Always by side, AKA oneshots book

by Ni3zgodna

Hiccup always have wondered, what would have happened if she was born another way, if both of them happened to be in another situation, in another time. What would have changed? How much it would have changed? Would they be together, somehow? Fem!Hiccup x Toothless book, in which we're going to find out about that, thankfully for Tumblr challenge named Toothcup week 2022.

6. Anniversary

Summary : Modern!AU, which MIGHT be continued. OC warning.

Notes : Welp, it was indeed late, but then it was supposed to be 5k, which... was wrong. One more thing, it's SEPARATE AU. It's not addition, it WAS supposed to be one of separated stories, but I thought about it and get to conclusion... better not. That's why you have SHORT, one shot of idea I had. Don't kill me please. Please.

"After observations as well as analysis, I've diagnosis." Whole white room around which located were medical suppliers, devices as well as few of placates with motto about health were being attached onto walls. Rather skinny woman was sitting over desk, hers chestnut hairs were tightly tied into braid by the back of hers head. Hers green eyes focused onto two figures before her. One of those was rather short woman, with auburn hairs in loosened ponytail now, placed just against hers shoulder. Hers dark, forest green eyes were staring onto her, fearful alike. In meanwhile she kept biting onto hers fingers of one of hers hand, while another one was tightly held by male just beside her. In difference of her, he stood, but kept himself rather bent over her. One of hers palms was placed against chair's arm, onto which she sat on, and he gripped onto it, occasionally stroking it, within fingers sometimes catching touch of metal, gold ring onto one of hers fingers. His other hand was placed against hers shoulder, making him embracing her alike. Despite fact he actually stood behind her, he was perfectly visible as his big build was overtaking hers smaller. His black, long hairs were opened, streaming were through his shoulders. Glancing inside his eyes there were confidence mixed with toughness, but chestnut haired women was able to caught onto them something else as well. Worry. "I'm happy to say-" Said women smiled, strangely rather weakly. "-you're pregnant miss Night."

Both eyes widened immediately, woman turned backwards, staring alike onto male behind her as hers eyes watered, smiling alike. She threw hers arms around him, but even so he remained motionless, but eventually he registered whole situation as he returned favour, embracing her tightly. Both closed theirs eyes in pleasure. She sniffed. "I can't believe it, buddy! We're going to be parents!" He kissed hers forehead, softly. She giggled. "I told you Toothless those faints weren't anything dangerous."

He exhaled. "They could have been, Hiccup." He placed his cheek against top of hers head as he slightly opened his eyes. Catching glance of rather uncomfortable woman before him, he focused. "Or were they?" He muttered, staring onto doctor alike woman. Hiccup ignored his words, but as she finally looked over him, noticing his distress she frightened, as well glanced forward, gripping onto males forearm which was embracing her as he straightened.

Chestnut haired female sighed. "Hailey, was there in yours family problems with heart?"

Hiccup's eyes widened. "My mother had those." She tightened hers grip onto Toothless's arm. "W-what that has to do with anything?"

"How did she died?"

"In c-car accident."

"She was lucky." Woman avoided theirs sights now, glanced somewhere onto floor as she bit hers lip.

Toothless frowned. "Atali, what that has to do with anything." He angered, raised his voice. "Stop being mysterious, say what you have to forwardly. Don't keep us into lack of knowledge for fucking sake."

"I'm sorry Tobias." She shot them apologise look. "It's just-" She cleared hers throat as hers voice broke down. "-hard to speak about those themes." She bit hers lip. "These faints yours wife lived through today were indeed caused by pregnancy, but also were likely warnings from hers body." She exhaled. "It seems Hailey has same heart problems hers mother did." She glanced over teared Hailey. "You might never noticed it as you lived through peaceful, stressless life, but those are still, they exist and shows themselves in worst possible way." She sniffed. "Hailey, such problems has biggest ratio onto killing young mothers. As yours mother had that luck, you might not have." Atali teared. "What I'm trying to say is, there is high chance that you won't survive labour." Hiccup gasped as she covered hers mouth. At first silent sobs were getting out of hers mouth, then hers eyes watered, thereafter she cried, rather loudly. Tobias just behind her held onto chair's back tightly as his eyes watered, still unbelievable about what he heard. "Hailey, you're always been my friend, and I'm honestly really sorry for both of you, and I'm miserable about fact I can't do much more." Hailey wasn't able to register hers words, because of which it was Toothless which nodded her understandingly. "I'll let you have moment alone." Atali walked towards doors, but before she closed them once again she glanced over them. "Once again, I'm really sorry, but I would remind you to think through yours choices." Within that, she left closing doors behind herself, leaving distressed pair on theirs own.

It was moment before motionless Toothless regained consciousness after what he heard. Glancing downward onto his wife, which was crying horribly now, he sighed as he finally moved, way he kneeled before her, actually catching eye contact as hers head was hanging low. She kept onto loudly sobbing as tears continued onto streaming through hers cheeks. Immediately, he tuck a strands of hers hairs behind hers ear and by time he opened his mouth to spoke,but he couldn't. His throat knotted as he tried his hardest to let out any of sounds. He breathed loudly, knowingly he wasn't able to help her, and in difference of that he broke down, depressed at wisdom that his feeling were making her worse. He sobbed, himself cried now. Hiccup seeing it, as he foretold, worsened, but at last calming for her was as she gripped onto his head, pushing it forcefully against hers chest. Tobias didn't mind actually, himself embraced her as he encircled his arms around hers middle. Hiccup gasped, almost not able to inhale oxygen into hers lungs. "I'm so scared, Tobias." She tightened hers hold as she placed hers cheek against his head.

He tightened his eyes as he sighed sadly. "I am as well, sunshine." Within his palm he stoked hers back. "And I'm really sorry for that."

---

It was about four months later already. Hailey, within two paper bags in hers held as well as rather visible pregnant belly already, struggled with opening doors before her which belonged to hers apartment. Since it was sure she was about to take risk of dying by next few months, Hailey left hers job as engineer rather saddened as she loved that job, but even so knew it was probably one of most understandable and reasonable decisions. Despite of hers husbands warnings as well as his insisting onto theme, by which she was supposed to be rather calm, try to take bast from last moments of life, she ignored those as she continued onto doing hers basic tasks as cooking or shopping.

The point was Hiccup wanted to be as useful as possible. She understood, she might not be there in future, that's why she wanted to make sure both of them, Tobias and theirs baby, would live happily, even without her. As she searched into hers bag hanged onto hers shoulder, accidentally view of apples made its way out of grocery bag. Instantly, she bent down for those, regretting it as hers belly wouldn't let her done so now. Eventually, as she guessed because of noise she done, doors before her opened and saw shocked, as well as angered, face of hers husband. She chuckled nervously, already knowing and understanding way of his state.

He sighed, immediately taking from hers hold both hers bags. "Didn't I say you already, Hiccup? You can't carry those! If you feel need of going for shopping at least take someone with you." He walked towards farther part of theirs home, towards known by Hiccup kitchen.

She giggled as she started undressing herself from jacked as well as pair of dirty boots out of hers feet. "Not my fault. You went to work and I can't just bother everybody, because Hailey needs to make groceries." As she finished, she straightened. "Besides, I made good and everything was brought, so if mister overprotective has such demands, he might help me out within dinner." She walked forward, inside apartment, into its centre. "Today are backed potatoes with haddock." By time she smirked, she surprised as dead silent remained. "Well, I'm rather shocked. Not even slightly chuckle from you buddy? You love such jokes." She giggled and as she finally found herself farther into apartment, hers eyes widened at view of two figures sitting onto couch, rather staring onto her now. "Stormfly-" She smiled brightly onto blond girl, which within hers brown eyes was worriedly glancing over her. "-Hookfang-" She tilted hers head onto view of red haired boy, within wide and muscular body, as well as vitiligo sickness around it. "-what you two are doing here?"

"We were near by." Stormfly smiled anxiously. "We thought we might visit you."

"Also there is important theme we wanted to talk about." Hookfang crossed his arms, thereafter getting from his companion rather angered look. He shrugged it.

Hiccup stroked hers palms. "That's fine, I guess." She tensed. "Whatever it is, let's just talk. I'm just worried of why you're so official and-" She tilted hers head onto Hookfang. "-serious." Thereafter, she was surprised when palm was placed against hers back and as she turned hers head swiftly she noticed hers husband, also really severed, afterwards he pushed her forward, nodding onto couch, ordering her into sitting. Within shallow, she did as commanded, afterwards ending onto couch with Toothless just behind hers back, Stormfly before her as she sat by another of hers side and Hookfang onto armchair close by.

Stormfly sighed sadly, as she shot last nervous glance over both of boys, eventually opened hers mouth rather nervously. "You probably didn't know, but my aunt also went through it and as I talked with her about that she informed that's absolutely normal and natural. Nobody was against hers decision, neither we would against yours." She inhaled loudly. "What I'm trying to say is nobody is going to judge you, you should not be ashamed of that and-"

"Fucking enough of that." Hookfang muttered, thereafter impacted his palm onto nearby coffee table. "Hailey, you should get an abortion!" He yelled, afterwards Hiccup rapidly gripped onto Tobias's shirt, rather frightened, still keeping hers sight onto both before her with widened eyes.

Stormfly glanced over male rather offended. "James!" She punched his elbow. "Are you crazy?! You can't just straight, forward say something like that!"

"Right~" He rolled his eyes. "Let's make it your way, by which we're going to spend here hours!" He crossed his arms. "I'm sorry Hiccup, but those are facts, you should have an abortion, because yours decision about keeping it is freaking stupid." Hailey's eyes watered. "I mean, you risk your own life for what? Foetus?"

"Out." Already teared Hiccup muttered sharply, thereafter as she stood, she snapped. "Get the hell out!" It was same moment Stormfly as well Tobias called after her, but she ignored both of them. "You came to my house, you came to me, just so to spoke about my child, my family like that?!" She breathed loudly. "Foetus?! Seriously James?!"

Male avoided hers sight, glanced over ground ashamed. "Is it hard to understand I don't want to lose a friend?"

"Me neither, but I just lost one!"

"Hailey." Toothless stood up, gripped onto both of hers shoulders, in way of calming her down, but she pushed him away instantly, saddening him much.

"I can't believe you guys." Tears streamed through Hailey's cheeks. "I always considered you as my friends, best friends and you're showing up just to offer something like that?!"

"Hailey."

"From all people around world, I wouldn't consider you would done something like that!" She sobbed as she covered hers eyes, wiping them in meanwhile. "Do you know how betrayed I feel now?!"

"Hailey!"

Hiccup turned rapidly, way she was directed towards hers husband's chest, gripping onto it tightly as she glanced upright onto him. "Tobias say them something!" She breathed loudly, occasionally sniffing, thereafter noticing his saddened, sorrowful, guilty sight.

He held onto hers forearms now, as he avoided hers view, but as he sighed, he eventually glanced over her. "I invited them." Instantly, she let go of hers held, but he kept his. It seemed Hiccup finally broke down, as onto hers face wasn't any anger now, rather distress, depress. As he opened his mouth to spoke, she sharply get out of his grip as she moved towards theirs apartment hall. His eyes watered. "Hiccup, wait!" He rushed after her. Both of theirs guests observed whole situation in rather shock, but also despair. Stormfly covered hers mouth, sat there in misery she never lived through, while male next to her grabbed her by back of hers neck and with slightly push towards himself he kissed top of hers head, calming her mildly. In meanwhile, Tobias caught sight of Hailey, wearing hers shoes now. "Please Hiccup, please let me explain!"

He reached after her, but she avoided him as she swiftly took out of hanger hers jacked. "I think there is nothing-" She sniffed. "-to explain, Tobias."

As she wore hers jacked now, walked towards entrance, but before Toothless caught hers arm rapidly. "Sunshine, please!" Tears streamed through his cheeks, as within begging alike eyes he was looking over his wife. "I'm sorry!" She stopped, glanced over him and when theirs sights met momentarily, afterwards she tightened hers eyes painfully as she get out of his held. Opening doors, she rushed through them, closing them immediately after herself. He caught those before closing, opened them way he still kept his sight onto her, walking downstairs now. "At least say me where you going, please." He sobbed.

She standstill before corner, held onto handrail. "I don't know yet-" She shot him saddened look. "-but as far as possible from here." Within that, she disappeared behind corner. As she did, he fell onto his knees, covered his mouth as he started sobbing underneath his breath, still keeping his eyes onto hall, hoping she would be back.

---

Around half past nine p.m Tobias was forced into leaving his apartment as his growing worry, mixed with anxiousness wouldn't let him stay calm onto his place. Wearing his jacked, within brass knuckles hidden inside his pocket he prepared himself for late comeback home, hoping these terrible thoughts with streamed through his mind were only concern about his expecting wife. Truth was she wasn't back home since time she left suddenly, because of which his head was focused only onto that. It wasn't even caused by lack of sight, he would preferred it this way in which she would stay by someone, but at last safely. Unfortunately for him, there was no information from Hiccup.

Nobody knew where she went, what she was doing, or how was she. He phoned everyone. He knew she probably would went to Sarah if it wasn't for situation, Meatlug, one of Hiccup's friends, informed him she didn't get any contact from here, either with twins Barf and Belch, but he actually wasn't much surprised about that. He called also those within he didn't have much of contact himself. Astrid, Heather, Ruffnut, just everyone that was able to have some notice he begged for, but sadly reality was Hailey just disappeared. His distress caused him to even phone his father in law, Stephen within which he never had any good relation, even so said male didn't pick up, because of which he guessed either Hailey was at his house, either he just ignored him.

Both of these options were possible, because of which for his own sake he actually decided to check it onto real eyes, however it seemed that outcome reasoned him being only more anxious as by time he got towards his target, he was met with terribly empty house. Locked. No light within windows. No one. He finally panicked. Forced towards that, Toothless searched through whole city, at places known him well as Hiccup's favourites ones.

His first guess was café which belonged to hers uncle, really beloved by her. As he came by, he only got himself onto more of failures, stressing him already beyond his line. Reassuringly for him were words of said male, Gobber, which cheeringly and comfortingly wished him luck. Wherever he went, he was met with same answer as Hailey was no where to be found. It was that moment he even considered involving into whole situation police, but before he noticed park he would always take Hailey for. His eyes widened at even slightly thought of her being there, but as he breathed loudly he didn't waste any time longer as he stepped inside it.

His mind was screaming upon him, cursing him for being such irresponsible and incompetent. Uncountable amount of dark thoughts were spinning around his head momentarily. In these, she was hurt, kidnapped, maybe even raped. As cold blood rushed through his veins by only slightly thought, he was onto line of total madness, but his every senses were momentarily calmed, by sight of his wife. He smiled brightly, knowingly everything was about to be alright now. Moment before he was about to rush towards her, he stopped himself at the remind cause of hers disappearance. He stood there, knowingly she didn't notice him, waiting for right moment to come towards her, in meanwhile analysing hers state.

As he did, he could say how probably tired she was. Hers head was hanging low, once a time to rapidly raise at remind of place she found herself in. Despite theirs distance, he could say she had red eyes from crying. He could say she was frightened, but her hardest tried to hide it from walking by. Eventually, as she sneezed, he understood the longer he stayed motionless, the worse she would get by mental state as well as this health one. As he walked forward, he started taking off his jacked, just so by time he found himself just behind hers back to put it onto her. He tried to do so, as when he did she rapidly turned towards him, probably startled it was some stranger. Seeing it was indeed him, she calmed, but even so, when he smiled weakly upon her, she sharply turned around, ignoring him in meantime.

He sighed, but despite it as planned he done, placing jacked over hers back. She immediately snugged into it, breathing rather resting alike. He sat by her and as he did, she instantly moved away. He exhaled, sorrowfully. "You shouldn't stay like that at such hour." He muttered. "It's cold and within yours state it might be dangerous for both of you."

"Since when-" She sniffed. "-you bother about both of us."

"Since always, Hailey." He sighed. "You already know that." Silence remained around them thereafter, with Toothless already anxious about place they found themselves in, as well with Hiccup shaking after spending time onto cold air. He muttered. "I was really worried Hailey. Really worried." He glanced over her. "You disappeared completely, without any of word about yours location." He frowned. "I can't believe you choose place like this! Do you understand how dangerous it was for you?! For baby?!" Hiccup avoided his sight as he started raising his voice. "You could have been hurt! You know how terrible people are rambling through here?! Something terrible might have happened!"

"I'm so-" She sobbed. "-sorry. I didn't mean-" She stroked hers palms.

He knew motion, instantly knew she done so out of stress. He sighed as she grabbed hers little palm within his bigger one. "I know you didn't, and I didn't mean to burst it out onto you like that. It's just-" His eyes watered. "I called after everyone, I searched everywhere and there was no sight of you anywhere!" He exhaled. "I was just frightened. Frightened, devastated." He sniffed. "Promise me-" Both started onto one another. "-promise me you would never do something like that ever again."

Hiccup's eyes watered. "I promise." Thereafter, she threw herself upon him, keeping herself against his chest. "I'm so, so sorry." She sobbed. In meantime Tobias returned favour, embracing her tightly as he let out breath of relief. He felt really calm, knowing his wife, theirs baby, those two were safe in his hold now. She sniffed. "I didn't mean to make you angry. I didn't mean to make you upset."

He moved away, just to once again caught hers sight. "What? No! I'm not upset! Really!" He took strand of hers hairs, tucked it behind hers ear. "I was just concerned, as I always am anyway." He sighed. "I'm not angry, I never was, seriously." He weakly smiled upon her. "Most important is that you're alright, that nothing bad happened to you, that you're safe." She bit hers lip, in meanwhile nodding. "Listen, I know you're probably still mad at me, but may we talk it out?" He glanced around, within his arm bringing her closer towards his body. "It's not safe place at that time, neither for you-" He stroked hers belly. "-neither for baby." He inhaled. "I just want you back home, alright? I know that you might not want to see me, and that's understandable." He scratched his head. "If you don't want to talk, I'll give you keys to home, and I might sleep onto couch, sleep by Hookfang's, for fucking sake I might even sleep onto that bench-" He patted wood underneath them. "-but with knowledge you're safe."

She smiled upon him. "It's unnecessary, really." She placed hers head against his chest. "You know I care about you, none less than you do." She sighed. "Yet before we would go back home, I really would love to talk it out." She glanced onto him. "Okay?" He exhaled, opened his mouth to speak, but before he did male around his thirties walked by. Immediately, Tobias grabbed something from his pocket as onto his hand appeared brass knuckles and showing it of before him, Toothless growled, keeping Hiccup against himself. Instantly, male gathered onto velocity of his gait, afterwards just to ran forward. Hiccup giggled. "I think biggest danger of that park right now is only you."

"And let it stay like that." He chuckled, thereafter focusing his attention onto her. "Let's talk then." Hearing it, Hiccup moved back slightly, but keeping his palms into hers held.

She breathed loudly. "Tobias, you know already I don't want that abortion, we talked about that and I was sure that theme was closed." He avoided hers sight, ashamed. "I don't know what changed yours mind, I can only guess that, but even so it didn't change fact everybody around me suddenly are fostering that idea." Hers eyes watered. "Every time I informed ours friends, family about situation I heard only one. Abortion, and-" She sniffed. "-and I felt so left out, because I had no support from anyone. I felt like everybody were against me and I felt I have to face future on my own." She sobbed. "Even my father was against me!" She cried.

Tobias confused, but even so seemed really concerned about situation. "Y-yours father? What you mean? You told me you talked with him, you said he was alright with idea of-"

"I lied. I-" She avoided his look now. "I knew you would be furious about fact my dad doesn't want to have any of contact with his grandchild, so to avoid argument I-" She glanced over him, guilty alike. "I'm sorry, I should have told you, I just were at top of my stress and I just searched for any of possibilities to avoid any extra tension around."

"Don't apologise for anything Sunshine." He smiled upon her weakly, as he tightened his grip onto hers palm. "It's understandable you done that, and I'm actually happy you done so, because you're right." He sighed. "On my own I'm trying to just loosen atmosphere around everybody now."

She giggled, afterwards shallowed. "Back to theme, I felt so alone with all of it, but I just knew there were people which I thought were with me!" Tears streamed through hers cheeks. "James, Sarah. They never have been against me, I hoped they would understand and support me, but it seemed they didn't." She let go of him as she hugged herself. "Biggest agony gave me fact that you were against me." She sniffed, muttering now. "I always have most trust into you. Knowing you-" She sniffed. "-you-" She cried. "I knew I was alone now for sure." She sobbed.

His heart ached with uncountable amount of guild, immediately throwing his arms around hers distressed form. "Sunshine, I'm so, so sorry!" She gripped onto his shirt, breathed rather calmly now. "I never meant to leave you like that! I never wanted you to feel like that." He cupped hers chin, bringing it towards his face, way both of theirs green eyes met. "I swear, I'm never going to endanger you upon such feeling ever again." He embraced her tightly, in meantime placing his cheek onto top of hers head. "I swear."

"Thank you." She located hers chin, way that was against his chest, letting her to speak peacefully. "It's just-" He glanced downward onto her. "Please, understand me in that theme buddy, because I can't agree onto abortion." She focused. "It's innocent child, my child which never done and never wanted to do something wrong. It's not baby's fault all of that happened, because of which if I agree, what mom would I be?"

"Nobody is going to judge you about that decision Hiccup."

"Tobias I'm gonna judge myself onto that decision!" She snapped, thereafter breathing loudly. "For those past months, I really didn't care about making those memories I was supposed to. I didn't care to spend rest of my life as I was supposed to." She smiled onto him. "Only thing I cared about was to create after my death life for you, you deserved." She took his palm off hers back, placing it onto hers belly. "For both of you." She sighed. "I know what you're afraid of and-"

"I don't think you do." He interrupted, instantly surprising her as both moved back, way these were looking at each other. "Probably, you think I'm afraid of becoming single father, but truth is I'm not. I have good job, which helps me keep us without need of you working." He sighed. "You may think I'm afraid of yours death and I am." His eyes watered. "I'm afraid of that, I'm terrified by thought of losing you, but truth is there is something I'm much more horrified by." He covered his face within his palms, creating muffled sound alike. "I may love this child on top of my heart now, because I really do love it!" He streamed through his face with his hands, way his teared eyes were visible, focused onto hers belly. "I love it so much, it hurts me to even spoke about themes as abortion." He sobbed. "That child is going to be partly you, and as you say it's innocent!" He sniffed, finally getting off his face his arms. "I felt like the worst monster to even bring that theme, but truth is I feel like I didn't have choice."

Already crying Hiccup, muttered softly. "Buddy, you're not monster."

"I am, and you shouldn't even try to convince me otherwise." He sighed, sadly. "What I'm frightened most about, is myself. Mine feelings, because I'm scared that when that amazing child, that beautiful baby is going to be born, if-" He sniffed. "-if you're not going to make it alive cause of it-" He sobbed, glanced downward. "What if I'm going to hate it, because of it?" He cried, covering himself. "What if I'm going to do something so bad that I-" He broke down.

"Since when you had such thoughts?" She muttered, he didn't respond. "Buddy..." Immediately she grasped onto his forearms, just to slightly took his palms out of his face, being welcomed with view of his eyes being painfully tightened. She didn't waste time, she embraced him way his forehead happened to be against hers chest. She encircled his head within hers arms. "I'm sorry Tobias. I didn't know." He returned favour, encircled his arms around hers chest. She sighed. "Toothless, you're not monster and I can assure you about that." She sniffed. "Except being tough and strong , you're also gold-hearted for yours family, for those you love most." She kissed top of his head. "You're protective, guardian alike, always caring and concerned about beloved ones-" She giggled. "-sometimes even too much." He chuckled. She stroked his head. "I'm so sorry we didn't talk about such theme earlier, because we should have!" She sighed. "I guess that might be my fault, since I didn't want to bother that theme."

He exhaled. "It's my fault as well. I should have told you about my thoughts, before taking such decision, not bothered by yours." He raised his head.

She smiled onto him. "We both were morons, but it's alright now, isn't it?" He smiled weakly. "Now, we're going to talk with each other more openly, alright?"

"Okay." He kissed hers forehead, thereafter glanced around. "But not here." He frowned. "It's definitely not good place for that." He stood up. "Let's just go home." He handed her his hand.

She giggled. "Fine!" She took it as he helped her up. "Overprotective reptile."

"Reckless human." Both giggled thereafter, walking by each other sides in direction of theirs home. He hummed. "Have you thought about name already?" He asked as he smiled onto hers belly.

She giggled. "No, did you?"

"I might have little, but that doesn't matter." He kissed hers forehead. "I'm going to be alright with everything, sunshine."

---

Amount of stress that was eating him alive was unbelievable for him as he was one of most controllable people in his friends group, but here he was, shaking onto whole body, rambling through corridor, waiting for one doors to be opened. Operation room's doors. It was about eleven a.m everything started. At time, he was doing his daily routine at the work, already somewhere by planes, eventually to be met with call upon him, rather frightened call. Immediately thereafter he rushed to the owner, just to be met with coworker which handed him his own phone. He was shocked, seeing at it photo of Hiccup, same with underneath it few of options, getting him to know there was conversation happening. Momentarily, he held phone against his ear, just to be met with panicked voice of his wife. Hearing only more and more of hers distressed words, he didn't need to think twice, he rushed out of his work place, immediately finding himself into his car. It was happening.

Nobody was more surprised as both Toothless and Hiccup. It was eight mouths, she shouldn't give a birth until next mouth! Even so, at top of his speed he drove to his home, for his wife which's waters just broke. All of those memories were blurred in his mind, leaving him in moment in which he was here now, forbidden to attend whole labour as nurses informed that his nerves might cause problem for him as well as for her. He tried his hardest to argue about theme, but finally it was finished within order of Hailey, which in difference of him wasn't so delighted to hear those nonsenses. He exhaled then loudly, wished her good luck and as everybody wished, he left room. He called after everyone, theirs friends, family, informed them about way of situation. He got a lot of congratulations as well as wish of good luck. He knew why he got those, but for that moment he ignored every bad thoughts. He was about to become dad.

Eventually, doors finally got opened and he couldn't show more than pure happiness as they did. Tobias rushed inside instantly, smiled brightly at the sight of Hailey, laying sorely, within uncountable amount of sweet onto herself, breathing loudly. When theirs eyes met she weakly smiled, causing his smile to even brighter. Tobias walked towards her, kneeling by bed he immediately gripped onto hers nearby palm. He exhaled, calmly. "Hey, mommy-" she giggled, slightly. "-how do you feel?"

"Alright-" She panted. "-I mean, good as after labour."

He chuckled, eventually sighed in between theirs rather peaceful silence, thereafter his eyes made themselves intense over hers face as he took of stands of hairs, tucking those behind hers ear, afterwards leaving his palm over hers cheek. "I'm really proud of you, probably as I never was in my entire life." She smiled thankfully, melted at touch by hers cheek. "Now, I might say it with purest honesty, you're strongest and bravest person I have honour to met."

She giggled, even so pretended being offended. "That means earlier it wasn't said fairly?"

"I did, but I have proof onto that now." Thereafter, both giggled happily, in meanwhile Tobias glanced around room. Hiccup didn't hold bundle yet, because of which he guessed baby was taken for some medical. He once again turned towards his wife. "Where is she? Our little girl? You saw her already?"

Hiccup visibly saddened. "Doctors said that I shouldn't worry, but instantly as it was over they took her somewhere." She sniffed. "She-" She shallowed. "She didn't cry as newborns always do and-" Hailey's eyes slightly teared. "-and I just wanted to see her." She tightened hers eyes.

Immediately, despite his aching heart out of concern about problem, Tobias raised himself, thereafter held Hiccup by side of hers jaw, stroking hers cheek in meantime. "It's okay." He panted. "Alright, I-" He bit his lip. "I will take care of it, don't be afraid." Within his second palm he gripped onto another side of hers jaw, cupping slightly in his hands hers face. "You will see her in a minute. I swear." He moved forward, kissed hers forehead, thereafter let go of her as he stood up, once again taking notice of room around. There were nurses which motionlessly sat by desks, instead of doing theirs job. By time seeing it he frowned, cleared his throat loud enough to be heard in whole space. "May medical staff take care of theirs work, in difference of whatever they doing now?!" Instantly, hearing father angered tone of voice, every of them stood up rapidly, went towards theirs responsibilities. Well, almost every of them, as one female remained onto hers place. When she finally raised hers sight onto Tobias, seeing his rather furious eyes she instantly rushed away.

Behind his back Hiccup chuckled. "You didn't have to do it like that."

"I was right-" He crossed his arms. "-and I'm pretty sure you would agree." He turned towards her as she nodded, thereafter moment of silence and rather tense atmosphere Hiccup's eyes watered while his widened by sight. "Hey, hey!" Immediately he found himself by hers side as he sat onto bed just by her, in meantime he encircled her with his arm, bringing her closer to himself. "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid." She sobbed, placed hers face against his chest. "Everything is going to turn just fine." He stroked back of hers head. "I assure you, sunshine." He placed his chin against top of hers head. "Everything will be fine."

It was momentarily later when suddenly from nearby door came rather loud cry, cry of baby. Instantly Hiccup raised herself, in meantime bumping into hers husband's jaw, but it seemed none of them took notice of that as both were staring at the direction of noise. Toothless glanced over Hailey briefly and as he did he noticed rapid movement over hers chest as well as hers sudden, growing frighten. Thereafter, for sake of his and hers comfort, he placed his palm over farther side of hers shoulder, in way of embrace, momentarily after to once again look forward. Suddenly, doors were opened and both theirs hearts stopped at the sight of doctor holding little bundle on his arms. Said male smiled onto them brightly. "I'm really sorry for trouble, everything is alright and there is nothing to be worried about." He straightened, officially. "Tiny one didn't cry and as she is early born we thought about it as dangerous, but it seems she is just little, quiet girl." Toothless let out breath of relief, while Hiccup remained tense, overtaken. "Who would like to hold her first?"

Tobias tightened his held onto Hailey. "Mommy, obviously." He kissed hers temple.

"Right away." He nodded. "But before, I would like to ask her for laying down, please. It's would be more comfortable position for both of them."

Tobias nodded understandingly, let go of her and was about to stood up, way to create for Hailey more of space, but before he was stopped by sudden glance of hers. Theirs sights met and Toothless noticed slight hesitation in hers eyes, startle. He smiled onto her reassuringly, caress hers cheek momentarily, before nodding, in meantime moving back. Doctor walked forwards Hailey as she breathed loudly, thereafter by close distance to hold it inside. Male showed bundle before her and Hiccup carefully took it onto hers arms. Momentarily, glancing over it, hers eyes watered as she gasped, astonished. Tobias wasn't able to see as much as she was, but even so same sight of his wife holding bundle, theirs tiny bundle, theirs little daughter, his eyes watered as well, touched as he smiled brightly.

Out of lack of patience, Toothless was about to move forward, way he was finally able to see his little happiness, but before he took notice personnel was making theirs way out of room. At first, he guessed they just wanted to leave them onto theirs own, but by time doctor which moments ago held his daughter, probably main doctor here, stopped suddenly by him, patted his shoulder as he shook his head, rather sadly, thereafter his sight moved towards Hiccup. Toothless didn't have to think long to understand motion, his heart gained onto velocity as his face streamed with fear. Doctor nodded onto him honourably, afterwards left, leaving Tobias in rather distress. It really was happening. Toothless shot Hailey rather momentarily glance, before turning himself away, hiding from her his sudden grief. He sobbed soundlessly, took few, deep breaths before shallowing loudly, tightening his eyes painfully in meantime. There was no point falling into desperation now. She was here and until that, he was about to enjoy it as much as he could. He wiped his tears which gathered in his eyes, straightened as within moment turned towards Hailey calmly, at last pretending alike.

Said female didn't seem to be bothered by lack of his presence earlier, but momentarily feeling it by hers side, she glanced over him, very touched and happily. She smiled brightest smile he saw onto her, with tears onto hers cheek, created out of joy. Toothless returned favour, smiled, weakly, but Hiccup didn't notice as she immediately turned once again towards bundle. "She is so wonderful, Tobias." She giggled, amazed.

Toothless followed hers sight, rather saddened as in his position tiny's face was covered by cloth of hers bundle. Instantly, he raised his head, hoping it would help him see more. Noticing it, Hiccup helped him out, actually moving said cloth, gently within hers finger. As Tobias was finally able to see hers face, his eyes widened. He fell onto his knees, moved towards bed as close as possible, way to see everything more clear. Hailey carefully moved towards side of bed, causing theirs position letting her to place hers cheek against side of his head. Both were staring onto baby, within Hiccup smiling out of excitement and Tobias mouth opened out of astonishment. Before them, inside bundle, laying was really tiny girl. Hers skin was still covered within blood after operation of labour, but it was actually least of his notice. Hers eyes were wide, black orbs, but theirs shape was rather big. She had those black hairs on top of hers head, causing Toothless to skip heartbeat one or twos. Way that little girl looked like mixed version of both of them happened to cause inside him feeling he never felt. Feel of honest, parent's love.

"You saw those hairs?" Hiccup squealed. "Black, just like yours! A-and that tanned skin-" She giggled. "-also like hers daddy's."

"Have you seen hers eyes?" He gasped. "Those are so big, and I'm sure they are going to be beautiful, dark, forest alike, green coloured." He smiled, touched. "A-and that little, buttoned nose. Way she is so tiny-" He looked over Hailey. "She is going to be as beautiful as hers mommy is."

Hailey blushed, turned hers head, way hers lips touched his temple, kissing it gently. Thereafter both continued observing theirs tiny girl, around them feeling family alike atmosphere. Momentarily, Hiccup tilted hers head onto Tobias. "Would you like to hold her?"

He bit his lip. "Maybe it's not best idea." He smiled, anxiously. "Y-you hold her, after all you spend hours of pain, unlike me."

"Tobias-"

"I-I mean, you deserve it much more! You have better position for it-"

"Tobias-!"

"Also, enjoy moment, right? I-it's so-"

"I saw them leaving as well, buddy." Toothless's eyes widened hearing it. Hiccup sighed, sadly. "I saw them, I understand and-" She exhaled. "-and that's okay." Hers eyes teared. "We-" She sniffed. "We knew it would have happened." She raised hers head upright, hoping tears would make theirs way out of hers on theirs own. Seeing it, Tobias helped her out as he wiped them off. She smiled onto him thankfully. "B-besides-" She showed bundle before Tobias's form. "-I'm going to be calmer, seeing you two together."

Toothless sighed, hesitated for moment on, but thereafter nodded. Before taking little one, he flinched. "What if I crush her?" He tightened his teeth. "She is so tiny."

Hiccup giggled. "I'm sure you won't." She started carefully putting little bundle onto his arms. "Just remember to hold hers head."

"I know, Hailey." He frowned. "I was at the same parent's lessons."

"Then you shouldn't be worried about anything." She finally let go of bundle as she laid onto bed resting alike. "How is it, daddy?"

Toothless remained motionless, almost horrified about any of his movements, but eventually he glanced downright and his heart fulfilled with love. Little girl was straight looking over him. Theirs eyes met and Tobias couldn't help, but to smile onto her brightly. He glanced over Hailey momentarily, which sharing was his feelings. Thereafter, he brought bundle closer towards his face, carefully kissing tiny one's forehead. "She is so adorable, like really tiny, but same way so amazing." He exhaled. "Like little star onto dark sky." He brought her closer, way theirs foreheads almost touched. "Like little starlight." He whispered.

Hiccup rolled hers eyes. "Why yours pet names always have something considering sky? Sunshine. Starlight-"

"Who says that?!" He smirked. "You were the one which came up with hers name."

"And you agree! Even applaud me as I did!" She crossed hers arms and Toothless only shook his head. She sighed. "Skye Night." She smiled, proudly. "It actually suits her a lot. Winged."

"Right." He stared onto little girl, dreamy. "My little Skye." Thereafter he glanced over Hailey, happily. Momentarily, he walked towards her, but said female flinched immediately. He tilted his head onto her, shocked.

She chuckled, anxiously. "Maybe, you should hold her from now on. I mean, I don't feel onto my strength." Instantly, Tobias shot her rather worried glance, opened his mouth to spoke, but she overtook him. "It's just-" Hers eyes watered. "-w-what if I drop her? What if I passed away while-" She sobbed.

"Sunshine, don't concern yourself by such themes, really!" He inhaled. "As I said, I'm going to take care of everything, even that." Afterwards, he stood up. "Lay down." As commanded, she did, thereafter he untied material Skye was covered with, making Hailey to squeal, but Tobias ignored it. Placing tiny's girl little form onto Hailey's chest, hers belly first, Tobias draped her with same material, keeping her warm against hers mommy. "There you go. Even if you fall asleep you won't drop her." He bent over, whispered. "Because it's not told how it's going to end." He kissed hers forehead. "Don't lose hope, sunshine."

"Alright." She muttered, thereafter shot him begging glance. "May you lay down with us?" She moved, way onto bed space found its place. "I mean, as family." Tobias chuckled, even so listened to her as he made his way next to hers side. Whole three happened to be close to each other now, with Skye still over hers mommy's chest, glancing into random directions, sometimes catching sight of hers parents, Hailey in centre, staring onto little tiny before her and Toothless which kept his arm underneath Hiccup's head, making it pillow alike, laying way one of his legs was outside bed. His and Hailey's heads were touching. Thereafter as time was passing within silence, quietness was interrupted as Tobias heard sobbing coming just from next to him. Hiccup's eyes were fulfilled with tears and herself she seemed to be onto line of breaking. Instantly he rushed, just to comfort her somehow, tightening his held onto her in meantime.

Hailey hide herself in his neck. "Tobias, you know I love you, right?"

"Of course." His eyes watered as he understood theme. "And I love you so, so much as well." He sniffed. "Please, sunshine don't lose hope. It's going to be alright."

"I just-" She bit hers lip. "I want to be prepared if something." She glanced over him. "You two are going to handle it on yours own?"

"We will." He sobbed. "Of course we will." He placed his cheek against hers head. "I'm just-" He cried. "I'm just going to miss you so much."

"Unnecessarily." Toothless glanced over her, same sorrowful and shocked. Despite hers tears she smiled, strangely brightly. "I don't regret anything, and by that I mean anything." She sniffed. "If my whole life was depending onto that moment, if I meant to be born, met you and born that-" Hailey glanced over Skye, stroked hers back. "-that little starlight, then it was worth."

Tobias forced theirs foreheads to touch. "You're best thing that happened to me, in my entire life." He smiled weakly. "I'm going to love you no matter what."

"Till death do us part?"

"Far, far beyond it." Both closed theirs eyes, in way of enjoying closure. "Because it's you and me, as one."

Hiccup couldn't hold it anymore, she cried hardly, sobbed and sniffed. Toothless held her tightly, as well broken by hers situation. Eventually, both were taken back to reality as there was cry of baby which began. Instantly, Hailey rushed towards help, trying to soothe Skye's distress. Cooing sounds were made towards hers ear, but even so tiny girl wouldn't stop crying. Both understood, she was distressed, because they were. Hers hardest Hiccup tired to reassure her, even too much in Tobias's eyes, but he knew within which it was caused. Hailey didn't want hers last moment to end with Skye's cries. Thinking situation through, he wondered about solution suitable for both and as idea clicked inside his mind, immediately he followed his plan. He whistled. As he did, he got Hailey's attention momentarily, thereafter Skye's as well as his girl stopped crying, sobbed silently now. Afterwards he stared singing.

I'll swim and sail on savage seas

With never a fear of drowning

And gladly ride the waves of life

If you would marry me

Hailey's eyes focused onto him deeply as he rather calmly was getting out of himself only more and more of sounds, while Skye stopped onto hers sadness, interested listened to hers daddy's song.

No scorching sun nor freezing cold

Will stop me on my journey

If you will promise me your heart

And love me for eternity

Surprisingly for him, also not surprisingly, Hailey joined him, smiled thankfully for idea as she laid more comfortable against him, enjoying his warmth. Thereafter both looked over little girl, which once again caught glance of theirs.

My dearest one, my darling dear

Your mighty words astound me

But I've no need for mighty deeds

When I feel your arms around me

.

But I would bring you rings of gold

Hiccup shocked when in difference of gaining onto velocity of song, as it was it's original shape, Toothless only slowed down, but she understood after mere moment, guessing he made so as to rather calm Skye, rather than to startle her.

I'd even sing you poetry

And I would keep you from all harm

If you would stay beside me

.

I have no use for rings of gold

I care not for your poetry

I only want your hand to hold

I only want you near me

.

To love and kiss to sweetly hold

For the dancing and the dreaming

Through all life's sorrows

And delights

I'll keep your laugh inside me

.

Last verses of Hiccup's were slowed down, causing Tobias to glance over her worriedly and as he did his heart ached by knowledge something wrong was happening. Hers eyes were almost closed, herself she was barely holding. Seeing it his eyes watered, immediately he closed them painfully, but even so continued singing much more quietly.

I'll swim and sail a savage seas

He moved towards Hailey closer, kissed hers forehead and thereafter she closed hers eyes, calmly within smile.

With never a fear of drowning

Through his cheeks streamed thick tears. Tobias tired wipe those, but as he did new ones immediately were making theirs way onto theirs places. Afterwards, he gave up, sobbed and sniffed, within his tears landing onto Hailey's neck.

I'd gladly ride the waves so white

His voice broke, himself he was broken. He held his forehead against hers own, trying to feel that one last time warmness of that touch. In meanwhile Hailey's chest was slowing down onto its movement-

And you will marry me.

-just to stop as Tobias finished, letting onto his neck hers last breath.

Toothless sobbed and cried hard, hugged himself towards hers neck, knowingly he would never hear, nor feel hers presence besides his. His grief continued, but eventually common senses kicked in him as reminding about his responsibilities came. Hesitating about it, he stood up, glanced over Hailey's chest and smiled rather weakly seeing sleeping, peacefully form of his daughter. Within sigh, carefully he took her into hers arms, just to put hers little body into hospital bassinet. Checking onto her for moment, making himself sure she was safe and sound here, he stroked hers cheek before turning around, once again towards bed of his wife.

Instantly he walked towards it, by time falling onto his knees before said bed. His face he hide inside his arms as he bent over bed. He sniffed. He sobbed. He cried. Eventually, he would raise his sight onto her, just to be shocked by view which crossed line in his mind, causing him to hide himself against mattress as he cried loudly. Hailey died smiling.

He lost most valuable thing in his life.

His wife.

His sunshine.

His Hiccup.

---

Two months passed already since Hailey's funeral. Hard time indeed for Tobias as problems of single father as well as mental pain, gained onto theirs size after death of his beloved one, eating were him almost alive. Around him darkness remained as by time there was night, something like two, three in morning, and only light visible nearby was one created outside windows. By time he was laying onto sofa, his stomach first, within his eyes red from tiredness. He tried keep his tears, hardest he could, but longer he did, the bigger outburst would be. Truth to be told, Tobias didn't sleep in something like weeks, reasoned by his stubbornness and his growing grief. Even so, last time he did, it was actually caused by exhaustion. Obviously, notwithstanding these first days, his friends always been for him, always tried reassure him, soothe him. Every time they would, he would smile rather weakly, but enough for theirs liking, not actually spotting it was forced smile. Hiccup always would take notice of these small details.

At same thought of his wife's nickname his eyes would tear up. As swiftly as he could he wiped those, ending them up with slightly sniff. Time was slowly passing, night were bad, but days were worse. Everybody saying theirs condolences, these little reminding of theirs causal days and obviously... Skye. He was relieved by fact his biggest nightmare didn't come into reality. Toothless loved that little bundle. He loved hers look, hers presence, hers smile which was really resemble towards that one which Hiccup would make. Hold it Tobias, don't cry, not here, not now! What was bringing him most happiness was fact little one was rather calm girl. Quiet, well behaving, as for infant obviously, but also not bringing any problems onto his already destroyed soul.

What stopped his flow of thoughts were silent sobbing sounds, just nearby. He raised his head, glanced in its direction. Noticing stroller from which these noises were taking theirs way, he sighed. Well, almost any problem. Tiny Skye had problem with sleeping. Toothless, during rather slow movements, stood up, walked forward towards his distressed charge. Looking downward onto her, once theirs eyes sights met, Skye slightly calmed, hers cries finished in accordance with few sniffs. As Doctor said, those two months ago, she really indeed was quiet child. Tobias exhaled, kneeled, bent over her, handing her his finger, which she gladly gripped onto.

"Hey, starlight." His voice was rather hoarse, reasoned by rather long time since last of his words, also knot which created over his throat. "You can't sleep, sweetheart?" As she held onto his pointing finger, his thumb caress hers cheek. "Me neither." Thereafter as he muttered, he pulled his arms against hers back, carefully bringing her upward against his chest. Instantly, she grasped onto his pyjama shirt, causing him to smile calmly by contact. He rocked within his body, while he put momentarily kiss just over hers head. "Those nightmares bother you as well, starlight?" At the sound of hers daddy's breaking voice, she likely panicked. Hers cries were about to be brought onto her once again as she started breathing rapidly, but fortunately Tobias was able to swiftly avoid those, carefully tightening his embrace as well as making soothe sound just into hers ear. "It's alright." He rapidly explained himself. "I'm so sorry, Skye. I'm going to be strong. I'm going to be strong for you. I-" Tears gained inside his eyes, but even so he just pulled hers face against track in his neck, hiding those from hers sight. Momentarily he raised his head, forcing drops inside his eyes by cause of local gravitation.

Within few of serenity breaths, as well as by motive of tiny, warm breathing just against his body, Tobias was able to stop himself from any strong emotions. As was the case, Toothless focused onto figure inside his held. He rocked her, he soothe her, he just was there, hoping that would at last help. Tobias didn't see himself as great father Hailey would name him as, but he tried. He truly, without any objection, without any slip of tongue nor any hesitation could say he loved that tiny girl. Truth to be told, he would do anything for her. He would sacrifice his life for her. He would sacrifice his life, just so to bring hers mother once again. Tobias hundreds, thousands of times was thinking through that option, actually even got through act. Without Hailey's knowledge, uncountable amount of times, he would ask doctors, Atali if it was possible to take hers place. Every time he would get same answer.

He never told Hiccup his thoughts, and only reason he had onto that, was one in which he wished not to bring into hers already broken heart more of distress. Knowing Hailey, she would never agree onto that, even if that would mean saving herself from hers fate. He knew so. He was sure of that. Despite of that, he still sometimes got those thoughts. Because, what if he was one to die? For sure it would be better than it was now. Skye would probably be peaceful within hers slumber, knowingly hers mommy would be nearby, also Hailey would much better handle these problems, which were encircling him everyday.

From his thoughts shook him lack of grip onto his chest. He glanced downward, smiled by sight of sleeping form. Only one thing remained to do, before he could once again curl onto couch. He inhaled, walked towards stroller and among caution flow he lowered tiny body down. As he did, and when his hands completely left hers figure, he let go breath he seem to hold inside his lungs. Almost onto his tiptoes, Tobias moved away, but just as he turned, cries began, this time louder. He growled, but relaxed himself as he gripped onto his nose momentarily, just so to gather his thoughts. By time he did, he once again took Skye into his grip, but this time slightly more suddenly.

He glanced over her, frowned. "Skye, I seriously am onto my line." He bit his lip, knowingly how much would these words hurt if she was able to understand them. "I'm just-" He exhaled, trying to loosen his tense feelings. "I can't-" He cleared his throat. "I can't give you what you need, starlight. I can't withstand yours needs, even if I wish so much to achieve that." His eyes watered. "I can't bring her back, I know you miss her, but I can't." He sobbed. "I can't do that without her." He bursted into cry, while one his arm gripped onto hers little form, with another covering his face.

He remained like that for moment. Broken. Destroyed. Devastated and lonely. He wished so much to just feel those soft, auburn hairs against his chin. To see those smiley, green eyes. To live through moment of theirs embrace. He would give up his life, just so for one more minute be with her. He came back onto his senses, when reminding of his charge stream upon his mind. He moved his arm, way forearm moved over his nose, uncovering his eyes. First thing his eyes caught notice of wasn't sight of his daughter in distress, but rather hers calm appearance. Skye's head made its way against his chest, hers cheek almost squeezed onto it. Her little palm grasped onto his shirt once again. Hers habit, officially. At the sight, as well as by knowledge that in difference of causing his feel of guilt to deepens, Skye actually was almost likely comforting him. He couldn't help, but to smile brightest he did in that horrible amount of time.

He kissed hers forehead, thereby Skye found herself closing hers eyes. "Thank you, starlight." He whispered softly, but in meantime weakly. "If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be able to get through it." He stared onto her. She returned it. Tobias rocked both of them rather steadily, thereafter stopped, seeing yawn which got out of hers mouth. He bit his lower lip, in the interim hissed. "Tired, aren't we?" He frowned, questioningly. "But why then we can't sleep in stroller, starlight?" He glanced inside said object, trying to capture some even slightest detail, defect which was preventing her from healthy slumber. Seeing none, he sighed, actually concerned by conclusion now. His every question would be answered as Skye snuggled into him grasp even more, turning hers head, way hers face was just against his chest, hidden in it. His heart melted. She just probably would use some company, needed it for sake of hers own, mental comfort. He tightened his grip onto little treasure placed inside his arms now. He would use someone's presence either.

Truth to be told, both, Tobias and Skye, lost most valuable person in theirs entire lives. He lost wife, but she was one to lose mother. He glanced onto her, placed his palm against hers head, stroking within his thumb top of hers head. He knew how it was, to grow up without true, mother love. His mother, just as Skye's, died during labour. Difference which made them apart was presence of him, dad he never had and always wished to have. His throat knotted, but before he could broke, he straightened, frowned onto his cowardice. "Starlight-" He whispered. "-I might not be perfect, ideal dad. I might not be able to give you everything I wished you have-" He cleared his throat, feeling lump in it. "-but with all my strength and power, I will try. I will try create life you deserve, Skye." Afterwards, he left slight kiss upon hers cheek, before he walked forward, straight through wooden doors.

He froze at sight. Theirs bedroom. Theirs shared bedroom. As time of two months passed, Tobias actually get to live in theirs living room through whole of it. He wouldn't need new clothes. When you're as miserable as Toothless is, dirty clothes were least of concerns. He might persuade himself, that he just had no need into going inside that room, but also himself he knew, it was terrible lie. He was frightened, horrified of his own feelings about being here. He was terrified, he might actually broke, without any chance of being build once again. Tobias glanced around it, his breathing rapid and uncontrollable. Room didn't change, not even slightly. It was Skye, which stopped his growing panic. She was becoming impatient, as hers daddy not only stood motionless, but also rather distressed, because of which she started sharing with him those feelings. Taking notice of it, Tobias breathed loudly, but also shakily. He had to be strong. He must be strong. For her. For both of them.

Finally, exhaling calmly, Toothless walked in, just so to stood by side of bed. Glancing onto it Tobias rushed through sheets within his palm, sighing loudly. They were here. Together. Doing... things. He blushed, chuckled weakly. One of those things resting was inside his arms. Looking over Skye, little girl was likely asleep. Hers eyes were closed, hers breathing was calm and so sweet. If it wasn't for hers held onto his shirt, he would be honestly sure tiny one was into deep slumber. Eventually, his knees found theirs way onto bed as he bent forward, placing little infant onto one of sides of bed. Instantly, as that took place, Skye's eyes opened rapidly, widely. He could say how close she was towards crying.

"Hey, hey!" He laid down onto his side, his arm supported his head, but also encircled Skye's place over hers head, creating protected alike space for her. "I'm here-" His thumb made its way over hers forehead, caressing it. "-and I'm not going anywhere, alright?" Little sobbing, which started while he spoke, finished as he did. Tobias placed his palm over hers face. Truth to be told, his hand was able to cover it wholly, and he still had free place of it. His fingers were placed just over hers cheek and mouth, while his thumb stroked hers nose, towards forehead, repeating motion all the time. While that had its turn, little girl moved head closer towards touch of hers daddy, blinking in meanwhile. Noticing Skye still was fighting urge of falling into needed her sleep, Tobias send towards her few of soothing sounds. Within those, as well as peaceful atmosphere and knowledge of closely presence of hers daddy, Skye in no time fell into tranquil slumber.

Within dreamy eyes Toothess observed her. Hers moving chest. Hers little palms which gripped tightly onto mattress. Hers closed eyes, underneath which dried tears had theirs place. Everything about her he analysed, smiling comfortably. He glanced over clock momentarily and as he did, he felt urge of yawning. He bent over Skye, just so his mouth found its way next to hers ear. "I love you so, so much." He kissed hers temple, thereafter laid more deeply onto pillow. His arm, which supported his head, remained, while second one made its way around tiny form, but way nor to bother her, nor to crush her. Feeling of guard over his charge, as well as still leftover exhaustion, Tobias couldn't help, but to fell into rather peaceful and relaxing sleep.

---

Toothless woke up by terrible pain, which created was over his eyes. He opened those, instantly shutting them, painfully as he was blinded. Fucking morning sun. He groaned, swiftly covered himself via sheets. Taking notice that didn't help much, he decided to actually sit up. He scratched his head, yawning loudly, trying remind himself in which galaxy he actually was now. He was... in his room. In his bed. His alarm was off, because of which he probably had free day at work, but also why the hell would he have day off in Thursday? It was momentarily he remembered all. It was that day.

Instantly, he laid down once again, placing his hands against his face. That terrible date. That wonderful date. Both at once. He streamed his hands through his face, till these were met with his mouth. Today was third birthday of his daughter. He tightened his eyes, painfully. But also, third anniversary of Hailey's death. He sighed, tears which was gathering in his eyes he swiftly wiped. Since that time much changed. Skye was growing and he actually got himself therapy, which happened to be great for his every feelings. Obviously, nobody said just after that he would forget. He would never forget. Such days as it was would remind him about that. Anniversary of theirs wedding. Anniversary of theirs first date. His proposal and day in which he first time got to see those dark, green eyes. Honestly, worst of those was that day. Day, which just didn't exist in his calendar. Day, which his hardest he tried to erase from his mind.

Day, which would show him every fucking time how asshole father he was. It was his daughter birthday! Hers third. She was at this horrible, terrible world for three years and since that time for Tobias earth became more sunny place. He cursed himself, hated himself for his behaviour every year. By first year, he spend it onto couch, laying motionless. Second year wasn't that bad, he even got himself to sing her happy birthday. That year... wasn't going to be better in his view. He already could feel limp in his throat, few tears which created in his eyes. Indeed, dad of decade. Ladies and gentlemen, Tobias asshole Night. Eventually, he remained himself he was father. He still had responsibilities. Glancing over next to him side of bed, which was empty, he smiled, knowingly of reason towards it. Skye was early raiser. Worst she could get after hers mother. Analysing whole room, Tobias was surprised as not to see her onto floor, playing with hers toys as she had habit of doing so. He frowned. What the hell?

By time his legs found theirs way onto floor, with him standing up, he felt urge of scratching himself. Freaking adulthood. Just as he finished, he moved forward, almost tripping himself onto few cartons. He groaned, kicked them out of rage. As he said earlier, Skye was growing and for both of them such small apartment wasn't enough. They are about to move out.

Eventually, he walked out of room, but finding himself in living room he still wasn't able to catch glance of his daughter. Nor in bathroom, nor in kitchen. Where was his starlight? His concern was gathering onto its size. He started calling after her through whole apartment until his eyes were met with hallway, as well as with lack of hers tiny shoes. He panicked. Rapidly, he ran towards his room for his charging phone, almost ripping cable in meantime. Tobias happened to be in his pyjama, putting on his shoes, while he swiftly unblocked his phone, calling for first person which happened to be in his contacts. He felt relieved Stormfly turned out to be that person. Hookfang just... couldn't handle situation. She picked up.

Hello? Hi, Tobias! I-

"I have no time." He was tying his shoelaces, almost mixing them with his fingers. "Skye, she is gone." Stormfly hummed.

I don't follow?

He frowned. "What's here to follow by?!" He tightened teeth, almost yelled in between those. "Skye is gone. I beg you, focus and help me find her." Stormfly snickered. Tobias eyes widened, furiously. "What that was supposed to mean, Sarah?!" His eyes shine with pure rage. "I'm not kidding! If it was for you some joke-" She chuckled.

Toothless, go to mirror.

She bursted into laugher.

Go to fucking mirror, you moron.

Toothless was about to scream on top of his lungs, but curiously was bigger. He stood up, way to see his refection in mirror attached to hallway's wall, just so to take notice of yellow post-it onto top of his head. He growled, gripped onto it, taking it closer towards his face as he read it.

Tobias, you fucking asshole. With Meatlug we're taking Skye onto real birthday, in difference of hers lazy and careless father.

Without any of cheers, Sarah.

He facepalmed, streamed with his palm through his face such violently it left red mark onto face. "First of all, how are you able to compare being lazy and careless with grief after losing beloved one." Honestly, he felt she was right, but he would never admit that. "Second of all, couldn't you just-" He snorted. "-I don't know, wake me up?!" He rambled thought room. "I gave you those keys for emergency, not to kidnap my daughter!" She snarled.

It wasn't me who didn't want to wake you up. There were a lot of ideas. Cold water bucked, even electroshock-

He rolled his eyes onto ideas. Sarah spend too much time with hers boyfriend. James would be proud.

-it was same Skye which wanted to leave you alone, saying something like you need sleep or that you are tired and as cute as she is, I couldn't resist hers requests.

He shook his head, but this time onto his face smirk remained. He, from first hand, knew how cute she was able to be. He sighed. "Alright, but please, next time behave like adult would, okay? You both scared me."

What are you talking about? If we were able to startle you, I actually consider it as success. Maybe it's not electroshock, but for now on might be.

He rolled his eyes, was about to speak when suddenly from other side of phone were getting out giggles, he knew perfectly. His heart streamed with joy onto those, while it seemed Sarah was converting within someone else by other side. Sarah giggled.

Skye wants to talk with you, wait a second.

There were sounds of trashing around and he was sure Stormfly was just about to hand to his daughter hers phone, even so he grew impatient. He found himself taping his foot into wooden floor, while so to bite onto his fingers. He remained in such state, until sweet and high pitched voice, melody alike spoken from his phone.

Hi~

Tobias instantly recognised it as his daughter voice. "Hi starlight! Happy birthday, sweetheart." He smiled.

Thank you.

She giggled happily. Tobias chuckled. "Sarah told me you're with them. Are you having fun?"

I have fun! We go to park and playground. We go to cinema on movie!

"Movie, you say?" He smiled brightly onto hers child alike happiness. "What was in that movie?"

Big dragons! A-and they breath fire!

"You weren't scared?"

No! I love dragons! Most my daddy!

Tobias couldn't help, chuckled joyfully. There was city hockey team called Dragons in which he played since high school. Obviously, he had break caused by things, but after gathering his thoughts he came back, within his daughter as his biggest fan. "I'm happy to hear." He sighed, flustered. "Are you alright? Everything is okay for you today?"

I okay daddy! Auntie say that we go to ice skate later.

Skye stopped momentarily, actually concerning him as why she did. She muttered, sheepishly.

Daddy?

"What's that starlight?"

Can you... come too?

Hearing it, Tobias froze. Obviously, he would love to spend some time with her today, and such activity could be perfect for that. Last time both of them went onto ice, she giggled so happily, she was smiling so brightly. That day remained in his heart as one of greatest in his entire life, not bothered by fact it ended within his aching arms after holding her from falling. Nonetheless, hers birthday from him were actually tiny ice skates! He was about to scream upon her agreement, but he was stopped by his own thoughts. What if that would be too much for him? He would broke down just on hers birthday?

He bit his lower lip, scratching his head. Both him and Hailey always loved ice skating, together. Truth to be told, he couldn't think like that about everything. Hailey liked breathing, should he stop doing so as well?! It was just day that was making here issue. Terribly, great day. He exhaled, ashamed supported his forehead against his palm. "I don't know, sweetheart. I'm little... tired." Once again, father of decade.

Please~ I gonna be good! And nice!

He knew she would. For fucking sake, it was probably best behaved, greatest and nicest kid he could, damn it, get! She never created problems, always listened and have one toy, not even bothered about asking for more. Maybe, only thing he hated in her was way of hers shyness and clumsiness, but he was used to that. He had good few years of experience about such behaviour. It's well known after who she have that! After some pretty, auburn haired beauty, with those glasses which always were tilted for some reason. He felt lump in his throat as his eyes watered. Tobias wiped those swiftly, taking big breath to unblock his gullet. "I-I know, I know that perfectly." His voice was rather shaky, but he really hope she wouldn't take notice of that, while conversation through phone. "I... I will think about that, alright?" She squealed loudly.

Okay!

Despite fact he didn't actually agree, hers voice was showing how excited she was.

And we go ice skate! And I hold daddy hand! And auntie and Hookie go too! And- and-

"Hold on! Hold on!" Tobias chuckled, cheerily. "Take big breaths, starlight. Any moment now you're going to be with lack of oxygen." Hearing his order, Skye breathed, but in meantime also giggled. "I-I really would love to go, but we will see onto that later, alright?" He exhaled. "For now, go have some time with Stormfly and Meatlug. We will see each other by diner, okay?"

Okay.

She mumbled something underneath hers nose.

Daddy?

He hummed.

You tired, because of mommy?

Tobias found himself within teary eyes, covering his mouth just so not to let out any of sobbing, feeling urge of sitting up. As he did, he tightened his eyes, breathed in, shakily alike spoke. "No. Yes. I-" He sighed. "I-It's complicated." Tears streamed through his cheeks and he knew any moment now she might notice so. "We will talk later, for now I wish you good day."

Okay, I love you, daddy.

"I-I love you too, Skye." Thereafter, conversation ended as sound of it rang in his ear. He was glad she actually done so, as kids does in usual, forgetting about adults talks, cause he was really concerned of how he is going to explain his state to Sarah. He didn't have to, and that was best information of day. Just afterwards, within slow gait, he walked towards couch, throwing himself onto it. Just another, full of disappointments from himself, day.

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Few hours passed. Tobias once again found himself onto couch, but at last, truth to be told, he didn't spend his whole time out there. By time he understood laying here wouldn't help with situation he found himself in, he stood up, went onto some groceries, in way of preparing himself for cooking dinner. As he planned, did, but what destroyed everything was rather short call from Sarah, in which she informed Skye is going onto dinner with them. His heart broke at information, but even so he thanked Stormfly for every help he gained from her that day.

Toothless laid now, within empty plate which placed was over coffee table. He shouldn't feel bad. After all, Skye was spending probably best birthday she had, actually. Same moment, he felt bad, because he felt lonely. In days like that, he really needed hers presence. His hope. His better tomorrow. His happiness and mental safety. In short, he just missed her. It was selfish for him, but yet, he did. He knew she had thousands time more fun there, than she would have here. It was just painful as he really wanted her by himself. Time was passing by and he felt like onto cloud when he heard knocking onto wood. Onto wood of his doors.

He almost fell off sofa, ran in direction of sound. Opening his doors, he was met with two figures. Shorter and taller. One of those was blond Sarah, while second one, shorter one, happened to be ginger haired, brown eyed, Meatlug. Both smiled onto him brightly, which he returned weakly. Eventually he lowered his sight and his smile brighter at the view of little girl which gripped onto Sarah's palm. He squatted, way for his sight to level with hers. As it happened and theirs eyes met, tiny girl gasped, letting go of Stormfly. Tobias chuckled onto hers excitement about being home. "Hey, starlight."

Tiny girl was indeed tiny. Skye was short as for hers age, shorter than hers peers. And skinner. Hers black hairs were tied into low ponytail, which made its way against hers shoulder. Once Skye was one year old, these cute and sweet freckles made theirs way around hers face, which honestly he loved within whole his heart. Hers dark, forest, green eyes, which appeared also by time, were intensively staring onto him, every time causing his heart to lost control of beating.

Tobias opened his arms for her, inviting his little girl into embrace. Sadly, he was caught off guard when instead of happy reunion, Skye started crying. Hers eyes watered and she started sobbing, uncomfortably. Hers hands tied onto one another over hers stomach as she started stroking them against each other.

He tilted his head onto her, concerned. Stormfly placed reassuring palm against top of hers head, but Skye flinched from it. Toothless glanced upward onto two girls, searching for an answers from them, but as he did, he found out they were as shocked as he was. He bent himself, lowered, just so to once again met hers face which was hanged low.

"Starlight, come to daddy." He whispered softly, but enough for hers hearing. Skye didn't hesitate. She ran forward, throwing herself into his chest, tiptoeing in meantime as she tucked onto his shirt, hiding herself within. Instantly, almost instinctively, he enriched his arms around her, placing his chin at top of hers head, stoking hers back. "What's wrong, Skye?" He whispered quietly into hers ear. He didn't get answer, instead hers sobbing changed into hyperventilating. "Hey, hey! Breathe Starlight. Breathe."

As commanded, she tried to do, calming herself as she sobbed once again. He raised himself upright, taking her within himself as she laid against his wide chest now. He rocked her, hoping that would help onto hers nerves.

He bent over hers ear. "Did Sarah and Martha pitched you?" He smirked, pointing within his head onto two girls which stood in door frame. "If they did, I'm going to take revenge over yours poor skin." Skye giggled, thereafter went back towards hers upset act.

He sighed, trying to find out reason and actual solution over hers problem. His sight whole time remained onto her teared eyes, but as he placed his cheek against hers head his eyes caught view of his clock which attached was to his arm. He gasped. Three p.m, terribly late for her.

"Are you sleepy, sweetheart?" As an answer, Skye nodded. He exhaled, relieved. Toothless was more than happy, knowingly that state was caused just by hers child hormones and exhaustion. "That's okay, that's okay." He kissed top of hers head, pulled her closer towards his chest. "We're going to lay in a moment, alright?" She hide hers face in his shirt, exhaled calmly. Toothless glanced over two girls, which were actually even more relieved than he was. They probably understood what would they bring onto themselves, if actual reason was caused by them.

Stormfly smiled, nervously. "I guess... that means we're free to go."

"Sure." Tobias returned favour, smiling back. "Thank you, so much."

"You're welcome." Martha waved upon Skye, which waved her back, but also Tobias could feel hers grip to tighten. "See you tomorrow."

Both girls were about to turn away, but were suddenly stopped. "One more moment." Toothless shook little figure inside his arms, frowned onto her, but smiling alike. "Would you like to say something?"

Skye muttered. "Thank you."

"And~?"

"Goodbye."

"Bye, bye sweetie." Sarah send her kiss, while Martha once again waved. Thereafter, both left.

Tobias sighed as he closed door within one hand, while other one still gripped onto his daughter. He glanced over her, softly. "Now, we're going to sleep." As she heard that, Skye bursted into giggles, tightened herself into hers daddy. By the feeling, every time he would feel same sensation of warmness in his chest. He just loved these little moments between them.

Together, eventually both happened to be in bedroom, thereby by bed. Tobias was about to sit there, but it was forgotten as once again he tripped onto those fucking cartons, causing him to lost balance. He was about to land onto bed, fortunately, but unfortunately within her underneath him. Just so to avoid such way of situation, Toothless turned his body, way he would hit bed surface back first. As he planned, happened. In accordance with bump, he landed onto bed, knocking oxygen from his lungs in meanwhile. Skye laughed happily, enjoyed such circumstances.

Tobias groaned, breathed loudly cause of lack of breath. "I'm getting to old for that." He muttered. As an apology for hers earlier behaviour, Skye laid herself over his chest, hugging him alike, at last as much as hers arms were letting her. Tobias thanked hers within smile directed towards her, patted hers back. It was momentarily she began blinking, actually falling asleep in such position they were in. And it wasn't worst. Acceptable for his liking. She was slowly falling into slumber, much for his honest happiness, but was taken aback when hers eyes opened widely. He tilted his head onto her.

She whimpered. "I wanna water." He raised his brow onto her. She understood. "May I water?"

He chuckled, stroked hers head. "Sure one, sweetheart." He sighed. "Just, give me a second." As he spoke, he moved her back, sat up and stood from bed, leaving her on hers own for moment. It wasn't even a minute when he came back inside room with glass in his grip. Just as he was about to walk through doors, he stopped himself by door's frame at the sight. Skye was staring onto one of photo frames. One of pretty known him photos. This one for sure was picturing him and Hailey together. Old photo from times of theirs teenage years, but even so one of most favourite. He sighed, knew that conversation had to happen anyway. "What are you doing, starlight?"

Skye, as she was moved by hers daddy earlier, remained still. Only difference was direction of hers head, which turned was onto bedside table, where photo was taking its place. "I like mommy." Hearing so, Tobias's heart stopped its beating. It was really happening. That conversation really was taking place. Ignoring alerts of his already broken heart, he breathed loudly. He had to be strong. He had to be strong. He had to be strong.

He walked forward, convinced that she knew about his presence as she just spoken to him. He sat onto edge of bed, stroked hers back, and after he did Skye moved closer, putting hers head onto his lap. Tobias would be surprised, but ignored that. He brushed hers hair. "I like mommy too, starlight."

"Daddy miss her?"

He sighed, keeping himself as controllable as possible, but inside he knew his feelings were fighting. "Everyday."

"A lot?"

He hummed, agreeing.

"I too."

"I know." He took strands of hers hair, tucked it behind hers ear. "She misses us as well."

"Really?"

Tobias glanced over her, shocked. That was even a question for her? Onto her was painted expression of same hesitation as startled. "Obviously, sweetheart!" He kissed hers forehead. "She loved you very much. She love you very much." He bent over her, whispering. "And she wish, she would be here, same as me."

Skye moved herself, sat up onto hers knees, intensively staring onto him. "Do daddy prefer mommy than me?" She stroked hers palms, avoided his sight.

His mouth opened widely, but before he spoke he scratched his head. Did he? Question she just asked, he was questioning himself about for at last four of years, since day of information of Hailey's pregnancy. He glanced over Skye, hers slightly teared eyes. Hers shaky appearance and sniffing nose she wiped swiftly. Tobias exhaled, stroked hers cheek gently. "Honestly?" She nodded, looking over him with frightened expression. "I prefer you, starlight."

"Really?"

He hated that. That characteristic she gained after mother. Hers lack of believe in herself. Hers doubt and hesitation. He reached for her, pulled her towards his chest. "Of course. Without question."

"But why?"

She cried against his chest. Why? Wasn't that known by her already? He carefully grabbed hers little chin, forced her into theirs eyes met. "Because..." He shallowed, hardly. "Because you're just like mommy, maybe even better." Skye looked over his, confused. He chuckled. "That's true! And besides that-" He rumbled. "Mommy saved you, in exchange of hers life-" Skye sobbed. He tightened hers grip onto her. "-but that's okay. Really."

"M-My fault."

He knew feeling. Feeling of that uselessness, even worse. Feeling, which shows how terrible of existence you are. You took someone's life, someone beloved. He tightened his teeth. "Not yours fault, it never was yours guilt. Never." He hated himself. For what fucking reason he told her that story? He shouldn't hide truth, that's right. But either way, where saying truth leaded him into?

"Listen..." He exhaled. "There were times when I doubt it-" She gasped, horrified. He pulled her closer, didn't let her move away. "-but that changed! Seriously!" She cried. His eyes watered at sight, cause of which he cupped hers face, forcing her just before his face. "By time I had chance to know you more, sweetheart, and without any hesitation I can tell how wonderful and amazing of girl you are." He bumped his nose into hers. "You are best thing that happened in my life." He smirked. "Mommy had to enjoy second place." She giggled.

"Really?"

He chuckled. "Stop saying that, you know I wouldn't lie to you."

She giggled. "Okay."

Thereafter both remained in rather peaceful and comfortable silence. Skye placed hers head just against his chest, hers cheek against his shirt. He encircled his arms around hers small form, pulling her closer. At sensation of hers daddy's warmness, Skye started blinking, eventually even yawning.

Seeing so, Tobias send few of soothing sounds just over hers ear, but as he did she flinched, pushed herself from him. Hers little palm found theirs space over his chest, hers arms stretched, but even so distance didn't change much as his grip was much stronger than hers pushing. He tilted his head onto her and as he did she glanced over him, sleepily. Momentarily, within hers little finger, she pointed onto guitar, which stood by distance. He understood.

He smiled brightly. "You could just ask, starlight. It's yours birthday after all." He stood up, leaving her behind as she wiped hers eyes against hers hands. He grasped onto said object as within it he sat onto bed, opening his arms in invitation for her. She take it instantly as she crawled towards him, sat onto his knee and laid against his side of chest. In moment, before both of them, his guitar found its place. He smiled. "You know, it was mommy which inspire me into learning playing." She gasped, excited. "That's true, herself she played violin."

"I wanna play violin!" He raised his brow. "May I?"

He chuckled. "Of course." He kissed hers forehead. "But you don't have to do everything she was doing." He straightened. "Do anything that makes you happy."

"But, I really wanna violin."

"Okay, if that what makes you happy, no problem." He placed his fingers onto guitar's fretboard. Seeing so, Skye sinked into hers father, thrilled. Tobias was about to start, but froze immediately. Shocked Skye glanced over him and he returned it, exhaling loudly. Please, don't make him regret it. He smiled. "You know what? We're going onto ice skating today."

"Really?!"

He nodded and she suddenly encircled hers arms around his neck, whispering into his ear thank you. Tobias enjoyed moment, placed his chin just over hers shoulder, just so after moment move back. "Before that, sleep."

Skye nodded, once again came back into hers position, comfortably against him. It was thereafter his fingers plucked strings. He played same song he sang her within Hiccup. He didn't sang this time, but reason was he never was quite singer, it was Hiccup he always was naming as best in that theme. Even so some of theirs friends would disagree, but who cared anyway?

As more of sounds were created, the more sleepy and exhausted Skye was getting. It wasn't even minute when she started softly snoring against him. Toothless smiled at sight, carefully as he never was he let go of guitar which he placed just somewhere farther. Himself, he took Skye in his arms, placed her over hers side onto bed, covering her within blanket. He was staring. Intensively, but he couldn't help. She looked so peaceful. It was momentarily he started yawning himself, laid next to her. Tobias bent over her, whispered softly.

"I love you so, so much." He kissed hers temple, onto which she exhaled peacefully in between hers slumber. He smiled by sight, himself snuggled into warm bed, encircling his arm around her, causing hers palm to tuck onto his shirt. Eventually, he fell asleep.

I love you, Hailey Hiccup Haddock.

And thank you for everything I gained from you.

Happiness.

Love.

Family.

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Did someone took notice that I have some fetish over killing Hiccup? I'm so sorry baby, I love youuuu 3

Anyway, my first OC. Skye. You like her? Myself, I hate creating OCs, but then for such ffs like that was, it's likely importable to get through it without it, since there is no cannon child of Toothcup. I'm waiting here for positive criticism about her. What's wrong, what should I change, because I want to make out of her something lasting. I would want to use her (it's sounds terrible) more than onto one chapter. (You heard that Our Curse fans. YOU HEARD THAT.)

Why I "MIGHT" continue that? Well, it's really fucking sad. I actually cried like 10 times writing it and if you didn't cry... get the fuck out of here you emotionless bitch. Anyway, I just thought I already written single dad AU, "Something, I didn't have", and making another one would be just useless. Only difference would be dealing with grief after death.

Okay, that's it. I said what I was supposed, now excuse me.

*le me crying in corner

I'M SO SORRY HICCUP.

*le sobbing