Hello to the few people who will read this! It is I, GhostlyEchidna, 4 years later. I am in absolute disbelief at the fact there were views on this story as well as some of my other stories and not only that, reviews dating back to as recent as a few months ago? This fanfiction as well as my account are 4+ years old and I am absolutely shocked at the fact, people still found this? So as for why I am writing this, I was young when I made these. I was a child. I'm older now of course and I get the displeasure of knowing these are still up for me and other people to read but, I cannot believe the stuff I was writing about when I was younger. I'm disgusted I made r*pe jokes so casually. I want to say I was a child and I knew no better but that does not excuse it. I would like to say I really do apologize for that because it wasn't a once or twice thing, it was a common theme amongst my stories. I still am unable to believe I didn't know any better but the past is in the past, I will not excuse my past actions but I was very young and I didn't know better and I have absolutely grown from that so I would like to leave the horrible jokes such as that and anything related as a thing of the past.
Another point I would like to talk about, it's unlikely I will be continuing any of these stories. While I have thought about it in the past, personally I'm not confident I would have the balls nor the courage to continue because these fanfictions being a thing to begin with are already incredibly damaging to my ego because it's something my friends know about and I don't wanna be seen as "the kid who wrote Sonic mpreg as a wee lad and had the nerve to continue when he was older". It's definitely incredibly funny to joke about now, I cannot see myself continuing these, unless someone specifically asks me to seriously, I most likely won't and even then, I would only continue just to see how I have grown in my personal field of writing because if I am being honest, I haven't written a fanfiction in about 4 years but I think it would still be fun to see how my writing would have changed in that time seeing as I have been exposed to a lot more than I was when I was younger so I think there would definitely be some improvement and that could be fun but we will see.
To end this off, I would like to thank each and every person who read my absolutely horrendous fanfictions I made, I am a little glad to still have access to this account because it's fun to be able to laugh at myself when I was a kid and just think "what the hell was going through my mind?". Some of these fanfictions were so incredibly incomprehensible because it would just be like, thing happens, another thing happens, without any explanation and reading these 4 years later in a completely different mindset, I know 98% of people had no clue what was going on because truthfully, I have no clue now either. For some reason as a kid I had a very obvious issue with elaborating stuff and when I did, in a way that made sense and would flow nicely with the story. Of course that's to be expected since I was a kid I just don't see how people could enjoy these since they were just so erratic and I don't understand any of the supportive reviews I was getting. I truthfully hope those were out of pity for the fact, I had no idea what I was doing as a kid and these were so bad it was laughable. Anyways, that's all I've gotta say for now. I hope everybody reading this is doing well :)
~GhostlyEchidna
(This is being copy and pasted to all of my stories so if you see this at the end of more than whatever you are on right now, that is why)
