Hi. I realized i never stated that i DO NOT own the rights to anything Star wars in this story. I'm poor so please don't sue me Disney. lol
I will add a Warning: this chapter gets SMUTTY !
Also, I'm sorry if it seems like I'm skipping a lot of time. it's all for good reason and i promise, ( at least in my head) it makes sense in the long run of this story.
let me know how you like it! (:
Months went by and She was finally getting use to being there. She absolutely loved the garden and spent a lot of time out there. Walking and meditating mostly. However, she really enjoyed using the training room too. Still not being able to use the force like she use to because Marr still wasn't comfortable taking the collar off yet.
Mara was teaching her how to use a blaster. Tip and tricks to be fast, silent and deadly. She also filled her in on everyone who worked there. The guards, Ms Marsh, herself. Mara wasn't just a servant, she was skilled in a lot of trades which made sense considering Marr used her on many missions.
The girls spent a lot of time talking, getting to know each other. Especially since Marr had council business often. Thought he was in the city almost every day she was more thankful he wasn't away actually at war. She'd spend almost every night having dinner with him alone if their quarters. Most mornings he was already gone before she got up. It was still strange to her that she was able to sleep in or sleep whenever she wanted without the Jedi order giving her assignments and constantly being told what to do by the masters.
She was a little bored. Well until Mara started training with her.
Mara owed her life to Marr. He saved her from slavery, took her in, gave her a home, clothes, food, trained her to become a rather Exceptional fighter. She also trained with many of the soldiers aboard his flagship. Most of his men thought she was a private hired bounty hunter. Not knowing she was an ex slave and now servant to Darth Marr. But she earned her respect amongst his men.
There was actually one soldier, commander actually, that really enjoyed her being around. Most of the other men didn't mind her presence, a handful of them, funny enough were scared of her.
Commander Fox was one of the few on the mission with Darth Marr who found and saved Mara. Besides Darth Marr he was the only other one who knew of her past and knew she was now his servant.
There was a difference with slaves and servants. Maybe not in some eyes but there was and Mara was more than grateful to be his servant than old Raleigh's slave. Many slaves, like herself, we're beaten, Raped, starved, abused in many unimaginable ways.
She was only 14 when the random luck of the universe sent Marr and his secret task force to her masters country villa. Her master crafted and sold weapons to the Empire and was found doing the same to the republic but also selling information on the Empire.
Marr lead a specialized Group of soldiers on an undercover raid. That's when they stumbled upon Mara and the other female slaves Raleigh had in the basement. Mara was the youngest of the 5 and also the only underage one. Which angered Marr even more. So instead of killing her master, Marr arrested him and took him to the imperial prison on Dromund Kaas where he was tortured and later killed for his crimes.
Before that, Marr freed the women, gave them clothes, food and credits. They all went back to their families or homeworlds to start a new.
But Mara didn't have any family left or even knew where she was from. So, Marr gave her the option of coming back to Dromund Kaas and working for him or he would drop her off with some credits wherever she wanted. Knowing she was too young to be out on her own she took the option of working for him.
He told her upon arriving at his residence "I'm not going to be like your last master and you are not a slave here…" She nodded and he continued. "Ms Marsh is in charge here apart from me. She'll look after you, She's very nice so I'm sure you'll like her. She also has two daughters around your age. She'll set you up in a room and whatever else you need while you're here." After that Mara became her 3rd daughter. In all honesty, almost everybody that lived in the residence was like a big family.
Marr might have been in charge theoretically, but Ms Marsh was definitely the boss, the Mother. She kept everything running.
She was like a mother, a confidant to Darth Marr as well. Her daughters and Mara were like little sisters to him.
Ms Marsh come to work for Darth Marr before the War, a few months after her husband passed away. She needed work in order to raise her daughters. So he hired her, brought them all here. She didn't have to pay for food or a place to live in return she did all the cooking, cleaning and whatever household chores there were. She didn't mind at all. In fact she loved it.
Marr was the son she never had. Even though she's know him for many years. Basically raised him. Ms Marsh was a midwife and nanny to Marrs old Master and his wife. Once their kids were grown enough they didn't need her anymore. That's when she and her husband decided to have their own kids. She ended up here after he passed away. Truly and extremely grateful for it too.
His guards were handed picked or built and trained by himself. Just like everyone else who lived there, they were free to have families and do what they wish, within reason.
Marr is probably the most laid back, nicest Sith Lord there is. According to his residential staff and now Satele.
Satele was now apart of it, kind of. She wasn't apart of the staff but apart of the household. They weren't married but in everyone's eyes and mind she was in fact Lady Marr. She was to be treated the same, if not better than Darth Marr.
It was known in the Empire that the women, wives actually, were the bosses, the ones who truly ran everything. Yes, the men were respected and Also the bosses but even they knew not to overstep their wives.
Men, the Sith Lords were in charge outside the homes. Most definitely on the Battlefields and ships. However, it was extremely unheard of for the wives to be with them when they left. They normally stayed home, took care of the children, worked, and socialized.
This got Satele thinking. 'Why hasn't he asked me to marry him yet?' When she first arrived he came right out and told her that he would fulfill his promises to her. It hasn't been a year just yet but she expected him to have asked by now or at least hinted at it. It was no secret they loved each other or the fact that they were sleeping together, not intimating. They lived together, did almost everything together. They acted as husband and wife majority of the time.
Oddly enough she was getting impatient about that. She wanted more, more than what they had, what she had. It was unlike her Jedi training to want more but she wasn't a Jedi anymore. Was she? After all this time away she figured they thought she was dead.
She thought about it often when she was alone, especially when Marr was away on council business, who had been gone since last night. Himself and the rest of the Dark council were dealing with matters of the war that Satele didn't really care about.
She never really wanted to be a Jedi nor did she really agree with all the things they believed or taught, but didn't wish any of them harm.
Honestly, she didn't care for either side of this war. She saw validations on some points on either side. When it came down to it she would fight whom she had to to protect those she loved.
She would protect Mara, Ms Marsh and her kids. Not that they would need her but Doom and the guards as well. She saw them as part of her family now. They were as close to a family that she had. That she ever had really.
With Marr, there wasn't a person in the galaxy she wouldn't fight to protect him. He was the one person she couldn't live without. They might not be married nor have they done anything intimate to indicate such 'relationship', she thought of him and loved him like he was her husband.
Satele was sitting in the garden on a bench, thinking of Marr, about him having to leave here and there for the war. This truly upset her. She decided to tell him, more like demand him to take her with him. She knew how to fight. She was very skilled and powerful. Whenever she didn't have a force suppression collar on.
She sat in the garden for hours without even realizing it until she heard his voice.
"Mara said you've been out here all day… is everything ok?" Marr asked with some concern as he sat next to her.
"No… I mean yes…everything is ok. I was just thinking." Looking around. "This place is peaceful to me, I find it easy to relax and clear my mind out here."
"What were you thinking about?" He asked her taking one of her hands.
"You, me, this war… where and what my place is now since I'm obviously no longer a Jedi." She signed, frustratingly. Even though she's enjoyed her time here she can't help to feel out of place. Lost even.
He knew she wasn't done so he sat there patiently waiting for her to continue.
"I know you'll have to leave and for who knows how long or when, but…" she paused, looking at the ground trying to to hold back tears. The thought of he leaving again without her. She hated it.
"But what?"
"I want to go with you when or if you leave…I don't want to sit here waiting for you to come back. I've done that for more years than I ever wanted to and I can't do it anymore… not now. Not when I can actually go and help."
Knowing she was right and he couldn't tell her no. "Satele, I'm a different man out there. I'm a Sith warrior. I'm cold, evil, I show no mercy. I give orders some don't always agree with. I can't hold your hand and kiss you when you want. The only private place would be my quarters, do you understand that? That means outside of there and here, I am Darth Marr. I have to be Darth Marr or it would be dangerous for us both. If you can accept all that than ok. As much as I want to say no, I know you're a stubborn ass women who won't listen or take no for an answer anyways." He said not coldly but not soft either.
"I understand, and I accept that… I could be of use though you know ? I can fight. I can help strategically, even though the order really only cared for my battle meditation, not that I'm as good as Bastila was. I'm rather good at following orders for being a stubborn ass woman." Smirking at him before continuing. "I'm very good with a lightsaber, even though I don't have mine anymore… I don't expect you to be all lovey and cuddly like you are here. Don't forget I use to fight in this war too. I know you are and have to be Darth Marr. I want to come with you whenever you go. Wherever you go regardless."
Smirking under his mask. He knew all this already, other than the fact that she could use battle meditation. That was a very rare gift from the force.
Then it hit him. She said Bastila… she meant Bastila Shan. He knew all about her from a military standing.
"Wait, you're related to Bastila Shan? The republic hero who redeemed Darth Revan? How did I not know this?!" He murmured to himself, surprised. "I do have a few conditions." He said standing up. "I'm outfitting you with battle armor." Putting his hand up as she opened her mouth to protest. "It will give me a peace of mind and it's non-negotiable. You'll be under my command following my orders and I'll need you to obey them. I don't take to insubordination."
"Armor? … do I get to match with you my lord?" She said smirking as she also stood up. Running her hand over his armored chest.
"Hmm, if you so wish my dear, I'm sure I could get a set outfitted for you in the future."
She purred into his ear. "Just not all black like some of these men have. Believe it or not I do enjoy colors." Laughing as she started off to their quarters.
Watching her lovely figure walk away he smiled and followed. He wanted to get out of this armor and take a long hot shower.
A lot of the time they ate dinner alone together. He enjoyed this alone time with her. He enjoyed all the time he had with her. But tonight was different.
He was acting nervous and quiet. Satele didn't know why. She figured it had something to do with the war or the council but she didn't ask, she knew he would talk to her if he wanted to.
That was the thing though. It wasn't about either. He had stopped to pick up a package on the way back. A very expensive, custom package. What was troubling him was the fact that he now had to ask a very important question when he gave it to her. He knew what the answer would be, at least he hoped he did. But he didn't know how to ask. Did she want a big surprising proposal? What is too soon to ask ? So many questions ran through his mind that he didn't notice her staring at him. "What ?" He asked. Sounding more irritated that he wanted.
His tone threw her back a little bit so she just shook her head, not saying anything.
She cleaned up after dinner and headed to the refresher to shower. She decided earlier that tonight she would try to 'offer herself' intimately to him. Thinking he wouldn't do anything without her permission. She figured the best way would be to simply not wear anything to bed and make the first move.
Even though she wanted this, really wanted this, she was nervous. 'What ifs' still ran through her mind. She thought to herself. 'What if he doesn't like what I look like.' She shook her head at the negative thoughts.
When she exited the refresher she notice Marr was laying on his back, No shirt, half covered by the blanket. She quickly got into bed and covered up.
She rolled to her side and put her arm around him like she did every night and pulled herself close. She waited for him to put his arm around her and kiss her like he always did, but he didn't. He didn't even look at her.
She instantly regretted her decision when she noticed he was in the same mood as he was at dinner. A knot formed in her stomach and she could feel tears starting to form in her eyes. So she quickly and swiftly rolled to the other side and got up from bed and went to the closet. Grabbing clothes and locked herself in the refresher.
Marr was lost in his train of thoughts and didn't even notice her get into bed, let alone notice she was naked when she did so. But her getting back out of bed brought him back to reality.
Turning his head to catch A glimpse of her before she disappeared in the closet. Then moments later seeing her go into the refresher is when he realize what happened. Signing hard, he knew he just fucked up. He got up from the bed and came to the refresher door and knocked "Satele what are you doing ?… what's wrong?" Asking as he could hear her crying inside.
Trying to get dressed she replied "N…nothings wrong, just go back to bed."
"Something is wrong or you wouldn't be in here crying with the door locked."
"It's fine, I'm…I'm just getting dressed."
"Why?"
Not answering him he asked again. "Satele, why are you getting dressed?"
Figuring he wouldn't go away without her answering and she clearly couldn't lie to him. She was hurt, mad, confused. "It's clear you want me dressed. I'm sorry if I repulse you… please… just…go back to bed." She snapped. The tears at this point wouldn't stop. She felt so hurt. She didn't understand what had happened. Everything was fine until today.
"Satele…" he said utterly confused.
"Marr please…. Go, it's… it's fine. I… I get it…" swallowing hard." It won't happen again. I-I'm sorry I over stepped."
"Unlock the door Satele. Please." He waited a few moments, he knew she wasn't going to unlock it so he the force to unlock it himself. As he enter she was putting her shirt on, making her fully clothed. "Satele…. Why would say that? What makes you think I would ever think that?" Stepping closer to her Putting his hands out, confused.
She stepped back, wrapping her arms around herself. She was embarrassed, upset, hurt. She didn't want to do this, not now. As she opened her mouth to say something but the tears just flowed, leaving her speechless. She closed her eyes and stepped back more not realizing she was up against the wall.
Slightly shocked by bumping into the wall, she opened her eyes again. Marr was still standing there, arms out, confused. She noticed how his face looked upset, like he too was holding back tears. She could feel herself trembling as she spoke. "I… what are we doing Marr? What is this?"
"What are you talking about?"
"Us… you… you say this is a relationship but it doesn't feel like it, I… I…I want more." Trying to catch her breathe before she continued, tears still flowing. "I want more than just casually sleeping in your bed, waiting for you to come home…. I want more!"
"I don't understand where this is coming from? Of course this is a relationship, How is it not ?" He stepped closer to her.
"I figured you wouldn't initiate anything more intimate than what we've been doing but that…" point to the bedroom. "that hurt… you didn't even try to touch me, to look at me even. The fact that I jumped out of my comfort zone…" she dropped to her knees clenching her locket. "Am I not good enough for you? Do you not want me like that?" She asked sobbing.
Seeing her on her knees like that broke his heart. He kneeled beside her, grabbing her arms to make her look at him.
"You're more than good enough for me, if anything I'm not good enough for you Satele. You deserve the galaxy and more…and of course I want you like that. It takes everything in me most nights not rip your clothes off and make love to you all night." He paused pulling her into him, holding her trembling body. "I'm sorry I didn't react how you wanted out there tonight,it-it was never my intention to make you feel like that or think that, for that I am so sorry. I know it's not an excuse but I have a lot on my mind tonight."
"Why, why won't you be intimate with me? Make love with me? You say you love me but you never try to do anything more than kiss me." She said with her face buried in his chest.
He finally understood what happened and why she was being hysterical."Do you remember the first night I made you dinner in my ship when we first met? You told me about the big house and garden you wanted when you got older. You also told me about how you wanted to be married first. To do things better than your parents did. I want to be married. I love want to give you everything you're ever wanted." squeezing her slightly.
"Then why haven't you asked, I've been here for a year. You've talked about kids and fulfilling your promises when I first got here. You haven't even hinted it anything since. Why ? If you changed your mind just say that and let me go. I can't do this anymore. I want more, I deserve more. I want someone who wants me the way I want them. So please let me go." She couldn't even try to contain the tears. She was a mess.
"Satele, I do want marry you. I want you to have my babies. That's what has been on my mind. I don't know how to ask you. I don't want you to think that it's too soon, hell I wanted to ask you the day you came here!"
"But you know I love you. You should've know my answer."
He let her go and got up walked out of the refresher and into the closet. He return moments later with a white box. He kneeled down next you her and handed it to her. "I couldn't ask you without this. I actually just got a back today. That's why my attention has been elsewhere, trying to figure out how and when I should ask you. I wanted it to be perfect. I didn't ignoring you on purpose. I would never do that sweetheart. Open it."
She sat there for a second looking at the box before taking it. Her eyes got wide and she looked up at him.
"Will you marry me?"
She looked back down at the box and back up at him, more tears were flowing. This time, happy ones. She pulled herself up to embrace him, knocking him back.
"Yes. Yes yes yes!" She said throwing her arms around his neck.
He pulled her into a kiss and smiled. "Please don't ever think that I don't love you or I don't want you. This… hearing this… seeing you like this. This broke my heart. I never want you to feel like this again. It's supposed to be my job to make sure you don't feel like this. I am so sorry that I hurt you sweetheart. I love you more than I'll ever be able to explain. But I want to spend the rest of my life trying to tell you, to show you." He said, kissing her over and over between his words. He took her face in his hands and gently wiped her tears. "I love you."
"I love you too." Kissing him back. "So much."
"Do you like it?" He asked her as he pulled back.
"I absolutely love it! It's beautiful. But you didn't…"
He interrupted her, putting his finger up to her mouth. "But I wanted to, so get use to it. " smirking down at her. He pulled the ring out, taking her hand he gently slid the ring on her finger. He let go of her hand and she instantly grabbed his face and started kissing him again, deeply.
His arm wrapping around her waist and the other slid up her back into her hair. Pulling her as tight as he could into him. "Let's go back to bed. We've got wedding planning to start tomorrow." He said as they got back into bed.
"Tomorrow?!" She replied rather cheerfully.
"Yes, unless you wanna wait until we come back."
"Come back ?"
"In two weeks Were leaving for Nevarro and you said you wanted to come with me. I have no idea how long we'll be gone. I assume you want to get married before we leave?"
Two weeks? Get married in two weeks!? "Is that what you want?"
"I already told you I would have married you the day you got here, so I'm fine with two weeks. Unless you're not ready."
Barely letting him finish "No! I want to! Two weeks is fine." She said laying her head on his chest. They wrap their arms around each other like they do every night.
"You really want me to be your wife?" she asked quietly.
"Yes, I do. Why? Already having second thoughts?"
"No, not at all! Shocked, excited,nervous…"
"You're emotional that's understandable."
"I-I guess. But emotional in a good way."
"I know. I'm nervous too."
"Why?"
"Why? Because you are the single most important thing in my life. Once we're married it'll be known you're here. It won't take a Genius to figure out your background." Looking at him confused he added "I'm nervous it'll be too much for you. You might get overwhelmed and leave."
"You really think after everything I would leave? I hate to break it to you babe but you're stuck with me."
"Babe? Hmm. Well sweetheart I'm perfectly fine being stuck with you. I just hope I can keep you happy."
"Just love me and I'll be happy."
They just laid there holding each other as a drifted off to sleep.
Satele woke up and stretched, trying not to wake up Marr. She looked at the beautiful ring on her finger and smiled. Then it hit her. 'Holy shit, we're getting married…in less than two weeks!"
She sat up, which woke Marr up. "Good morning." He said rolling to his stomach. Not wanting to wake up.
She leaned over and kissed his sleepy face. "Good morning to you, soon to be husband."
Marr opened his eyes to looked at her. She was smiling, she was almost always smiling at him. "I love you." He said pulling her back down and wrapping his arms around her, basically laying on her.
She didn't protest. She loved when he held her. She never felt more loved, more safe than in his arms. "I love you." She said squeezing him.
"Ugh, we should probably get up. I would like to get everything ready for this weekend."
"This weekend? That's 3 days." Satele said with a surprised tone.
"Yes I know, we also need to go talk to Ms Marsh. Do you have any idea what kind of food and cake you want ?"
"Honestly never thought about any of the details. Never really believed I would be getting married."
Smiling at her on his way to the closet. Unfortunately having to put on his armor.
"So what are our plans for the day?"
"Talk to Ms Marsh and head to the city. You'll need a dress obviously. Mara can help with that though. I can file for our license and everything while you ladies are shopping."
"Mara is going to freak! She's been asking me if you've proposed yet." Smiling as she looked at her ring again.
"Mara has been harassing me too, don't feel bad. Maybe we'll both get some peace now." He said with a joking voice.
"We might be able to get flowers if you want. Ms Marsh can obviously do the food and cake. I'm not sure what else you'll want?" He asked.
"I'm fine with that, don't you need to get an outfit, a Tux for something?"
Smiling at her before putting his mask and hood on "oh sweetheart, I'm a Sith Lord, I have ceremonial armor. Which I'll have to pick up. Which is what I'll also be doing while you and Mara shop."
He was in the living room waiting on her to finish getting ready. She walked out in a beautiful deep green dress, her hair was down, which he loved.
That color really brought out her eyes, complemented her skin tone and clung to her curves perfectly. Everything she wore did.
"Wow, you look beautiful…as always." Standing up and pulling her in. "Ready ?"
"Very."
They walked to the kitchen to see Mara and Ms Marsh. Marr leaned against the doorway as Satele walked up to Mara and put her hand out. Making him smile under his masks, which he was thankful for as times.
"Ahhhh! Finally! Oh my gosh, Satele it's beautiful." Mara pulled her hand closer to look at the ring.
"Did you pick this out by yourself Marr ? "
"I designed it. With a little help from the owner."
"Wow! You did good!" Playfully punching his arm.
Ms Marsh on the other hand hugged them. "I'm so happy for you both! We all thought you'd never ask her. Congratulations honey." Cupping his masked face and then turning back to her. "congratulations my dear." Hugging her. "I'm hoping I get to make the cake?!" Asking very excited.
"Cake and food we were hoping. Nothing big since it will only be us. Saturday preferably?"
A little surprised by this. "This Saturday?"
"Yes, we are leaving in two weeks and I'm not sure how long we'll be gone. We'd like to be married before leaving,"
"Absolutely, just need to know what I'm making and Mara and I can run to the market."
"I was hoping you'll surprise us?" Satele added, Giving her wearysmile.
"I could do that."
Hugging her, "we appreciate everything you do for us. Thank you."
"Anything for you two." Squeezing both their arms.
"Mara would you mind joining us today? We have some thing to get for Saturday. I rather not be gone all day either." Marr asked her.
Excited she replied " Absolutely! I'll go get Doom and the shuttle ready now."
"Thank you." They both said as she walked out.
"Im so happy for you both." Ms Marsh said again. "it warms my heart,After all these years I wasn't sure I'd be around to see it….I'll get to work on my list!" Turning and leaving the kitchen.
Turning to Marr. She smiled "Ready when you are my lord."
"I've been ready, my Lady." Smiling back even though she couldn't see it.
Eight hours later, they were finally back home. They got his armor, hers and Mara dresses, flowers ordered that Mara and Ms Marsh will pick up Saturday morning along with her dress and the rest of the ingredients for the dinner. Marr even let Satele pick out a band for him.
Now, they just wait.
Actually Marr had one other thing to do. While he left the ladies in the kitchen he went back to his quarters and called Commander Fox.
"Yes my lord?"
"Commander, I'm sending you coordinates now. Share them and I'm about to tell you with no one."
"Of course my lord."
"I need you to get your ceremonial armor out and come to the location I sent. I'm getting married and I would like if you'd be my best man."
The commander and Marr go way back. They have fought side-by-side for years. He actually knew a little about Satele as well. He may have never seen Marrs face before, he did think of each other as friends.
"I'd be honored my lord. When would you like me to leave?"
"Tomorrow, oh and Commander."
"Yes my lord?"
"Mara will be here."
The commander knew very well what he was implying. "Understood my Lord." Smirking back.
Marr Ended the call as Satele walked in. But she walked right to the closet to change. Marr followed. Normally she would take her clothes to the refresher and change but today, she unzipped her dress and let it fall right on the floor.
It stopped him dead in his tracks. He crossed his arms over his armored chest and leaned against the door. "I can get very use to this." With a seductive Purr.
She looked back at him, giving him a seductive smile. She then turned around and got one of his T-shirt's out and putting it over her head and down her almost naked body. Then walked over to him and pulled his hood down and his mask off.
"You'll have you." Kissing him. Then walked out.
Marr quickly stripped from his armor. Only putting on sweatpants, he exited the closet and headed for the bed where Satele was laying.
"Want me to ask for dinner to be brought here?"
"Please."
He did so and came back. He slowly crawled onto the bed and overtop of her. He could sense her excitement.
She didn't move or say anything, waiting to see what he would do.
He slid between her legs making her hold her breath. He leaned down pressing his body to hers. She closed her eyes as he cupped her faced and began to slowly, sweetly kiss her.
She loved the taste of him, his mouth on hers. One of her hands gripped the bicep on the arm he was propped up on, the other on the back of his neck.
Then, his hand left her face and moved to her leg. The rough skin on his hand against her smooth bare leg made her moan softly, but loud enough he still heard it, deepening their kissing. He slowly ran his hand from her knee down her thigh, letting it rest a moment on her hip.
She wanted him, she wanted him bad. Thinking this was it. She was excited, but nervous, but really didn't care because she loved his man so much. Feeling his hand on her thigh sent chills all over her body. His touch was like a drug racing through her veins. She was craving it.
Slowly his hand started moving up her side, taking the shirt with it. He could feel her Stiffen slightly, gently sucking in her breath. Moaning quietly again as his hand slid over her stomach up to the under part of her breast. He paused a moment as he pulled away from their intense kissing, He grabbed the shirt and pulled it completely off her.
"You are absolutely beautiful." He whispered leaning back down on her.
He resumed kissing her with his hand back on her face. "I still want to wait until we're married to have sex but we can…play and explore and little. I'm trying to give you… more." He purred into her ear, kissing it.
"Please." She purred back.
"Tell me to stop if you don't like it."
She just nodded. Pulling him back down. She felt a fire in her, a need for him, stronger than ever. He was giving her more. She didn't know exactly what 'more' he meant but she wanted it.
He again, put his hand on her leg. Even more slowly he slid down her thigh, more on the inside than last time. Which resulted in her shifting her hips against his. This time making him moan.
His kissing started to trail down her face, across her jaw to her neck. Arching slightly as she felt his hand gently squeeze her breast.
She let out a moan, the sensation of him kissing her neck was enough to send her through the roof and to add him now playing with her breasts.
She melted in his touch. Her heart rate picked up as well as her breathing. He was definitely giving her more.
He started kissing down her neck more and more. She didn't even pay attention to the suppression collar anymore. Kissing her collar bone and down over to right breast. His hand went to her other one, gently squeezing, rubbing.
She felt his mouth hover over her the one, Swiping his warm, wet tongue across her sensitive nipple.
She grabbed the sheets tightly as he sucked. twisting the other gently between his fingers. She moaned out his Name softly. Her breathing increased as her body was brought to life with burning passion.
He switched sides. He had to be fair and give both sides attention, he thought. Then kissing his was down her stomach and pausing at her hips.
"May I?" He asked tugging at her panties. She nodded a 'yes' to him. He slowly pulled them off, teasing her.
He shifted opening her legs more. He then started kissing down one of her thighs. Slowly, building up her pleasure. Making it to the base of her thigh stopping to move to her other thigh and doing the same.
As he reached the base of her other thigh he wrapped an arm around her waist to hold her hips still and used his other hand to hold one of her thighs, pushing it out more.
She closed her eyes as he kissed down her thighs. Moaning, enjoying every last bit of his tenderness.
She felt his arm around her waist and the other grab her thigh pushing it out. Before she could even open her eyes she felt his hot, wet tongue part her core. Her hands instantly went to his hair and gently weaved her fingers in, trying to arch herself into him touch.
Swirling and flicking his tongue just right that made her arch into him. Crying out his name in pleasure.
He got great pleasure pleasuring her. Even made himself moan as he sucked her swollen bud gently in his mouth.
With her pent up arousal and the pleasure his tongue and mouth were giving her, it didn't take very long to achieve his goal.
Swirling his tongue around more. He felt her hard against his arm as she reached her climax. Moaning louder, shiver and tried to squeeze her legs together.
He felt her. Even more wet as swirled his tongue once more, sucking her sensitive core, growning into her as he tasted her. Licking and sucking a few seconds more before letting her waist and thigh go. He wiped his mouth with his thumb has he rose and shifted back up to her. Her hands still in his hair. "Was that more?" He smirked at her as he leaned down into her.
"So much… more…." Trying to catch her breath, Kissing him back.
"I love you sweetheart."
"I love … you." Quietly moaning into his mouth "my turn." As she rolled him over and gets on top.
He was definitely not expecting this.
Her fingers pulling at the top of his sweatpants. "take them off." She said so seductively.
It took him seconds to strip them off.
It was her turn to kiss and tease him. As he did, she started by kissing his neck, down his chest to his hips.
Marr couldn't even think straight as she took his manhood into her hand, licking it. Her mouth was around it. Instantly.
She started off slow, getting the feel of it. He moaned and pulled her hair out of her face. He wanted to look at her,especially as she closed her eyes and picked up the pace.
Pleasuring her already had him going. So I didn't take long before He could feel himself getting close to his own climax. So could she as she went down as deep as she could feeling him pulse in her mouth.
He let go of her hair as she pulled up and licking the rest of it off before running her thumb over her lips. She rolled back over to his side.
He needed a moment to collect himself after.
"You didn't have to do that you know?"
"why you didn't like it?"
"Seriously? No, I loved that…T-That was pretty hot. I'm just seeing you don't have to."
She shrugged, "It wasn't bad."
They laid there for a while. Holding each other.
Fox and Mara were able to spend time together too before Saturday. They made it no secret they liked each other. At least not after she turned 18.
Fox was only 19 when he was apart of the team that found her. 5 years didn't seem like a lot to them nor did they care if it did to anyone else.
Fox however did have respect for Darth Marr and was also a gentleman so he never pushed anything without her permission or her taking the lead.
Marr might has saw her as a sister but he never dictated who she could or couldn't see. Obviously, he did tell her she needed to be of age if she were to go after his now Commander.
She understood this so nothing really ever happened between them. The playful flirting turned into so much more after her birthday.
Over a year later they were still obsessed with each other. But him being a military commander during wartime put not only distance between them.
Marr wasn't 'secretive' but he was very private. No one under his command has ever been to his home nor seen him out of his armor. Until Early, when Fox was summoned to Marrs personal quarters.
Knocking, very nervously on the door. "You called for me my lord?"
"Come in Commander."
Trying not to be shocked as he stepped in. His eyes widen seeing Marr in normal clothes casually sitting on the couch.
"Is there something wrong?" Marr asked with a smile, knowing damn well why his Commander was silent.
"Nothing my lord."
"You're not a very good liar."
With a sigh, "Honestly after the rumors, I'm a little shocked to see you … you look… normal."
Laughing at this "I'm sure you are. Only the people here have seen my face and lived Commander, but if you're going to be part of my wedding I thought I would be appropriate for us to chat, face to face." Nodding as he took a seat, Marr continued. "plus I wanted to talk about Mara."
This Made Fox extremely nervous. He truly cared for her. He was expecting Marr to tell him to back off or something but wasn't expecting this.
"She is like a sister to me, you know this. Which is why I feel like I need to say something. I like you, Fox. I feel like after all this we can at least cut the formal names?"
"As you wish."
"I like you but I love her. I have no issues with the two of you being together. However, The protectiveness in me wants to tell you if you hurt her I'll hurt you. Which I think is clear ?"
"Very." Fox nodded.
"I know how much she hates being away from you. Which is why Im bring her often when we leave. While we are here…" he paused."I have no issues with you being here if you have no other orders. Plus with Satele and I getting married tomorrow I'm sure my wife will want 'alone time'. Mara is going to need someone keep her 'company'. Get what I'm saying?" Marr said smirking at Fox.
"I thought this was going to go the complete opposite. You know I truly care about her. Would marry her if I could." He took a second to think about what he wanted to say next. "Besides my orders from you, I find her my next top priority. "
"As she should be. So you love her then?"
"Very much."
"So marry her. She can keep her job here. Hell I'll even buy you a place to live." After a second "not to sound like I'm trying to get rid of her or anything. She just… she deserves so much more. She deserves to be happy and have whatever she wants. I'll always take care of her Fox, but you are who she wants…Marry her. You have my blessing."
"But sir, isn't that against the law ?"
"Not exactly. It's frowned upon because of her species. Clearly you don't care about that. Plus with me backing you up, I highly doubt anyone will say let alone do anything about it." grinning at the Commander. "Now, tomorrow morning the ladies will be getting ready in Mara's room while we will be in here. Full ceremonial armor. We need to be ready and in the gardens by 3pm. Ms Marsh will probably harass you before the end of the day."
"Harassed?"
"She knows you'll be 'visiting' more often and will probably want to know your favorite foods. She basically runs the household. Satele nor I will deny that. She knows her place but do not disrespect her. Not that you would anyways."
"Absolutely not. Mara has already informed me about her. She already reminds me of my mother and there is no way in hell I would ever disrespect her nor any other woman sir."
"Has Mara showed you to your quarters yet ? Or do you wish to stay with her?" Giving him a sly grin.
"That would be completely up to her. I have never pushed anything she doesn't want."
"You're a good man Fox. Her and I both appreciate that. But you can't lie to me. You're free to stay wherever you please."
"I also appreciate that, Marr."returning the sly grin.
Before he could continue the door opened and Satele and Mara come in. Surprised to see the two men in there.
"Oh! I'm so sorry. I didn't know you two were in here." Satele said rather embarrassed.
"No worries sweetheart, we were about finished anyways. Did you need something?" he asked as he got up and walked over to her giving her a kiss.
"No, just came to change before dinner." Returning his kiss before heading to the closet.
"Hello Commander." Mara said flirtatiously.
Before he could say anything Marr interrupted. "Why don't you two love birds go mate back in your room Mara." He teased them.
"Oh you dirty old man!" She said also joking.
"Ouch, I was just joking…But I already told Fox he's more than welcome to stay in your quarters." Marr said crossing his arms.
"Which I assured him I wouldn't do unless you wanted." Fox added.
Smiling at him "whatever you're comfortable with is fine by me."
"Ok seriously go get a room." He said as he pushed them to the door.
"We'll see you at dinner my lord." Mara smirked at him.
Turning after the door shut, Marr made his way to the closet.
"You are an ass sometimes you know."
"Me? What did I do ?"
"You embarrassed him!"
"Fox? No. None of this with them is new Satele." Laughing a little.
"I know, but you could have just told them to leave."
"Where is the fun in that?" He said.
Satele wrapped her arms around his neck and he lifted her up and sat her on the dresser.
"Are you ready to become my wife tomorrow?" He asked her kissing her neck.
"I should be asking you if you're ready." Her hand found way into his hair.
"Why do you say that?"
"Since you keep asking it sound like you're having regrets asking me." She said jokingly as she pulled him down into a kiss. "But yes, I'm more than ready. I can't wait."
They stayed there for a few minutes enjoying each other's kisses.
"We better head down for dinner before and Ms Marsh comes and gets us. She was working hard on dinner tonight."
"As she always does."he gave her a kiss and let her down.
They both finished changing for dinner and headed to the big dining room.
Mara and Fox were already there waiting. Along with Ms Marshes two daughters and a few of the guards. Ms Marsh was finishing bringing out the food as they walked in and sat down.
Mara instantly looked at them. "About time you two lovers got here. You know you should save that for the wedding night." Smirking at Marr.
"You know I don't kiss and tell." He said winking at her.
"Oh you liar." She joked back.
Satele leaned into Mara and said so only she heard. "You know we're both virgins right?"
"Ew…but Yes, actually. I just love giving him shit like he does me." She whispered back.
As she brought out the last of the food she sat down and said. "I hope everyone enjoys dinner tonight. I tried to make a little of everyone's favorite."
"Smells delicious as always mother." Marr said picking up his cup. "Tomorrow you all know is a big day. I… we… wanted to say thank you for everyone's support and everything you've done to make tomorrow perfect. We truly appreciate you all."
They all nodded a welcome.
They all sat there having small little conversations back-and-forth enjoying dinner.
Once everyone was done all the ladies helped clean up. Ms Marsh however told Satele to go to bed, everything was taken care of. Knowing not to argue with her, she did was she was told.
Everything was set up for the morning. Cake was made, flowers would placed in the Morning, dresses and armor were out and ready.
Satele was getting very anxious, nervous really. Marr could sense it too "what's wrong? Cold feet ? "
"Not at all…. Honestly I'm more nervous about tomorrow night." She said looking at him with rather sad eyes.
"Why?"
Feeling a little embarrassed,"I just want to be good for you, I obviously don't know what I'm doing and it makes me nervous."
"I don't know what I'm doing either" he laughed a little. "It's going to be fine, I promise. We get to…learn this together and find out what we like." He smiled Pulling her into bed with him. "Plus, think of all the fun we'll have." Kissing her softly. Over and over before they finally went to bed.