My First Girlfriend is a Gal: Betrayal (Short Story) Part 1
Characters:
Junichi Hashiba
Yukana Yame
Ranko Honjō
Nene Fujinoki
Yui Kashī
Shinpei Sakamoto
Keigo Ishida
Minoru Kobayakawa
Two Months After Episode 10: (Based upon Hentia-Otome Dori. Modified it a lot.)
Staring hard at the Television Screen, Junichi could not fully comprehend or believe what he was seeing. He had received three DVD Discs in the Mail from an unknown person and upon now watching the third one skipping the first two. His heart broke. There before him was who was supposed to be his Girlfriend, Yukana. The Girl he loved more then anything. The Girl he had professed his love to not more then two months ago and on several occasions after that. Told her he loved her. There before him was her being with three older men. He closed his eyes and tears began to flow down his cheeks as he now could only hear what was progressing. Yukana's moans and groans filled his ears and he felt like he was about to vomit. Instead he open his eyes and tried to come to some understanding on why she would be doing this. He watched as one Man put on a Condom, put it on and entered her from behind. Then began to slam his hips against hers. He now recognized the man and he knew who it was. Mister Aiwaza. One of their Teachers. Then about at the same time another who he did not know moved closer towards her head and she immediately began to suck his Condomed Dick. Closing his eyes again, he felt a wave of Nausea almost force him to succumb and vomit. Looking over he saw two more DISCS that had come with this one. Each one indicating last week and the week before that. He could tell this had been happening for the last three weeks and probably longer. Unable to watch it anymore and with shaking right hand. He ejected the DVD and placed it on top of the others. Those he suspected showed basically the same thing. Yukana having sex with the same three men and from what he could easily tell. She liked it. For she kept stating that she was having multiple orgasms all during what they were doing to her. He then collapsed onto his bed and cried. Barely able to understand why this was happening to him.
Walking towards her Boyfriend's House, Yukana smiled as she carried what was a bag full of Groceries. Due to she had not seen Junichi in just about two days she intended to make him a Romantic Dinner tonight. She did not want to think about why or what she had done two days ago. Nor did she want to think about the three different past weeks and what had occurred during that time. It completely sickened her to think about that. So now she was going to spend a few well deserved hours with her Boyfriend. Wanting to bask in his love for her. Nearing his house, she reached out and rang the doorbell. Then after some time rang it again. Then again and finally she used the Spare Key that was hidden in one of the Dandelion Planter to open the door. "Hey Junichi...Are you home?" She said loudly inside the house and then saw him on top of the Stairs looking down at her. At first she was shocked at his overall appearance. He looked terrible.
"What do you want?" Junichi said evenly and Yukana hoisted the Grocery Bag before her.
"I came over to make you Dinner and spend some time with you. Since I have not seen you in the last couple of days." Yukana replied with a smile and Junichi shook his head.
"Where have you been?" Junichi asked and for a brief moment Yukana looked as if she was about to become ill. She had paled immensely and her expression became sullen. Then she smiled again.
"I...I was...I had something I had to do." Yukana silently hoped he would not ask what that something was. Unprepared for him to toss her the DVD's that he was holding.
"I know...I know where have you been and...and I know what you did." Junichi said feeling not only betrayed. But also devastated. He wanted and needed to know why she would cheat on him. But at that moment he just could not stand it any longer. His despair overwhelmed the need to know. "Take those and leave! I do not want you here! Just leave!" He stated angrily and Yukana looked at the Discs that she had failed to catch and was now on the floor. She looked at them curiously.
"What is on those?" Yukana asked her heart pounding heavily in her chest in panic and Junichi inhaled sharply. Barely able to control himself. He glared down at her.
"Those were sent to me...Just take them and...Get out!" Junichi said loudly gesturing to the door. Wanting her to leave so he could cry again.
"I...I do not understand Junichi. What is on them...That is making you act this way?" Yukana asked though she inwardly feared what might be on the disc. Breathing hard and almost to the point of utter despair. Junichi's whole body began to shake.
"GET OUT! TAKE THOSE DISGUSTING DISC'S AND GET OUT! YOU SLUT! YOU CHEATING SLUT!" Junichi screamed and Yukana stared up at him in horror. Fully now knowing what was on the DISCs. She reached down with shaking hands and picked them up.
"Oh no! They must have sent him...Why would they do that?" Yukana whispered in anguish. "Junichi...Listen...Let me explain...Please." Though she really did not have any reasonable explanation to give him. Tears started to stream down her face.
"I do not want to hear it. Just...Get out and leave me alone." Junichi then turned and walked back to his room leaving Yukana there to watch him leave. She dropped the Grocery Bag onto the floor and slowly left. Outside she took out her Cellphone and Called Aiwaza wanting to know why he would do this to her.
The Call:
"What have you done?" Yukana said towards her phone right after Aiwaza answered and the man chuckled.
"Oh so he got them...Good. So I am taking it he did not like seeing you with me and the others?" Aiwaza said over her Phone and she held back the tears.
"Why would you do that? Why would you...Send...Record what...I know I...You told me that you...That the last time was the last time and you would not...Why?" Yukana asked in shock and again Aiwaza laughed.
"It is simple...None of us want to end what we are doing. We also do not want you to have a Boyfriend to complicate matters. So now that you don't have Junichi Hasaba...We can go back to...it. How about this...I will call the others and meet you at the Hotel and we can discuss it?" Aiwaza said smugly and Yukana felt the anger well up inside her.
"YOU! YOU RUINED MY LIFE AND YOU THINK...I WILL MAKE YOU PAY FOR THIS! I SWEAR I WILL!" Yukana said loudly at her phone and then hung up. She had a sudden urge to throw it and the DVDs away. But then realized how she was going to make Aiwaza and his two cronies pay. The evidence she needed was right in her hand. They were adults and she was still a high school student. She no longer cared what it would do to her for she actually had nothing left that mattered to her. That is if she could not be with Junichi. With the three discs she walked to the local Police Station wanting to get her revenge for what Aiwaza had done to her.
With the report filed and the Promise from the District Attorney that only those that need to view it will ever see anything on them. Yukana went home. She felt numb. Her World as she knew it ended the moment that Junichi found out what she had done. Not remembering how, she reached her house and sat down outside on the step. "I have nothing...I let myself be blackmailed into...And now I have nothing that matters to me anymore." She whispered in anguish. Knowing that Junichi probably would never forgive her. She had no idea how to explain why she had done what she had done. It all just seemed impossible that she allowed herself to be blackmailed by Aiwaza. But she had. She believed him and in doing so let herself be used by him and his two perverted friends. Then after what occurred the first time she had been the victim of a series of blackmail. That had led her into something that sickened her so badly that she had thrown up every time afterwards. But what made it even worse, they had sent those recordings to Junichi so that they could continue using her. "Why? Why did I...I..?" Sitting there in a stupor she barely noticed when Ranko approached her.
"Yukana...What is...Wrong?" Ranko asked and Yukana looked up at her friend and then began to cry. After a few moments she told her friend everything. How Aiwaza blackmailed her. Telling her that if she did not agree to what she had done for the past three weeks he would divulge to Junichi how she had in a moment of idiocy had kissed Dai. That was it but she believed that if Junichi found out then he would break up with her. So she agreed to Aiwaza's first demand to give him a handjob. Unknown to her he had recorded her doing that. So he blackmailed her to have sex with him and again he had recorded it. Then from there it was just a series of blackmail that led to whatever Aiwaza and his Friends wanted. With her hands over her mouth, Ranko gasped audibly. "Oh God...Yukana...Why didn't you come to me? Why did you believe those...How could you let yourself...Do that and not think that they would not...Oh Yukana...I have no idea what to say." She said in utter shock and Yukana only knew one thing. She had been a utter fool to even believe that she could be with Junichi after what she had done. "How could you...I mean...You had to know they would...What were you thinking?" Her friend asked.
"I...I did not think...They promised that it would end if...When they finally were tired of me or found someone else...Then it would be over. I did not know they...I did not think they would...They sent them to Junichi. Now...Now I...I have nothing. They took everything from me." Yukana cried in anguish and Ranko paled. Wondering how Yukana could do this.
"Give it time...Yukana. In time...Then you might be able to...Explain what had happened to Mister Virgin. In time he might...Forgive you." Ranko said trying to give some hope to her friend. But in truth she did not believe any of that.
That evening Yukana watched the News, she felt nothing as the Reporter gave the report of the Arrest of Shinjo Aiwaza a Teacher at a local School. Along with two others for having Sex with an unknown Underaged Girl on several occasions. The Reporter also mentioned that under further investigation by the Police that Aiwaza and his Cohorts had been tied to other accounts of having improper relations with other underage Girls. Twelve to be exact. From the ages of 14 to 17. In the last two years all at Schools that Aiwaza taught at. For Yukana it gave her no satisfaction at all. To her the one person she cared about was now taken from her. For she doubted that he would ever forgive her for what she had done. She had no idea how to explain how Aiwaza and his two friends did not force themselves upon her. She had gone willingly to the Hotel Room and allowed them to do all types of sorted things to her multiple times on multiple days. No matter how she thought about it. She had allowed them to and to make it even more horrible for her. During those times she had orgasms. Her body enjoyed it and as she thought about it. The very notion of that sickened her.
At the same time Junichi watched the same Channel and he too felt devastated. For the one that the News had mentioned was supposed to be his Girlfriend. Someone he had portrayed his love for and to him it felt like she had taken those feelings he had for her and stomped on them. Unable to stand it any longer, he turned off the TV and slumped onto his bed. Unable to even cry again, he just laid there and could not thinking and remembering what he had seen on the same TV just less then twelve hours ago. Where Yukana was with Aiwaza and two other men. As they did her and did her and did her. He could not stop hearing the moans she let out as..."Stop...Stop. I do not want to remember...I do not want to remember any of it." He wailed as he cried though he could not shed any more tears.
School Day: Desperation
Walking in a daze and mostly on what some would consider automatic pilot. Junichi stumbled along towards School. He barely acknowledged anyone as he walked. Not Nene. Not Shinpei. Not Minoru and Not Keigo. No one. Once in class he just sat there at his desk in a fog. He ignored everyone as they spoke about the Arrest of one of the Teachers. Most speculated about who the Girl was. Some believed it had to be Ranko. None knew the truth and at one point Junichi had an urge to tell them all who it really was. But knew that would be nothing more then being vindictive and petty. In a warped sense, he was still madly in love with Yukana and he did not want to.
When Yukana entered the Classroom, Junichi diverted his eyes from her and stared at his desktop. She noticed and had to force herself from not breaking down right there and then. "He won't even look at me." She whispered inaudibly in anguish. Feeling as if someone had punched her right in the chest. Right into her heart. Going to her own seat, she spent the entire morning just looking at Junichi.
Heading towards his Locker, Junichi found Ranko waiting for him. "We need to talk!" She demanded and Junichi shook his head.
"I do not want to. Now move so I can change my shoes and get the fuck out of here." Junichi stated and Ranko refused to move.
"NO! We are going to talk...Now you can either come with me peacefully...Or I beat the living shit out of you and drag you out of here." Ranko said clenching her fists before him and he inhaled softly.
"Do it! Beat me up. I want to...Maybe then I can feel something other then...Hit me...Beat me. Please Ranko...Do it." Junichi said in a pleading tone and Ranko lowered her fists. Then grabbed him by his right wrist and dragged him back behind the School. He went in hopes that she would beat him. Once there. She spun towards him and glared at him.
"Listen...Yukana told me everything and...What happened to her...You know she has lost everything that means the most to her. The top thing is you. Do you realize...She got caught up in a series of really bad shit? From what she told me it all happened...Because she did not want you to find out and that Asshole used that against her." Ranko tried to explain it all. But she still could not fully believe that someone as intelligent as Yukana had let herself be fooled so badly. Junichi slumped and closed her eyes.
"Tell me Ranko...How do...How would I be able to forget what...She let them...She allowed them and from what...I saw and heard enough to know she...I can't forget that. No matter how hard I try." Junichi felt tears begin to flow down his cheeks. He dropped to the ground and began to cry again. "Do you even realize how much it hurts...I loved her...I am in love with her and she...She...She..." He could not finish as he placed his hands over his face. Ranko stood there and looked down at him. Feeling tears as well flow down her cheeks.
"Then at least talk to her...Let her...Don't just shut her out. Talk to her. I know for a fact that she loves you so much and...And...Just talk to her." Ranko said almost pleading for him to talk to Yukana. Hating how devastated her Friend was. Wanting to give her friend some measure of hope and at the same time perhaps give Junichi some hope as well.
"I will think about it." Junichi finally said after several minutes. Ranko let him leave and he once more walked in a daze back to his house. Again ignoring just about everyone. Later that evening he decided that he just could not live without Yukana. So he sent her a text asking if they could talk after School tomorrow.
When she received the Text, Yukana broke down and cried. Instantly agreeing and that night she barely was able to sleep.
The Talk:
They arranged to meet in one of the Supply Rooms that was barely used. In fact from what Junichi could tell, it had not been used in years for there were Textbooks that were seriously out of date. He had arrived first and after using a Cloth that was somewhat clean. He dusted off a Chair and sat down. Glancing down at his Cellphone, he began to wonder if Yukana was actually going to show up. Part of him wanted to talk to her and another hoped that she did not come. So when the door opened and Yukana came in, he let out a soft sigh. "Before anything...I want to know...I have to know. Why? Why would you...I thought...I believed that you...I loved you Yukana and I...Thought you felt the same for me. So why?" Tears began to form in his eyes as he looked at her. She sat down in the other Chair facing him and he could see that she too had tears in her eyes. She inhaled and looked downward towards the floor.
"Junichi...I do love you...I love you so much that...You have no idea how horrible I feel about what I...What happened." Yukana had thought over what she would say all last night and finally came to the decision that she would tell him everything. So she did. How she had been subjected to a series of almost never ending blackmail. How each time, Aiwaza had blackmailed her with the notion that if she disobeyed he would tell Junichi everything. He had used her love for Junichi against her. When she finished she could not fully look at Junichi and she was crying. Sobbing loudly. He did not say anything for several minutes.
"What bothered me the most was...It...From what I saw and heard on the disc I...I could stand to see and hear." Junichi swallowed heavily the dryness in his throat. "From what I could stand to see and hear...It sounded like you...You liked it." He blurted out that last three words in anguish. Yukana shook her head.
"NO I DID NOT! I HATED IT! I HATED EVERY...EVERYTHING THAT WAS DONE TO ME! WHAT I REALLY DESPISED AND HATED WAS THAT..." Yukana dropped down off the chair onto her knees and made an effort to control herself and by taking several breaths. "That my body...It was my body that...enjoyed it. Not me. My body...it was nothing more then a biological response to what...from what was done to me! I hated everything those...those assholes did to me! But they kept blackmailing me...Making me do those things...To be used by them over and over again! I hated it all." She took seveal more ragged breaths and looked up at Junichi. "You know what I really hated...I hated was that I...I hated myself for betraying you. I hated that I betrayed your love for me and let myself be used that way." She started to cry again and when she easily noticed that he too was crying.
"I just do not understand why...Why you would let them blackmail you? You could have...From what you told me...It was not so much you kissed that jackass...But he kissed you and...and...I would have been...You could have told me and sure I would not have been happy about it. But...After that it is harder for me to...Forgive or forget." Junichi said using the sleeve of his uniform to wipe some of the tears off his face.
"I know and you have to realize how sorry I am. I...I wanted my first time and...And every time after that to be with you. I wanted us to...I wanted us to...But now you probably think I am what you called me back when...When you called me a...Slut." Yukana could not really blame him if he did think of her that way. For in her mind now, she was. No matter what happened after this. She had let those three men do things over and over to her that she could never forget. She also suspected that it would take a long time for Junichi to even cope with what he had seen. He exhaled and shook his head.
"I hate this...I hate this so much. I hate the fact that I cannot...I cannot stop being in love with you. I want to hate you...I want to never forgive you. But I can't. Because no matter what...What you did. I just can't stop...AAARGGG!" Junichi growled in frustration. Yukana smiled slightly and with some reluctance reached out with her right hand placing on his. At first she was afraid he would pull his hand away and he almost did. Instead he moved his hand upwards and clasped hers in his.
"Junichi I do love you and that will never change. Please...I am begging you. Please...In time can you forgive me. I do not want to lose you. I cannot lose you...I just cannot. I am so sorry and I...Please Junichi. Please don't leave me." Yukana pleaded once again tears steamed down her cheeks and what could Junichi do. He could not bring himself not to be in love with her. He sullenly nodded and she lunged at him. Kissing him. Parting she placed her forehead against his and stared into his eyes. "Junichi...Can I...Can we...I want to spend the night with you. I want to purge everything...I want you to make me forget everything. I want to make you forget everything and to do that...I want to...Come home with you." She told him and then without waiting for him to answer. She stood, took his right hand in her left and walked straight to his house. They barely said anything and at his house, she led him right up to his bedroom. Where they spent that night and most of the next day with the intent of making them both forget. During those times, Yukana fully embraced every orgasm without any ill effects. Relishing in those moments more and more as they made love almost countless times. In the end both of their goals was to replace the bad memories as much as possible. But she knew it would take time for Junichi to fully forgive her and partially forget and she was willing to wait as long as it took.
The End
