Buck is secret past
When I was 18 I went into the SEALS and served 3 years and was Awarded the Medal of Honor. By my second year on my team I was the youngest commander on my base and I was the second youngest out of the 500 bases, so I say my years in the SEALS were made the most out of it. I don't really talk about my past to my team. They may be family but my real family died a year ago and I feel so guilty because I love thet 118 like a family,but I will always love Max,Lucas and Alex more. Oh! And I can't forget that Maggie is my mother figure in my life and Lucus was my father figure. You may be wondering why i said "was" well Max,Lucas and Alex die of a missison in Afghanistan we were Tortured for months and i was the only one that survived that… I have Scars. I hide them well so I don't freak the 118 out. They may be family but that world "family" can only go so far. That's why I told Bobby and the rest of that team that I dropped out of the SEALS not even maddie knows. And i prefer to keep it that the The universe has other plans
I wake up at 4:30 am,,,yeah i never fixed my sleep Schedule… I go for a run, eat some oatmeal with a enery drink, then I get ready and head to my jeep. As I'm driving with the windows down music blasting I realize Max's death date is coming up.. I start to think about his family, They are so kind loving OH and his grandmother made the best pasta ""così buono che morirei per la sua pasta!"(so good! I would die for her pasta!) I thought out loud. i know surprising "dumb buck"can Speak Italianwell this is beacuse his family taught me because i ran away from home when i was 18 then i enter the navy the brought a lot of REAL family that loved me so when we all got a break we would go from house to house of my team mate well more like family. I never felt more loved then…But anyway I Actually I know a lot of languages like Russian, Spanish, French,Portuguese a lot more sense i was 10 years old i have always been into learning languages. For Max's Lucas and Alex's deaths I have these off because I never ask for vacations they have to give it to me so that's good. When I told Bobby that I just wanted these dates off he gave me a weird look as if he was thinking " why would you need their piffies dates off? Your buck…" they all have "the new me" in their brains,of what they think of me and i hope they never get to know the old me. \
I pull up to the fire house and get out of my jeep grab my thing and go to the locker room i see edide is there i say a quick LOUD hello"hey Buck,Me and Christopher were going to go to the mall would you like to come tonight he really misses you he misses his Bucky…" he says in a loving/calm tone I simply reply while getting dressed"yes of course anything for Superman!, what time should I be there?" We have a conversation about the times and excetera and then we head upstairs Simply arguing over the newest movie that we saw together."Boys breakfast is almost done, go set the table,hurry before that damn bell rings i'm hungry." Bobby says in his best dad tone. Me and Eddie go sit. Hen and Chim are chatting up a storm but i don't really feel like listen and giving out random of nowhere my phone goes of the team looks at me weird bc that only people to there Knowledge that call me or all sitting in that room besides Maddie.I shake off their word looks and they seen the snap out of it and I look at my phone. I stopped frozen. The caller id says"Maggie=mom" but here's the thing i haven't talked to her in months to be more specific 11 months. She is Max's sister. I don't know what to do is i just let it ring, i can't answer right now and i don't know if i can she would know i'm not my pipes up and asked "hey buck are u not going to answer that?" "no" i says empty,that causes the looks of my team to morph to Confusion and concern. Hen also asks" You ok there Bucky?" i snap out of whatever that was and Apologized and said well more like lied that it was a scammer they all nod in still seems hesitant but leaves it alone