"No! Negan, stop!" Doc screams running out through the door; but as the words leaves his mouth, the sound of the rifles simultaneously being fired is heard as well, making him too late to save Y/N.
Negan watches in utter shock as Doc rushes pass Simon and him; pushing the other men out of his way to get to Y/N. "No-no...! God, please no!" Doc is cry screaming as tries to desperately resuscitate Y/N.
"Doc, what the fuck do you think you're doing" Negan looks at him in anger. "You-you... killed her!" he accuses Negan with tears streaming down his face.
"Yeah, I had to... because of what she did, I... had no other choice..." Negan sighs in deep regret. "No! You don't understand... Y/N was pregnant and... You killed her!" Doc openly begins to sob.
"What?... Why didn't she say anything?" Simon looks at him in shock, while a dumbstruck Negan stands frozen listening to everything.
"Because she didn't know yet. She was supposed to come see me for the test results after the meeting yesterday, but she never came..." Doc gets up and sighs sadly staring at Y/N's lifeless body.
"N...No!" Negan screeches out loudly, dropping to his knees at Y/N's body. Gently Negan gathers Y/N's limp body into his arms "sweetheart pl-please... wake up!" he loudly sobs out as he carefully brushes the hair out of her face, rocking her back and forth.
(Tell me I'm frozen, but what can I do?)
"Y/N! No!" Negan suddenly cries out in his sleep, catapulting himself up and awake. "Shit!" Negan clutches at his eyes as he continues to sob into the palms of his hands.
Suddenly pausing, Negan then looks to his wrist and noticing that there weren't cut nor bleeding, "what the fuck?" he whispers out to himself in confusion.
"Negan, are you ok?" you nervously whisper reaching out to touch his shoulder.
"Fuck!" Negan gasps out in fright upon having you touch him. Slowing turning, Negan is dumbstruck to find you sitting in bed next to him.
"Y/N?", you watch cautiously has a heavy breathing, teary eyed and completely confused Negan reaches out to carefully touch your face. "You're alive? Fuck, sweetheart... you're alive!" Negan suddenly pulls you into a tight hug, pulling you all the way into his lap.
"Baby, are you ok?" you pull away slightly to look into his eyes. Negan suddenly lets out another gasp when he feels something kick against his middle, "you're pregnant..." he stares down at your belly in astonishment.
"That's pretty obvious yeah" you let out a soft chuckle, placing your hands over it.
Negan's lip begins to tremble as his eyes fill up with tears again when he places a hand over yours. Cupping Negan's face, you tilt it upwards to make him look at you, "baby... what's wrong?"
"I- I dreamt that I killed you and our baby..." Negan whimpers out tearfully. "What?" you stare at Negan, a bit taken back by what he just said.
"It was only a dream though. I'm sure its just the stress of everything that has happened in the short time span" you try to reassure and calm him down.
"Negan shakes his head, trying to make sense of what he dreamt, "No- you don't understand... it was like it was real, everything about it felt real-"
Gently brushing Negan's hair off his face so you can look into his eyes, you sigh out, "tell me about the dream then."
"I dreamt that you found out the wives were trying to kill me and then you killed them. You wouldn't tell me why you did it because you were protecting Doctor Smarty-pants. I was being pushed by the people for justice and in the end, I had to execute you-" Negan sobbingly recalls the dream.
Pulling his head to your chest, you place a soft kiss into Negan's hair while you try calming him down, "Shhhh... It's ok. I was only a dream."
Not able to accept your explanation, Negan shakes his head in denial, "you don't understand... it felt so real. Especially the pain of finding out you were pregnant after I had you executed."
"It was all just a dream baby..." you try to reassure him yet again. "Ok... all except for the wives wanting to kill you part. That part really happened" you then remark, cringing slightly.
"See! I told you it felt fucking real" Negan reacts panicked at what you said. "Fuck! Is this even real? Maybe this is a dream instead!" Negan rambles on and begins clawing at his wrist as if trying to find something.
"Negan, baby what are you doing? You're going to hurt yourself if keep doing that" you grab hold of his hand concerningly.
You gasp out in surprise when Negan suddenly grabs your arms in a tight grip, "tell me what happened with the wives."
"Ok... but please calm down-" you tell him and begin to explain, "it all started when we were on our way to see Doc after the meeting..."
(jump to flashback)
"So, what did the doc say." Negan enquires, wrapping his arms around you and placing a kiss on your head.
"Uhm... His not sure yet, before he could examine me you had sent for me." You respond, not wanting to tell Negan about the pregnancy test until you knew what the results was first.
"Ok, well I've got nothing to do for a hour. So, how about I go with you and we go and have that exam taken care of" Negan suggests, wrapping his arm your waist and leading you out the door.
Making your way to the doc, you guys pass by the room of one of the guests that Negan had acquired from Alexandria; named Doctor Eugene Porter, but Negan referred to him as Doctor Smarty-pants.
Not paying match attention to the slightly open door; you guys were nearly pass the doorway when you heard what seemed to be multiple voices raised in a heated argument, making you guys stop in your tracks.
Thinking that Eugene might be in trouble; Negan was just about to enter into the room when suddenly you recognized one of the voices belonging to one of the Wives, and causing you to halt Negan from entering.
Placing your index finger over your lips as a sign to Negan to remain quiet, silently the two of you crept closer towards the door to listen in better.
"You are lying; these pills are not for Amber, they are for Negan. You plan on killing Negan, that is why you require a second one." You hear Eugene stating matter-of-factly.
"Alright, its true; we plan on killing Negan with them. What does it matter to you, he's a monster and needs to be stopped." Frankie voice is heard saying.
"I will not be part of this plan insane plan of yours, so I suggest the two of you leave this instant." Eugene sternly states.
"Fine! If you're not going to help us then we'll figure out to do it another!" Tanya shouts at him, and can be heard making her way towards the door. Suddenly Tanya lets out a huge gasp of surprise when she opens the door to find Negan and you standing in front of her.
"Ne-Negan. I-it's not what you think" Tanya whimpers out in fear.
"Oh, it definitely is what I fucking think! You ladies were trying to fucking kill me and ya were going to use Pickle Boy over there do it!" Negan booms out in anger as you do your utmost best not to launch yourself at the two women and kill them.
"Negan baby, that's not true-" Frankie walks up to him seductively placing a hand on his chest and your skin begins to crawl in disgust at it.
Grabbing hold of her hand pushing her off him, "for fucks sake Frankie! You know I haven't fucked any of you since Y/N and I are together. So, that shit doesn't work on me anymore" Negan sneers at her in disgust, causing you to smirk at her failure.
"Should I do the honours?" you smirkingly ask Negan then and he nods his head yes.
You then procced to radio some guards over to the room and smugly watched as they took the weeping women away.
Negan steps up behind you and places a kiss into your neck as he tightly holds you against his body and you shut your eyes in pleasure at it and the fact that you finally got the wives out yours and Negan's lives for good.
"Ne-Negan Sir..." you hear a whimpering Eugene speak up then.
Negan turns the both of you around to face him, "don't going pissing your pants about what happened Pickle Boy. Those women were using their tits to try and get ya to do their dirty work, I know."
"Don't worry Eugene, we know you said no. We heard every single word that was spoken, you're not in trouble" you smile at him in reassurance.
"Isn't that right Negan?" you nudge Negan with your elbow. "Ouch. Fuck. Yeah, ya not in trouble" Negan grumbles out and the two of you leave the room as well then.
"So, what are you going to do about the wives?" you ask Negan when you guys are in his office.
"You know I don't like killing women" he lets out a frustrated sigh. "But they did try to kill me, but they didn't succeed though. So, the only thing I think of besides killing them, is to have them permanently exiled."
"That's more than they deserve. I want to kill them with my bear hands for trying to kill you" you sneer out in anger thinking about it.
"I know baby. But let's look at the bright side, they didn't succeed and we caught them red-handed" Negan tries to calm you down.
"Come here" Negan then pulls you into his lap, placing a kiss into your hair and you snuggle closely into his chest.
Suddenly there's a knock at the door. "Enter!" Negan yells out and Doc then enters into the office.
"Hey Doc. What can we do for ya?" Negan smiles at him in greeting.
"I'm actually I'm here to see Y/N, Sir." Doc explains, "you didn't come back to see me after the meeting" he looks to you then.
"Ah, yeah. Fuck, the exam yeah. We meant to but something came up" Negan explains. "Come on sweetheart, lets go see to that" Negan then helps you off his lap and stands up himself.
"Actually... I already had the exam. You called me for that meeting and I had to leave before Doc could give me the results" you guiltily stare at your feet.
"Ok. That's not a problem. So, Doc what's wrong with my lady?" Negan looks to Doc then. Doc then looks to you for the go ahead and you nod your head yes.
"Well, it seems my assumptions were correct of what I thought was wrong with Y/N" Doc states and you stare at him in surprise.
"Which is what exactly?" Negan pushes him.
"Congratulation Sir, Y/N's pregnant" Doc states with a smile as Negan lets out a loud howl of excitement, picking you up and spinning you around.
"Fuck yeah! I'm going to be a Daddy!" Negan yells out. Placing you back on your feet, Negan grabs your face in his palms, "did you hear that sweetheart. You're going to be a Mama. We're having a baby!" he then kisses the breath out you.
Once Negan pulls away you're finally able to register what Doc told you and start giggling at Negan's goofiness.
"So, what now?" you stare at Negan for direction.
With a devilish smile on his face, "come with me" Negan takes hold of your hand, grabbing Lucille on his way and leads you out the room.
Negan walks the two of you to the platform overlooking the Sanctuary work place, he then processed to bang Lucille against the iron railing to get everyone's attention.
Realizing it was Negan, everyone drops down and kneels. "Now that I have everyone's attention, I have a huge announcement to make" Negan's voice travels through the building. "from this day forth, I will no longer be having any wives. Frankie and Tanya are exiled from the Sanctuary and the rest will be going back to being part of the working class."
Everyone turns to one another in surprise at what they just heard.
"Oh, and there's one more thing I forgot... Y'all know my lady Y/N here" Negan pulls you in front of him and continues on, "well, my lady over here just made me the happiest fucker alive by giving me the best news I've heard in a long ass-time. So, without further ado... I want ya'll to congratulate my lady and I, because we're having a baby!" you let out a loud giggle when Negan buries his face in your neck with a kiss while the entire Sanctuary claps and cheers in congratulating the two of you.
"Oh, one last fucking thing!" Negan calls them to back to attention, "I said that I won't have any wives anymore. And that's because from now on I'll have one wife and wife only... and that wife is Y/N."
Turning around to properly look into Negan's eyes, you ask in surprise, "are you serious?"
"Fuck, yeah. As serious as a fucking heart attack, which is pretty fucking serious" Negan answers with a huge dimpled smile.
Shaking your head while chuckling at Negan's response, you wrap your arms around his neck, "I love you-" you state, pulling him down to you for a kiss.
Pulling from the kiss and pressing his forehead against yours, Negan smile lovingly at you, "I fucking love you too sweetheart."
(End of flashback)
"Shit. I remember now" Negan breathes out a sigh of relief, "it was all just a dream. More like a fucking nightmare actually, one that felt too fucking real though."
"So, is everything ok now? Are you ok now?" you ask Negan. "More than fucking ok sweetheart" Negan smiles at you, placing his hand back on your pregnant belly.
"There's still a few hours before we have to leave for Alexandria" you state, leaning further into Negan and grinding your centre into his crotch.
"Fuck baby, if ya keep doing that I'm going to fuck you-" Negan groans out in pleasure. "That's kinda the plan, Old man-" you remark, burying your face in his neck and licking a path up to his ear to softly nibble at it.
"Old Man, yeah?" Negan mumbles out with groan and you giggle at him in response.
"I'll show you who's an Old Man" Negan states gently rolling you over onto your side. "My Hot Old Man-" you reply with a seductive smirk.
"It that so?" Negan arches a seductive brow at you and you nod your head yes.
"Well, turn around for me baby and I'll show you exactly what this Hot Old Man can do to you" Negan instructs you. You eagerly turn your back towards him, Negan lifts your one leg over his and settles himself comfortably behind you as he proceed to do just that.
After the dust had settle with Negan's announcement back when you found out you were pregnant, you had begun to realise that things weren't heading into a good direction with the dealings of the other communities. A war was going to break out if you didn't do something fast to change the way of things.
A war that you definitely could not afford to let happen, especially when you had so much to lose now. So, you knew somehow, someway, you had to get everyone to agree to a truce.
It took a lot of time and effort, but eventually you got Rick and Negan to agree to one. You got Negan to release his control over the communities and slowly they all found a way to assist each other in order to strengthen each community.
All except for Hilltop though, with Maggie leading it you felt it would best to steer clear from there. She hated Negan and you feared she would try to kill him if ever given the chance. So, for the safety of your husband and the father of your unborn child, you refrained from any dealings with Hilltop.
And to top it off, you got Negan to change the point system as well. Necessities were rationed equally among the community, yet luxury was earned through points. Everyone seemed to be happy with the new changes and soon the Sanctuary was thriving far better than it had before.
"I can't believe you got everyone to actually fucking agree to a truce after everything that happen" Negan remarks while you guys were getting ready to leave for Alexandria.
"That's because I'm smarter than you-" you tease him. "Like you said; people are a resource. At the end of the day we have to make sure that there's more of us than the dead. And we can't do that if we're at war with each other. It was for the good of everyone and especially for the future generation."
"You're right, as always" Negan responds, placing his hand on your belly. "Come on, I'm sure they have the shit we're going to trade with Rick the prick them loaded already."
Negan was helping you out the car when you saw Rick making his way to you guys. "Y/N, wonderful seeing you again. How's the little one doing?" Rick greets you with a smile.
"What? Ain't ya gonna say how wonderful it is to see me too, Ricky Boy?" Negan flashes him a shit-eating grin.
"Negan" Rick grumbles out in greeting and walks away, causing Negan to howl out with laughter.
Elbowing Negan in the side, you glare at him, "and this is why I still have to accompany you on these runs even though you don't want me traveling while pregnant."
"Ouch. What the fuck was that for?" Negan rubs at his side. "You're always trying to goat Rick. If he decks you, I'm not stopping him and I'll make sure none of the Saviors do so either" you tell him.
""Aw... come on baby- I'm just fucking with him a bit. Ya know, like good buddies do-" Negan tries to defend himself.
"I'm going to be raising two kids I see, not one" you shake your head at him. "Just try and behave yourself Negan, at least until things are completely settled in."
"Yes Ma'am!" Negan salutes with a dimpled smirk. "I'm going to sort out the list for the next exchange run" you shake your head at him and walk away.
An hour later, you find Negan leaning on the hood of the car waiting for you. "Everything done?" you ask as you stop in front of him.
"Yup. Let's go home my darling wife-" Negan wraps his around your waist and helps you into the car.
The drive back home feels weird as you watch Negan silently driving. "Is everything ok?" you stare at him concerningly.
"Uh, yeah, everything is fine sweetheart. I was remembering that fucked up dream I had this morning. It made me realise how fucking lucky I am to have you, you and this little one" Negan replies, placing a hand on your belly.
Placing your hand over his and squeezing it, "I love you Negan-" you comment. Pulling the hand that was over his to his lips, Negan places a long kiss into it, "I love you to Y/N... So... fucking much-"
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