-Chapter 10-

-Santana pov-

"You need to stop coming in here" I glare at my dad "I mean this is too much for the month of June! It has only begun!"

"June?" My dads eyes go wide "What happened to April?"

"Santana!" I look as Berry runs into my room "How are you? I am here just in time for lunch...I was thinking..maybe we could have our date here?"

"No" She looks at me confused "No"

"I mean it is not ideal but it wou~"

"No I mean no to dating you" I see her steel her face but I can also see a tear in her eye "What am I missing?! How is it June? Why is my head wrapped? Why do I have a massive headache?!"

"I-I think I need to go" Rachel walks out and back in with a basket "I will leave this here for you...goodbye"

"That was not right Santana" I roll my eyes as my dad walks to the door "I will be back in a minute"

Dad walks out and I sigh. I look at the basket and shrug. I might as well see what she made. I struggle but eventually get up and over to it.

I bring it to the bed and sit down. I open it and look at everything in it. There is a lot of my favorite food in here. It all looks handmade too.

I find a Walkman and a cd also. It is obviously a burned one. I pop it in and put in the headphones. My heart melts at the voice coming through.

-Rachel singing-

We'll do it all

Everything

On our own

We don't need

Anything

Or anyone

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know

How to say

How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much

They're not enough

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time

Chasing cars

Around our heads

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where

Confused about how as well

Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here

If I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I look in the basket and see a paper. I pull it out and look over it. Tears form in my eyes as I read it. She did all of this for me.

'I have a few songs recorded on this for you. I really want us to work out. I know you build up your walls and are scared about being out. I will always be beside you because that's what a good girlfriend does!

Well almost girlfriend! Maybe after you read and listen we can have another date! Just not in a hospital obviously. Here is to the next dates!'

I look at the Walkman and push next.

-Rachel singing-

Yes! So crazy right now!

Most incredibly, it's your girl, B

It's your boy, Young

You ready?

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no (Oww!)

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

Geah! History in the making

Part two!

It's so crazy right now

I look and stare so deep in your eyes (I)

I touch on you more and more every time

When you leave, I'm begging you not to go

Call your name, two, three times in a row

Such a funny thing for me to try to explain

How I'm feeling, and my pride is the one to blame (Yeah)

'Cause I know I don't understand

Just how your love can do what no one else can

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your love's got me looking so crazy right now (Your love)

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your touch got me looking so crazy right now (Your touch)

Got me hoping you'll page me right now (Hey)

Your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now

Looking so crazy, your love's got me looking

Got me looking so crazy in love

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh no no

When I talk to my friends so quietly

("Who he think he is?") Look at what you did to me

Tennis shoes, don't even need to buy a new dress

If you ain't there, ain't nobody else to impress

It's the way that you know what I thought I knew

It's the beat that my heart skips when I'm with you

But I still don't understand

Just how your love can do what no one else can

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your love's got me looking so crazy right now

(Oh, crazy, your love)

Got me looking so crazy right now (Your love)

Your touch got me looking so crazy right now (Oh, your touch)

Got me hoping you'll page me right now

Your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now (Hey)

Looking so crazy, your love's got me looking

Got me looking so crazy in love (Geah!)

I'm looking so crazy, your love's got me looking (Woo!)

Got me looking so crazy in love

I'm warmed up now, let's go

Young Hov, y'all know when the flow is loco

Young B and the R-O-C, uh-oh (Oh)

O.G. Big Homie, the one and only (Oh, no)

Stick bony, but the pockets is fat like Tony (Oh, no)

Soprano, the ROC handle like Van Exel

I shake phonies man you can't get next to

The genuine article, I do not sing though

I sling though, if anything, I bling yo

A star like Ringo, war like a Green Beret

You crazy? Bring ya whole set

JAY-Z in the Range, crazy and deranged

They can't figure him out, they like, "Hey, is he insane?" (Oh, no)

Yes sir, I'm cut from a different cloth

My texture is the best fur: chinchilla

I've been iller than chain smokers

How you think I got the name Hova?

I been realer, the game's over

Fall back, Young

Ever since I made the change over to platinum

The game's been a wrap, one

Got me looking, so crazy, my baby

I'm not myself lately, I'm foolish, I don't do this

I've been playing myself, baby, I don't care

'Cause your love's got the best of me

And baby you're making a fool of me

You got me sprung and I don't care who sees

'Cause baby you got me, you got me

You got me, you got me so crazy, baby

Hey!

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your love's got me looking so crazy right now (Your love)

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your touch got me looking so crazy right now (Your touch)

Got me hoping you'll page me right now

Your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now

Looking so crazy, your love's got me looking

Got me looking so crazy in love

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your love's got me looking so crazy right now (Your love)

Got me looking so crazy right now

Your touch got me looking so crazy right now (Your touch)

Got me hoping you'll page me right now

Your kiss got me hoping you'll save me right now

Looking so crazy, your love's got me looking

Got me looking so crazy in love

"God Berry" I take the headset off and sigh "Dad what happened?"

"I hate your mothers six sense and the fact it passed onto you" I smile as he walks in "Let's start from April to yesterday"