p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; line-height: normal;" align="center"a name="_Hlk109417074"/aspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"CHAPTER 1/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; line-height: normal;" align="center"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"The day we met. /span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"*Porsche*/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche a name="_Hlk109324748"/aa name="_Hlk109447075"/aspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109324748;"Kittisawasd/span is a remarkable man who has a morning routine every time he wakes up. His morning routines include brushing his teeth, washing his face at the bathroom sink, then blends up fruits for a healthy morning smoothie. Porsche does not like working out, but he always makes sure to do his morning stretches. After this is done, he shaves his beard to a clean shave, takes a bath and then his day finally starts with whatever activities he style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span/span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"His life has been guided by rules from the age of 2 when he could barely walk. When he was a child, he had nannies who took of him, he has never done anything out of his own free will. He was born to follow the family dynamics of taking over the family business after his father gets older or dies. He started education right from kindergarten, then elementary school, middle school, high school. He went on to study engineering in for 6 years where he discovered he was gay after having a crush on his roommate. His roommate who never reciprocated his feelings. Porsche has always felt alone but used education to fill up a void because this was the only thing, he was able to have a little bit of control over: deciding where to go for University. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"After University, the next plan was to get a master's degree, but his family wanted him to start learning the family business. He would never understand how he was able to take charge and convince his father to let him get his master's degree. Surprisingly, his father allowed him to have this one thing for himself/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" He finally had a little bit of space for himself. Porsche thought he would be able to live his life as he wanted to know that he was out of the house and far away from the family, however this did not happen; He was given an "option" of staying with family members that were not too far from the university instead of his own apartment. Porsche studied hard during these two years while living with his strict uncle, his wife and their 2 daughters. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche was not the only child; he had an elder brother who is happily married with 3 kids and a younger sister who was still in high school. It never made sense to Porsche on why he had to be the one to take over the family business when his elder brother was still alive and capable. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche always felt helpless and tired. He needed someone to take him and run away. He felt so alone all he wants is to be held and loved by someone and it is so sad that he has never gotten any attraction from other people. There are times when he looks in the mirror and stares at his beautiful tan skin and slim waist and wonders why no one ever finds him attractive. He knows how beautiful he is but wonders if any other person will find him as beautiful as he looks./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongemspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche (30)/span/em/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche graduated and went on to get a doctorate in Engineering. He is now finally known as Dr. Porsche Kittisawasd; Although this was not his goal, he was proud of himself. He took charge of his education and turned in to a goal. He decided to become a professor while also learning the family business. However, one of the major things that happened to Porsche while at the start of his PhD was getting married! /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanHe always thought that he would experience that first love that he always read about in the books. He thought his love would be like that of a princess in fairy tales; when the princess is in a helpless situation and the prince charming comes in and takes charge saving both the princess and the day. Porsche has wanted the cliché "Happily ever after". /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"In a scenario that Porsche always dreams about before going to bed every night. /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 16.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Scenario:/span/strong/span span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"where he and his prince charming stayed together happily with their children; they stayed old to see their grandchildren. In a scenario both where him and his prince charming died holding hands in bed together. This however is a different case for Porsche. Porsche`s father has decided that an arranged marriage should be the next step for Porsche since he has finished everything that to do with education with had a connection with education/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"His dad introduced him to Tawan Anthanpan the first son and only child of the Anthanpan and Co company/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"The Anthanpan is a family-owned business and Tawan was next in line to take over the family business. Porsche`s father a name="_Hlk109325490"/aAvan Kittisawasd decided that arranging a marriage between the two families would be a good business idea since he was trying to cover his losses. span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanThe/span/span span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kittisawasd family business was failing due to an incident that took place five years ago which caused them a loss in profit. This incident also caused a fire incident to three of their factories and Avan Kittisawasd solution was to sacrifice his son`s happiness and freedom to get a Business partnership with the Anthanpan family. Porsche has been fond of his father right from when he could say the word "Papa". He could never say no to his father and because he has never said no to his father, he always obeyed every word from Avan. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"This arranged marriage was not Porsche idea of what a marriage should look like. As cliché as it might sound; Porsche knew that Tawan was not his Prince Charming. He never wanted this marriage but was willing to go through if it pleased his father. Porsche`s idea of going through with this marriage was taking Tawan as a second option/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"At least, if he never finds his prince charming then there will be Tawan, so he won`t die due to loneliness. Porsche thought to himself "Maybe this is a sign and a chance at love". With these thoughts Porsche decided to marry Tawan. Tawan is a pretty man with olive skin, his build was slightly bigger than Porsche and he was 3 cm shorter than Porsche/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" He had a charming face, and he was able to use his face to get many lovers while in college. He is now a gynecologist and almost the owner of the Anthanpan family style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanPorsche and Tawan both own 50% each of the KittiAnth Enterprise. This business was already in talks before their marriage and came into light 5 weeks after marriage/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Tawan is an only child and has always been allowed to do whatever he wanted which was the opposite of Porsche. He has dated more than Porsche and he also has more sexual experience than Porsche and slightly used the latter to tease Porsche the first time they met to discuss the wedding preparations. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche and Tawan were happily married or so they thought. Although it seems like a different case for Porsche. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongemspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn (27)/span/em/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn Theerapanyakul is the only child of Korn Theerapanyakul and sole heir of the casino business which he would take over once he is done with his master's degree/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" Kinn was very ambitious and was known to go after what he wants. At the age of 12, Kinn was interested in the family business which is one of the reasons he decided to pursue a master's degree. He was a business minded person and never cared for love/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"His first and last relationship was the age of 20 when he was in style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanKinn ended it because his partner at that time was not faithful and cheated on him multiple times. They dated for about five months, and it suddenly ended when Kinn caught him in bed with another man/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"That was not the first time, and it was not going to be the last. Kinn decided it was time to let it go. After that, Kinn put himself into his education and never dated anyone past one month. Kinn is someone who has never fallen in love/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';";/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" He has thought about it and decided that if it doesn't happen then it doesn't happen. He just wanted to live a peaceful and memorable life now that he has started his first year of Masters. One of his wishes is to make more friends and go out more but knowing himself he knows that it is just wishful thinking since its never going to happen. Kinn believes this is the time for him to shine and show his father that he can take over the casino business; if he shows that he is incompetent… his father might hand it over to his cousin Vegas. Kinn hates that idea since him and his cousin do not get along mainly because Vegas has always wanted to steal the spotlight from him. Kinn has decided that he must work 2x times harder than Vegas to get the casino business. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif;" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"*After one year* ~ Kinn/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"It's been one year since I got into grad school, and it's been the best and worst year of my life. I officially made two friends since getting here: Tay and Time (/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"TAY MY BBY/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"). Tay and Time were the first people I met while in my Business Ethics class; They were practically the only people that came over to start a conversation with me during a class break. Tay is the most beautiful man I had ever set my eyes and I had a slight crush on him; I almost told him about how I liked him, but I stopped when I saw him and Time making out on the couch at a Halloween party and that was when I figured out that they were together. I mean they were always together; anyone would have figured that quickly but not me/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"On campus~12pm/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"I am supposed to be taking a new class today; it was an elective class which I choose because I was looking for a challenge. The class is supposed to be an Engineering class taught by a new professor. I start to walk fast and race slightly as I was late for Mr. Anth class, I have no idea what kind of professor he was. I really wanted to make a good impression on my first day of his class. I sprint across the halls, and I immediately open a huge brown door and suddenly I am met with a pair of brown eyes. This man looked ethereal. He looked like a God, and I instantly forgot what I Said about Tay being the most beautiful man. His skin was the most beautiful skin I have ever set my eyes on. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Hello, can you have a seat or are you in the wrong class?", said the professor. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanI was quickly brought back to consciousness, and I suddenly turned red since I was a little bit embarrassed and shy. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"'Sorry sir' I mutter./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanI quickly find a seat at the back of the class. As the day and lecture went by, I saw myself distracted by this man. I mean how is someone so young a professor. All my other professors looked older. I question myself as I watch him move from one side of the lecture screen to the other as he explained something which I can't seem to remember. I stare at him from the top of his head, his hair: a shade of black; it seems gelled down to look more professional. Eyes: Eyes looked like he would never lie to me. I could see sunsets and happiness in those eyes. I looked at his waist; I bet my hands can wrap around his waist; I mean, that is something I want to try. Our eyes met for a few seconds, he smiled at me and continued his teaching. I quickly withdrew my gaze and looked at the book in front of me. I was blushing hard and might have been a little bit hard from just his smile. I wonder what would happen should we ever got closer to each other. I begin to think of the worst memories that could help me calm down. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"~After class~/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Hey, Mr. Kinn can you wait behind for a bit?", Porsche calls out for Kinn immediately after he ended his class. Porsche had noticed him staring at him and he was confused, but managed to smile at him so not to make everything awkward /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Sir?" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Kinn, is everything good? I could not help but notice you staring at me. Was there something on my face?", Porsche touches his face. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn could not help but smile as he finds Porsche to be cute. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Seriously, is there something on my face?" Porsche asks as he has a slight frown on his face./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn reaches his hand out to brush Porsche`s cheek. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""There is nothing on your face; I find you beautiful and different from my other professors. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche`s eyes widen, and his heart began to race; No one has ever made him feel like this. What is this feeling? Different thoughts race in Porsche`s head as he tries to gather words to reply to Kinn. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Erm", Porsche clears his throat. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Thank you for the compliment. Do you easily compliment people?" Porsche looks deeply straight into Kinn`s eyes. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""No", Kinn steps closer to Porsche./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche steps slightly backwards but still there is not much space between them./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Professor, Can I touch your hands?" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Why?" Porsche whispers./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""I want to know what your skin feels like." /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""That's ridiculous", Porsche chuckles. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""I think we should leave; there are cameras here. " /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"The atmosphere was very intense and there was a little bit of tension in the air. Leaving in this position is the last thing in Kinn`s mind. Kinn just wants to know what Porsche tastes like and know everything about Porsche. He wanted them to stay awake and talk for hours. Why was he feeling like this? It was a weird but sure feeling. In Kinn`s mind, he feared never seeing Porsche again after today. In Porsche mind he was thinking about how this is the most intense feeling he has ever felt. He has never met Kinn before but there was something about Kinn that made want to drag his hand on him? and spend the whole night with him./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn steps closer to Porsche, now they are just a few inches away from each other. They could feel each other's hot breaths. Kinn puts his hands in Porsche hands. He holds Porsche and caresses his hands, twirls his fingers on Porsche`s palm; Porsche could not move and just stands there ready to risk it all. Kinn smirks, then he releases Porsche`s hands, steps back and smiles. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""I am sorry professor; I am just acting on impulse.", Kinn apologizes. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche stands there and could hardly say anything./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn smiles and walks out, leaving Porsche really confused. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche stands there looking confused and that was the day they met. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Written by Giam/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center; line-height: normal;" align="center"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"The day we met. /span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"*Porsche*/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche a name="_Hlk109324748"/aa name="_Hlk109447075"/aspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109324748;"Kittisawasd/span is a remarkable man who has a morning routine every time he wakes up. His morning routines include brushing his teeth, washing his face at the bathroom sink, then blends up fruits for a healthy morning smoothie. Porsche does not like working out, but he always makes sure to do his morning stretches. After this is done, he shaves his beard to a clean shave, takes a bath and then his day finally starts with whatever activities he style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanspan style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /span/span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"His life has been guided by rules from the age of 2 when he could barely walk. When he was a child, he had nannies who took of him, he has never done anything out of his own free will. He was born to follow the family dynamics of taking over the family business after his father gets older or dies. He started education right from kindergarten, then elementary school, middle school, high school. He went on to study engineering in for 6 years where he discovered he was gay after having a crush on his roommate. His roommate who never reciprocated his feelings. Porsche has always felt alone but used education to fill up a void because this was the only thing, he was able to have a little bit of control over: deciding where to go for University. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"After University, the next plan was to get a master's degree, but his family wanted him to start learning the family business. He would never understand how he was able to take charge and convince his father to let him get his master's degree. Surprisingly, his father allowed him to have this one thing for himself/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" He finally had a little bit of space for himself. Porsche thought he would be able to live his life as he wanted to know that he was out of the house and far away from the family, however this did not happen; He was given an "option" of staying with family members that were not too far from the university instead of his own apartment. Porsche studied hard during these two years while living with his strict uncle, his wife and their 2 daughters. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche was not the only child; he had an elder brother who is happily married with 3 kids and a younger sister who was still in high school. It never made sense to Porsche on why he had to be the one to take over the family business when his elder brother was still alive and capable. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche always felt helpless and tired. He needed someone to take him and run away. He felt so alone all he wants is to be held and loved by someone and it is so sad that he has never gotten any attraction from other people. There are times when he looks in the mirror and stares at his beautiful tan skin and slim waist and wonders why no one ever finds him attractive. He knows how beautiful he is but wonders if any other person will find him as beautiful as he looks./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify; line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongemspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche (30)/span/em/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche graduated and went on to get a doctorate in Engineering. He is now finally known as Dr. Porsche Kittisawasd; Although this was not his goal, he was proud of himself. He took charge of his education and turned in to a goal. He decided to become a professor while also learning the family business. However, one of the major things that happened to Porsche while at the start of his PhD was getting married! /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanHe always thought that he would experience that first love that he always read about in the books. He thought his love would be like that of a princess in fairy tales; when the princess is in a helpless situation and the prince charming comes in and takes charge saving both the princess and the day. Porsche has wanted the cliché "Happily ever after". /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"In a scenario that Porsche always dreams about before going to bed every night. /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 16.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Scenario:/span/strong/span span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"where he and his prince charming stayed together happily with their children; they stayed old to see their grandchildren. In a scenario both where him and his prince charming died holding hands in bed together. This however is a different case for Porsche. Porsche`s father has decided that an arranged marriage should be the next step for Porsche since he has finished everything that to do with education with had a connection with education/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"His dad introduced him to Tawan Anthanpan the first son and only child of the Anthanpan and Co company/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"The Anthanpan is a family-owned business and Tawan was next in line to take over the family business. Porsche`s father a name="_Hlk109325490"/aAvan Kittisawasd decided that arranging a marriage between the two families would be a good business idea since he was trying to cover his losses. span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanThe/span/span span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kittisawasd family business was failing due to an incident that took place five years ago which caused them a loss in profit. This incident also caused a fire incident to three of their factories and Avan Kittisawasd solution was to sacrifice his son`s happiness and freedom to get a Business partnership with the Anthanpan family. Porsche has been fond of his father right from when he could say the word "Papa". He could never say no to his father and because he has never said no to his father, he always obeyed every word from Avan. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"This arranged marriage was not Porsche idea of what a marriage should look like. As cliché as it might sound; Porsche knew that Tawan was not his Prince Charming. He never wanted this marriage but was willing to go through if it pleased his father. Porsche`s idea of going through with this marriage was taking Tawan as a second option/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"At least, if he never finds his prince charming then there will be Tawan, so he won`t die due to loneliness. Porsche thought to himself "Maybe this is a sign and a chance at love". With these thoughts Porsche decided to marry Tawan. Tawan is a pretty man with olive skin, his build was slightly bigger than Porsche and he was 3 cm shorter than Porsche/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" He had a charming face, and he was able to use his face to get many lovers while in college. He is now a gynecologist and almost the owner of the Anthanpan family style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanPorsche and Tawan both own 50% each of the KittiAnth Enterprise. This business was already in talks before their marriage and came into light 5 weeks after marriage/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Tawan is an only child and has always been allowed to do whatever he wanted which was the opposite of Porsche. He has dated more than Porsche and he also has more sexual experience than Porsche and slightly used the latter to tease Porsche the first time they met to discuss the wedding preparations. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche and Tawan were happily married or so they thought. Although it seems like a different case for Porsche. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongemspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn (27)/span/em/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn Theerapanyakul is the only child of Korn Theerapanyakul and sole heir of the casino business which he would take over once he is done with his master's degree/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" Kinn was very ambitious and was known to go after what he wants. At the age of 12, Kinn was interested in the family business which is one of the reasons he decided to pursue a master's degree. He was a business minded person and never cared for love/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"His first and last relationship was the age of 20 when he was in style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanKinn ended it because his partner at that time was not faithful and cheated on him multiple times. They dated for about five months, and it suddenly ended when Kinn caught him in bed with another man/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';". /span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"That was not the first time, and it was not going to be the last. Kinn decided it was time to let it go. After that, Kinn put himself into his education and never dated anyone past one month. Kinn is someone who has never fallen in love/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';";/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" He has thought about it and decided that if it doesn't happen then it doesn't happen. He just wanted to live a peaceful and memorable life now that he has started his first year of Masters. One of his wishes is to make more friends and go out more but knowing himself he knows that it is just wishful thinking since its never going to happen. Kinn believes this is the time for him to shine and show his father that he can take over the casino business; if he shows that he is incompetent… his father might hand it over to his cousin Vegas. Kinn hates that idea since him and his cousin do not get along mainly because Vegas has always wanted to steal the spotlight from him. Kinn has decided that he must work 2x times harder than Vegas to get the casino business. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif;" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"*After one year* ~ Kinn/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"It's been one year since I got into grad school, and it's been the best and worst year of my life. I officially made two friends since getting here: Tay and Time (/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"TAY MY BBY/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"). Tay and Time were the first people I met while in my Business Ethics class; They were practically the only people that came over to start a conversation with me during a class break. Tay is the most beautiful man I had ever set my eyes and I had a slight crush on him; I almost told him about how I liked him, but I stopped when I saw him and Time making out on the couch at a Halloween party and that was when I figured out that they were together. I mean they were always together; anyone would have figured that quickly but not me/span/spanspan style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 12.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"On campus~12pm/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"I am supposed to be taking a new class today; it was an elective class which I choose because I was looking for a challenge. The class is supposed to be an Engineering class taught by a new professor. I start to walk fast and race slightly as I was late for Mr. Anth class, I have no idea what kind of professor he was. I really wanted to make a good impression on my first day of his class. I sprint across the halls, and I immediately open a huge brown door and suddenly I am met with a pair of brown eyes. This man looked ethereal. He looked like a God, and I instantly forgot what I Said about Tay being the most beautiful man. His skin was the most beautiful skin I have ever set my eyes on. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Hello, can you have a seat or are you in the wrong class?", said the professor. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanI was quickly brought back to consciousness, and I suddenly turned red since I was a little bit embarrassed and shy. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"'Sorry sir' I mutter./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"span style="mso-spacerun: yes;" /spanI quickly find a seat at the back of the class. As the day and lecture went by, I saw myself distracted by this man. I mean how is someone so young a professor. All my other professors looked older. I question myself as I watch him move from one side of the lecture screen to the other as he explained something which I can't seem to remember. I stare at him from the top of his head, his hair: a shade of black; it seems gelled down to look more professional. Eyes: Eyes looked like he would never lie to me. I could see sunsets and happiness in those eyes. I looked at his waist; I bet my hands can wrap around his waist; I mean, that is something I want to try. Our eyes met for a few seconds, he smiled at me and continued his teaching. I quickly withdrew my gaze and looked at the book in front of me. I was blushing hard and might have been a little bit hard from just his smile. I wonder what would happen should we ever got closer to each other. I begin to think of the worst memories that could help me calm down. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"strongspan style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"~After class~/span/strong/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Hey, Mr. Kinn can you wait behind for a bit?", Porsche calls out for Kinn immediately after he ended his class. Porsche had noticed him staring at him and he was confused, but managed to smile at him so not to make everything awkward /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Sir?" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Kinn, is everything good? I could not help but notice you staring at me. Was there something on my face?", Porsche touches his face. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn could not help but smile as he finds Porsche to be cute. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Seriously, is there something on my face?" Porsche asks as he has a slight frown on his face./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn reaches his hand out to brush Porsche`s cheek. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""There is nothing on your face; I find you beautiful and different from my other professors. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche`s eyes widen, and his heart began to race; No one has ever made him feel like this. What is this feeling? Different thoughts race in Porsche`s head as he tries to gather words to reply to Kinn. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Erm", Porsche clears his throat. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Thank you for the compliment. Do you easily compliment people?" Porsche looks deeply straight into Kinn`s eyes. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""No", Kinn steps closer to Porsche./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche steps slightly backwards but still there is not much space between them./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Professor, Can I touch your hands?" /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""Why?" Porsche whispers./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""I want to know what your skin feels like." /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""That's ridiculous", Porsche chuckles. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""I think we should leave; there are cameras here. " /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"The atmosphere was very intense and there was a little bit of tension in the air. Leaving in this position is the last thing in Kinn`s mind. Kinn just wants to know what Porsche tastes like and know everything about Porsche. He wanted them to stay awake and talk for hours. Why was he feeling like this? It was a weird but sure feeling. In Kinn`s mind, he feared never seeing Porsche again after today. In Porsche mind he was thinking about how this is the most intense feeling he has ever felt. He has never met Kinn before but there was something about Kinn that made want to drag his hand on him? and spend the whole night with him./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn steps closer to Porsche, now they are just a few inches away from each other. They could feel each other's hot breaths. Kinn puts his hands in Porsche hands. He holds Porsche and caresses his hands, twirls his fingers on Porsche`s palm; Porsche could not move and just stands there ready to risk it all. Kinn smirks, then he releases Porsche`s hands, steps back and smiles. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';""I am sorry professor; I am just acting on impulse.", Kinn apologizes. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche stands there and could hardly say anything./span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Kinn smiles and walks out, leaving Porsche really confused. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="mso-bookmark: _Hlk109417074;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Porsche stands there looking confused and that was the day they met. /span/span/p
p class="MsoNormal" style="line-height: normal;"span style="font-size: 14.0pt; font-family: 'Bahnschrift Light SemiCondensed',sans-serif; mso-bidi-font-family: 'Times New Roman';"Written by Giam/span/p