Title: Pretenders
Rating: T
Characters: Mohamad, Sam (mentioned)
Pairings: Mohamad/Sam, Mohamad & Sam
Words: 149
Summary: A poetry/prose-adjacent piece from Mohamad's P.O.V. through s1 and s2. Can be read as either platonic or ship.
Warnings: slight AU, references to violence and murder, references to events in show (out of order; spoilers?)


Let's play pretend.

Let's pretend I didn't see the weapon you had behind you when I 'saved your life'.

Let's pretend you don't know about my deal with the vampires to free my sister.

Let's pretend I don't know that you're a serial killer.

Let's pretend you let me live for more than my ability to sign.

Let's pretend you didn't kill me.

Let's pretend I didn't kill you.

Let's pretend I regret leaving you to die.

Let's pretend we're still friends.

Let's pretend you love me.

Let's pretend I love you.

Let's pretend I dont want revenge.

Let's pretend I hate you.

Let's pretend I want to live.

Let's pretend we were happy.

Let's pretend we still are.

Let's pretend we have a reason to keep going.

Let's pretend you're still Sam.

Let's pretend I'm still Mohamad.

Let's pretend…

Let's…

I don't think I want to play anymore.