh, "Sounds good to me."
She smiles back and we proceed to walk back to the lounge in the corner. After a few steps she inserts her arm through the gap in between my bicep and torso and hugs my arm. Guess its like this now. I can get used to this.
Upon sitting down I realize we are really close to each other, practically side by side. I almost want to put my arm around her and rest her on my chest. But here is is the problem... I am a coward so to speak. My heart is telling me one thing while my brain states another, my thoughts keep conflicting until a choice is made for me.
The head of one Yukino Yukinoshita resting on my shoulder. Though not as comfortable as it could be, since my arm is stuck.
"Y-Yukino," I whisper
She raises her head slightly to look at me. My God her eyes are gorgeous. "Hachiman?"
"H-hey, do you think you could raise your head for a second," I spoke softly
She jolts up, "I'm sorry! I...I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." She frowns
"No no, its fine just...here," I take my arm and wrap it around her back pulling her into my chest. Much more comfortable.
"Oh, this is what you mean," She giggles before leaning onto me completely.
I sink into the couch holding the most precious person in my life, ah well maybe tied with Komachi. But the feeling is different, I have never really wanted to love Komachi, I just sort of did, it was subconscious. But with Yukino it's different, I just want to be able to say those words to her. Do I just start? I have been thinking of this for a while not knowing when to bring it up. Here it goes.
"Hey, Yukino c-can I say something?"
"Mmm," She answers still leaning on me.
"It might take a while, are you willing to listen?"
"Umm sure." She looks up at me
I look forward and start, "Okay, well... Throughout the past few weeks I have been trying to figure out how to put my feelings into words... it's been stressful for sure but ultimately a battle I needed, or rather wanted to fight."
She backs away slightly to look at me easier.
I smile at her and resume.
"I know that during that night on the bridge I tried my best and conveyed my feelings to you, but I have to say they we're insufficient as well. T-this kind of stuff is hard for me but please listen." I voice unstably.
She nods and turns towards me practically sideways on the couch and takes my hand in hers, eager to hear what I'm about to say. It's funny because I don't even know what I'm going to say.
"So, um," she squeezes my hand giving me some courage, "w-well, I'll start with what I like. I l-like being around you." I muster out.
"Hachi-"
"Wait...I want to lay it all out."
She closes her mouth and nods staring into my eyes smiling.
"So I...I like talking to you... you know, the banter we share, the meaningful conversation, or even simply talking about our interests, I like it all" I blush
"I like how you think, the way you want to help people for the sake of helping, not wanting anything in return. I like the way you always try your best regardless of the situation. And... and I like how your views on life are actually thought out and backed by logic, even if they differ from mine. I like how you actively think about things, it's the same as me."
By now she is showing me the most incredible smile. I need that in my life.
"I...I really like your smile, it warms me to the core when I see it. And when I'm not with you, I'm thinking about your smile. I practically think about you all the time... sorry if thats weird, it's just I have never felt this way before. Anyways, that smile...I want to see it more, it's like I desperately want you to be happy, or something like that." I chuckle.
"I also like the comforting silence between us when we read or recently I enjoy studying with you. I like your elegance, your knowledge, your personality, how you get shy sometimes or sometimes how you have the most amazing confidence, ready to change the world. I like-"
A tear streams down her face, I was not expecting that, why did I think she would sit there emotionless... dumb ass.
I brush off her tear with my thumb holding onto her face.
"H-hey, are you okay?" I whisper.
"N-no," She musters out before completely unleashing.
She throws her self into my arms hugging me fiercely while solemnly crying on my shoulder.
I embrace her into quite the awkward hug, with her practically kneeling on the couch above me.
"Y-you okay Yukino?" I question as a stroke the top of her perfect hair.
"Y-you idiot... you have no idea how that makes me feel," her crying turns to a mixture of deep breaths and laughter. After a few moments she composes herself.
Imagine what she'll do when I say it...
"I'm sorry." She backs away from me smiling into her previous spot, "I'm sorry please continue." She wipes her eyes clear and grabs my hands again.
I look her in the eyes and smile.
"R-right well... I like pretty much every thing about you, even the annoying traits, they are a part of you and I like them for that. I like your values and your morals. I know it's weird to throw this in here but I like they way you look. Your hair, your eyes, your face, your stature, I like it all. It just adds to the pot."
She's back to smiling again, almost in tears. Though I could go on forever I need to end it soon.
"I like the atmosphere when we're together, alone or with others, when your around I am much happier. I feel relaxed with you, like I can share anything and you actually care and give honest feedback. You have taught me a lot of things throughout the past year and I could not be more grateful."
"The most impressive thing that you taught me indirectly, is that I can make you happy. Seeing you smile so much recently proves this. I can finally love myself for something...and that brings me to this...you, you are now a part of me. So by extension... I ugh, I-"
Screw it.
"I love you, Yukino." I exclaim squeezing her hands and staring into her eyes.
A massive weight instantly lifts off of my shoulders. And then comes back... in the form of Yukino.
Once again in an embrace, this time though I know were both crying... how troublesome. Yet I have never felt better. A wave of relief, joy, and a multitude of emotions flow through my head.
A simple word, love, a word I finally found the meaning to. It's base definition is only a guideline. The real meaning is what you make of it. The word love isn't a summary of my feelings. It is my feelings. It's everything I had just said to her and probably more but then we would have been here all night. Nevertheless, I have found my truth, something real, something genuine.
Pov: Yukino Yukinoshita
"Hey wake up!" A voice calls out to me.
Huh? Wake up? But I feel so warm... I don't want to leave this comfort. I am engulfed within a satisfying aura. A place where nothing could harm me, nothing to worry about...
"Yukinoooo," a flick on my forehead snaps me back into consciousness.
When I open my eyes I see Haruno grinning ear to ear.
"Nee-san w-what are you doing here?" I ask still unaware of the situation.
"Hmm I think I should be asking you that, or rather you two."
Her words cause me to assess my surroundings.
Oh I'm still in the event hall, ah right me and Hachi-
Wheres Hachiman?!
I try to get up when I realize an arm is holding me in place. His arm is holding me against his chest.
I blush in the realization that I had just slept leaning on to him. It was amazingly relaxing for sleeping sitting up on a couch.
I look up to see his sleeping face, how cute...
"Hachiman" I whisper trying to wake him so he can join me in my embarrassment. This was all his fault after all.
I remember the cause of this situation. This mans words touched my heart in a way no one else has ever done. How in the world did we fall asleep after such a declaration.
"Hachiman" I say quite a bit louder
"Huh" He opens his eyes, back to dead fish eyes I suppose. I still remember the sight, twice tonight actually, after we k-kissed and when he said those beautiful words to me. I hope one day they retain their shine for good. They were the most attractive eyes I have ever seen during those moments.
"Good morning," I laugh at his confusion
"Huh!" He jolts and releases me, "Umm wh-what um, time it is." He spurts out looking back and forth to me and Haruno
I miss his warmth already...
"Hahaha what was that Hikigaya, please don't tell me your having a stroke," Nee-san jokes.
Hachiman lowers his head into his palms, "Ughhh, is it time to leave?"
That is a good question although I do knot know how long we slept for, I am sure it is quite late.
"Haha yes it is getting close to that time," Haruno chuckles.
I stand up bringing my arms above my head to stretch, "ah, Hachiman what time is it" I yawn and look around the room. Not to many people left probably around 50 now.
He checks his watch as he stands up, "Damn already 1:30"
"Yes well we should get going, mother and father are waiting at the exit for us." Haruno states and turns to the exit.
As Hachiman follows suit, I remember another goal I had for the night.
"W-wait" I exclaim
They both turn their heads in confusion
I walk up to Hachiman, "I um... do you think you could take a picture of us?" I ask Haruno.
"Huh?"
"Haha, of course but I don't have my phone on me, you know because of the dress and all." She states
Neither do I...
I look towards Hachiman trying to appeal to him.
"Umm, fine, use mine, I'll send the picture to you later." he passes Haruno the phone.
"Thank you"
I just hope I look presentable, we did just fall asleep for a couple hours. Crying as well. I pat my hair in attempt to elevate the chance at a decent picture.
"Come one you two get closer, how can you call yourself a couple when your so far apart." She laughs.
"I mean you two were just sleeping together this shouldn't be a problem."
I blush, why must she use such suggesting words, I mean technically they are true but to outsiders that sounds untoward.
"Hachiman hold her you idiot!" Haruno expressess.
For once I am grateful for her input as Hachiman follows her command and wraps his arm around my back and looks towards Haruno.
"Smile!" She shouts
The flash blinds me and the photo is taken. I walk up to Haruno trying to check out the picture.
"Hey what are you doing?" I question as I see her on his messenger app.
"Huh? Oh not much, just sent myself the photo." She laughs
"Huh, what? why?" Hachiman states grabbing his phone from her.
"Haha to post on Line of course, I need to show you two off, you guys are the fruit of my labour after all." She smiles and starts to walk away
Ughh this may cause a problem...
"Haruno." I sigh.
"Come on now, it's getting late" She waves us to follow.
"I guess thats that, I just sent it to you as well." The voice on my left picks up my mood.
"R-right"
The next part of the night was fortunately uneventful, for the rest of the night was packed full of memories. The time is just after 2am, we had just dropped Hachiman off at his house and are on the way home. Everyone was quiet after a long night of socializing though Haruno and my Father were extremely drunk. You would think for being such professional individuals they would at least limit themselves during events like these.
As we enter the house I am unfortunately given notice that my night is not quite over.
"Yukino, would you mind waiting for me in the greeting room for a moment?" My mother inquires.
"Can't this wait, I am really tired tonight." I sigh
"This will only take a moment," she states and walks into the house and up the stairs towards the bedrooms.
My Father and Haruno then proceed to follow her into the house presumably to go to sleep.
I take off my heels and sit down on a couch just wanting to sleep. Surely this isn't that important.
As I am starting to dose off my mother walks into the room and sits down across from me.
"How was your night Yukino?" She starts
"It was fine mother," I put it simply hoping to move this conversation along.
"Thats good, did you enjoy your dance?"
Huh did she know about it?
"Y-yes it was nice."
"Yes it did look fun, I was watching." She smirked
O-oh... the kiss, she knows. I couldn't be bothered to hide it then, it would have been a waste to pass up a moment like that.
"Oh I see," I reply slightly blushing
"Now I am not disapproving of your actions tonight as they were acceptable in the circumstances of the event, even some of our supporters saw and thought it was quite cute," she chuckles
Of course there were more people that saw...
"But I do have to say that it is obvious from that display that you are growing up. You are becoming an adult just as your sister has, and like your sister you need to hear this, though I'm sure you already know." She returns to a serious tone.
What is she talking about?
"I trust your judgment on the matter but if someday you decide you want to take the next step in your relationship with Hikigaya, be sure to be careful."
She takes out a box and sets it on the table in between the couches. A box of condoms...
I'm extremely hot. In a matter of a few moments I am wide awake in shock that my mother brought up and is seemingly okay with me having intercourse.
"Uh, I," I start sweating not knowing what to say.
I mean sure at some point I want to experience that with him but not for a while. There are many things we need to go through first.
"Don't think to much about it tonight, I just wanted to get this conversation over with, I trust that you know what is best for you and also bare in mind the consequences of your actions, getting pregnant young would effectively ruin your life along with his."
I could only nod at that. My thoughts are still going a mile a minute.
"Another suggestion, if you desire you can call our family doctor and he can prescribe birth control pills for you, if you decide to go that way he will explain the details of it. You can do that whenever you like... just please Yukino, be careful." She explains with possibly the most sincere facial expression I have ever seen on her.
"R-right" is all I can muster out.
She stands up, "Alright then Yukino, thank you for listening and also for coming tonight, good night." She exclaims and walks into the house.
What just happened?
My mother is okay with me sleeping with him?
W-what?
Frankly I don't understand at all, why is she so supportive and accepting all of the sudden? It's kind of scary, it's not like I can talk to Hachiman about this...not yet anyway, maybe Haruno? She did say Haruno got that talk. I'll ask her sometime.
After a few moments I gathered the energy to stand up. Staring at the box of protection, part of me didn't want to take it to preserve my image as their innocent daughter but the other part of me wanted to accept it, one day they might come in use, and mother would rather know I have them then not. Since not taking them could mean I could be doing it without them.
I hesitantly take the box and inspect it while walking to my room. Looking at the size chart on the side of the box prompts another thought into my head. How big is it?
I really am a lewd girl. I used to bad mouth other girls for talking about this kind of thing and now look at me...
After entering my room I open up my undergarments drawer and stash the box in the back behind some of my pieces.
I should probably shower, the long night has caused me to sweat quite a bit.
I am grateful that in this house my room has a built in bathroom. A perk of being back home I suppose. I take out my pyjamas, a pan san style set, the softest of my nightwear.
Throughout the whole shower I reflected upon the events of the night. So many amazing things. A part of me feels like we were moving to fast but it just felt so right. In the moment it felt natural, like we were just following a path someone set out for us.
We talked, got to know each other a bit more. Apparently, we may be working together in the future.
We danced, quite the experience. I would say that was probably the most fun part of the night. The way he spun me around and laughed during that time was priceless.
We kissed, a physical expression of our feelings. The moment called...so I took it. I don't regret it at all, the experience was amazing. I can still remember the feeling of his lips
All these were great, but not the best thing by far.
What I'm thinking about is none other than those beautiful words of his. His explanation of his feelings. All the things he said to and about me made my heart melt. I'm crying just thinking about it. At least I'm in the shower...
"I love you, Yukino" mmm I wish I had that recorded.
The words were so impactful they somehow put me to sleep.
I laugh thinking about it.
I love it. I love my life. I love it all. I love him.