It had been two weeks since Olivia had told Elliot she had loved him and things between them had been perfect.
They'd spent every night with each other at either one of their apartments and she was worried she'd made it harder for herself now that Noah was coming home and she couldn't do that anymore but she'd thrown herself in with Elliot in all ways.
Trevor had come to collect his things about a week after he had left. He'd hired professional packers to do the job for him and she wasn't sure if that was out of laziness or a need to avoid her but it meant they'd gone the past two weeks with no contact. She knew now Noah was home she'd have to speak to him today, talk to him about what they were going to tell their son and what will happen going forward but right now was her last time for a long time she knew she would be able to wake up in Elliots arms and she was savouring it.
"Good Morning"
His sleepy voice is low so sexy she feels something stir within her. They'd been having so much sex she'd actually hadn't take a few off last week because she was getting too sore.
"Good morning to you"
Liv pushes her ass back towards him where she can feel the bulge he has woken up with.
He groans and pushes it into her ass and lifts his head up slightly so he can reach to place kisses on her neck.
"I never did get around to fucking that ass of yours"
She moans at the feel of him and smirks into her pillow.
"You never asked"
"Would it be a yes?"
"For you"
"Fuck Olivia" he whispers into her ear. His hand digs painfully into her hip as he tries to contain his composure at the thought.
"There's lube in the drawer if-"
Before she can finish her sentence he's leaning over her and into her bedside cabinet to find the lube and she lays below him laughing at his eagerness.
With the lube now in his hand he pulls back and kneels behind on the bed squirting it on his dick and stroking himself until he is hard. Olivia turns from her side onto her belly and looks back at him with a seductive smile.
"You sure about this"
"Mhmm" she agrees and nods as much as she can with her head turned to face him. "I want to try it with you"
They'd both been eager the last few weeks to try new things. They may only live a few blocks away but they led very different lives and they both wanted to understand the other's world, to meet in the middle to compromise and blend together their way of living. Though the new things in the bedroom were more for fun than for their future she was enjoying those things as well. Her and Trevor had never been very adventurous and Elliot was showing her a whole new world.
Elliot pulls at Olivia's hips with his clean hand for her to lift them up and he reaches out to pick up his pillow and put it underneath her. When she relaxes down onto it he takes a lubed finger and massages her entrance. When he pushes his finger inside her slightly she groans in a positive way so he goes a little further until she's arching her ass towards him eager for more.
"You ready?"
He asks as he continues to move his finger in and out.
"Yes"
Her reply is muffled slightly by the pillow but he pulls his finger out and lines himself up.
"Tell me if you need me to stop"
She doesn't answer him but she grips the pillow bracing herself for him to enter her. She feels the tip go in fine and he keeps moving slowly until he pulls back out and pushes into her again, going a little further this time.
The groan she lets out is low and feral as she eggs him deeper inside her. It hurts a little, even with lube but the excitement is pushing her past it. She knows he wants to let loose inside her and she can't wait to feel how good this could be.
Eventually he's fully inside her, his pelvis pressed to her asscheeks and they both groan together.
"Move El"
He takes it slowly at first. Holding back from pounding into her like he usually would until he could hear her moans were all from pleasure and no longer pain and then he quickened his pace. The hottest thing about this was the look on her face, the confusion of how good this felt and he knew she wanted more so he leans forward, leaning on his arm placed to the side of her while his other hand moves to the front of her and massages her clit.
"Fuck"
He grins at her moan, it was low and feral and the best noise he'd ever heard.
"You like that Liv? The preppy little princess like getting fucking in the ass?"
"Yesss"
She groans and he pounds into her harder. He loved the way she was a different woman in the bedroom. The prim and proper stepford wife would get down on her knees and get herself covered in cum when he wanted it. He loved that he could never predict what she would tell him to do to her.
"Where do you want me? Want me to cum inside you right here?"
"Mmm yes"
Her eyes were squeezed closed and her hands were gripping both sides of the pillow either side of her head. Elliot lays his body on top of her, leaving his one hand between her legs while the other grabs her hair and pulls her head back so he can whisper in her ear.
"Come Olivia. Remind me what i'm gonna be missing"
She didn't want to think of the fact that she wasn't going to see him, she didn't want to get sad half way through sex but when he moves his mouth down to her neck and sucks she forgets all of her sadness as the blood rushes to her brain. She starts to shudder underneath him and the feel of his body heavy on top of her makes the orgasm feel more intense. She's in the middle of screaming his name when he thrusts into her a few more times and empties himself to the sound of her coming below him.
"Fuck Liv"
Elliot collapses onto her, placing his face into the back of her head. He can smell her shampoo and he savours it for as long as he can before she is slapping his thigh for him to move off her. He slowly pulls himself out of her and falls on his back next to her.
"That was.." she starts but she has no words. She looks at him with a glazed look in her eyes and a content look on her face and he grins at her.
"Good?"
"Better"
He leans over to place a kiss on her lips and they lay there enjoying their last few moments before Olivia had to go back to the reality she had managed to avoid for the last few weeks.
Liv eventually gets up to jump in the shower and warns him she hasn't got the time for him to jump in with her and he chuckles to himself that he knew exactly what he was planning. Her heart feels heavy as she gets herself ready for the day and she feels bad for it. She had wanted nothing more than Noah home but she wasn't sure what it meant for her and Elliot.
She would have to explain to Noah about her and Trevor. The separation was something she'd decided to keep from him until he returned and she guessed Trevor hadn't told him either as he had mentioned nothing about it. She wasn't even sure if Trevor and Noah had even spoken since he had left her. Even if they had, she can't imagine Trevor choosing to take the hard conversations for himself.
If Noah took it badly she didn't know how long it would be until she could introduce Elliot to him. What if he never got past his parents separating? What if her son went totally off the rails? She was over thinking the worst case scenarios all the time.
Elliot brought her coffee into her bedroom. He places it on her dressing table next to her and kisses her head before sitting down on the bed with his own cup in his hand.
"How are you feeling?"
He could tell she was nervous about Noah coming home and he couldn't help but worry there would be too many complications with Trevor for him to have a place in her life going forward but he wasn't going to give up without a fight.
"Nervous. Excited. I've really missed him and i'm angry his return is going to be marred by this"
She was even more annoyed that she still hadn't heard from Trevor. Was he meeting Noah as well? Was he going to turn up this evening to see him? She refused to message him first, this was going to be a test for how things would play out going forward and she needed him to prove that he'd still be a good father.
"It'll be ok"
He had told her those words 100s of times the last few weeks but he still doesn't think she believes him.
"Yea. I hope you're right"
"Have I been wrong about anything yet?"
She grins at him in the mirror and she wants to believe him. She really wants to believe him.
—
Elliot had left not long after that. He had to get to work and she was collecting Noah at lunch time so she spent the rest of the morning making sure the house was ready for his return but giving him fresh sheets and making a list of all his favourite things she needed to get at the store before she collected him.
The morning had dragged on even though she had tried to keep herself busy but finally she was there waiting and when she saw the bus pulling into the school she jumped out of her car excitedly.
When she sees Noah exit the bus she wants to run over and scoop him into her arms but she waits patiently at her car. Leaning her weight from one leg to the other. Finally he is standing in front of her with his case in his hand and he opens his arms ready for her to rush forward for a huge, which she does right away.
"Oh my baby I've missed you so much"
"Mum! Please stop calling me baby"
"I'm sorry I just really missed you"
He pats her back as a silent way to get her to let go as her grip on him is only tightening.
"Sorry. Sorry" she says, finally pulling back. "I just-"
"Missed me. Yeah you said" he jokes, turning back to place his suitcase in the boot.
Olivia gets back in the driver seat and buckles herself up waiting for Noah to get in.
"So what do you wanna do?" She asks when he finally sits down next to her.
"I just wanna go home. I've missed it"
She was hoping she could put that off for a little while. Once they got home she was going to have to tell him about Trevor and she wasn't looking forward to it.
"Ok. No problem"
—
Olivia tells Noah to go into his room to unpack his suitcase and sort out his washing while she unpacks the groceries she had got before picking him up. She hadn't realised how empty the house had gotten recently. She seemed to have survived on sex and coffee.
It had only been a few hours yet she was starting to miss Elliot already. Even when they'd spent the days apart in these last few weeks they'd spent every night together and knowing he wasn't coming home to her tonight made her heart ache.
She knew he would be busy with work but she pulled out her phone to write him a quick text.
I miss you
There wasn't much to say but she wanted him to know that she was thinking of him and she wanted him to think of her. She places her phone down on the table and carries on unpacking the shopping but within seconds she hears her phone vibrate on the table with a reply from Elliot already.
I miss you too. Hope you're having a good day. Call me tonight as soon as you can. I want to hear your voice
It made her feel a bit better knowing she had something to look forward to, now she could count down to speaking to him on the phone at least. But in the meantime she had to talk to Noah.
She had finished putting the shopping away and had made herself an herbal tea and was sitting at the breakfast bar in the kitchen when Noah came out with a basket full of his dirty laundry that he placed on the counter top for her to sort.
"Noah honey. Sit down. We need to have a little chat"
She could see the fear in his eyes and worried this was probably every child's worst nightmare.
"Mum? What's wrong?"
He takes a seat next to her and waits for her to talk.
"It's about me and your father" she takes a deep breath before continuing. "While you were away we realised some things, about our relationship and well.."
Noah lets out a deep breath and laughs as a sign of relief.
"Mum, I know he's gone"
"What?"
"Dad called me a few weeks ago and told me that he'd moved out" he shrugs as if it was nothing. "He said you two wernt happy together any more and that you'd both met new people who could make you happy. Its cool mom"
"He what?!"
Olivia was furious that he had told Noah without telling her. She had been panicking for weeks over this moment for nothing and to top it off he had told them that they were both dating other people? She was going to kill him the next time she laid eyes on him.
"It's ok. He said he wanted to tell me because he knew you'd be worried to"
"Well that may be but I would have expected him to tell me that he had told you!"
"I think he expected me to but when you didn't say anything I knew you didn't want me to know yet so I just played dumb"
He shrugs as if it was no big deal to pretend you didn't know your parents were getting a divorce and she feels terrible.
"Oh Noah" she leans forward and hugs him, feeling like the worst parent in the world.
"Mom, it's fine! Honestly" he pushes her back and looks her in the eyes. "I didn't want to live with you two as you were. I want to see you both happy"
Liv can feel the tears welling up in her eyes at the strength and maturity of her only child. She had really hit the jackpot with him.
"Dad has said I can go and stay with him whenever I want"
"Hmm"
She doesn't want to speak ill of his father in front of him so she stays silent on that subject. It was still to be seen if he would make any more effort with Noah now that they didn't live in the same house.
"And you can have your boyfriend around those nights"
"Noah!"
Liv looks away from him, her cheeks bright red from blushing and she picks up her mug and takes it to the sink to busy herself to avoid talking about that.
"I think that's a subject for another time"
"Well dad said I can meet Dani when you're okay with it so i'm sure he won't mind me meeting him"
Olivia had been washing her mug out in the sink when Noah had been talking and her head snapped up.
Dani? That fucking …
Olivia has the best night with Noah. He persuades her to watch a horror movie that she normally tells him that he has no chance of doing and after a little catch up afterwards about his time at camp and all the thing he hadn't told her when he was there, he says he's off to bed to play the xbox and speak to his friends for a while before bed so they say their goodnights and Liv goes straight into bed herself so that she can cuddle herself in and speak to Elliot.
He answers on the second ring and she imagines he has been there staring at his phone all night waiting for her call.
"I was starting to think you'd never call"
"It's only 9 El"
"It's been a long evening without you"
"I know"
Her heart aches even more than it did all day at the distance now that she was in bed alone. So she pulls her phone away from her face and presses the facetime call button. He answers with a huge grin on his face and she moves the pillow that was on his side of the bed so that she can prop the phone up against it.
Elliot was out on the sofa when she called but he decided to take the facetime into bed and lay down, propping the phone up on what would be her side of the bed and laying down like she had.
"Tell me about your day"
She starts to talk and he listens to every word and they chat for hours about their days as if they hadn't seen each other in weeks. When she starts to yawn he tells her not to hang up.
"Let me fall asleep with you?"
She nods into her pillow and smiles sleepily at him.
"Goodnight Elliot. I love you"
"I love you too Olivia"
She lets her eyes slip closed and that's how they both fall asleep. Dreaming that the other is next to them.