This will be the last update till after the 6th of Aug. My job has me working almost 60 this week with regular hours plus training. I will say that the next several chapters will be through the wolf's point of view. So do expect much. However, I will say it is interesting and a struggle to write from the wolf's perspective. I hope you all enjoy it and find it insightful.

Airgead's POV (don't look for a lot of description or passage of time. You can consider the Italics on repeat till Bella's appearance)

Drink masks the pain. Must continue drinking.

Must protect my other half from the pain.

Pack has abandoned us.

I can no longer sense anything but pain.

Drink. Must continue drinking.

Feeling weaker. Must continue to drink.

Spirits have abandoned us.

Everything is turning cold.

Pack never understood us.

Pack has left us.

Can't feel their connection.

Never wanted an imprint.

So much darkness.

So much pain.

So cold.

A light.

So tiny and far.

Must focus on the light.

Light equals warmth.

So cold.

Focus on the light.

It flickered.

It cannot fade into the darkness.

Must focus on the light.

Must reach out to the light.

Feels colder.

It flickered again.

Hard to focus.

Must focus on the light.

Must drink.

Must focus.

Hurts too much.

Getting colder.

Light fading.

Fading.

Must focus on the flickering light.

Struggle to breathe.

Drums.

No!

Focus on the flickering light.

"We have found your light. If you want your light; then you must hold on a little longer." A feminine voice said. "We have sent a messenger to your light. You must decide to hold on or go to your ancestors." The voice echoed through the void till it completely faded.

Drums louder.

Can't remember anything.

Another light.

Drums.

No must focus on flickering light.

Block out other light.

Block out drums.

Focus on the flickering light.

Drums gone.

Other light gone.

So cold.

Focus on the flickering light.

Hard to breathe.

Focus on the flickering light.

Can sense nothing.

Can remember nothing.

Fading.

Must focus on the flickering light.

Struggle to breathe.

Is that sound.

Focus on the flickering light.

It says to move if want numb pain.

Must move.

Not wanted.

So cold.

My name.

So much pain.

Light says to take shower.

Numb pain.

Must move.