I've been playing and researching a lot and I find it weird that mystery characters at hogwarts are young adult age but are children so I decided to make it younger adult with less childish personality, Good reading.

Prologue: The man I secretly love.

Merula POV

When I met John Leclerc, he was kind, empathetic and courageous, I find it disgusting because he believes he is in a magical world. But the more I know him the more I learn myself that I like him but I couldn't love him because his parents' son who locked up mine so I let off steam on him but regardless of the low blows and verbal blows that I throw at him he looks at me with a broad smile.

In the second year as he made a good reputation for chivalry and sight who wears his merdaillon de loup have the nickname Le loup chevalier , he helps everyone without exception from the house for study, to listen to their probable, in addition to have the sees it as a prodigy that even the professors praise it.

I remember my first year when I got caught in the ice, I see John and I threaten him to take me out of the ice and when the ice was gone my legs were frozen and John takes me in style to marry her then we went out then I told him who is stupid then I left without giving the chance who explains, I hide behind a wall then I stuck my back to the wall then hugged myself to feel his arms protecting me from the danger then I felt a tear that was on my cheek.

However in the third year he was different, physically yes but especially mentally.

The moment we entered hogwarts I wanted to criticize John as usual but I can't find him so I go see his lost friends as I call them but while I look for his friends I hear gossip about John that his growth has been strong who is less childish who is very handsome, I roll my eyes but at the same time I was curious I don't see John with his friends, he said who is coming soon but my request not to provoke him in a serious way, I i said i promise nothing but when i turn around i see a tall man with a scar has his right eye hair tied a dark look and when i notice the wolf merdaillon i understand that its John.

What I see was not the John I know, the John who shines like a Light, I was speechless, when I see who walks towards his friends I make an insinuation to him who is in a stupid phase, his friend was shocked then he lowered his head, John turns around then I leaned on the wall staying cold then he hit the wall so hard that cracked the stone wall, all I tried to do was keep your face cold then he said to me with a lot of venom which was fed up with my insults and to grow, fist clenched not out of rage my out of fear, everything I did I raised my head a little enough air then leave as if there were none but at the bottom of me I am devastated.

During the school year John was always the best in class, he continued his studies and he spent time with his friends to help him spoke even if he did not speak much, John's popularity increased a lot towards the girls, they gave a lot of confession of love as if he wanted to save him, when John receives a letter he takes it then he puts it with the others, many people do not notice my I still notice there is good in him because he is not torn not the letters or lower them, i wanted to talk to him ask them what John's problem is but i'm sure i won't be welcome, i really wanted to help him, so all i can do is spy on him.

Rowan who spends time alone with John he tries to find out what the problem is but he does not give him a clear answer and John's daughter friends like Penny try to show him in a sentimental way like holding his hands with affection, I see Penny often hugs or jumps on him even though John hugs him back he doesn't put any warmth into his hugs.

1989 at hogwarts

Albus Dumbledore announced that he will have the Triwizard Tournament event and also that the two other schools are coming to Hogwarts, Beauxbatons and Durmstrang . They explained that you have to put your name on in the cup then he participates, of course Hogwarts in all I thought John the wolf knight will be the face of Hogwarts but he didn't give his name thank god.

No POV

Everyone looks at the goblet of lights, the Durmstrang students come in then champion Connor writes his name then he puts it in the goblet then his school and the students applaud, Connor raises his arms to show who is not afraid then he sees John then he comes forward to say.

"You are the wolf knight? I will be happy to face the famous John Leclerc." Connor says as he raises his hand then John shakes too.

"I go he thought." Says John, Ismelda and Merula watch John as the Durmstrang champion who encourages him to participate.

"Hey Merula, you should participate in the swirl it will be the right time to prove to us that you are the most powerful witch of Hogwarts." Said Gryffindor student mockingly. Merula rolls her eyes then she answers.

"I already am so no need to prove." Said Merula, The students laugh at her. Then the Beauxbatons girls arrived that many of the men were seduced, the champion Teressa wrote her name then gave a lower then the paper then flew in the shot then she was officially in the tournament then she made a cute pose for receive applause then she sees a person who gives her no attention but when she saw the wolf medallion Teressa had a smile on the corner of her lips then walks towards John, Rowan puts her hair to be presentable towards the French girls . John looked up to see a girl with blonde hair tied to blue eyes.

"Must be John, one of the Hogwarts prodigies?" Ask Teressa.

"Yes its me." Said John, she placed her finger on her cheek then she said.

"You know, I am a very big fan of you, who is not of nobility, neither title nor wealth but you know how to talk about yourself, a great prodigy who rivals the great wizards and a strong aura too, if you participate in the tournament I will be happy to face you." Said Teressa touching her cheek sliding her finger on her chin with her soft hands then she gave a seductive smile.

"Whether you win or lose I will be happy and honored to be yours to serve you." Said Teressa touching her nose with hers. Both men and women look on in shock. The Beauxbatons school girls laugh.

"I will think about it." Said John, Teressa leave then she winks. Merula was so green with envy seeing the perfect miss seduce John but at the same time she could be better off that way. For the moment no one from Hogwarts has given his name then John gets up then he stands in front of the cup. Merula looks at John worried who is going to do it, John summons a feather and a piece of parchment then he approaches, stretching out his brazier then Rowan grabs his fist.

"John, don't do that!" Said Rowen begging. Merula takes that Rowan's plea will work, John sighs then throws the paper away then magically floats into the cup. He was participating in the tournament, of course everyone claimed him but the girls were afraid for him, John just left the room then he was stopped by Rowan.

"What does that mean?!" says Rowen.

"I don't know what you mean?" Said John

"John, his playfulness, his seriousness, he's all worried about you." Said Rowan.

"I'm fine?" John said neutrally.

"No you're not well, you have totally changed as if you are another person." says Rowen.

"It's called growing up and even if I could I'm not allowed to say it." Said John

"What?" Says Rowen then John looks behind Rowen's shoulder to see Merula who is giving him the evil eye, She walks up to John then she says

"YOU ARE THE BIGGEST AND MOST STUPID WIZARD I KNOW." Said Merula leaving.

John sighs then he goes back to his dorm.

In the great hall

John read a book to pass the time but most of it's time to be told by the girls who declare their love for me now who has a risk that I die

Merula POV

All for all, John is going to do trials that could cost him his life, even if he has put a lot of danger he will fall head over heels in it, Merula looks at the letter in her hands then she gives kisses then she sends the letter which floats towards John then he falls in front of his book, Merula looks at John to see what he would do, John sighs then he picks up the letter then he sees that the owner of this letter is carrying MERULA SNYDE. John opens the letter that comes to life that simply says

"Join me near the Forest forbidden, ALONE"

Then the letter stops taking life, John takes the letter then he continues the literature, Merula was surprised, she decides to make the way to the meeting places.

No POV

Merula is waiting near the Forbidden Forest, she was doing several scenarios in her head, she was her Rival, her enemy even if he did not give an ounce of hostility towards her but she is still afraid of rejection, she remembers during the course of divination her teacher had read the lines of the hand then she asked to stay after class for Merula a perdition that her happiness will be there if you break your pride. The more Merula thinks the more she understands because she leaves her pride to declare her love for John and beg not to play the tournament.

Then Merula hears the creak of a branch coming towards her, Merula takes a deep breath then she turns around to see John in a disinterested way.

"What do you want Merula? Isn't it your style to send me a letter or be in a secluded place?" Said John.

"I'm going straight to the point, Why do you want to do this tournament? For that perfect miss or to show that you are a real man, Tell me why." Said Merula, John is looking bored.

"It's not about you!" Said John, Merula couldn't take it anymore.

"IF IT AFFECTS ME, Because...because...BECAUSE I LOVE YOU JOHN" yelled Merula who had her eyes closed not even able to open her eyes to see John's face.

John was shocked by this statement, she may have taken a potion by accident or a spell or a Russian.

"Merula I-" John said who was cut off by Merula clinging to his shirt then she looks at John with sad eyes.

"Yes since when were children, I had the beginning for you when I saw you but when I knew that your parents had locked up mine I was angry and I hate you but you always smile at me, you always help me that whether in class or when I had problems, I don't know how to pass John so that you become like that but the John who smiles who helps everyone who has a good heart, who I want who comes back. Said Merula

John was completely shocked by all of this, its like Merula is using Avada Kedavra but a cute version that can even kill him, Merula presses her face into John's chest sobbing then she feels John's arms wrap around her body, a feeling what coyer never felt again.

"Merula, I want you to be honest with me, didn't you drink a potion, a spell or a Russian?" Asking John, Merula looks at John then notices his look change, it was a curious look.

"No John, I really love you and I'm ready to prove it to you." Said Merula who was putting her toes on her toes then she shows him the open door for him to kiss her closing her eyes and preparing her lips then Merula felt that John was holding her waist to stick to her then the lifts of the two people are touch, Merula felt a tear on both cheeks, five seconds later the lowering becomes more intense to the point that John touches Merula's buttocks, she feels a shock in her body then a loud moan, John withdraws his hands by reflex.

"Sorry I didn't mean to." Said John

"NOPE?!" Said Merula moving her hand to John's crotch. "Do it again." Merula said.

"Merula STOP!" Said John, Merula regains consciousness that maybe she was too far or her little be.

"I am not pretty?" Asking Merula looking away, John can't help but smile, he touches Merula's chin for her gaze. Merula was happy to see John smiling again.

"No Merula on the contrary is very beautiful, its just not a place to do it. And I don't want to force you if you are not ready." Said John

"I wanted to make you feel better." Said Merula looking down at her feet then she felt hands on both of the Slytherin girl's cheeks as John looked him in the purple eyes.

"You already did Merula." Says John that the two kissed each other with so much love that later they broke up.

"And its for its I will ask you." Said John offering his hand to say.

"Merula take my hand and I promise you I'll drive all the darkness out of your life." Said John chivalrously. Merula was happy, the John who believes is gone forever and there, the other times she had refused but this time she will break the chains of her pride then she takes John's hand then Merula appropriates her all her arms to go to school .