Chapter 14: Coming Over

Derek couldn't believe he was really going to have her over at his place. He left her office not getting any information from her to meet up to talk later. He was surprised a few hours after leaving his office that she had sent an envelope that said confidential down to him… that had her number in it with a small note…

I am free after 4:30

Give me a call then, from what I can tell, you are done at 3:30 barring no complications.

He didn't want to call her just yet although it was a little after 4:30 pm. He wanted to wait until he was able to talk to Mark. He wasn't sure what to tell him, but he had to get rid of him somehow. Derek heard the door, staying seated on the couch with a beer in hand, knowing it was Mark.

"Shep… you are sitting there without the TV or lights on, drinking a beer, long day?" Mark said as he finished taking off his work boots, knowing Derek had been acting off since this afternoon.

"You could say that. I could really use some quiet for a little while." He said, hoping Mark would decide to leave.

"Well, a group of people were going for drinks… I think Lexie… I mean Airman Black is going to be there." He was her boss, and he couldn't start anything with her. He wasn't the relationship kind of person, and he knew she deserved more than that.

"Black, huh? Mark… you can't go there." Derek said, knowing he was talking to himself as much as Mark at this point.

"I know man, but she is… there is something." Mark said.

"Something… why is it though? It is something that is bad… that can't happen." Derek asked taking a sip of his beer thinking why her… why Meredith of all people, someone he can't have, but wants… on a level much deeper than sex. There was a connection… when his lips met hers… it was something much bigger than himself.

"I never thought I would want to actually date someone… or have someone more than sex, but Black, she would be more, and I am fucked." He said shaking his head, getting up to get a beer.

Derek noticed Mark was moving towards the refrigerator and Derek sighed. He didn't want him getting a beer and staying there. They had plenty of nights to drink together. "I thought you were going out?"

"I thought we would just stay here and drown in my wants and desires." Mark said opening the beer and taking a long first drink.

"Oh, I was hoping to be by myself for a little while. You know how I like my time every now and then and I need it now, right now." Derek said a little nervous, something Mark picked up on right away.

"What is going on?" Mark asked.

"Nothing, I am fine, just want to have some down time to myself." He tried to remain calm.

Mark studied him, something was going on, but he decided not to push it right now, he would worry about it later, "Okay, I am going to go and shower then head on up for a few hours. I know Cristina was going up there as well as some of the guys from the AE shop. Sure, you don't want to go?"

"No." Derek said definitively, "No, I am going to stay here and… relax." Derek wanted to relax, but his brain was on full power.

Mark just took his expression in; something was up. He knew Derek as well as Derek knew himself. He took one last look, shook his head, and walked towards his bedroom to take a shower.

The minute Derek heard the water running; he took a deep breath and grabbed his phone. He programmed her number in his phone and didn't use her real name. He just put G for Grey just in case someone happened to pick up his phone. He pushed the button to start dialing her number.

"AT1 Shepherd, I have been waiting for your phone call. Although I am shocked, I thought you would have called right at 4:30." Meredith said the second she picked up the phone.

He had no idea what to say; obviously she had gotten his number, which wouldn't be hard as it is on the re-call list. The re-call list is a list of cell phone numbers and/or a number that every service member has to have on file in case of an emergency, a problem that comes up, etc. "Yes, well, I had to… make arrangements. My place is free tonight." He stated.

"I will be there at 5:30. I will be hungry so have something ready to eat." She said seductively.

"I will have plenty for you to eat… don't worry about that. You make sure to come hungry and thirsty… you will have plenty to drink." He smirked, knowing just the thought of this was causing quite a rise out of him.

Meredith could feel herself grow wet… thinking about drinking… she knew exactly what she wanted. "I will see you… soon. Bye."

"Wait." Derek said.

"What?" Meredith stopped before hanging up.

"You need my address and directions."

"I will be there at 5:30." She said smiling to herself and hanging up. She looked all the information up before leaving work. She knew she couldn't just show up because he lived with Mark Sloan, although she could have him by the balls if she needed to, she was good at that.

Derek heard the phone click, indicating she had hung up. He wasn't surprised she already knew how to get there; it was her job to always be in the know. He noticed his very hard cock thinking about how much he needed a release. He had no idea what would happen when she got there although he wanted to believe… she would give him a release of some sort. NO, he knew it couldn't happen, but it was going to be hard… having her there. They had to talk about this… whatever it was they were in.

Derek walked into his bedroom, not able to keep himself from rubbing his cock through his pants, knowing he had to have a release, or he would not be able to make it. He quickly got his pants off to release his throbbing hard cock.

He moaned quietly as his thumb grazed the tip of his cock, he was hard for her… for Meredith. He had tried to hold back all day although at various times throughout the day, he wasn't sure he was going to make it. However, the quick phone call from her… he just couldn't hold back. If he didn't do this, he would have to just take her no matter what and tonight, they were talking… just talking.

His entire hand wrapped around his thick cock and started moving up and down, rubbing it soft at first thinking about her… Meredith. He was thinking about her tiny, sweet lips… and what they would feel like around his hard cock. He let out a quiet moan, not wanting to be too loud, but he didn't think he had ever been harder than he was in this moment, that is what she did to him.

He continued to caress his cock, picking up the speed as he went along thinking about her. He could feel himself about to explode and quickened his pace as his breathing was labored from the work.

"Fuck…" He said louder than he wanted as he could feel himself spilling over. His legs ready to collapse on him as he quickly fell backwards on his bed, trying to catch his breath.

He looked up at the ceiling and thought, what in the hell am I doing? She is off limits, and she is on her way over here. I have to tell her; I can't risk it… it is not worth it. No way… no matter what. My career…

After lying down for a few minutes, he heard a light knock on his door, "Shep, I am heading out. Sure you don't want to go?"

"No, I think I will stay here. I am sure I will find something to keep me busy tonight." He said grabbing his jeans to put back on to go out to say bye.

"Okay, I will be home later." Mark said as Derek's door opened.

"See you then, give me a call when you are on your way back." Derek said.

Mark thought this was strange but decided not to question him. He just seemed preoccupied and Mark would assume it was just work, if only he knew, "Okay." He grabbed his keys and walked out.

Derek looked at the clock and quickly realized it was 5:25 pm. He looked around the kitchen, trying to think of something he could cook for dinner. He was thankful he kept frozen shrimp most of the time because it was easy to whip up a quick dish of shrimp pasta with a light butter/wine sauce. He got out the peeled shrimp and got everything ready.

Mark got in his car and started it up. As he started to pull out, he noticed a Hummer driving up into the parking lot to the condos. He knew this Hummer and had seen it often. He quickly noticed the officer car tag – they were blue as the enlisted had red. Mark then knew…. exactly who he had seen coming out of that vehicle in the past. He had no idea what to think…. but, it all made sense now… he just wondered what the hell was going on. He knew there was something, but now… here she was and he was pretty sure Derek was well aware of her presence. He didn't know what to think, but he knew Derek… and he was a smart man, one of the smartest he knew. Mark would be there for his best friend in whatever way and if it meant being supportive, he would. Mark also decided he needed to let Derek talk when he was ready and knowing Derek, that wouldn't be long. They can trust each other with any and everything, he also knew Derek well enough to know he is trying to figure this out.

Derek was trying to assemble things and noticed the clock said 5:30 exactly when the doorbell rang. He instantly felt his stomach do a somersault, knowing it was her. He walked to the door slowly and opened it… seeing her standing there. His breath caught instantly seeing her… outside of work in her flight suit or whatever uniform she may be wearing. Her hair was down, curled lightly around her face. She wore some tight, skinny, dark jeans with some boots with a heel on them. She wore a small camisole type summer top that showed the curve of her perfect boobs. He could feel himself already perking up… and was trying to do anything but think about what her ass might look like… in those jeans.

"Are you going to let me in?" She asked, never letting her eyes leave his, she knew what she wanted, and she would get it… the forces were too strong.