due to my tablet acting up chapter 5 has been lost. In fact all my writing from chapters 1 - 5 have been lost. I do plan to re write this story from chapter 1-4 so fear not it will be back. In the mean time check out my new story also staring sarah.

hears part of chapter one of

Sarah Hill couldn't sleep, growing when she heard a scraping noise against her bedroom window. A sound she hadn't heard in almost a week. She set up on her elbows and look towards her bedroom curtains and saw the shadowy form of her best friend . Sliding from bed she crept across the floor and drew the curtains back and frowned down at the boy on the other side who was looking away as his fingers lightly knocked against the window.

Pressing her lips together she unlocked the window and pushed it up. "What are you doing hear Eddie," she asked. "Shouldn't you be doing a deal or something."

Crawling through the window Eddie rolled his eyes, and turned to close the window blocking the light rain that stated falling. When he turned to face her again she had turned her bedside lamp on and was sitting on the side of her bed staring at him with deep sadness.

Her chest felt like it was going to burst open as they stared at each other.

"I'm sorry." He knew that he had really hurt his only female friend with his lies and he knew that she would probably hate him for ever. He wanted to tell her how much she meant to him, how much she's helped him when he moved in with his uncle by just being there. Being supportive and understanding. He desperately wished she hadn't found out about him selling drugs. he blamed Chrissy for it..

Sarah could feel tears gathering in her eyes as she stared at the boy who she secretly been in love with since she meet him almost 9 years ago. She didn't care that he was almost twenty years old and had repeated 12th grade twice or that he lived in a trailer on the poor side of town. He couldn't do no wrong in her eyes well that was until now.