Kendall POV

I woke up to the morning light shinning in my eyes. I sat up, looking around the room to see that I was sleeping alone. I sighed, taking off the unfamiliar blanket and moving my legs over the bed to the floor.

I finally realized I was still at James and Carlos' house. After I went downstairs to leave last night, James asked me to stay. He feared that if I went home that I would be followed and killed.

He seemed desperate. I know he felt guilty, but I could sense the fear of almost losing anyone else.

So I stayed.

I went to the bathroom, with a quick shower and brushing my teeth, I left the room, walking downstairs. I could smell the sizzling bacon on the stove, looking up I saw everyone standing around in complete silence. James was sitting on the island table, looking at his phone, Carlos was moving the bacon around on the stove, cooking silently. My eyes caught Logan who was looking in the fridge, grabbing the orange juice. Closing the fridge, he turned placing the juice down and looked up at me.

We stared at one another, his face was blank. He took his last moment before looking back in the kitchen, going to pull out a plates for us to eat. I walked up to James, sitting in the seat next to him.

"Morning.", I said, the room stayed quiet, James looked up at me, placing his phone.

"They've both been like this all morning..", he whispered towards me.

I looked at them as they looked at each other, speaking quietly to each other.

"I've tried everything but they haven't said a thing to me.", he whispered again.

"They have a right to be angry. We lied to them.", I whispered back.

"We didn't lie, we just didn't tell them.", he whispered.

"That doesn't make this better. Let them be upset.", I said.

James sighed in defeat. "I just hate that he's acting like this. I miss him.", he said quietly.

It felt weird not to kiss Logan this morning. If I wasn't caught up with work, we would always wake up and giving a good morning kiss. I missed him too.

Carlos placed the last bacon strips on James' plate, turning around his plate down softly, turning back around.

"Thank you..", James whispered.

He started eating, Logan pouring juice in a cup and placing it in front of James. Carlos did the same for me but Logan didn't give me any juice.

"Could you pass me the juice and cup please?", I asked.

Logan stood still, turning around, his face growing more in anger before slamming the juice down and grabbing a glass cup and throwing it at me.

I didn't flinch with the glass flying just inches away from my face and breaking against the wall behind me.

The room was extremely quiet. Carlos and James looking at us in shock.

I looked deep into Logan's eyes, tears began to form, he huffed out before walking out of the kitchen and walking up the stairs quickly.

"Sorry, we'll get you a new one.", I said, standing up.

"No, it's okay.", Carlos said still in a bit of shock.

I nodded, chasing after my husband upstairs. I looked in each room before stopping in the one he slept in, he sniffed softly, hitting a blunt he saved from last night, I leaned against the door.

"Babe..", I said.

"Why?", he asked.

I sat in silence, still standing by the door.

"Why didn't you tell me Kendall?", he asked.

"I was just doing what James asked me to do I'm-"

"Don't start that bullshit with me. Just don't.", he said.

I sighed, I walked up to the bed, sitting next to him, he scooted away a little.

"I know it was stupid not to tell you. I'm sorry.", I said.

"We tell each other everything. Why did you think this was not important enough to fucking tell me?", he started getting angry, taking another hit from his blunt.

"I was scared. I didn't know what was to come from all of this.", I explained.

"This? You mean me almost being fucking killed in my best friend's home!? I think that this was a pretty important thing to tell me!", he started to yell.

"I didn't know it was this severe! You know that if I knew something like this was going to happen, I would've told you!", I shouted back.

"Oh for fuck sake's Kendall! Stop it!", he shouted. "You sweared the day we got married that you wouldn't keep anything from me! You broke that promise and put everyone in fucking danger!", he yelled again, getting up from the bed.

"And how the fuck was I supposed to know that Logan!? I would NEVER want to put you in danger and you know that!", I shouted back.

"Well you fucking did!", he shouted back.

"Don't fucking blame me for this shit, I wasn't the one that pointed the gun at you!", I shouted back.

"How could you be so fucking selfish right now!?", he shouted back.

"Selfish!? What the fuck are you talking about!?", I said.

"This isn't about you Kendall!", he shouted.

"Then what Logan!? What!?", I shouted.

"I almost DIED.", he said.

The room went quiet, his face began to screw up, his tears falling faster and faster. I grabbed the blunt, putting it out on the drawer next to me. He continued to mumble, soft sobs coming out, I quickly grabbed him, hugging him tightly. He sobbed loudly in my shoulder.

"I'm sorry. I'm sorry.", I said, my eyes began to sting, feeling tears fall from my eyes.

We sat in the silence, only the sound of his sobs filled the air. I held him close.

He sat up. "What if it happens again? What if it's not me this time? What if was Carlos? Or James or yo-", he stopped speaking, letting out a distressed sob, covering his mouth.

"Hey, hey it's not. I'll make sure it doesn't.", I lifted his chin to look at me. "I'm not going to leave you. Ever.", I said.

He looked into my eyes, he suddenly fell into my chest again, clinging onto my shirt.

I hated seeing him like this. Tears continued rolling down my eyes to hear him.

This can't happen again.

This won't happen ever again.

I will find out who's behind this.

And I will kill them.