-Chapter 10-

-Rachel pov-

"She forgot about meee!" I cry as I shove another spoonful of ice cream into my mouth "Just leave me to wallow in self pity and pain!"

"Sweetie you are lactose intolerant and became Vegan because of it" Dad tries taking the tub away "Stop doing this to yourself"

"Bite me!" I move the tub farther away from him "I deserve this!"

"You keep watching the titanic and groaning in pain!" I glare at daddy and he sighs "Princess please"

"This is the best part so shut up!" I grab the remote and turn it up "This week has been hell!"

-Rachel singing-

Every night in my dreams

I see you, I feel you

That is how I know you go on

Far across the distance

And spaces between us

You have come to show you go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

Love can touch us one time

And last for a lifetime

And never let go 'til we're gone

Love was when I loved you

One true time I hold to

In my life we'll always go on

Near, far, wherever you are

I believe that the heart does go on

Once more you open the door

And you're here in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

You're here, there's nothing I fear

And I know that my heart will go on

We'll stay forever this way

You are safe in my heart

And my heart will go on and on

"Rachel baby" I look at dad and see he looks serious "You are getting gas, you stopped exercising, and you honestly stink a little"

"She will never love me!" I break down and they both hold onto me "I am a loser!"

They try their best to comfort me but it fails. I feel so much more broken then ever before. I am the loser they all knew I was. I am going to end up forever alone in life.

-Time skip-

Naps are my friends now. They never betray me until I wake up. Stupid reality has to disappoint me everyday. Waking up is not fun sometimes.

I groan and trudge my way to the door. Someone keeps hitting the doorbell. I open the door and see no one there. I look down and see a Walkman with a note.

'Press play'

I slowly pick it up and put in the headphones. I look around trying to find someone. When I see no one I sigh. This is probably going to be terrible.

-Santana singing-

Ohhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhhh ohhhhhhh

Oh, her eyes, her eyes

Make the stars look like they're not shinin'

Her hair, her hair

Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful

And I tell her everyday

Yeah

I know, I know

When I compliment her she won't believe me

And it's so, it's so

Sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me, "Do I look okay?"

I say

When I see your face (face, face...)

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing (amazing)

Just the way you are (are)

And when you smile (smile, smile...)

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause, girl, you're amazing (amazing)

Just the way you are (are)

Yeah

Her lips, her lips

I could kiss them all day if she'd let me

Her laugh, her laugh

She hates but I think it's so sexy

She's so beautiful

And I tell her everyday

Oh you know, you know, you know

I'd never ask you to change

If perfect's what you're searching for

Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking if you look okay

You know I'll say,

When I see your face (face, face...)

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing (amazing)

Just the way you are (are)

And when you smile (smile, smile...)

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause, girl, you're amazing (amazing)

Just the way you are (are)

The way you are

The way you are

Girl, you're amazing (amazing)

Just the way you are (are)

When I see your face

There's not a thing that I would change

'Cause you're amazing (amazing)

Just the way you are (are)

And when you smile

The whole world stops and stares for a while

'Cause, girl, you're amazing

Just the way you are

Yeah

I smile and go to stop the music but another song starts.

-Santana singing-

It's a little bit funny, this feeling inside

I'm not one of those who can easily hide

I don't have much money, but, boy, if I did

I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, heh, but then again, no

Or a man who makes potions in a traveling show

I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do

My gift is my song, and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song

It may be quite simple, but now that it's done

I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss

Well, a few of the verses, well, they've got me quite cross

But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song

It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting, but these things I do

You see, I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue

Anyway, the thing is, what I really mean

Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song

It may be quite simple, but now that it's done

I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words

How wonderful life is while you're in the world

"Oh Santana" I wait before taking off the headphones "You know how to get to a music girls heart"

I walk back into the house with a smile on my face. Maybe things can be good after all.

-Santana pov-

"So next step?" I nod and we pull away "What's next captain?"

"My memory" I stop at the light and look at my mom "We get it back so I can get her back"