The thing I find the most interesting about the response I get to my fanfictions and/or ideology online, is that most of it is people not taking things remotely seriously.
I consider this to be a by-product of the fact that people inherently understand that there's nothing wrong about my ideology. That's the part I find the most fascinating, to be honest.
Laughter and ridicule to something isn't one of "you're wrong", it's one of "you're abnormal"; it's an intolerant reaction. If my ideology was truly so wrong, then people's reactions would be different. The thing is, there is nothing WRONG about my ideology, nor how I feel towards ugly people. I think that primarily, people only respond to it the way they do, because they find it strange or unheard of.
Due to this reason, when I see people laughing at me, it only helps to solidify to me that I'm correct in needing to pursue this concept. People laugh at things they fear; and I think my ideology actually does, inherently, scare a lot of people, because of the fact that there's nothing inherently wrong with it. If there was, people would take it seriously and state it's wrong, they wouldn't laugh the entire thing off.
There is no argument that can be made in defence of ugly looking people, nor for why their systematic eradication would not be an entirely good thing-you cannot make a valid defence against it, because there is NOTHING bad about saying "bad looking people shouldn't exist". People are just scared by the abnormality of it-because for so long, people have been taught to not think about this, and to keep it hidden away inside some deep pit within their minds.
Well, that's why I'M here. I'm here to break that abnormality, and to demonstrate to people that this concept of suppressing people based on their looks is something that has weight to it and deserves to be be taken into consideration.
So continue laughing at me if you want-continue with the laughter to ignore the painful truth that is rigth in front of your:
There is absolutely no valid argument against my ideology, and you all inherently understand this on some level.
Continue to laugh away that truth if you want-and continue to completely ignore everything the Persona series teaches you about how inherently vile ugly looking people truly are. Continue with your ignorance; because, and I don't say this lightly, but even so-I truly believe that one day in the near future, something will happen inside of me that'll make me realize what I truly have to do.
Right now, I'm stuck in a limbo of expressing myself with writing-but the day is going to come when that limbo snaps. I've felt the walls of my choices calling in around me over the recent past. Just, the two choices of "I do something about ugly people" or "I leave this stupid fucking world where ugly people exist". The latter won't solve a damn thing, and I'm not so selfish as to go, and leave this planet as it is. I'd feel like shit in my final moments without at least doing SOMETHING.
So I'm not saying a thing other than this: one day, the "abnormal" way of thinking will become normal. And although I won't exactly be leading the charge in that, given that I'm just a random person with no real influence, I will try my fucking hardest to make sure that I help guide the world towards that. In whatever damn form that takes.
