It had been over a year now since Negan and his group found you when the apocalypse hit.
You had been all on your own in the woods; fighting off a small group of walkers and doing a pretty good at it until they decided to rush in and 'save the day'.
On that day you were introduced to Laura and her father, as well as Simon and a few other people.
Negan had liked the way you handled yourself with the walkers and suggested that you join their group, you were reluctant at first but eventually Laura convinced you that they could be trusted.
At the time it wasn't your safety or the others in the group you were worried about; what you feared was the attraction you felt towards Negan the second your eyes met his.
You saw the mutual attraction in those hazel eyes of his, but what you also noticed in them was that he was nothing but trouble.
As time went on and the group grew bigger and bigger, soon under the leadership of Negan The Sanctuary was founded and The Saviors were formed; with Simon, yourself and a few others as Negan's Lieutenants.
Actually, you were more like Negan's bodyguard than a Lieutenant it seemed, because the rest of them were all appointed outposts to run and yet you never were.
When you once asked Negan why; he told you it was because your combat and tactical skills were the best out of all his men, and that you were needed more at home-base because of it.
You never questioned it again; but as time went by and Negan still continued flirting with you, and always insisted that you be wherever he was; you began to realize the reason why he never put you in charge of an outpost was because he wanted you near him at all times.
At one-point Negan nearly wore you down to the point that you were just about to give into the attraction between the both you.
But then one day your first impression of him was proven correct when he publicly announced that he would be taking Dwight's wife; Sherry as his own.
Not long after that more women were added to his harem of wives and you knew that you had made the right decision in never acting on your feelings for him.
And even though Negan had this string of wives he still insisted on having you around and never ceased to quiet flirting with you.
You made it painfully clear to him that you never did and never would share a man, if he truly wanted you; it would be you and only you.
But that all changed one day when the two of you ended hauled up alone in an abandoned building by a herd of walkers during a run.
The Saviors couldn't get through the herd to extract Negan and you, and neither could you guys make it through to get to them.
So, it was decided over the radio's that the both of you would remain where you were until the herd moved on, which would be only the next day by the look of things.
That night the temperature started dropping and you guys had to huddle together to keep warm, and Negan being his usual self; took advantage of the opportunity that was served up to him.
One thing led to another and eventually you could no longer resist his charms, that night you caved in and willingly gave yourself to Negan.