Sunday 7th ?

Dear Diary,

So.. I haven't really done anything yet today, shocker I suppose at this point, I know it does sound weird because of how addicted I've been to masturbation, sex, whatever…

Ugh. I'm just trying to fix myself. The idea that my Master Byakuya saw me. It's been filling my head and yet, not a single person has approached me about it. So I don't think his kindness was all in my head! He must not have told a soul, keeping my devious degeneracy ALL to himself so he can jerk off in his room thinking of me! I'm sure of it. Ohh. If only the walls weren't soundproof.

Either way, so far I've made it past the morning meeting and I'm currently relaxing in my room. Unable to move around anymore… I'm just trying to relax and sleep. Making it through one day should be ok…

Though, all I can do is think of sex, think of masturbation. I don't want to think of it. But... My brain is filled with thoughts of cumming and nothing more as I wanted to shove something in me again just to hold onto the sensation. Gripping and holding on tight to someone as they pin me against the wall in one of my many addicting fantasies.

I… Don't know if I'll even be able to do this anymore, if I get caught again I feel like I'll be burnt at the stake for being such a disgusting human being! Or just because the others don't want me around in general. (Master being an exception of course).

But honestly… Maybe it's better that way! Who cares if everyone hates me… I don't give a fuck! I don't CARE! I don't fucking care! I don't know why but suddenly laying here I realised that I've been trying to fight my natural urges to simply conform to the others and their standards.

But looking at the others, the only person I can actually respect is Master! He's the only one who speaks his mind, the only one who isn't a big titty whore like Aoi or Junko and the only one who isn't some pervy creep like Leon or Yasuhiro.

The more I look at myself, the more I have to ask. Why am I fighting so hard for people who don't even give a fuck?

That's it! I've had an idea for a good while now, hell even maybe before I masturbated for the first time, and I intend on doing it. My pussy is burning so much right now for a bunch of assholes that would probably rather let me get executed so THEY can escape this Killing Game. All of them, they just want me gone!

I don't care who sees me anymore. I just want to cum already and I plan on doing it where I want to!

I… Did it… Oh God I've never felt so hot before. So many people… So many opportunities to be caught again and yet… I DID IT!

I know it sounds kind of crazy, maybe even insane but I masturbated right there in the cafeteria while everyone was there. Well not everyone obviously but people came in and out, talking to me and chatting with me like nothing was going on, my pussy dripping all over the floor as I fingered deeper!

My plan was simple. Instead of doing anything in the actual table area, I'd go into the kitchen and lean on the open window so only my top half could be seen while my bottom half went to town, my skirt and panties pulled down just enough so I could quickly pull them up if someone decided they needed a snack or got suspicious.

I kept a low profile, casually standing in the hallway that connects the cafeteria to the dorm rooms. Making sure my presence was small to minimise the eyes that would be on me and I did nothing more than a quick look or glare toward people as they passed by (depending on my feelings toward them I could do either option honestly) before slowly slithering my way to my target and walking in.

This was a mission without a plan so honestly my execution was sloppy but honestly I didn't really care. I had my mission in mind and if anyone was there they'd just have to deal with it as I wasn't stopping for anyone. No matter who they were, I was masturbating NOW.

Once entering the fresh hold I had no option but to stay there, leaving and coming back in would look way too suspicious. Only one person was there luckily enough, being Leon Kuwata, a baseball star with a gigantic ego? Joy. He might stay here for hours whimpering about his shitty music career.

I could TELL him that his idea is awful but I'd rather let him dream while he's at risk of death in this Killing Game. I'm not cruel enough to break a man's heart in a place he could kill me.

Luckily for me, he didn't stay there for long as it seemed he didn't really know what to say to me. He kept flashing me these weird awkward glances and opening his mouth like he wanted to say something but then just didn't before muttering something about Sayaka Maizono… Ugh… If the idiot wanted to talk to me he should have just done it, not like I bite. I'm way too weak to do much damage anyway.

Either way, he quickly walked out of the cafeteria (most likely to get away from me) giving me the perfect opportunity to take my position and finally live my exhibitionist dream once more. I will admit I did chicken out from just DOING it no matter who was there but I'm not an idiot! I KNEW what I had done with Byakuya and didn't want a re-run of it with someone less kind than my glorious Master so I stopped still until the idiot left me on my own to finally finish my work,

Walking into the kitchen area, I leaned onto the window opening and looked down, seeing my bottom half was covered and took a deep sigh, trying to keep myself calm as nerves were finally beginning to catch up with me.

I started when I was sure no one would enter, my legs spreading out already as though they felt the growth in pleasure coursing through my crotch before my fingering had even begun, my hand tugging at the rim of my skirt like it had a life of its own, desperate to get me out of my clothing so I could go at it once more. But as I said I was cautious, not wanting some stupid cuckold like Makoto to wonder in and see me pulling down my pants, giving me a moronic look of surprise and confusion as he wonders how to react.

I rolled my eyes at the idea, despite imagining having sex with him days before it wasn't really something I'd fully enjoy. And post orgasm clarity hit me like a truck in the minutes afterward once I was forced to hang out with him. He may be cuter than some boys in this place but he's no dominant force like other guys. I'd rather take a Mondo than a Makoto is what I'm saying here.

Either way, after minutes of waiting and trying to fight the urge to pull my pants down, scared someone would walk in and notice me right as I did but I finally bit the bullet and in a flash my skirt was around the bottom of my thighs and my panties with them as I noticed a dripping mess already covering my usually dry underwear.

It's hard not to feel kind of gross nowadays.

No matter when I look at my panties they always seem to be drenched in my juices, tempting me to finger myself once again and feed into my strange addiction only making me remember all the things I've imagined. The disgusting idea of having sex with Kiyotaka, Aoi, Sakura, Makoto… None of this leaves my head since in reality I know I'd never do these things but in my fantasies all these usually annoying, gross or generally abhorrent people become objects of my affection.

Taking in a deep breath, my body began to warm up as my legs had foreshadowed my pussy already dripping as the stain on my panties had warned and finally I began the deep depths inside of my hidden rose. My arm made slow movements as it pushed against my pussy, making sure that if anyone entered they wouldn't think I was doing anything more than maybe scratching myself in an inappropriate area or rubbing my stomach (I am in a cafeteria so rubbing my stomach after a big meal wouldn't really make anyone raise their eyebrows).

For the first minute I was completely focused on the speed of my arm, watching it and modifying it until it was hardly noticeable that I was moving at all, my pussy being rubbed the whole time eliciting a few gentle moans but not much as I had gotten used to rougher things already.

Looking back on it I kind of wish I brought my pen again, but going all the way back to my room would be too much of a risk.

Finally, once I got to a good speed. I began to enjoy myself as I let my fingers enter inside of me and push against the tight walls of my hole, the hole that had been fingered and fucked in many different ways at this point but still it felt just as amazing as the first time.

Maybe due to the situation or maybe due to the sensitivity of my pussy increasing as I did it more and more often, the point is I didn't want this to stop.

Making me smile with a kind of nervous delight, the first person entered.

It was a clueless Leon Kuwata once more entering as he flexed his arm to a swooning Sayaka Maizono. Actually swooning is too nice. The word swooning is crossed out and above it is written "confused" but either way the red haired baseball star seemed annoyed as he noticed I was still here. No doubt trying to make a move on such a prominent idol.

Being distracted by each other definitely made my presence fade slightly as Leon talked about his interest in Sayaka's music and Sayaka pretty much listened to him, not really interested in the conversation all that much as she had most likely heard it from countless men, women, children and all the inbetween before. Though she still found a way to kindly support him on his music and thanked him for his nice comments. Leon was like the perfect distraction, other than a…

"Hey Toko." as Sayaka had entered the room, the Ultimate Pop Sensation was totally caught up in Leon's ego driven blabbering about becoming a famous musician. Neither of them able to notice the movement of my arm as I gently rub at myself deeper and deeper trying to desperately take my body on a ride better than any amusement park could offer. Hearing the meaningless conversations of Leon and Sayaka made them fight their way into my fantasies like so many others before them. Just like other people I'd been thinking of during my sessions, Leon and Sayaka's usually boring or mundane looks suddenly became lust-worthy to me.

As I began to bite on my lip I began to think of Leon and Sayaka noticing me. Sayaka would look disgusted by me at first as she walked into the kitchen for a snack, with my confused reaction to be to struggle as I desperately attempt to pull my skirt and panties up though failing as I fell to the ground in a heap of my own shame and horror, with Leon seeing me soon after as he entered the kitchen to see what the commotion was about. At first the two are disgusted by me and my actions together sneering at me in mortified, disgruntled glares of judgement but then…

Sayaka began to whimper, her pussy dripping as she stared at my submissive form, only making things worse as she began to feel horny. Her arms and legs quivering and shivering as she caught an eye of my drenched pussy with Leon soon following as he noticed his friend holding at her crotch realising what was happening with her. A small bulge forming in his pants as he noticed that he was alone with two horny girls. His horrified glare became the look of a suave lady killer.

The aggressive punk rock baseball star would make a move and grab Sayaka by her waist before pulling her below the view of the window and taking us both for himself. At first we're confused and even a little nervous as Leon dragged his pants down and revealed his throbbing 7 inches of meat but we both looked at each other and knew we needed this as much as he did.

Sighing Sayaka would lower her pink panties, keeping her skirt on in case she needed to quickly hide the evidence of this impromptu coitus from peering eyes. I felt my fingers dig deeper into my tight pussy in reality as I imagined how Leon would almost treat me like a third wheel. Using his tongue to satisfy the pussy of the random smelly girl that gave him a chance to finally "bang" the Goddess, Queen, Girl of his dreams SAYAKA MAIZONO.

His large cock would bury deep inside of Sayaka's perfect pussy as she held her mouth to hide her delicate moans with her virginity finally being taken by some random baseballer that she couldn't fight off due to her stint of increased libido due to my actions. Even in this fantasy I was jealous of her, so beautiful and so pure. But then she grabbed the back of my head and kissed me out of nowhere, completing our triangle as we were all connected in our lust.

With me being attacked from both ends by energetic tongues trying to dominate me as best they could. I wanted to signify this in real life by shoving a finger in my mouth to match the movements of Sayaka's abusive tongue trying to hold mine down like I was her bitch and I needed to do as she says, giving off the fact that the Pop Sensation had a bit of a dark dominant side below all that perfect girl bullshit as the real me began to have a deep seeded NEED to wrestle with something inside my mouth to pretend it was Sayaka's warm wet organ but I couldn't. I just couldn't.

I was already getting a few suspicious looks from the pair as I occasionally pop from my fantasy to see the two looking over. I was getting too caught up in myself and my pleasure with my face showing it all off. My mouth opened wide as I took deep breaths and my eyes nearly closed as I looked almost half asleep. Unable to concentrate on the world around me due to the pleasure flowing up into the core of my very being.

But honestly how could I not get caught up in this, it was so amazing. The idea of being in a threesome with people. An IDOL no less! It was all I could have dreamed, only being made better if the annoying, strong ginger was replaced by my Master. Getting rid of all my needs at once as his dominant hands gripped the both of us and he proved why the Togami Corporation picked him as the boss.

His tongue began to get deeper which I copied with my drenched fingers digging further and further inside of me, now so deep they could literally not go further as I felt my hand press against my pussy. Nothing could stop this now. Just a few more minutes and I could cum and go. It was so fun for me! So exciting. I wanted to do it over and over and then…

Sayaka stood up suddenly, made some rambling excuse to go see Makoto and walked off. Leaving Leon to rush after her with more questions about how she thinks his music career will play out.

In the matter of five seconds the stars of the porno scene happening in my confused, lust filled brain were gone and I was left alone and sad in this empty room.

I was horrified. Like when you hear something from outside of a dream and it begins affecting what your brain thinks of while you're asleep. When Sayaka made that out loud excuse and rushed off my fantasy was destroyed and I was once again left with nothing as Sayaka in my dream suddenly got up and left just like the one in reality. My pussy needed stimulation! Having no one in the cafeteria ruined the point and I couldn't fantasise about people catching me if no one was there.

That's when I finally realised that this was how I was now…

I could no longer just finger myself thinking about Kiyotaka or something like I had done at the start of this week of lust and depraved emotion. I was addicted to the thrill of being caught, it made me burn up inside and fueled my fantasies as I thought of the people around me shaming my disgusting actions before teaching me a lesson.

That was when my next two friends popped in and right away I got back to work, my drive even stronger now I realised the true depths of my fetish. I didn't give a shit who it was anymore, I needed to cum and I needed to complete my fantasies. My drool dripped onto the table as the two seemed distracted by one another similar to Sayaka and Leon.

I pushed my glasses up a bit before I realised who they were. Hifumi and Celeste. The pair that seemed like opposites. Which did make sense as Hifumi was hanging around Celestia with Celestia herself not actually wanting him there, but instead using him to do things for her. Having him go to the storage room and grab her some things, have him rush across the school to get something specific and other things that treated him more like a dog fetching a newspaper than a grown 18 year old man that's well respected for his writing.

If you can even CALL fanfiction writing.

The strangest part of their relationship being that Hifumi didn't even seem to want to date her or have sex with her like Leon did with Sayaka or some normal pervert might. Hifumi seemed a lot more interested in "2D girls" as he didn't seem to make any pass at Celestia, he didn't make any attempt to look at her panties. He just kind of seemed to be around her, buzzing like a fly around shit as he tried to make her notice him.

Which is when a new scene began to form in my head, the drool on the window below me was noticed by the strong Celestia who walked over and gave me a judging glare. I looked up at her with a nervous look as I slowly let my fingers slow down to a full stop as I waited for her to go back and let me continue. Luckily for me, her heels clicked on the floor of the cafeteria as she sat back down next to Hifumi who seemed just as confused as me by her actions before the woman sighed and mumbled out.

"Hifumi… Go teach Toko a lesson about being an exhibitionist. I don't like other girls giving my gender a bad name. Do it quickly and I may make you higher than an E-Rank…"

I let out a tiny gasp at this as this fantasy Celeste watched me like a hawk. Hifumi stood up as his gut jiggled and he rushed over to the kitchen door, moving in and then behind me before simply dropping his pants. In confusion and fear (mostly due to Celestia's powerful glare) I didn't move, just looking back at him as he sighed and spoke his only line too.

"Sorry Toko. I MUST do as Miss Ludenberg tells me! Maybe this punishment shall teach you to take your perverted debashury back to your room! This is why 3D just doesn't cut it, so perverted!" Even in fantasies he's loud and annoying, but it didn't change the fact of what he was planning as he insulted me yet still had the face of a horny old man looking at pictures on a scummy porn site.

He placed both of his fat hands on my hips as his large fingers pressed into my skinny waist, giving me enough time to see his penis before it jammed into my tight pussy, even Hifumi could have a large penis in the world of my fantasies so his dick buried deep into me before the nerdy man looked over at Celestia for further instructions, all 6 inches resting inside of me like it was no big deal.

The dark haired dominatrix stereotype meanwhile walked into the kitchen only seconds after Hifumi plunged his dick into me and the bitch sneered at me while passing me by before she proudly sat on the window right next to where I was now being forced to lean forward into the opening, staring down at me with a cup of tea in her hands she didn't have a single bit of mercy in her large red pupils.

Taking a single sip she sighed and nodded to Hifumi.

I heard a loud chorus of breathing sounds before I felt him beginning to move. My hips in his grasp left me completely and utterly powerless to the strong thrusts of Hifumi and how deep he was shoving it in, though it didn't exactly surprise me as Hifumi must have been as pent up as I was. Not having a woman that he could be with for the entirety of his life is a rough task that I knew all too well, honestly giving the real Hifumi a tiny hint of respect from me.

Not much but it's better that the two of us respect each other a BIT.

Though I quickly began to notice this may have not been a detriment to his sexual ability as the fat and general size of his body was practically shoving me all the way through the window with ease as each thrust of his hips into my skinny butt felt like a spank on it's own with his powerful chubby stomach beating against my ass. His dick not disappointing either as he shoved it in and out with speed, desperate for that feeling of pleasure through his body to NEVER go away proven by the gross look of true pleasure on his now drooling, sweating face while I felt the shame and horror push over mine as Celeste just smirked at me, looking at me with those same red eyes almost glowing with malice as she offered me up as a sacrifice to her pig to use and abuse as a form of punishment.

At this point it was then I had realised my fantasies had pushed out once more, my drool wasn't stopping and my pussy was dripping to no end. Both Hifumi and Celeste were looking at me worriedly as I had now put my head on the window sill trying to make it easier for "Hifumi" to shove his gigantic cock inside of me. Ironically, this made it so the real Hifumi and Celestia could barely see my nude butt poking over my back though with them being unsure what it even was due to their distance; they just knew something was happening back there.

My pussy was dripping all over the floor as more fingers had been pushed inside of me without me even noticing, from 2 to 4 as I tried to emulate the idea of Hifumi's dick in my mind. His hips hitting me over and over being emulated by my own fist that had now begun to smash against my pussy trying to get me to feel as much pleasure as possible as the fingers moved back and forth. The main issue of this being the loud-

SQUELCH

SQUELCH

SQUELCH

That had begun to echo around the kitchen, slowly hitting Hifumi and Celeste's ears. Celestia, being the EVER suspicious girl she was, didn't want any part in whatever I was doing (or at least that's what I assumed by the look in her eyes being filled with pure mistrust) before she left on her merry way not wanting to be involved and Hifumi followed her out. Much like Leon he just didn't want to be alone with me honestly and would much rather follow someone else to escape me.

Despite their sudden departure. There was no stopping me now, I didn't care that they weren't there since I was so close.

My pussy was needy and dripping as my thighs were covered in my dirty vagina sauce. I had no idea where the plot was going anymore, but my lust stricken mind just began to mix everything together. Leon was now suddenly knelt down on the window before me and was jamming his massive dick in my throat, Hifumi continued to attack from the reer as he swapped from my pussy to slamming my tight asshole over and over and Sayaka was crouched below me, eating out my pussy as she stared directly upwards to do so. While Celestia who appeared to be the boss of the whole operation simply ordered them all around.

Occasionally Celestia would force someone to do something to humiliate me more, yelling at Hifumi to rip my clothes off before continuing once Hifumi completed his action by forcing Leon to grope my small breasts. Or how she would yell at Sayaka to begin fingering me along with all the other pleasurable things currently weighing down on me. Pushing BOTH her soft skinny fingers and her long juicy tongue into my cunt to dig out my orgasm like a miner looking for gold.

Just then… Kirigiri walked in. Staring at me right away as I made my presence very known.

I was dry heaving, desperate to finally cum as I squirted all over the floor of the kitchen, all over my skirt and panties still right underneath my pussy and all over my hand which I then desperately raised to wave to the scowling detective. The dripping juices covering it slowly moved down my wrist as my glasses were completely steamed up and my eyes were crossed behind them.

Needless to say… Kyoko caught me. And unlike Byakuya she wasn't friendly.

Treating me like some gross animal she forced me to put my skirt on and follow her to her room, the feeling of dread running up my spine as I followed behind the detective with her leather boots gently squeaking with each step. I felt like a kid again, getting in trouble with a teacher and being forced to take a walk of shame to her classroom or office.

Finally getting there, Kyoko sat on her bed and sighed. Simply warning me that if I ever do that again, she'll tell everyone what I was doing. Informing me that despite my trust in him…

Byakuya had told her in passing that he had seen me fingering myself nude in the library. Almost like he didn't even care. He told her like he had literally forgotten it had even happened, honestly hurting a lot more than Kyoko's threats ever could.

Wanting to be alone as usual she quickly got me out of her room and I had to complete my walk of shame home and return to my room. My skirt and panties were still soaked and the kitchen was probably drenched in water which some random idiot would clean up and assume nothing more than a spill someone selfishly didn't clean.

I didn't mind this honestly. Once again I got caught, I felt utter shame and fear, I felt bad about myself since I was disgusting but… It was still so amazing, seeing the dark scowl on Kyoko's face as she realised I was defiling the place we all ate, the look of stern annoyance on her face as she warned me not to do it again.

I don't know why, but I love it. I'm truly turning into an exhibitionist. My body enjoying the feeling of being caught almost as much as the masturbation!

It's… Finally settled. I'm doing this more, I've been flipping a lot on this. But I can't fight it anymore. I'm a slut and I deserve to be treated like one. From now on, I'm gonna be doing a lot more (maybe in front of Kyoko specifically just to piss her off more) I don't want to be ashamed of it anymore. So I'm not GOING to be.

I'm an exhibitionist. And I want to be naked in public. So sue me.