SUMMARY:

Mikasa hardly ever regrets any choices she made so far in her life, after all, she was always good when it came to making life changing decisions that could turn her life the other way around, for both bad and good

Still, she can't help but wonder how her life would have turned out if she answered that damn question honestly, if she just throwed caution to the wind and told him exactly what he was to her, instead to giving him that lame answer that just served to cut the last remenants of friendship between the two of them

Thankfully, there was someone who would willingly help her make things right, if only with a condition

- Do you really want Eren back? -

- I just want something in exchange -

- I want you to be mine for this one night -

Or

Just Eren and Sasha having their way with Mikasa in every way possible


Before you start reading

Be mindful that I took this a little bit darker than usual, since it deals with some themes such as infidelity and consent, and I took the EreSasha Dom seriously, so expec them to behave like actual assholes to Mikasa and make her suffer a bit, lol

If you got no problem with it then keep reading, otherwise just don't expose yourself


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Loud music blasted in every corner of the dark and yet vivid with flashy lights room, the weird mix of trap and electro making her frown at whoever idiot who came up with that tasteless choice of music that worsened her slight heachache by the second

It's not like she didn't see this coming, it was just like him to come with that kind of… Flamboyance, to put it a name

Plus, this was his 21th birthday party afterall, she should have known better already

Ever since she met him at the young age of nine, Eren has been extraordinary in ways that up to this day no one would even expect, both for good, bad and worse. After All, she was one of his few friends that was there for him, in every sense of the word

Still, there was just so much she could take from him, and it seemed that with every passing year it became harder to be by his side, especially when so many things happened in the last months…

It started when he decided to ask her that damn question out of the blue, him wondering What was him to her and taking the only opportunity he had in that trip to the beach all their friends agreed to go a year ago, when the moon was as full as it could and the coldness of that fateful night at the seaside was not able to hide the blush that came to her cheeks by the implication of his inquiry

What a stupid question she thought at first, asking herself if she was disappointed that he was so oblivious when it comes to heart-linked feelings or if she was relieved because it would make rejecting him easier

Because even if she wanted to throw caution to the wind and stop denying the feelings she held for him, to tell him how ever since they were kids she has always loved him… The truth is that she was not brave enough to tarnish a long time friendship like that over an uncertain new field which was too difficult for her to understand

She already got a little taste of it when Jean and Marco got into their first fight, how everything became awkward between the two of them to the point of not being able to be near each other because chaos would ensue, and how they took different paths in their lives because of it, even though they got a long time being best friends that put their time being a couple on shame

Ever since then she became afraid about romantic relationships, about how they were able to go from high in the sky to down to hell in a matter of bad steps, vowing to never get herself involved with anyone near her circle of friends, because she was not sure it would ever work

Not even with Eren, as much as it pained her to admit it

And so, she did what was for the best, letting him down in the nicest way she could in the hopes of forget about this whole dial and pretend it never happened just so they could move forward

Plot twist: It didn't work

If anything, rejecting his feelings by the excuse of keeping their friendship only served to make things awkward between the two of them, almost exactly the way it was for Jean and Marco, but without the part where they enjoyed six months of relationship

It was hard, really, not being able to share a single conversation with him without feeling like something was off, not being able to enjoy the friday nights which she used to spend with him and Armin where the both of them cuddled and hugged so closely for platonic standards

Not being able to even lock gazes with him without him withdrawing as soon as he was caught

And even when she thought things couldn't get worse, their dynamic changed for good the moment she started seeking consolation in the form of dating perfect strangers, in the hopes of keeping her mind occupied from her own dilemma, and maybe, just maybe, to help her finally bury her feelings for him once and for all

Just as she expected, he didn't like the idea at all, no matter how many times he blamed his moodiness and harshness to college and his internship, she knew as a matter of a fact that it was because of his feelings for her that he was behaving like this, the way he started to straight up avoid any kind of communication with her and the way he would willingly show his disgust for her current partner just proving her right

This time they had a way harder time, their miscommunication and their pride making things way more difficult than they should be, the last remnants of their friendship burying themselves six feet to the ground the moment Eren started to take all his frustrations at her, with Mikasa rightfully responding back with just as much force as him

The final straw that broke the camles' back came when he called at her door at 2 AM in the morning, reeking from alcohol but not actually drunk enough to put himself in danger (somehow), his mind hazy enough to make decisions he would probably regret later on

He was a mess to be honest, mostly because of the way his eyes wouldn't stop pouring tears like a waterfall, his voice stuttering most of the time but managing to send the message

Managing to apologize to her for being a dick who's first reaction to seeing the girl he loves with someone else was being petty and make things difficult between her, him, and the guy she was currently dating

Managing to tell her just so how in love he was with her ever since he started to ponder what was she to her

Managing to be honest with himself and curse and cuss on how of a coward asshole he was for asking her such a question and making her do the heavy lifting without him at least trying to put himself in the spotlight and tell her straight to her face just how in love he was with her, as if that was what he did wrong the last time

Her heart hurted at the whole interaction, really, it pained her so much to see how her actions lead to all of this, to the point of making her wonder if she was doing the right thing by caging her feelings for him instead of simply confess back

But she stopped right before she could say something she couldn't take back, instead of that choosing to tell him once again that she was glad he held such feelings for her, but sadly, she couldn't see him as something more than family

It was for the best, she repeated in her mind, a manthra of sorts at this point, telling herself that time will prove her right when Eren eventually moves forward from this and finds out that starting romantic relationships with people so close to him will eventually lead to disaster, that she doesn't want that to happen to them and that it won't be the end of the world if she rejected him because sooner than not he will meet someone that can love him as much as she can- no, as much as she will, and that all that happened in these last months will be a funny story to remember once they settled up

And for some time it seemed like that, at least when it came to Eren realizing that there was not point in insisting and understanding that she wouldn't leave her perfect relationship with her boyfriend just because he decided to man up, and that eventually, he would understand why she was so adamant about keeping their platonic bond

Or that was the idea, until time passed and things started to take a wild change

Like Jean and Marco starting to improve the long last friendship they seemed to lose, and eventually make amends to the point of be willing to give each other an opportunity again

Like how Historia came out as a bi and started dating Ymir, even when not too long ago she was dating this guy who she worked with at the orphan she worked from time to time, literally choosing a close friend over a stranger

Like how Eren started dating Sasha out of everybody he could date, the same same girl who he hardly talked to a year ago that somehow was currently seated comfortably on his lap, making out and shamelessly coping a feel at his whole body like her life depended on it, all the while she was sulking taking care of the only two girls drunk enough to even talk properly, looking at them from far away

She should really have insisted in bringing her date here now that she thinks about it, at least it would made her feel less of a loner, especially when it felt like he was rubbing his enjoyment right at her face

- …A pictur woul last longer, u know? - Said Ymir, holding a propably asleep Historia as much as e could, the alcohol in her system dragging her voice way too much

- Shut up - She took a mouthful of her can of beer, taking her sights once again at the lovey-dovey couple in front of her

Now, it's not like she was jealous or something like that, if anything, it was nice seeing him back at his old self and have some of their friendship restored

Why Sasha, though?

Like, she would understand if he started dating someone like Annie for example (as much as it would pain her in Armin's behalf), since at least they knew each other pretty well, maybe Historia, especially when people started thinking they were dating, even though it was all just a misunderstanding, but Sasha?

Don't get her wrong, she wouldn't mind him dating anyone at all, not even if they were people so close to him, she already knows he doesn't share her mindset afterall

But the fact that her best male friend started dating her best female friend didn't suit well with her

She refrained from getting in his way though, not even when Sasha came to her and asked her if it was okay for her to date him, the last thing she needs is to bring more drama between them

And so, that's how she ended there, sitting in one of the corners of the disco, regreting so many things, looking at Sasha making her way at her and making sure Historia nor Ymir get themselves in trouble

Wait what?

- Hey! - Sasha said once close enough, her voice loud to not be muffled by the loud music - How you doing!? -

- Nothing much, really - She answered back, her closeness making her realize just how soaked she was in Eren's cologne and body wash, making her wonder if they did more than just make out - Just making sure these two don't throw up on each other -

- Gross! - She smacked her shoulder playfully - I still don't get why you choose to deal with this, seriously -

- You get used to it, I guess - At least that was one of the perks of dealing with a bestfriend who goes wild on weekends - I got some practice already -

- Sometimes I envy you, Mika - She joked, painfully unaware of the fact that she was the one wanting to be in her shoes for quite a long time now - I just hope Connie and Eren don't get wasted at the same time… I don't need them double teaming and making me suffer their bullshit -

- … It's gonna be ok, you need the entire Bar to take Eren down… as long as he doesn't play bartender and starts mixing every drink possible - She doesn't even want to remember about that one time he did

Sasha couldn't help but let out a big laugh at that, looking fondly at Mikasa in an way that made her wonder what was she thinking about

- I always wondered how come you two never dated, considering how much you know about each other, like… You always were glued to the hip, you know -

She almost chokes on her spite at hearing that, not sure what she tried to say or if there were ulterior motives behind the implication of that

She was his boyfriend after all, why was she talking about such things with her?

- I could say the same about you and Connie - She answered, trying to deviate the curse of the conversation, not really wanting to talk about how she sabotaged herself into the current situation in which she was

Because there was no other name to call what she did, not when life itself proved her wrong and made her realize that everything she did up to this point not only was useless, but backfired so hard to her that there was no way to take it back

Not when she rejected him not once, but two times, forcing him to believe that he didn't have any opportunity with her

Not when she already was starting to build a future with her current partner by the time the truth gave her a slap of reality, putting her in a bad spot in her life

And certainly not when the very same person who made leaving ethics and morals aside was right in front of her, having a conversation with her about why haven't they dated yet?

- Who said I didn't? - Taking her out of her wandering mind she responded, a smug smile on her as if it was an accomplishment to be proud of

- … Huh? No way! - Now, she got her with that, not actually knowing how to react - When did that happen? - How come she never knew about this?

- A couple of years ago, actually, right before I started dating Eren - She took her glaze to the roof, concentrating into getting everything right - We were at it for… half a year I think -

If she wasn't dumbfounded already, she sure was now

But now that she thinks about it, it kind of made sense why she never knew a thing about it, it probably happened in the same frame of time in which she was dealing with her own dilemma

- You really made sure no one knew huh - She took a sip at her now warm drink, the new information making her feel a little bit glad now that it seemed like she wasn't so wrong after all

- Kinda… It just felt like it was never a good time to talk to you about it… We still kept it between us pretty much the whole time before we broke up - Sasha explained, making her aware of how it must looked from her perspective how she got her mind in other places

Still, there was something that she needs to know

- Why did you break up, though? - The question slipped from her mouth before she could hold it back, realizing know that it was not her business and that it shouldn't matter to her, but still, she couldn't help but wanting to know

- … It just felt like nothing changed at all, you know? Even if we tried to be something more… We just felt more comfortable just being friends - There was genuine fondness in her voice at her confession, the kind one she musters when she needs to be serious about something

- Oh. Really? -

- Yeah - This time she took a long sip at her drink, almost drinking the entire cup, the alcohol taking her back to her usual self - Everything is okay now though, Connie is still my bud and now I can say I at least tried! -

I at least tried

She wanted to pretend she didn't know why that particular sentence got stuck in her mind, ricocheting in every corner of her skull like a rubber ball, but that would be a straight up lie, and she never was good liar to begin with

Great, right when she felt like she was seeing her first silver line of reassurement…

Before she could lose herself in her mind and start remembering all the bad decisions she took again, she felt the presence of certain someone approaching, the corner of her eye taking the sight of a tall figure approaching Sasha's side before it literally jumped on her

- Wher' have u been!? - He said, his body caging Sasha's against his in a way that made her defenseless in his hold, the sudden grip of his arms below her rib cage and his raspy voice beside her ear making Sasha squeal the way someone looking at a ghost would - I'v been looking for u! -

- You scared me you asshole! - She spun on her heels and hit him on his chest, playfully of course, but still hard enough to make him think twice before trying something like that again - I almost threw you to the ground with that technique Annie taught me! -

He let out a hoarse laugh at that, right before setting his jaw right above her head, the height difference helping him greatly - I would like to see you try it - And just to make up in the best way he could, he kissed her on her forehead, the affectionate gesture calming her a little

- You know better than to try to tempt me~ - Sasha hides her face on his chest, hugging him back, the whole interaction so intimate she felt like intruding just by standing there

And it probably was, because by the time he took a glance at his surroundings and saw her right there, sitting right beside two drunken girls that were thankfully knocked off, he ended the hug as quick as possible, his face taking the reddest of the shades, making Sasha the one laugh her ass off now

- … Didn see you t-there - He admitted, a bashful expression in his face and his ears so red it probably burned, his eyes holding and tender expression she wished she could see more often

She couldn't help but feel warmness fill her heart at the way he behaved right there, it certainly made up for the heartache their lovey-dovey interaction made her feel

- Hey - She answered, an honest smile on her face at his antics - Feeling lonely already? Wanna take your girl back? -

He scoffed at her implications, playing them off - Yeah, 'm the one turning 21 here, I deserve some attention too u'know, I haven't even got my birthday present yet! -

- You were the one who left me alone to go play shots with the boys though - It was Sasha this time, her matter of a fact voice accusing him - And I told you I'm giving you your present later! -

- Yeah whatever - He played it off - I missed u tho - He caged her in his hold once again, peppering her face with quick kisses that she gladly took, giggling the whole time - Plus I think they all got knocked off already -

- Fantastic - Sasha said sarcastically, separating from him a little - You at least made sure someone looked over them? -

- Chill, Sash, will u? Armin got everything coverd'- He hold her against him once again - I just want to spend the rest of the night with u… and Mom wants to meet you too -

- Your mom wants to meet me!? - She shouted so hard it muffled the sound of the music, her head looking in every direction possible - Is she here!? Why didn't you tell me sooner!? This place is a mess! I probably look like-

- Shes not physically here, silly - He laughed at her antics, shushing her with the same hand with his phone in its hold - She has been trying to video call me, and I promised her I would introduce you the next time we talked -

- Oh!... Yeah, sure! Just let me… -

She wasn't sure if she was glad they apparently forgot about her or not, she got some mixed feeling about it if she was being honest

Still, just being aware of the fact that Sasha is going to meet Carla as Eren's girlfriend made her feel sick in the stomach, an uncomfortable knot forming itself there which she couldn't undo no matter what

It was a pathetic sentiment… pining over her dear bestfriend who could have been something more if she at least gave it a try, the fact that she doesn't even seem to care about her current relationship with the guy she dated for half a year now just filling her with shame

She really wished she could travel back in time…

- …Mikasa? Did you hear what I said? - Sasha asked, and by the concern in her voice, it seemed like she got lost in her mind once again

- Sorry, I didn't… Can you repeat? -

- I asked you If you could meet me later on - She repeated - I actually meant to talk to you about something important but… It would be better if we could talk in a more private place -

Now that took her attention

She thought she just wanted to chat a little with her, she can't even think about something that would made her want a private conversation with her

- Yes, sure… Just tell me where and i'll be there -

- Sweet! - She cheered - I'll send you a message! Make sure you get someone to look after those two though! - And right before she could tell her why couldn't tell her where to meet she ran away, Eren following slowly behind her, sending her a weak farewell…

Well, she better start calling Annie before she gets wasted…

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For some reason, it was unusually quiet inside there, the faint noise of music still listenable not quite overwhelming as it was right on the floor below her, the darkness of the room making it a bit difficult to move

Still, it didn't stop Sasha to touch her in every spot possible, sneaky hands quickly running their fingers along her long and plump legs, she sudden searing grip of her hands and the delicious scratch of her nails making her tremble right on the spot, goosebumps raising with every drag of her soft fingers around every single curve of her body

She could easily blame the dizziness in her brain, maybe pretend that the alcohol in her system is preventing her to be on all her senses, but even she knows that she wants this just as much as her

- Would you want to have Eren back? - She remembered Sasha asking, her train of thought threatening to derail by the way the red haired gir'sl mouth sucked right on her Adam's apple, her only link to reality being the love handles she was gripping so hard it made Sasha let out heavy pants of air, who stood her ground by pinning her against the wall, regaining the dominance she felt she was losing

- I just want to have something in exchange - She already felt something was off the moment she heard her say that, the way she interlaced their hands while leading her to the very same room she was devouring her right now just making all her assumptions right - Be mine for this one night -

She doesn't know who she reached such a conclusion, maybe she wasn't so smooth about her own internal turmoil as she thought she was, maybe Sasha got and enlightenment moment the same way Copernicus did at finding out that the Sun didn't rotate around Earth but the other way around and connected all the dots and loose ends when it came to her

Still, it's not like it mattered anymore, because she was there right now, indulging herself into such shameless act without caring about a single thing at all, not about her boyfriend who was probably waiting for her to come home, and certainly not about the fact that she was getting frisky with Eren's girlfriend, in one of the rooms in Eren's house at Eren's birthday party

She could only repeat inside her mind she will make it up to him once she was done, once she gets him back, but just this time she wants to stop being selfless and all the hurt she got for it, to just let herself lose the way and be selfish for once and make the choices that she won't regret

By the time she started focusing on the task at hand, she was already lying on the small bed of the room, her back against the mattress and her companion taking everything off her, from her high heels to her dress, hands taking her dress off and feeling the taught muscles of her abs in a way that made her hiss with want, an ache in her lower regions becoming more prominent with every singles passing second she was defenseless in Sasha's hold

- I always wanted to lick these beauties~ - And so she did, her wandering hands leaving and and instead finding her head so close to her belly, her mouth kissing, licking and sucking every single square of hard muscle as if trying to mark it, slowly going down and down and down to the point of-

- Oh! - She squeaked, her hands suddenly holding her head, the warmness of her tongue on her most private part taking her out of guard, the thin cotton material of her white panties the only barrier protecting her at the moment

Sasha just showed her smug grin again, her eyes shining the same they did when she saw a delicious meal to enjoy, or a great prey to hunt, making her feel small for the briefest moment, making her realize she wasn't joking at all, that she was being serious when she told her she wanted just one night with her

- …Why are you doing this? - Just as before, words left her mouth right before she could stop them, but this time she thought she at least needed to know what she was getting into… - I thought you and Eren were doing good…? -

Sasha only sent her a funny expression, raising herself from her position below her to come closer to her face, placing herself into the crook of her shoulder

- That's none of your business - She could her her voice vibrating right along her pulse vein in her neck, her mischievous lips timing between sucking on her milky skin and answering her questions - Just know that we are doing as good as a couple of fuck buddies would -

She following bite on the lobe of her ear along the sensation of intruding fingers inside her damped underwear made her gasp, her reaction perfectly fitting the one she would normally have at the information thrown at her

Fuck buddies?

Really?

- … Since when do friends with benefits meet each other's parents? - She asked with a breathy voice, recalling how not too long ago she supposedly met Carla through a video call

Sasha just answered with a merciless rub of her fingers right on her meaty button, Mikasa's instant reaction being a pitch high moan that only served to make Sasha's smirk more prominent, mocking her right on her face

- Did you really think he wanted me to meet his mom? - There was amusement and disbelief in her voice, the kind of one you could muster when you hear something so stupid you believe you heard it wrong - Were you always this stupid and oblivious? -

What?

- Sasha what the f!- She called out, trying to compose herself and ask her what the hell was that, but the harsh feeling of her fingers rubbing her clit in slow circles got her speechless, the slow drag of two fingers making her body putty in her hands

- What was that, Miks?~ I can't hear you~ - It was like every time she used that low, seductive it hits something deep inside her, her pace picking speed and making the tingling sensation of her nether regions aching for some kind of leverage they simply weren't provided just making things more difficult for her to understand

The sensation of sharp electricity running through every vein of her body tensed her muscles to the point of being fairly hurtful, the hard muscles of her thighs rubbing against each other and teeth clamping on her lower lip the only let-out to such frustrating sensations

It has to be the alcohol, there was no other way, otherwise, she wouldn't be as passive and desperate as she was right now, wouldn't be a disorientated as she was right now

It's the first time she feels something like this, the first time she gets this kind of foreplay in which she gets relentlessly teased but doesn't get what she wants, and honestly, it was getting on her nerves

Showing her annoyance, Mikasa held the hand that was wreaking havoc in her insides, her eyebrows taking a frown which could make the bravest one take a step back

- What the hell was that? -

Still, between her red blushing face, her ruined mascara and her hair all over the place and glued to her sweaty forehead, Sasha could just hold her laugh, not wanting to laugh right at her face

- Why are you looking at me like that? - She teased, Returning to the task at hand even in Mikasa's hold, the sharp feeling of her clit suddenly flicking between her fingers making her let out soft moans, weaking her hold - I thought I made it clear before, I want you to be mine -

- What do you even mean by tha- Mmgh! - Not even bothering letting her speak, Sasha pushed her lips against her own, the sudden intrusion of her tongue muffling every attempt to speak and diverting the attention in such a successful way that made Mikasa just enjoy the moment, her hungry lips finding comfort in engaging in a ardent lip lock that made her mind go blank and filled her taste buds with a weird mix of bitterness and a strong smell she couldn't tell what it was

Sasha took a break from their spit-swapping to answer - It means - Just to dive in and out again - That I- and again - have my way with you - and again - And you - and again - shut your pretty mouth - and again - You get it now? -

Still, in between the quick kisses and the incessant sensations of fingers rubbing themselves on her, it took several seconds to understand that she literally wanted to own her, that at least for this one night she wanted to hog her for herself, to play and use her the same way a little kid would do with a toy

- … I didn't know you were into this - She admitted, her breathing leaving her lungs in pants so heavy she could swear she can see the clear white clouds of air leave her mouth and dissipate into the hot temperature of the room

Sasha just sent her a shrug, her gaze fixing itself into a more interesting view at the same time she lowered her body and her hands, her face placing herself right above her v-zone all the while her lithe hands played with the waistband of her panties, stretching the material up and down all the while her other hand shamelessly cupped and pinched the curve of her ass

- What can I say - Letting it go, she let the elastic material snap back at her skin, making Mikasa yelp in the process - I just wanted to know what does it feels to be on control for once - Her finger slowly rolling down the soft, damped piece of cloth until she was taken away from it's protection, her shiny and wet with arousal slit just making Sasha smile like a madwoman - The idea of making the always strong and upstanding Mikasa Ackerman show her true colors it's just sexy as fuck -

She couldn't help but grimace at the way she described her, at the mere idea of being called such things when her current situation didn't portray her in that way in the slightest, not when she didn't even got the courage to make things right when she had the opportunity to do so, and certainly not when she was basically betraying her own morals and Eren's and her own partner's trust by doing all of this behind their backs

Still, none of that seemed to matter when the sudden intrusion of Sasha's tongue invading her slicked cavern made her gasp, her hands finding leverage by holding onto her head and helding to dear life to it, the subsequent feeling of kitten lips on the outer side of her labia, along teeth biting teasingly her meaty button being able to make her eyes roll back, her thighs unconsciously pushing her head deeper into her core, making every single sensation she made her feel just stronger to the point of making her go feral with her moans, not holding back anymore

- Sasha wait! - Mikasa pleaded, the sensation of her insides proving too much for her, she needed to be get prepared first

Still, that didn't stop Sasha from serving herself, from licking and sucking the soft flesh on her pussy just in the way that satisfied her hunger for dominance and her screams of lust feed her ego

It didn't stop her from slapping and gripping harashly the supple masses of flesh right on her thighs, the motion just serving to make Mikasa's pleas of help become louder

And certainly, it didn't stop her from mercilessly insert her tongue right inside, the taste of bittersweet slick oozing right out of her just making her go all out scrapping every corner of her hot cavern in such a way that made every muscle in Mikasa's body snap taught against her skin, the nasty sound of wet skin meeting wet skin and Mikasa's plead for a breather so deafening that put the stereo on the floor below on shame

- Sasha please! I need to - MMMGH! - She tried to call her attention again, but her body just was feeling so many things at the time it was impossible not to react

No matter how, she was making Mikasa fall, because she was making sure to start slapping the meaty curve of her ass until it was red hot and Mikasa couldn't stand it anymore, Because she was making sure to one up her oral play and double time her efforts by making her fingers focus on mercilessly rub her clit and lick her pussy with a fervor so strong it feels like she was sucking the life out of her, her tongue going in and out, licking so quickly and strongly Mikasa felt her release coming like a unstoppable flood that won't be held down no matter what

- SASHA! -

And so she did, because when it felt too much to handle, she released everything right on her face with a last cry of her name, the wet sensation of her meaty wall gripping Sasha's tongue serving as a warn before feeling the strong scent of her insides right on her face, dripping her with her natural strong smell

Mikasa could just be labeled as a mess at this point, her breath coming in heavy pants like she just came from running a marathon, her chest heaving so quickly and heavily that it actually impressed her that being lead like this in the sexual field was actually possible, the area of the bed in which her crotch was placed on marked with an obvious wet spot and a strong salty odor that would probably stay for a while if it's not cleaned soon

Sasha, on the other hand, couldn't help but show a toothy grin at the whole sight she behold, a squirming Mikasa right in front of her, with her legs spreaded to her sides, showing her everything, from the red marks of her fingers around the lower globes of her ass, to the grip of her hands around her thighs, not without mention the lovely square of muscles that looked to taught right against her belly and the impressive pair of lovely breast that she wished she payed more attention

Still, what probably was her favorite thing so far would be the ruined expression of Mikasa's face, her mascara and make up ruined made something ignite inside of her, her watery eyes and the small trail of tears around the sides of her face made the proof for actual dominance over her, the smudge black lipstick right over her almost bloody lip the perfect cherry on the top

- I've gotta say it - She said, lowering her body to place her head right above hers, Mikasa's eyes never leaving hers - Being the dominant one felt fantastic!... I guess I can understand why Eren likes it so much -

Mikasa's eyes widened at such words, the gears in her mind working into putting undesirable images of Sasha being treated the same way she was not too long ago, this time by a tall, long haired brunette that kissed her with passion and want, that stirred her insides with so much fervor and desire it portrayed the love he could held for her

Just what she wanted to get ever since she realized she held strong feelings for him

Fuck

The thought of it already made her eyes swell

Trying to hiding her internal turmoil, she went up and clashed her lips against Sasha's, the strong taste of her own juices making mer let out a little moan all the while Sasha got surprised by the whole interaction, before reciprocating whole heartedly

- Are you gonna keep your word and go all night or what? - Mikasa asked once she ended their lip lock, trying to get Sasha on track again and hopefully end this as soon as possible

Sasha's eyes took a shiny glint at the bold statement, the fire inside her that seemed to go dim suddenly rekindling into a fire that threatened to consume her

But right before she could answer her, the sound of the door suddenly opening made them both snap at its direction, the door slowly opening to show them no other that the devil itself making his way through the gate

- … What the hell? - Eren said, his eyes slowly getting used to the darkness of the room to take a look at the unmistakable figure of two girls he knew so well right on his bed - Sasha? Mikasa? Is that you? -

Mikasa only could start sweating cold at the mention of her name, her body locking itself still at the shock of being caught in such shameful act, dread and fear filling her body and mind to the brim

It's over

There was no way she was getting out of this

This was the final nail that sealed the coffin of their story together, and just thinking such a thing almost made her cry right there

He's gonna hate her for this, there was simply no way he wouldn't

And she could only blame herself for it

For thinking she could get away with this, for fooling herself into believing that everythings was going to play out the way she thought it was and that she would get everything she wanted in the end, even whenall the odds were against here

But before Eren could explode into a rage burst and lose his mind, Sasha quickly stood up, the coverage that brought her body above Mikasa's suddenly lost, giving him a view he never expected to see but couldn't enjoy for too long

- Hey handsome~ - Sasha said, words impregnated with such sweetness that it made the perfect contrast with the way she talked to her no too long ago, making her way to him with a seductive sway on her hips even Mikasa couldn't help but stare at - Were you looking for me? -

- What the fuck is going on? - He asked, going straight to the point, his eyes glowing with so many emotions every time they looked at her and then at his supposed to be partner - I heard someone screaming your name and I thought something happened… Sasha what the hell is this!? -

His loud snap made her flinch, even when it wasn't directed at her, his words ricocheting in her mind, demanding an answer that was not up to her to respond but still filled her with guilty

- Hey, calm down, okay? There are people on the floor below - She started massaging his forearms in a calming gesture, hugging and rubbing her body against his in the hopes of appease the anger she could feel in his tense muscles - This… is your present! -

Huh? - Asked Mikasa herself inside her mind

What was she even saying?

- … Excuse me? - Quickly, anger and hatred were replaced for surprise and confusion, his left eyebrow raising itself to show it - My present? -

- Yeah! - She kept talking, as if she wasn't the one being weird here - I had to… Convince her before I could tell you anything, but this is the present I got for you! Right, Kasa? -

"Convince her"!? Does she call what they have been doing for the last hour "convincing"!?

Seriously, what the hell was she even saying? Why was she even asking her that?

But then, when she turn her head into her direction and saw the way she kept their gazes locked, and how she raised her eyebrows in a erratic motion, she could see what was she trying to tell her

Play along! - Sasha yelled at her practically

- Y-yeah - Sasha said, debating in her mind if she should really keep going or straight up tell him the truth, her hands reaching to tug the comforter below to cover her shame

- … I don't get it - He admitted, and it probably was the alcohol taking effect in his mind because there was not a sane person in earth that wouldn't smell the bullshit oozing from that sorry excuse of explanation Sasha came out with - What's exactly the present here? -

- Now don't play dumb with me, Ren! - Sasha said, the irony of the whole situation not quite reaching her - You can pretend all you want! But you can't tell me you don't feel anything for her! Not when I can see the way you look at her! You should be glad I'm offering you the opportunity to be with her! -

Now, those were some pretty heavy accusations, so heavy indeed that they made Eren's eyes widen to their limits and also made Mikasa gasp in surprise, the both of them locking gaze with each other, as if making sure that they both heard the same thing

- W-what? - He asked in reaction, his voice going from the dark and husky tone he held at first to a more unsure and passive one, his tone even rising a bit - That's not true! -

- Oh yeah? - She asked sarcastically, even daring to look smug even though no long ago she was sweating bullets - Care to tell me what you did back then when I was talking with her? -

It was actually impressive how she turned the tables on him, alcohol or not it was still a big achievement since she herself should got her head clouded a little by the drinks she consumed

- What? Now I can't see her just because you'll think I got something for her? - He said, making fun of her ridiculous mind set by laughing about it - That doesn't mean shit -

- You always sneak glances at her when she's not looking, And you stare for too long too! - She accused once again, and Mikasa couldn't help but feel something in her heart everytime Sasha implied that he held something for her - The fact that you never get affectionate with me when she's close is already suspicious -

- So what!? - He snapped at her, his sudden outburst taking them out of guard - I only care about you!... What I had for her is in the past! -

And just when she thought she was in heaven now, his words made her fall to the deepest circles of hell, where reality is always present and made sure she never gets her hopes up

- And how can I know that!? - She accused again, realizing she was quickly running out of convincing arguments - Last time I checked you started dating me cuz she rejected you! -

Wow

Just wow

Truth be told, she always found weird how Eren seemed to fit so well with Sasha, considering the fact that they just acknowledge the existence of the other before they started dating

Still, she never mentioned anything about it simply because she doesn't want to stir the pot and cause more trouble between them, if Eren really wanted her it was not her business to doubt about the real intentions he held, she would be happy for him no matter the person she choose to share a life with (at least before life decided to be a bitch and rub it in her face how wrong she was)

But now that the truth was exposed for her to know, she couldn't help but think that the consequences are going way too far for what in simple words are a mere rejection

- Yeah, that's true - He admitted defeat, his shoulders slumping and his voice coming in a passive tone - But that was before I got to know you better… Before I fell in love with you -

- H-huh? - Sasha mumbled, dumbfounded, actually not seeing that one coming, she was sure she was getting the high ground in all of this, but his sudden burst of allegedly honestly knocked her out - … Do you really mean it? -

- Of course I mean it! - His mind was a roller coaster of emotions at this point, he was going from unsure and submissive to abrasive and dominant, and vice versa - I may have started going out with you for the wrong reasons but… You just grew into me, you know?... As for now, there's simply no one who holds a candle to you -

... Not even her? - Sasha's gaze diverted to the girl still on the bed, his head mimicking her and locking its gaze, their eyes making her feel small

- … Especially not her -

Ouch

Now that one hurt real bad

She was already getting ready for the heartbreak that all of this interaction, would cause her, but she didn't know it would come so soon

Still, those words just tore her heart apart, crushed it and smashed it to the ground, and just to make sure, stomped on it so hard and so fast it became just a pulp of dust and blood on the floor, the red print on the floor the only remnant of it

- Prove it, then - Sasha said, still not buying his explanation, as whole heartedly as she thought he was, she still wants to make sure of it, still wants to play along this ruse she pulled out - Prove me here and now that you only got feelings for me -

- … How? - He thought he did enough by opening his heart here, how is he supposed to "prove it"?

- Take me here right now, right in front of her - She said boldly, her heart fluttering with insecurity and her mind making up her decisions - Show her who's the one you really love -

Mikasa just couldn't help but think she went nuts, because there was no way she actually said, nor she thought it was a good idea to even propose that

What was even the point? Did she really want to save her own ass and leave her behind? Was she really leaving her in the dust?

Before she could call her out for it, Mikasa felt the blazing gaze of Eren in her, the smallest hint of hatred and anger directed at her through his eyes, and she knew he was up to something when she saw a little smirk crippling up his face

Bet - He answered simply, and before she could even have the time to register his answer or even blink, he clashed his mouth against her in a tight lip lock that matched his short temper

From that moment forward, Mikasa just could see in awe how he pinned her against the wall on his left side, right in front of the bed, giving her a perfect side view of them making out in the fiercest way she ever saw a couple do, with Eren devouring Sasha's mouth with everything he got, from biting her lower lip between his teeth so seductively it brought little whimpers from her, to invading her mouth with his tongue, his lips sucking on her tongue with such force it stole the air out of her lungs, the wet sounds of smooching and moans filling the room

It was actually a sight, truth be told, seeing Eren showing such raw impetus ignited something inside, and she wasn't sure why

She should find the whole thing disgusting, she should at least pretend it didn't affect her at all, but the truth was that her eyes took in the way he effortlessly made Sasha's beg for a breather, and she couldn't help but find it quite arousing

Still, there was a lot to come

Fuck - He cursed once one of his hands made their way to the front of her skirt, easyli squeezing in between her clothes to feel the damp feeling of her soft skin on his fingers - I guess you had fun here as well huh… You're really such a fucking slut -

The hard pinch of his fingers on her clit made her eyes roll back, her throat burning with an animalistic cry that made Mikasa worry for a second, her toes curling in themselves so hard it physically hurts

I-i… I didn't let her touch me - She tried to explain, her words refusing to leave her mouth by the way he made her struggle with just the use of his index and thumb finger, rolling her clit between them in a slow and torturous teasing gesture - This… this is from what we did at the barthroom -

You better be telling the truth - With a harsh shove, he got rid of her skirt, her lacy red underwear falling to the ground along with it, making Mikasa able to see her glistening core shining with the little light the moon and the lights outside the window provided - Because I'll be real mad if someone other than men touched this pretty pussy only that belongs to me -

Mikasa's hand reached for her burning core below the comforter, her oversensitiveness long gone to be replaced with the very same aching feeling that she felt at the time with Sasha, her fingers rubbing slow circles in the same motion she could see Eren do, her mind mess of contradictions and mixed feelings about her whole situation

She wasn't sure what to do anymore, she really wanted to get out of there and pretend this never happened, to maybe delude herself into believing that it was the alcohol that made her mind go wild and wake up on her bed, to believe that it was all a dream

Still, she couldn't help but stay still, her eyes witnessing how he got rid of his shirt and threw it way too close to her direction, her eyes now taking in the sight of his toned back and taut muscle adorning every single part of his body

The very same body that Sasha didn't waste time into feeling in her own lithe hands, the contrast of her small, soft fingers grazing every single bump of hard meat that probably was as strong as steel

- Yes! - She rubbed their foreheads together, with her standing on her tippy toes a little because of the height difference, her hands fumbling with his belt and the fly of his pants, seeking for the hard rod that started bulging inside his trousers - Only to you… All of me belongs only to you -

Mikasa is not sure if she gasped by the raw emotions they were showing to each other, or if it was by the impressive length that springed out of Eren's underwear, his stiff standing proud, rubbing itself into the warmness that provided her lower lips and her warm slick, the whole interaction enough to make Eren's legs go jelly

- Fuck yeah - He cursed right on her ear, his breath comming in heavy pants that made goose bumps rise all over Sasha's neck, her eyes tightly closed by the sheer sensations he was making her feel - You have no idea how much I wanted to do this again… to raile you against the wall the way I couldn't back there -

And right before Sasha could beg him to do it, he was already taking the underside of her knees in his hands, pulling her up in his hols by using the wall behind her as leverage and putting her legs above his shoulders, her athletic body providing enough flexibility for what he was about to do

Only when he thought it was good position, he rammed his hot shaft right inside her, her entrance opening to the widest it could to try and fit his hot, girthy rod

Her initial scream was a primal one, it came directly from her very soul, and the following ones just assure her there was a whole lot coming

It was really a sight to behold, Sasha's whimpering form shaking with the incessant pound of his hips on her core, her mouth moving on his own mumbling intelligible words and throwing some conscious ones before it gets invaded by his hungry one in search of more dominance, in search of making her know that he wasn't letting her out the hook that easily, his raspy and dark voice delivering his dirty talk in such a hard, unhinged way that it made her her hot on her insides, sentences like "I'll fuck you so hard you'll be sore for the entire week" "You belong to me, slut, don't ever forget that" and "Don't do something like this again, you fucking whore" taking and effect inside of her she didn't know mere words could

And even when he tried to close her eyes tightly and prevent herself from watching them any further, she couldn't stop her mind from putting such images in her head, her closed eyes just helping her into taking more into the sight of Eren pushing a whimpering Sasha against the wall, his hands gripping her waist so hard it would leave angry red marks on her skin, the burning sensation of his hold falling as a disappointment when compared with the havok he would surely cause her with his manhood by stirring her insides, the harash tempo he would surely have making Sasha's fall apart into his claws

But instead of that, her mind thought it would be a better sight if she herself was the one being at his mercy, the one being stabbed on her insides by the torturous piston like movement of his hips, making her let out such primal screams she would think she was dying right there on the spot, making sure that every single experiece she had before paled in comparasion with what he could provide to her

And that was probably the straw that broke the camel's back, because now that she was witnessing his most intimate self, she couldn't just be left aside like that, she just couldn't let him leave her in the dust, even less when she already had one foot into getting what she was promised

- … It's not fair - She whimpered, her voice so soft yet loud enough to stop them in the tracks, their attention directed directly at her - …She promised me… She promised me I would get to be with you If I obeyed her… You can't just forget about me -

She then started making her at them slowly, going in all fours to the very low edge of the mattress, near where they were enjoying themselves at the foot of the bed

Eren couldn't help but frown at her childish tantrum, finding annoying how she could play the victim card, as if she wasn't the one on the bad spot here

- Do you really have the nerve to demand shit? - His voice was dark as raspy, yet, this one didn't ignite something inside her the same way it did when she was whispering nasty things to Sasha, this time it filled her heart with uneasiness and anxiety, it made her sweat go cold and it took her breath away for the briefest moments

Still, she would rather get into his bad side as much as possible, as long as she could make her way into his forgiving persona, instead of the silent treatment she got after calling his attention, his hips snapping back into motion to get the pleasure of Sasha's walls all over his length again

Sasha on the other hand just couldn't help but feel guilty, her libled eyes taking into the sight of a Mikasa whose heart was sinking and breaking by the way things turned out

- …Are you sure about this, R-ren? - She asked him in between trusts, her voice waiving with every deep hit he got inside of her - I won't get mad If you still held feelings for her do, y'know? -

He could only stay still at her words, his frown taking his face quickling into a serious face expression that shakes her to the core - What the fuck is wrong with you? Did you develop a cuckquean fetish or something? I have no feelings for her! -

- What!? No! - She responded, way too quickly and loudly for his likes, Sasha taking the opportunity to get off his hold - And even if you don't have feelings for her anymore, that doesn't mean you can't just have a one night stand with her, right? I won't really mind if you do -

- … Why do you even want to push this into me? - There was confusion in his question, his mind not quite getting why was she asking him to do this, considering the backstory they both shared

- … I just feel guilty for what I did - She said, honest cursing through her words - I really thought you would have liked this, so I made things behind your back just to get everything done, without asking you… I just want you to get back at me so we are even -

She already was getting tired of taking every little single strand of silver line she could get every time she felt like she was doomed, but still, she was starting getting her hopes up the moment she saw Sasha help her

- … If that's really the case then we can think about another way to get back at you later - And just like the last two times, her hopes were crushed against the grounds

She really hoped it was just only that though, because his next sentences would really seal once a for all any kind of little opportunity to have him back again

- I already had enough with what happened between us… I don't want to go through all that shit again… If I willingly choose to be with her, I would just go back and be the same pathetic idiot who just couldn't get over her -

Tears started to fall from her eyes the moment he stopped talking, the guilt that slowly ate her ever since her problems with him started suddenly swallowing her alive, with no remorse at all

This was probably the first time she became aware of all the consecuences her stupid idea of not dating close friends caused, and honestly, she wished she never became aware of them

She already felt a heavy weight on her shoulders by how things turned out for her, but seeing just how her lack of spine cause such a wild change in him, and how he felt about it just made her realize she relly fucked up, way beyond what she expected

She really was a piece of shit, there was no way to deny it, she was a piece of shit and she wouldn't blame anyone if everybody started calling her that

- I'm sorry - She said, two words she always wanted to tell him ever since she realized what she did was ridiculous

- I… thought I was doing the right thing by doing all of that- She sniffled a little at the snot that was coming out of her nose - I was thinking that it was better for us not to get into something more than friends… Just so in case we didn't work out we wouldn't break our friendship, just like what happened with Jean and Marco - Her eyes started to sting, and they probably looked red because of the saltiness of her tears, but didn't even dare to rub them

- Then, it came the whole Jean and Marco getting together again, and a lot of more people proving that there was nothing wrong with dating a friend and I just… realized that I was wrong… That I cause a lot of trouble for nothing at all-

Eren was looking at her this time, his eyebrows still knitted together in a scornful expression, and yet, she couldn't help but feel something inside him melt, her words bypassing the wall he made especially for her and getting struck by everything she got to offer

- But by the time I got to know about it, I already was with someone else, and you were with Sasha too, so I just thought I missed my opportunity to make things right. the opportunity to tell you that I was just as in love with as you were with me -

She looked him right at his eyes then, gathering all the courage she could for what she was about to say

- What I'm trying to say is that… I'm really, really sorry for taking things too far, for hurting you with the sorry excuse of a better good, for not answering you in the way you and I both wanted to, because If I could go back in time… I would tell you exactly what you are to me, how dear to my heart you are to me… -

Eren just stood there in silent, his eyes watering a little by the whole confession. Sasha right next to him already on her feet, feeling a bit out of place by how intimate things turned out for them, even when she was literally being nailed on not too long ago

- I… really don't know what to say… - He admitted, his hands rubbing carelessly his eyes, erasing any tear that threatened to fall - And if I have to be honest… I don't think I can to forgive you yet -

- That's ok - She said, taking a sitting position in front of him, not really caring she was practically naked in front of them - I don't blame you for it… Just know that… That I would to whatever it takes to get your forgiveness -

- Really? - It was Sasha who talked this time, her eyes sparkling with some kind of mischievousness that she wasn't sure she liked or not - As in, If you let him have his way with you, would you do it? -

- Drop it already! Will you!? - Shouted Eren, a big vein popping in his fore head - I told you already I don't want anything to do with her! I don't want to give in so easily! -

- That's because you are not looking at the big picture, you idiot! - Sasha answered back, mimicking his temperament as much as she could,

But instead of feeding his anger and instead taking a more effective approach, she hugged him by the side, his left arm squeezed in between her lovely breast that were still hidden by a v-neck red shirt that hugged her form perfectly, her left hand playing with the slick lubed shaft that was a bit softer but still held an good semi hard on, her feet on her tippy toes just so she could reach his ear with her mouth

- Just think about this - She whispered in his ear, the air leaving her mouth sending chills all over his spine - You got the same girl who caused you months of trouble and heartbreak begging you for forgiveness! You can literally do anything you want with her!... Don't you want to take your frustrations into her? -

His jaw literally dropped at her suggestion, and Mikasa just couldn't help but believe Sasha really gotta a natural talent to make things work in the way she wanted, because she could literally see Eren not coming with a good excuse not to agree with her

- I know you got something for being dominant, you can't fool me! - She asserted, her voice growing prouder by the second, and Eren's just could wonder if she really was into something - Wouldn't it feel nice to make her pay for all the things she did? To dominate the shit out of her so hard she regrets ever rejecting you? -

- … Yeah - He said slowly, his mind coming with one thousand and one ways to give her a piece of his mind in a better, most delicious way than just venting up at her, his blood pumping and cursing through all his body in anticipation of what he was thinking of - You are so fucking right, Sash, I don't even know why I didn't think about this! -

- That's because you are an idiot! - She joked, her hand giving him a loud smack in in the ass check that he coursed with a - Fuck! - The print of her small hand on his butt leaving a reddish mark - Be glad I know you so well I can literally read your mind even when you can't! -

- Yeah, I really appreciate it - He brought her against him, locking her in a tight hug that took the breath out of her lungs and rubbed their intimate parts in a delicious drag that got her panting - And that's why you helping me! -

- What!? - Sasha and Mikasa said at the same time, Mikasa's intake in the conversation finally coming when she was too insecure about talking in between their discussion

But before they could get a say into this, Eren was already hovering over Mikasa, dragging Sasha along with him to sit her right along his side, but not quite against the idea of getting frisky with Mikasa again, this time though with a new guest

- What? You got something to say? - He asked her, his hands taking her chin and lifting her haze just so he could see directly at her eyes, his green ones sending her a glare that made the alarms in her head go crazy and made her muscles tense

Still she could only stare him right in the very same eyes that sent her the assurement that she was getting punished and answer him - N-no - In the most passive voice she could muster, her face taking a shyful expression that he will gladly remember for a long time

- That's what I thought - This time his hand took a more restraining hold below her jaw, at the exact point here her neck and her head met, squeezing ever so slightly it makes Mikasa's breathing harder that it's supposed to be - Because I'm not letting you out the hook until I get you beggin your knees -

And just like she wanted ever since she came to this room, his low tone and his dark voice was making churn her insides, her mind already getting ready to obey every one of his demands, no matter how unreasonable or impossible they are

He lowered his head then, his hand turning her head in a way that exposed her neck to him, not wasting time into diving in and start biting her pulse veins, teeths diggin hard into her milky skin, the scrap of his teeth leaving angry red marks everywhere he felt like to, from her very jaw to her her shoulder, not missing all the length of her neck either

It was literally nothing compared with what she did with Sasha, but still, just feeling his mouth and his teeth mark her in such a possesive way got her in the cloud nine, her very soul resonating with her body at just the feeling of him on her

- You are really enjoying yourself here huh - Sasha said as a matter of a fact, sneaking her way into her back just to hug her from behind, her naked back meeting the soft clothe of her shirt - I guess I have to get some fun as well~ -

And just when she turned her head into her direction as tried to ask her What was she even talking about, Sasha crashed her lips against her own, pulling her into a well known lip lock she decided to get into, the way her lips moved and her tongue trashed against her on just providing the best let out to all the things Eren was making her feel with just his mouth against her body

Still, it lasted way too short for her likes, the hand that hold her still suddenly shoving her out of their spit-swapping, his hold squeezing more tightly the curve of her neck and the harsh tug in itself burning her from where he was holding her

- None of that - He demanded, his voice turning a lower tone she didn't it could, his eyes looking dark and menacing in the dark of the room and the lack of light - Only I get to kiss her, no low life scum is kissing my girl -

And as if making his point clear, his remaining hand went down to her thighs, gripping and cuping a feeling before raising it and spanking it hard in her meaty skin, the loud smack! of his hand vibrating in every corner of the room, the sudden yelp of surprise and hurt following right behind

- Got it? -

She just nodded quickly, his hold in her throat making it a bit difficult but still it sent the message - S-sorry -

- Shut the fuck up - He demanded yet again, his hands spanking the same spot he mercilessly hit, this time with less force - From now on you will only talk when you get told to, aight? -

She just nodded frantically again, not even daring giving him a vocal response fearing his wrath in the form of a harsh smack

- Good - He told her simply, now directing his gaze at the red haired girl right behind her - That's for you too, I don't want her spit in your mouth - And just because he felt like it, he sent a smack on her thighs too, her body jumping a little in surprise

But instead of waiting for a response, he just dived in Mikasa's chest, his body crushing hers against Sasha's, effectively sandwiching her in between the two of them, feeling every fiber of his hard muscles on her

From his very impressive pectorals to his strong steeled arms, but not missing the way her taut, she just felt everything he could provide, his hard abs rubbed against her core in a delicious friction that seemed to disappear by the second with every drop of sweat and slick lubbing theirs skins, making her pseudo dry humping just more enjoyable

It only took Sasha squeezing her hand against her oozing slit, rubbing her clit in the same way that made her toes curl into themselves, her other one tightly grabbing her left breast, along Eren's mouth sucking and biting on her right one, his wandering hands coming to her thighs and to the curve of her ass, to managed and successfully attack her in every way possible

She was literally putty in their hands, Eren's mouth was doing wonders on her breast, every suck and bite on her nipple just providing the scrap to the itch she started to feel on her insides, making her breath puff in heavy pants that growed bigger by the second, Sasha's fingers rubbing against her meaty button in a delicious drag that made her eyes go blank, her teeth clamping on her lower lip as a scapegoat to all these feelings they were making her feel

It was too much

Simply too, too much

She never thought being at the mercy of two people at the same time was this overwhelming, but her head was getting dizzy and cloudy with every single bite of her body, with every single flick on her clit, with every single suck on her neck, and with every single harsh smack in her buttstock

Her voice was at the edge of coming out, the primal grunts of her mouth threatening to go from level headed grumbles to straight up screams of pleasure, her voice stuck inside her throat not quite being able to come because of the treat he sent her and the occasional mix of sensations they were making sure to make her feel, leaving her breathless at times

Still, there was only so much she could handle, her every fiber of her body going tense at the fast pace they seemed to peek up at hearing her grunts of mercy, at hearing her breathy voice say struggle to keep itself on check and stop from coming out in the most grutal scream she could muster

Still, it was just wasted effort, because it just took Eren sinking his teeth on her hardened nipple in the most painful way possible, along Sasha's merciless pinch of fingers on her clit to finally break loose, to literally let out a scream so deafening it burned her throat, tear falling from her eyes like a waterfall and yet, she couldn't help but think this was probably the sexiest time she ever got so far, not recalling ever feeling this good in her life

- Fuck - Eren cursed, some of his lower abs and his entire waist drenched in her release, his painful erection hardening at the way it got covered in her juices - You didn't even last more than half an hour, what a dissapointment -

And yet, just when she thought nothing could ruin her state of ecstasy, his words made their way into her head, the spite in them making her stomach drop, the hormones in her body just making her feel too emotional, her grunts bubbling in a whimper mess

- Now, don't even dare giving me that look - His hands started gathering all the slick she covered with in his fingers, trying to get his thumb covered as much as possible in it, the careless drag of his fingers in her folds bothering her a little - Remember your place here -

Not even caring into warning her, he shoved his slick covered thumb inside her gaping mouth, pressing it against her wet tongue and letting the rest of his fingers grace the rest of her face

She could perfectly taste the bitterness of her release on his digit, his calloused skin aching and itching the soft feeling of her tongue, her lips tightly making an "O" shape on his knuckle

- Come on - He pressed his thumb more insistently, almost flattening her tongue with it - Show me what you got -

And just like that a machine, she got turned on again, her tongue circling and wrapping his thumb in her wet warmness, her eyes focused solely on him, taking into any kind of reactions she could get out of him always frowning expression, her own one trying to be as seductive as possible, half libblede eyes looking directly at him at the same time she slowly started pushing her head against his hand, lips secured as tightly as she could around his knuckle

Her little display lasted short though, since Eren felt like that was enough, retreating his spit covered thumb so slowly it dragged strands of saliva still connected to her mouth, the bridge it made slowly fading into her milky white skin

- Pathetic - He said scorninlgy, rubbing his thumb against his body to get tide of the spit on it - I expected more from a slut like you -

She wasn't sure yet what was his thing for demeaning her like that, but she can't deny its making some effect in her, because she can't stand disappointing him like that, can't stand the names he's has been calling her ever since they started all of this, and just thinking he treating her this over her own stupidity was probably the worst part, tears that fell from her eyes out of lust and want suddenly reacting to her internal turmoil

- … Are you fucking crying? - He scoffed, a smug grin overtaking his face, not quite believing what he was seeing, his eyes following the wet trail that took the sides of her face - Really? -

- Oww!? Poor girl! - It was Sasha this time, her voice summoning a mocking tone, the arms that were making wonders in her body suddenly tightening around her in a hug, pushing up her breast a little by the position she took, head placed in her shoulder - Did big meanie Eren hurt your feelings!? -

- N-no… - She said, playing it off, rubbing the tears out of her face and scratching her nose a little, Eren's eye making her mindful about every single move she did - It's just that-

- Don't fucking care - He interrrupted her, not caring the reasoning behind her hurted feelings, instead of that directing his attention to his still hardened cock that has been missing some action - How about you put that mouth to a better use? -

And just before she could ask him what did he mean by that, he was already dragging her her legs, his strong's hands taking a steel grip on her calves before harashly dragging her along the mattress, making her stop just at the exact point where her feet meet the floor but her entrance was right at the edge of the bed, his shaft aligned perfectly to her still quite oversensitive bundle of nerves, making Mikasa's eye go wide

Could it be?...

- Go upside down - He demanded her, the warmenss of his proudness meeting hers, getting the feeling of him for the first time - Make your head hang on the edge -

Not daring questioning him, she did as she was told, placing herself in a way that make everything look upside-down, her body resting on its back for the two of them to ogle at, her head hanging on the very on the frame of the bed, right in front of his girth length that looked even more menacing now that it was so close to her

Sasha didn't miss the opportunity though, she place herself above Mikasa the moment she made herself comfortable

- Damn - Cursed Sasha, taking into the sight of Mikasa's chest - You really went overboard with her, Ren -

She started kissing her chest then, every single kiss placed in the endless field of milky skin marked, sucked and bitten by his teeth, her hands holding her by the very same place from where he did, the red angry print of his hands so wide and big compared with his more lithe, smaller ones

It made her ache, to be honest, to the point of making her eyes close tight, she could already feel the swellness of his mischeaviness taking a hold in her body, but still she couldn't fell but believe that it felt so right, like how his abrasiveness and bluntness just was another way to show love, a more harsh way to show love

And it seemed like he wanted to keep showing her love, because at the seam of her tightly closed lips she could feel a hard, meaty rod smearing her lips, its tip oozing a lube-like liquid that tasted bitterly

- Open wide - He asked- no, demanded, her eyes opening to witness his manhood aligned perfectly to her lips, his hefty, heavy balls right in front her - Don't keep me waiting -

Her jaw slacked in reflex, opening wide for him to enter her, his meaty rod making his way little by little into her mouth, the sensation of her tongue flattening with every inched pushed inside her growing more uncomfortable by the second until it struggled to go any further

- J-jesus - He said, looking at the bulge it started to form in her throat, his shaft barely halfway inside - Sasha, u gotta look at this -

She stopped playing with Mikasa's body and took a look at where he was looking, finding herself in awe at the prominent raise of skin in Mikasa's throat

- Oh god - She gasped in surprise, her fingers unconsciously tracing the bulge and her marked skin there, making Mikasa shudder on her insides -Is this how my neck looks like when I blow you? -

- I guess - He said, his hips ever so slightly pushing his cock deeper inside her, making her open her jaw so wide she thought it would snap at any second - It looks so hot though -

Mikasa just laid there, her form unmoving in the position she was, defenseless to his approach, her throat burning at the uncomfortable feeling of his dick deep inside her, her breathing coming as a hard task by every exhale of her lungs, with the press of Sasha above her

Still, that didn't stop Eren from pushing once again, successfully stuffing his entire manhood inside her, the raw sensation of her walls around him making his legs shudder and his breath stutter

- … I think you are choking her, Ren - Sasha said suddenly, seeing how Mikasa's chest heaved in a frantic motion, her hands gripping his thighs in warning

- …Oh - He said, as if it wasn't anything so important, his hips retreating fairly quickly, but still enjoying the slow drag of his dick around her throat until it was finally out, strands of saliva the only think linking them - Sorry about that -

Mikasa just could gasp in search of air, her lungs working at high speed, getting all the oxygen they could, the weight of Sasha's body in her chest making it a bit difficult

It was probably her scariest experience yet, she was already spotting black dots in her vision by the time he was getting himself out, almost like she was dying right there

And yet…

- Keep going - She said, her words coming out of her mouth before she could even think about them, her head a little messed up by the upside position in which it was but still good enough to not stop - Please -

He gladly was about to do it, aligning his shaft in position to once again slowly go inside her

This time though, instead of going calmly as she thought he was, he instead shoved his entire length in one go, mumbling a surprise grumble of her voice with his hide shaft, his pelvis skin meeting her jaw and his heavy balls meeting her nose, preventing her from breathing

- Don't tell me what to do - Irony oozed from his mouth at saying that, probably not aware of the fact that he did what he was told so, but still, she knew better that to point that out to him

She just could remain silenced there, waiting for him to choose what to do, her answers to her questions coming in the form of his hips moving again, retreating rapidly to once again shove his light in the deepest part of her throat, starting a punishing piston-like pound she didn't think she would survive

It was a nasty sight for Sasha to look at, Eren's hips snapping forth and back in such a mesmerizing tempo, witnessing how Mikasa's throat accommodated itself to receive Eren's length, his cock bulgin its way to the depths of her form, just to quickly make its way back again, the wet sounds of her breathing suffocating just the cherry on the top, her lovely struggling sounds turning her on in a way that she thought it was only possible when she was on the receiver end

Not wanting to be left out, she started making her presence be noted, her hands grazing her slicked folds lightly before shoving her fingers inside, just like before, her thumb pulling her clit into circling motions and two of her fingers going in and out her, her little display of affection making Mikasa's thighs rub themselves yet again

- Ah-ah - Sasha chastised, her lips grazing the bulge that formed because of Eren's thrust, kissing her right there for him to see and for her to feel - Don't hide this pretty pussy from me -

And she obeyed immediately, the growing hold of Sasha's hand of the very same spot he harashly grabbed her, coaxing her into following her orders or else she will feel the consequences

She swears she was going to go crazy if they keep going, the soft smack of his pubic area on her jaw and his balls on her nose was making her mind go numb already, the delicious bitter taste of his dick way taking a hold in her body, and now with the added stimuli of Sasha's fingers worsening her overstimulation and her feathery kisses on her throat she thought she would faint at any second

It got way worse when Eren went even quicker, his hunger for hearing her struggling to take his dick in his only reasoning behind it, her soft, wet grumbles shaking his core

It was overwhelming, too much for her to stand anymore

They were going to make her fall, and they will make her do it hard

And the worst part was that she would gladly take the step needed to do it

With that last lingering thought, she came again, this time in between Sasha's thrust, her body going limp again, her muscles relaxing the same way they would after a long day at the gym, her jaw going slack

And that maybe did it for Eren too, because he retreated all his length from her, his saliva coated dick shining in the little that could be founded in the room

- You came two times already - He said, pushing his still rock hard cock on her check, feeling its warmness and stickiness on her face - And yet you haven't satisfied us yet… You are a fucking disgrace -

Her heart started beating faster at that, just realizing now that she was supposed to please them, to beg on her knees and do everything she could just to get on their good side, and not just shamelessly enjoy herself as if nothing happened

- Yeah that's right! - Accused Sasha, her hands still holding her by the waist - I could have just enjoyed myself but I still choose to give you a chance! I don't appreciate being taken for a fool y'know! -

- I-I-i'm sorry! - She practically screamed, regaining her body into a sitting position in the mattress, even bowing her head down the same way she did a as kid, when she first came from Japan - I just thought that… that this what you wanted -

- Yes Mikasa, I know already you always had a thing for thinking what is best for people - Eren said, not missing the opportunity to send a obvius jab at her, making her feel way worse

- I didn't mean to! - Tears were counting her checks again, and both Eren and Sasha couldn't help but feel satisfaction in thinking it was their doing, that those tears were for them… They really were the biggest assholes of them all

- We don't fucking care about your intentions - Sasha told her, daring to go all out once and for all, getting into the mood of bullying - We only care about what you can do for us -

She felt hopeless at hearing that, feeling like she was losing him- no, losing them

- I swear I'll be better this time! Please give me another chance! -

- … Lay down then, in your back - He said, rubbing back and forth his length, his eyes taking into the sight of the only place he hasn't claimed yet - And this time try at least show some restraint -

She did as she was told, once again obeying him in all eagerness, to appease them and show how she would keep her word and please them as much as they wanted

They both didn't miss a beat and took their positions once again Mikasa laid on the mattress, the her canvas-like body showing every bite, every suck, and every kiss delivered at her in their search for revenge

- Stick out your tongue - Commanded Sasha, the sultry and seductive voice she used on her making her remember of what they did before Eren came - Show me a good time -

And before she could wonder how was she supposed to do that, the weight of her legs pressed in both sides of her head, talking the sights of her wet slit in front raw sites

Not even caring about letting her get ready first, Sasha pressed her pussy in her sticked out tongue, shutting her up for good and wrapping herself in the delicious sensation of being eaten out for once

- Oww fuck… - She cursed, her hips dragging her crotch back and forth in Mikasa's mouth, her tongue starting taking the initiative by licking her folds from outside - I really needed this -

-Yeah? - It was Eren this time, his hips placing themselves in front of Mikasa's oozing pussy, the slickness and wetness from her activities before providing the lube and the slippery needed - More than my dick? -

- Never - She was quick to answer, sensing the little tone of anger in his voice, summoning the most submissive voice she could - But you can't deny she feels so good -

- Fair enough - He admitted, and Mikasa's just felt her heart beat faster at their half assed compliment, probably the only good treatment that she was gonna get for tonight - Let's see if this pussy can keep up -

He didn't waste time in going in slowly at all, he just rammed her against his dick, very, very hard, the hold of his hands returning to her hips to help himself, shoving his dick deeper that Sasha's hands nor togue ever could, scratching just the point she could never reach, and she felt like she was dying already

Her oversensitiveness haven't fade out yet, her insides were getting wrecked by his dick, and she had no way to let him know, her lower train muscles started spasming in his hold, her legs thrashing and lightly kicking in every direction possible, her mouth just keeping its task at making Sasha feel good, who was still dragging her core all over her face, this time with a quicker pace

- Stop it - He commanded, his slapping her thighs at the very same spot he did a while ago, the sting of his hand and the hot aching feeling on her skin just worsening her state, her hands gripping onto the closest thing they would, which happened to be Sasha's legs, holding to dear life to them

She already was at her peak again, the oversensitiveness in her core just playing out to make her come all over again, making her regret she didn't hold her own orgasm when she could

She was on thin ice now, and if she couldn't make sure they at least got to enjoy themselves before she did, she knew she was gonna get ditched out, missing a one lifetime opportunity, and just the thought of that set a atrocious ache on her insides

No

No this time

No if she can help it

Steeling her muscles, she stopped thrashing around, her legs staying still as he resumed his tempo once again

She was going to do it

She was going to make it

No matter how her insides stirred by just the sheer force of his thrust, no matter how his girth widened her entrance to its limits

She was going to do it

No matter how Sasha's oozing slit flooded her face with her liquids, no matter how the drag of her core on her face made her dizzy and made her struggle with her breath

She was going to make it

Finding the resolve she felt missing, she went all out on them, her hips moving in sync with his thrusts, worsening the wet sloppy sound they made, her tongue going inside Sasha's pussy, scraping and lapping her walls in a torturous tempo that left them both breathless

- Motherfucker - Eren cursed, his sensations maximizing at the eagerness she showed - That's what I was talking about! -

Sasha on the other hand just could stood breathless there, her waist still moving but her mind in heavens, the delicious scratch on her insides being alleviated hi Mikasa's togue her only link to the real world

They just could step up their game in retaliation, Eren's hips pounding worsening, his dick going in and out at high speed, his pelvis deliciously hitting hers', her clit on the receiving end of his pounding, just providing enough pressure to tease her and wreck her from there

Sasha's drag just went non stop, her waist pressing more firmly on Mikasa's head, her tongue going even deeper as a result, her breath coming in heavy pants that made goosebumps raise through-out all her body and just did every sensation worse

The first one to let out their voice was Sasha herself, her breathy voice coming out in soft whimpers that became straight up brutal cries

And from then on it went down hill, with Eren as well letting his voice out, his mumbling and grumbling he stick out with turning into a primal crywar, his body feeling pumped up by it in the form of his pace worsening, his thrust slowly becoming sloppy but his sheer force making up to it, as if he intended to destroy her right there, Mikasa in response reacting in a soft cry that mas mumbled by Sasha's pussy on her mouth

She couldn't hold it anymore then, having a long while reached her peak, she was just waiting for them to concede, for them to have their fun with her before she could reclaim the right to enjoy herself

And just before she could lose the fight against her body, Sasha let out a loud cry before finally coming on her face, her liquid flooding her mouth with a bittersweet taste she couldn't help but swallow, her tastes cursing all the way through her throat

And just like he was waiting hor fit, Eren came too, his last pull out helping him get out in time to cover her with his cum, her waist, tummy and breast covered in threads of semen

She only shed a tear before orgasming silently, her walls missing his shaft to latch on, her pussy squirting all her realise in short, quick shots that drenched him}

For a moment it could only be heard the soft sounds of breath, then the soft smack of lips of two lovers that just had the best night of their lives, all the while still hovering above the toy which they just to have their fun, with Sasha's still rubbing herself in her in a post orgasm limbo and Eren teasing her fols with his semi hard dick

- Don't sleep on us - She heard them say, and before they knew it, they were now on each of her sides, with Eren softly biting and kissing her body, even when it was covered in his own spunk, and Sasha doing the same thing, dragging her tongue through all her body, cleaning and licking everywhere she sees - We are just getting started~ -

There was a glint in their eyes, a little shine that made her inside stirr by themselves, and made hear stomach drop to the bottom of her body

Spent and ruined, she could only imagine just how she looked, her make up ruined, her mascara erased, her black lipstick smudged and her outsides of her mouth covered in Sasha's ejaculation, her body covered in beads of sweat and strands of cum, her pussy drenched in her own cum and Eren's manly scent

And knowing that they weren't over with yet, that they want to drag this all the way ultil the sun rises again just made shudders go up her spine, made her struggle on her breath, and made her mind go wild

And if she has to be honest with herself, she doesn't regret a single thing about it…

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- … Are you serious? - She heard the voice say through the phone, a mix of anger, disdain and sandmess in between - Did something happen at the party? Why are you suddenly breaking up with me? -

- It doesn't matter anymore, Andrew - She answered, her own voice trembling, the wetness in her mouth making it sound watery - The last thing I need is to cause you more harm that I did, I'm sorry -

- Why won't you tell me a thing!? - He yelled, desperation in his voice, confused about the whole situation - I at least deserve to know why are you dumping me! I thought we were doing good! -

And they were, indeed, even when she felt like she did al things wrong, there was no deny that she tried to give her best, tried to move forward, making peace with all her decisions and learning from them, just so it doesn't happen to her again and seek for the happy ending she craved, no matter the cost

Yet, there was just enough so much guilty inside of her, just so much remorse eating her whole self alive, threatening to not let a single thing behind

- …I'm breaking with you because I don't deserve you - Tears started falling from her eyes, her voice trembling non stop and her nose sniffling wetly - Because I did one of the worse things in the world, and I won't be able to look at you straight in the eyes without feeling like dying -

- …Did you cheat on me? -

- ... I'm sorry - It was the only thing she said, not answering directly but still, the implication was clar enough for him - ... I'll talk to you later at home -

-Mikasa wai- But before she could fall into the darkness of her own dreadful feelings and just give in, to tell him what exactly happened, she hanged the phone, her hands shaking with fear and her mind taking into every little scenerio in which all of this could backfire to her, about how all of this could ruin her social (and maybe professonal) life, how the actios and decisions she made ina stupid fit of selfishness and self-pittyness could ruin her relationships with everyone who discovers what she did

- Are you done now? - She heard Eren say from her side, still seated on the edge of the bed with Sasha on his lap, all spent and covered in sweat, his dick stuffed deep inside of her, cum coming from it's sides - I need you to lick me clean here, and Sasha too -

She let out a long sigh she didn't she held, her body going auto at his direction, her naked figure crouching to be eye leved with his dick, who still rubbed itself against Sasha's oozing with cum slit

She may be do things wrong in the past, but she can't tell if what she did right now, what she involved herself on, was better or worse for her

But just as she said before, she could only move forward, and make the right things she could know, if only this time, with the little bright side of doing what she wanted, not in the same way she expected, but still

She can only be grateful for it

With that last lingering thought, she dived in

Basking herself in the darkness of the mistakes she doesn't regret

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