We Can Make a List
Kate struggled to catch her breath, her mind still spinning as the aftershocks of her orgasm faded with the feeling of Yelena leaving slow, deliberate kisses across her inner thighs.
"Still with me Kate Bishop?"
"Y-Yeah. Just... give me a minute." Kate ran her hand through her hair, taking a deep breath. Her hips jolted upwards when she felt Yelena's tongue between her legs again, "Yelena! I said give me a minute not give me another... god!" Kate bit her lower lip, her free hand clenching into the messy sheets as another wave of stars threatened to flash in front of her eyes.
"Why thank you, but I am not a god. Although given how many times you called out for one, I am starting to think I should be jealous. Not sure of which one yet." Yelena leaned her cheek against Yelena's thigh, her hair tickling Kate's sensitive skin.
She took a deep breath as she finally got the nerve to meet Yelena's eyes without getting even wetter than she already was. She was wrong. After all how could she remain calm when she had Yelena between her legs, her hands hooked under her thighs, her smile teasing yet warm, and her eyes... fuck... Kate would never get tired of the way Yelena looked at her.
"Oh trust me, there's absolutely no one for you to be jealous of." Kate paused for a moment, "But... I don't know, might be kinda hot now that I think about it. Not that you're not hot now! You are! So fucking hot and you don't ever need to worry about..." Yelena stopped her when she started laughing, "And I'm rambling again."
The assassin shook her head, clearly amused, "No need for apology. I am very flattered by your words Kate Bishop." Yelena started to kiss a path of gentle kisses up Kate's stomach, careful to avoid any areas that night still be sensitive, which was hard to do since Kate's whole body was still very much buzzing with pleasure and every kiss felt like it was sending more sparks flying.
When Yelena finally gave her a proper kiss on the lips Kate couldn't hold back the noise that came from her throat as she tasted herself on Yelena's tongue. Strong hands made their way across her things, smoothing over the skin, the touch so light it was almost ticklish.
Kate thought about flipping them over, her intention clear when her thighs locked tight around Yelena's hips and her hands pushed on her shoulders just a bit. But Yelena pushed back, one hand landing next Kate's head to brace herself on and the other taking Kate by the wrist and pinning it down on the mattress.
Despite this Yelena's kisses don't stop, determined on renewing the barely healing mark she felt on Kate's neck the day before.
Now Kate was enjoying this. A lot. But she still couldn't stop herself from asking, "Why don't you let me touch you?"
"I let you touch me a lot. Far more than most people in fact."
"Yeah I know, but you that's not what I mean and you know that." Now Yelena paused. She was still for what felt like an eternity to Kate. Did she screw up? Did she push too much? Oh no, is this the part where Yelena leaves and never comes back?
When Yelena pushed back, moved to Kate's side and her hands left Kate's body to rest on the bed instead, Kate was scared. She gulped and waited, not wanting to overstep any further.
"I know this is going to sound really cliche, but Kate Bishop, it is not you, it's me. Now before you roll your eyes at me, let me explain myself to you alright?" Kate nodded. Yelena smiled and placed her hand over Kate's, which eased Kate's nerves a little. "I do not like being touched in a sexual way. It just does not feel good for me, my body locks up and I start having a lot of... thoughts about the past."
She didn't need to say it for Kate to understand. Of course having someone touch her would feel off for you, she was a Widow raised on the Red Room. Kate couldn't even imagine the things she had to do, people she had to kill and hurt while her body was under someone else's control.
"I am not saying I hate it when you touch me when we kiss or cuddle or sleep together or go on dates. I love when you touch me, when you show me you love me, when you kiss me. And I love having sex with you, hearing my name falling from your lips, tasting you, feeling you around me." Yelena closed her eyes and exhaled, "It feels very good." When she opened her eyes again Kate could see the way her pupils dilated, could make out the faint blush on Yelena's cheeks.
Still she struggled to understand completely. Sure she could understand wanting to make your partner feel good. She had some who wanted to satisfy her first, who got off on making her come first, but it always led to Kate returning the favor. And she'd been complimented many times for her skills.
"Do you... I mean, do you still... is that enough for you? Do I make you horny?" Kate shut her mouth as soon as she realized what she just asked. That's it, she was done, absolutely done. There was no coming back from this. "Uhm..."
Yelena laughed, "I love how funny you are Kate Bishop!" Yelena kissed Kate on the forehead quickly. "Of course you make me horny. Have you seen yourself? You are breathtaking." Kate blushed and smiled a shy smile. "Honestly."
Slowly she sat up, closer to Kate. Kate raised a brow as Yelena started guiding her hand toward her body, but she quickly noticed where Yelena was guiding it. Kate bit her lower lip as her fingers made contact with the growing pool of wetness between Yelena's legs.
"Yelena... you don't have to..." She heard Yelena moan when Kate tried to move her hand away, but the firm grip on her hand kept her in place.
"Look at me." Kate did. She looked directly into Yelena's eyes, and saw nothing but love and trust, "Do not ever think that I do not want you. Or do not want what we have. Making you feel good, seeing you come apart because of the things I am doing to you, it makes me feel like this."
Yelena slowly pushed Kate's hand away to show Kate what she could already feel. Her fingers were sticky and shiny with the evidence of Yelena's arousal. That was not what surprised her, no, what surprised her was that Yelena pushed Kate's fingers toward her mouth.
"Taste."
This was not what Kate expected to hear. But fuck, she'd be lying if she said that the tone of Yelena's voice didn't do some wonderful, magical, horny things to her. Her tongue darted out to lick up and down and around her fingers. Kate fingers left her mouth with a wet pop.
In a manner of seconds Kate had her arms tight around Yelena's shoulders. She pulled her down into a crushing hug, humming her appreciation against Yelena's cheek. "I take it, you liked that." Normally Yelena would go into defense mode at any sudden movements but she grew more than accustomed to Kate's bursts of affection. Looked forward to them actually.
"That took me a little by surprise. But yeah, I more than liked it." Kate's lips found the base of Yelena's neck, kissing a fresh bruise there, a little payback for all the hickies Yelena left all over Kate's body.
"I'm starting to think you are very easy to please, little hawk."
"There's a learning curve. But I think you got it pretty figured out by now."
"I always was a fast learner." Yelena smirked as she settled comfortably on top of her girlfriend. She didn't miss the way Kate bit her lip when she felt Yelena straddle and relax against her thigh. For a moment Yelena considered teasing her some more, but remembering that Kate still had collage classes to go to and needed at least a bit of sleep, she slid her arms under Kate's back and nuzzled her head into Kate's shoulder.
"Thank you." Kate turned her head to kiss Yelena's hair.
Yelena closed her eyes to enjoy the soft press of lips, "For what?"
"Being honest and open with me. I think I understand you a bit better now. I'm not gonna pretend to know what it feels like for you, but if you're happy with me, with what we have, then I couldn't ask for anything more." Kate felt Yelena sigh against her skin, she sounded like a weight was lifted from her chest.
"I am happy. You make very, very happy Kate Bishop. I am very lucky." More than she ever thought she'd be. From the moment Yelena saw her she felt like Kate was a breath of fresh air, and she was glad that she, as Kate liked to tell it, broke into her apartment that night. "And I am not saying I'm not willing to... experiment a little. Actually, I would very much like to find new ways to make you feel good. So if you ever want to try anything, no need to be shy."
Kate's still horny brain was already coming up with a few scenarios.
But those can be filled away for another time. For now she wanted to catch a few hours of sleep, "Will do. We can make a list."
Yelena smiled and nuzzled closer against her lover. A list. She wonders what kind of things Kate will put on it.