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Dear Diary,
Well… We're finally escaping this place and needless to say I've made a full recovery thanks to Kyoko. I guess she was right, all I needed was some intimacy with someone else and I was fine. I lost count of how long we've been here after I stopped writing in this but at the very least I know that I'm alive.
There's only a few of us left at this point, Kyoko, Makoto, Aoi, Master Byakuya and Yasuhiro left now. I'm not really sure how we defeated Junko but we did and that's all that matters.
As I packed up my things to leave this place I saw this on the side and decided to take it with me, the idea of the first week stuck in my head forever, the things I did, the actions I took to quell my lusty thirst.
It was all so… Brave.
I still definitely want to write a book about this if the outside world even has people to read them anymore. But what I know is I'm going to be with my friends. I need to be around Master Byakuya and Kyoko from now on. No matter what happens, I need them to like me since they're the only people that know about my secret and the only people I can actually care about in this awful Despair smothered world.
Walking out behind them, into a world of disgusting smells and broken down buildings. I have no idea what the world is going to have left for me, but what I do know is that I'm not going to fight it alone. Friends.
The thought of it almost makes my nose bleed, people that actually like me for who I am. Sure there are some duds like Aoi in the group… But in terms of the people who could have escaped with me, I honestly don't mind a group like this.
My crotch no longer feels funny anymore. But… I think I have a better reason than just "Kyoko fucked it out of me."
I think.
What she did helped me realise someone actually cared about me for once… That someone wanted me to be better than the disgusting pervert I had turned into. Which is why no matter what I will never stop caring about Kyoko for actually taking the time out of her day to stop me from doing what I did. Telling me it wasn't ok and even sticking by me as I tried to annoy her or as I begged her for sex.
I feel loved for the first time in a long time.
And for that, my pussy no longer lingers and begs to be pleased… Instead all I want to do is be around them.
Kyoko and Byakuya…
Even if they'll never love me past the point of "good friend" I'll never stop trying to be the best I can be for them, I'll try to hide Jill, I'll fight for Hope and I'll shut down my horny side for good.
From this point forward. I'll prove myself to them. I promise it.