Notes=Its been about 2 weeks since L's death and Light has depression and is self-harming. He decides to bring back the only people who ever cared about him ever L and Watari. In this Light was thrown out for being gay also.

Chapter 1

Light P.O.V

I was staying the night at HQ because my family kicked me out. I told any task force member who asked "We have to get this done and over with" Only Near,Matt, and Mello knew why. I had told them why after they found out everything about me and knew enough. I had offered to help out as a ex-Kira who no longer used their notebook.

Whoever was killing now was another death note owner. "Noobie" I groaned as this person left a giant mess. I also now had shinigami eyes. "They have eyes like me and such are so idiotic." I handed Matt the papers of the information I knew. I had just brought Ryuzaki back to life and was a bit worn and then collasped.

-Later-

Light P.O.V

I woke up. "You had a heart attack. Light what the hell did you do?" Near whispered. " What do you mean?" I asked hideing a smile. "Ryuzaki returned and you are hospitalized and that adds to something! I am not an idiot! The other HQ members may not give a crap but you know me,Matt, and Mello do! Now what the hell did you do!?" he asked/cried out.

"I told you I was inlove with him. What do you think I did" I finally asked. Near knew I also barely ate or anything after Ryuzaki died. "Light you already have to deal with a lot by going to Mu when you die. Don't push things. Please leave them alone. " he said. "I don't want to lose more people."

"Don't worry. I won't leave you guys." I said smileing. "Mu will have to wait."

-A few Days Later-

Ryuzaki P.O.V

I had been back for about 2 days. The Task Force had a huge party over me and Wataris return and I knowticed Light was awol. "Where is Light-kun?" I asked. "Probably skipping to kill someone" said Mogi with a shrug.

"He's in the hospital and if you must know he sees a great therapist to help him with his issues from picking that up" Near said frowning. "Will it be ok to visit him?" I asked. "It's only been us Wammys so far. None of the others will and he's been thrown out of his house and lives at the Task Force headquarters lately." Near said.

"Lets go to the kitchen. We will tell you and Watari why." Matt said. We followed them. "Light was thrown out for being gay. He told Misa to go live her own life a couple of weeks ago and his father found out after awhile. Apparently Light kept the notebook out of that much stress and am surprised he hasn't written his name but we asked for him to see a therapist and to work with a detective for his punishment." Mello said.

"Ok and now both of us are back" Watari said. "I think we should visit him" I said. "We were going to go tomorrow. Thought a visit would cheer him up." Mello said.

"Tomorrow it is" I said.