Disclaimer: Twilight belongs to Stephenie Meyer.
A/N: I'm sorry for deleting 'A marriage of convenience'. I think I had messed it up. I'll try to bring it back soon!
BPOV
"Look, I know the real truth about Edward and your marriage."
"Can you really not forgive me?"
"I was stupid."
"Please Bella, I want to make everything right this time."
Why was I still thinking about what Jasper told me last week?
What did he mean by he knew the real truth about Edward and my marriage? How did he know? Did Edward tell him anything? No, I didn't think he'd tell anyone about that!
Why the fuck was I even thinking about this? What was wrong with me? Why was it so difficult for me to tell him to fuck off?
I guess it was difficult because I had really loved him unconditionally for so long that just the possibility of us being together was doing unknown things to my heart.
What if he was telling the truth this time? What if he actually loved me now? What if we could make it work? Maybe we did deserve another chance after all?
Wait, what's wrong with me! Was I actually thinking about cheating on my husband?
But did Edward really care about our relationship anyway? I mean, he always knew that I loved Jasper; in fact he might have been the first person to catch that!
But that was ages ago! Things were different now. He was my husband now! He was someone who had always stood by me. How could I even think about betraying him?
And Jasper? He never cared about my feelings. He loved my sister for God's sake! Wouldn't I be betraying my dead sister if I even thought about her boyfriend? But well, I had already betrayed her! Actually, didn't she betray me first? I mean, she knew that I loved Jasper, and she still went after him!
"I won't be able to join you for dinner tonight. You carry on without me." A text from Edward interrupted my absurd thoughts.
"Sure." I replied.
Were things always this awkward between us or had something changed recently? I didn't know. We were always good friends, but it's like we were having trouble talking to each other nowadays.
I received another message, but this time it was from Jasper.
He had sent a group photo from our college days. I wondered where he found this.
"Bella... Bella... Bella... How stupid I was! How I couldn't see the love in your eyes!"
I looked at the picture again. Sometimes I couldn't believe how transparent I was, and yet, Jasper could never see it!
But then, my eyes fell upon Edward in the photo. He had his tongue out and was making a funny face at the camera! He could be really funny if he wanted to be!
"Don't we deserve another chance, Bella? I want to make everything right this time." I received another text.
No, I shouldn't do this!
"It's too late now." I sent him the response.