Chapter 1
Jennie
Present Day
Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap.
"You look busy, Letty," Mr. Yang interrupts in a gruff tone. "I'll just pop in and see if Lisa wants to grab lunch."
Jennie.
My perfectly manicured fingers, which were typing away on the keyboard, pause as I lift my gaze to the old man. His beady eyes flit over my silky white blouse to where my full breasts are barely encased in the buttoned-up shirt, slightly jiggling with movement. I purposefully still my body and bring my fingertips to my slender neck to touch the string of pearls my mother gave me long ago to distract him. The action hides my breasts from the leering old man, and he drags his gaze back to my face.
I stiffen but force a polite smile to my lips. "Actually, she's in a very important meeting," I lie to him as I stand. "I'll have her get back to you later, sir."
He seems mildly irritated, but I flash him a winning smile that's more convincing than the first one. "You're her favorite client, you know," I tell him in a conspiratorial whisper. "I know she'd much rather be downing sushi and sake with you than having to hash out the purchase of that Japanese hotel from Mr. Adachi. Those two have spent so much time discussing it. I'll be glad when they decide on a price, so that Ms. Manoban can handle her less complicated business." I make a simple motion of my hand to gesture at him.
His white brows furrow together and he rounds his shoulders, as if the motions will make him taller. More formidable. Powerful. With a huff, he shoots an unnerved glare at Lisa Manoban's door. "Tell her we can go out for celebratory drinks later in the week. I'll accept her offer on my resort. Make sure she gets the message right away."
He storms off, and my false smile morphs into a genuine and triumphant one. With my chin lifted in the air, I strut over to the coffee machine in the kitchen. Ms. Manoban likes her coffee a certain way. Two spoonsful of sugar and one scoop of creamer. And I don't forget the sprinkle of cinnamon. I even squat slightly so I can eyeball how much sugar is rounded on the spoon before dumping it into the steaming liquid and then stirring.
The run-in with Mr. Yang only solidifies what I already know. I'm damn good at my job. After six years, I'm the best employee Manoban Subsidiaries has. Not long ago I was just a fraction of my current self. A sliver of what could be. Back when Kai pulled my strings. Long before I cut loose from him and danced in my own show called life.
The earlier smile fades at the thought of my ex-boyfriend, Kai. A dangerous man. Toxic and vile. I'd fallen hard for a man who tainted me in every way possible. It takes hindsight to realize how deep in his dirty world I'd sunk.
I'm jolted from terrorizing memories of Kai when I hear male voices behind me.
"This is the break room," Chanwoo from HR says. "We hardly ever come in here. Our assistants make our coffee. You'll be assigned an assistant as well."
I jerk my head to see the new associate, a handsome male, taking in my appearance with a slight hunger in his eyes.
"Ah, yes, Mr. Koo," Chanwoo tells him with a chuckle. "This is the owner's assistant, Letty."
Jennie.
"Will she be my assistant as well?" Mr. Koo questions, hope flickering in his eyes.
I suppress a shudder and force a smile as I clutch the steaming mug of coffee. If he keeps staring at me like he's undressing me with his eyes, I might have to accidentally dump this hot cup down the front of his slacks.
"No, she belongs to Ms. Manoban."
My heart ceases to beat at Chanwoo's choice of words. You belong to me. Kai's favorite saying still haunts me seven years later. This time, the shudder ripples down my spine and the coffee sloshes in the mug, stinging my hand when it splashes over.
Turning away from the pompous pricks, who are now laughing at my clumsiness, I snag a paper towel and clean the coffee spill from my flesh. It takes everything in me to keep my lips pressed in a firm line to avoid saying anything. Under my breath, though, I mutter, "I belong to no one."
When I reach Ms. Manoban's door, I visibly straighten my back and affix the same warm smile I'd used earlier for Mr. Yang before stepping into my boss's office. Just like always, her scent hits me first. Strong. Rugged. Spicy. I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy inhaling her unique smell.
I swallow down my silliness and focus on not spilling any more hot liquid on my hand. Walking in stilettos while carrying coffee sometimes proves to be a challenge. Thankfully, it's one I've mostly mastered.
The office is warm and overlooks the city. Lisa Manoban sits in her desk chair with her back turned to the door. I can see the top of her messy hair but every other part of her is hidden by her chair.
"Ms. Manoban," I say, a nervous wobble to my voice. I'm not sure why I get tongue-tied around this lady. After six years, you'd think I'd be immune to how beautiful she is and not act like a teenage girl every time. "I brought you some coffee."
I'm just approaching her desk when she says in a warm tone, "Thank you."
My surprise catches me off guard, and I struggle with what to say. However, a genuine smile graces my lips, and I feel my cheeks heat. "You're welcome, miss. I mean out of all the years I've worked here, I don't think you've ever thanked me." I let out a small, nervous laugh.
"You're an asset," she says, her voice firm.
This time, it's my neck that's on fire. I fidget with my pearls as I set the coffee down on her desk.
"That's so nice of you to say, miss. While I have your attention," I start, my voice wobbling slightly. "Mr. Yang—"
"Mr. Yang," she says with a chuckle. "You have nothing to worry about."
I begin to speak when she swivels around in her chair, her phone pressed to her ear. Ms. Manoban exudes power and strength. Her shoulders and upper arms stretch the suit fabric to its limit. She's hot as hell—sharp jaw, scarred eyebrow, chocolate brown eyes, just-fucked hair. Her full lips keep moving as she speaks—lips I've often fantasized about. An air of arrogance surrounds her. And, my God, does she smell good. She continues talking to who I now realize is Mr. Yang, and not me. I stumble back, horrified. I thought she was actually speaking to me.
But then I remember that Lisa Manoban doesn't speak to me. Hell, she doesn't even look at me. Just waves me away, as if me bringing her her obligatory ten o'clock coffee is a nuisance.
Well, fuck her and fuck her stupid scheduled coffee.
I storm away from her desk and can't help but slam the door shut. The sound has several other employees jerking their shocked gazes to me. I give them a scathing glare before smoothing out my hair.
I've had enough.
Nobody here appreciates a damn thing I do. And I do everything. Hell, Ms. Manoban wouldn't be closing on one of her most annoying clients yet if it weren't for my interfering. All it took was a little reverse psychology to have Mr. Yang begging to sell his resort.
I did that.
Not Lisa Manoban.
Me.
Seven years ago, I could barely look at myself in the mirror. Much less waltz around a corporate office with my chin held high and confident in what I was doing. During the first year after Kai, I struggled to find myself. The job I landed at Manoban was the beginning of that change. I evolved from the broken woman I was into someone strong and capable. I've put in my time. I have experience. This entire office runs like a well-oiled machine because I see to it that it does.
Absolutely nobody recognizes any of this.
I should have been the newest associate. Not weasel-eyed Mr. Koo. The kid looks fresh out of college—this is probably his first job. Yet, they're probably paying him double what I make simply because he has a pair of balls between his muscular thighs.
Fuck balls.
Fuck the Boys' Club.
Fuck them all.
"Where are you going?" Darlene, a woman old enough to be my mother calls out to me. She's Bambam Bhuwakul's assistant, who's the CFO.
"I'm going home," I hiss over my shoulder. "I'm sick." The lie feels easy on my tongue. I've never taken a sick day. Six years and not once have I called in sick.
"But Ms. Manoban has the board meeting at three. Who will serve refreshments?" she questions, her voice quivering because, heaven forbid, she have to prance around in that room full of monsters and wait on them hand and foot.
I swallow down the rage threatening to consume me. I could run circles around Mr. Koo, and yet he's the one with the cushy office. With the attention of the board. All I get is to ask them how they like their coffee. I've been here six years too long.
"Jennie," Darlene whines, using my full name, probably in a half-assed attempt to soften me. "Please. You know I can't do what you do. They'll eat me alive."
Slowly, I turn around and pin her approaching frame with a fiery glare. "Why do I have to be thrown to the wolves every first Friday of the month?"
Tears well in her eyes at my harsh tone. I've always been nice to her. We've even gone out to lunch on the rare occasion when both of our bosses have been out. I like Darlene. Her grandkids are cute, and I like watching her eyes light up when she talks about them. My misplaced anger at her simmers to a slow boil. I heave out a heavy breath and place my hands on my hips.
"Fine," I concede. "But I am taking an early lunch. I'll be gone for a while too. Make sure you get Ms. Manoban her one o'clock coffee."
Her head is nodding emphatically like a bobble head. "Of course. Enjoy your lunch, sweetie."
I give her a clipped nod before clacking my heels on the marbled floors toward the elevator. I'm going to finally give in and call back Slante Mortgages. Sean Slante has been trying to recruit me for months now. A part of me suspects it's because he has a thing for long legs and brunettes. But a bigger part of me hopes it's because my résumé is solid.
His reason for wanting me there doesn't matter. The pay is better and at least I'd have the ability to move up in the company. It isn't antiquated. There is no glass ceiling I'd have to beat my fists on.
I'm no longer Jennie Kim, a victim under Kai's thumb.
And soon I'll no longer be just another pretty face who makes coffee at Manoban Subsidiaries.
I'll be a valued employee.
That's all I've ever wanted.
To be cherished and noticed.
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"Letty," Ralph Darden, one of the board members, calls out to me. "A refill, please. Not so much sugar this time," he chides. He licks his lips as he shamelessly gawks at my breasts when I bend forward to grab his mug.
When I jerk my gaze along the twelve faces in the room, each and every one of them is buried in their paperwork. Nobody notices Ralph's sexual advances. I wonder if they'd notice if I smacked him upside his balding head.
Just once I wish Ms. Manoban would look up and notice. I've had countless fantasies of her rolling up her shirtsleeves and revealing her forearms before landing a punch in Ralph's face. It's stupid. Laughable really. Nobody can save me but me. I proved that seven years ago with Kai.
"Mad Man won't rescue you, honey," Ralph murmurs with a chuckle when he catches me staring blatantly at Ms. Manoban. As much as the nickname for my boss irritates me, I know he's right. That's one of the eccentricities about Lisa Manoban. She's hyper-focused to a fault. When she's working on a deal, she puts every ounce of her attention into it until it is solid and indestructible. It's what makes her one of Forbes magazine's most successful in America.
Ignoring Ralph, I make his coffee and set it down in front of him with a clonk. He gripes when it splashes over, but I start making my way over to Ms. Manoban to check on her coffee. We've been in here for nearly two hours as they've been hashing out the Yang resort acquisition. As soon as this meeting is over, I'm going to force Lisa Manoban to look me in the eyes as I slap my two weeks' notice on her desk.
A phone call to Sean Slante this morning turned into lunch where I finally accepted his offer. Sean is a fairly good-looking man, and in another life, I'd probably have gone after him. He's the type of guy who'd make a good husband and father one day. Successful and handsome. Friendly and polite. His interest in me is obvious, but I want this job to be about my skills, not about anything else. I want to prove to myself that I have what it takes. That I am more than a nice rack and a pair of smooth legs. Thankfully, Sean seemed to have sensed my strictly professional demeanor because he quickly slipped into business mode. By the end of our lunch, I'd accepted a position as a sales associate at Slante Mortgages. It entailed a lot more pavement pounding than I was used to, but I was looking forward to the new challenge.
"Excuse me," a man murmurs as he grips my wrist.
I'm jolted to the present as I glare down at none other than New Guy Mr. Koo. His weasel eyes rake over my chest, and he winks. Jesus, he'll fit right the hell in around here. When I start to pull my arm from his grip, he tightens it, forcing me to let out a gasp. I wonder if I'll have a bruise later.
"Let go of me," I seethe, under my breath.
Mr. Bhuwakul clears his throat and pushes his black-framed glasses down his nose to look over them at us. "Is there a problem?"
Koo releases me and shrugs. "I take Splenda in my coffee, sugar."
My eyes flit over to Mr. Bhuwakul's. He wears a frown on his face and darts his gaze between Koo and I, but when Ms. Manoban begins speaking to him, he turns his attention back to our boss.
Boss.
Not for long.
I almost laugh knowing today will be the last board meeting I'll ever have to serve at. Next month, it will be Darlene, or some newbie, who'll have to endure the sexist remarks and unwanted advances. It will be someone else who has to feel like they've been blasted back to the fifties when women were nothing more than an ornament on a successful man's arm.
Two weeks and I'm gone.
So long, assholes.