"we need to get some new nurses in here, John." Anthony Zacchara drawled as he sat in his hospital bed at Roselawn Sanitarium, by the way things were looking Anthony wasn't coming home anytime soon...which Johnny didn't mind.
"Why's that, father?" Johnny quirked one eyebrow, keeping a poker face.
"They don't know what their doing...I don't like the way they look. Her-oh I like her. Let's keep her." Anthony drawled slowly smiling as Trevor Lansing led a woman into the tiny room, the first thing Johnny noticed were her red high heels.
"Hi, Daddy." Claudia Zacchara thinly smiled at her father, her eyes raking over Johnny.
"Claudia?" Johnny's eyes widened, a mixture of anger, horror and sadness was swirling inside him.
"John, you're sister is home. I think that the two of you could make a very valuable team." Trevor smirked, knowing the great discomfort he'd caused by calling Claudia home.
"John, I know how you must be feeling right now..." Claudia warily eyes him.
"You have no fucking idea how I'm feeling, don't pretend you do." Johnny growled, anger bubbling inside of him spilling over the edge.
"Trevor tells me about this Spencer girl..
John, you know you shouldn't give in. Love kills. Didn't I always tell you that? What kind of life could you two really have together? She's just a little girl." Claudia didn't want to think of her brother giving up everything he'd worked for.
"YOU DON'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW HER, ONLY WHAT FLUNKY OVER HERE HAS TOLD YOU! Do me a favor and stay out of my business, because nobody in this room gives a single fuck about me. My mother was the only one who ever did and she's long gone. Just...leave me alone." Johnny was hurt and alone, feeling like that same scared little boy who had just lost his mother. Without a second backwards glance he raced out of the mental facility and just started walking, knowing where he would end up. The Overlook had always been a place of peace for him, and maybe he wouldn't be alone tonight.
"Logan, I want to be done. If all I am to you is a trophy to be won...than I don't fucking want it." Tears trailed down Lulu Face...it's not that she really even loved Logan but, it was the fact that he didn't really even want her. She had just found out that Logan and Maxie had never stopped sleeping with each other, how stupid was she? Logan was exactly like his father in all the worst ways.
"Oh look, little Lulu is all grown up." Maxie Jones purred, still sitting on the bed half naked, mockingly.
"Lulu wait." Logan rushed over to the door but, Lulu only scoffed in his direction.
"You don't love me and, you most certainly don't want me. After the abortion I was locked up tight...I fucking let you in and you took advantage of me! I don't want to hear anything you have to say ever again, because everything out of you're mouth is a lie! Goodbye, Logan." Lulu growled , this was the step she needed to finally move on from him. With that, she stalked out of his apartment and just started walking.
"Aren't you a sight for sore eyes?" Lulu heard a familiar voice call out, as her boots clicked against the bridge of the overlook.
Johnny knew that she would come, she always did. Lulu Spencer always looked beautiful in his eyes but, as she walked towards him he could tell that she was upset.
"God, I'm such an idiot." Shot out of her mouth before he could say anything else, tears fell down her porcelain skin.
"Are you crying?" Johnny asked, meeting her in the middle of the bridge...bringing up his hand to cradle the side of her face.
"Why would I go back to someone who doesn't even care about me? I don't understand." Johnny could see the innocence of a little girl peeking up at him, it was obvious that she'd come to terms with who Logan really was.
"What happened? What did that little prick do know?" Johnny was in the mood to hear some bones crack and would mess Logan's world up for free. Seeing how vulnerable Lulu was as he held her face in his hands, he could see how broken she was.
"Logan and Maxie have never stopped sleeping with each other. Johnny, I've had enough. All I am to him is a trophy, Logan only wants me so that you can't have me...tell me how that's fair to me. I kept my guard up and I still got hurt." Lulu let out a sigh, a little relaxed as she felt Johnny's touch.
"What a fucking pig...I'm sorry Lulu. You deserve better, I'm not saying that I deserve you. Let's be clear...I don't. Even when you have you're guard up you can still get hurt...but sometimes it's worth it. I need to stop pushing you away, because you're all I have left. I just...I've already lost my mother, I don't wanna lose you too. Whether you know it or not, you're my world. I know you're going through a lot right now but, I'm willing to wait." Johnny realized that he might be falling in love with Lulu Spencer and, that thought didn't scare him as much as he thought it would.
"Johnny, are you alright? Is there something bothering you? Don't get me wrong I've been dying to have this conversation but, something has to have prompted this." Lulu searched his eyes for an answer.
"It's my sister...Trevor called her back to Port Charles to help run the business because I'm supposedly acting out...by seeing you. Claudia left after my mother died...when she promised that she would always be there. She fucking left me in that house with that lunatic I call my father, nobody understands what it was like. Lulu, it was awful." Johnny's voice hitched in his throat, as a stormcloud gathered behind his eyelids.