So, I have so many damn writing projects backlogged-not just fanfictions on here, but also original writing projects-that, to be frank, me starting another one that I uploaded today was a big mistake. Combined with my real life responsibilities, generally trying to cope with my cacophobia, and certain plans I have for the coming months, I really need to put my foot down here. There's also the AO3 suspension to think about too in all of this.

So at this point, this is essentially how I have things planned out:

For starters, I'm going to take a step back and focus on my big plans for the coming months. This includes what I have planned in October. As far as my Persona fanfictions, I've gotten a little obsessed with writing Mindy Takamaki stories. Something about writing Ann beating up and hurting Mindy is so cathartic for me, as it that entire character; it's like I can channel all of the cacophobia me and and Ann have into that character and just unleash it. However, these stories always seem to attract the least amount of attention. Which doesn't so much bother me, as I find satisfaction in them for myself, but I can't say it isn't a little disheartening to see the stories I like the most get pushed to the side by everyone.

But ultimately, I think I'm going to take a step back, and actually think about reshaping the entire Cacophobe-Ann AU. I've been meaning to do that for some time, and that'll probably mean I won't be updating stories for a while, but that's just how it goes.

That said, I'm at the point here where I'm sort of on auto-pilot as far as all of this nonsense is concerned. More than anything, I desperately just want to convey a message with my stories about how disgusting ugly people are, but I feel like that message is not coming across, or that people aren't being in any way brought into that message, and that's really bugging me.

I've said this before, but the disjointed nature of the AU is probably why it's not really drawing people in, it's admittedly all over the place. Although I've sort of got how it all connects in my head (and via the "bible" I mentioned before), I've yet to really establish that in a way that makes sense to anyone around here. Mostly because I don't just want to flat out explain it, I want it to be conveyed in stories naturally, but that's not really coming across too well at the moment, given how disjointed and random the stories feel. Anyway, I think forcing my stories as is isn't going to work. It's somewhat good as a sense of release for my cacophobia personally, but that's about it, and it's not even that good for it in the first place.

So basically, here's the plan for the next couple of months, in terms of the activity on this account:

1) I'm gonna buckle down and try and work on my cacophobe-AU behind the scenes. So not a lot of updates, but I'm still working on things.

2) I'll probably continue to update this story, though, just to let my thoughts out

3) While I'm doing this, I'm still thinking about what to do in October-which could really affect my plans at any time

And I just want to add:

Yes, I know you don't care.

As if I need your permission to do what I fucking want to do on this site.

Now, fuck off ugly-looking people, and I hope your life is miserable. I cannot describe with words how miserable, fucking uselessly difficult, and miserably depressing you unattractive looking fuckhead cunts make life. If it wasn't for you, I'd not be having any of this trouble. If it wasn't for you I'd be fucking happy. If I didn't have to live in a world where you fucking exist, I'd be fucking okay.

But no, I have live in a world with ugly looking people. Whoppy FUCKING doo.

Now, bye for now.