Happy days are here again

Draco arrived safely back at his dorm and jumped in the shower, cleaning himself up from the nights events. He was surprised at how sweaty he had actually gotten! It was a good night. He just couldn't stop thinking about Harry! His cute smile, green eyes, sexy body and omg that cock was amazing!

Why couldn't he get him out of his head?

He felt himself getting hard again just from the thought of what he had just experienced. He jerked himself off in the shower thinking of Harry, coming for the third time that night.

Fuck what was wrong with him! He never got this horny! I mean he was horny a lot of the time but not like this.

He got out of the shower and checked his phone. He had a message sitting there from Grindr, it was Harry. He stared at his phone for a moment, a little surprised that he had messaged him, that was unexpected.

"I had fun tonight, you really are a beautiful sole. I would love to catch up again, maybe actually take you out if your up for it. Let me know

Cheers

Harry"

Draco stared at his phone for a good couple of minutes before leaning against the wall and slowly sliding down. Letting out a sob, he started crying pulling his legs in hugging them together. Why was he crying? There was no reason for this! Harry had not done anything to hurt him or anything wrong at all!

But all that kept going through his head was the pain from Blaise. The physical and emotional pain that he had caused nearly every day they had been together. The way that Harry had been so nice him just reminded him of the way that Blaise had been for the first few months of there relationship. Why should he ever trust again? Why would he want to put himself through that again?

He sat there shaking and sobbing for what seemed like eternity before eventually going to bed and and falling asleep tears still rolling down his face.

He woke up the next morning feeling sick to his stomach not much better than the night before. He couldn't keep doing this, not again. He stumbled off the the bathroom looking for something he hadn't needed in awhile. He just needed to calm down, needed to breath, needed to pull himself together in order to get through the day.

He quickly found what he was looking for. His razor blade. Without even thinking about it he rolled up his sleeve and quickly ran it across his arm, being careful not to go to deep. The pain was sudden, sharp and amazing. He did it's again starting to feeling himself breathing normally again. One more time and his body had stopped shaking and he was almost back to normal.

He quickly looked at his arm, the blood was starting to pool so he quickly cleaned up the wounds covering them with a bandage. He was feeling better now. He was calmer and more in control. When he was with Blaise, he controlled every aspect of Draco's life. This was the only way Draco could feel in control.

Just like now, he needed to feel in control.

He quickly got dressed ready for school, it was a big day today! The cast list was being announced! No matter how he felt he needed to be in control today.

He grabbed his phone off the bedside table which had been completely neglected since the night before when he received the message. He noticed another message on his phone from Harry.

"I'm sorry, I broke the rules. That was to much. If you ever want to talk just message me, I will be there"

Draco responded quickly

"It's ok"

And left it at that.

He put his headphones in, chucking on a random playlist and sliding his phone into his pocket, grabbed his bag and left. The walk to school was not far and he enjoyed it.

As he walked he skipped through a couple of songs and finally settled on "happy days are here again" which is the complete opposite to how he was feeling.

So long sad times

Go long bad times

We are rid of you at last

Howdy gay times

Cloudy gray times

You are now a thing of the past

As the first verse played he started thinking back to when he was happy, those first couple of months with Blaise. This had been the happiest he had been his entire life. His childhood hadn't been great, abusive father, submissive mother who never helped him. He was glad when he turned 18 and could leave that all behind.

Happy days are here again

The skies above are clear again

So let's sing a song of cheer again

Happy days are here again

What is happy? He didn't actually know if he had felt happiness before. His whole life felt like a blur of one bad experience to the next.

The only escape he had growing up was when he went to see his uncle Sirius! He was always scruffy and unshaven but was the most gentle sole your would ever meet. He was the reason that Draco had even had a chance to dance and act, paying and taking him to all his dance classes. One of his most happiest memories growing up after his first ballet lesson when he was seven. Sirius had taken him to the beach and had bought him ice-cream. He has strawberry and mango sorbet, still his favourite to this day. They walked along the beach, well in all truth Draco had danced down the beach.

That was when Sirius had realized how much he loved dancing, and made it his mission to help him no matter what. He knew that Draco's home life wasn't the best but he didn't know the entire extent until later on, and this is why he paid and took him to every dance class. He was also now currently paying for Draco's school and accommodation. Draco had no idea what he would have done without Sirius.

Without realizing it Draco had walked all the way to school. He hesitated at the gate before sighing and walking in.

"Draco! Draco!" Yelled a voice from behind him. He turned around to see Hermione's smiling face.

Without even realizing it he smiled. He was always happy to see his friends.

"You excited for today! The cast list is coming out! I can't wait to see what roles we got" she said

"If any" joked Draco

"Omg as if you didn't get rif raf! Your audition was amazing! Honestly I reckon it was the best!" Said Hermione "anyway we better get to our first lesson"

They walked together to their first class, dance techniques. They met up with Ron where they quickly got changed.

Draco by then had completely forgotten about his arm and after pulling off his shirt heard a gasp from Hermione.

"Draco what did you do to your arm?" She asked

Fuck he thought, he didn't need this today. He had to quickly think on his feet to come up with an excuse.

"Oh I accidentally walked to close to some sharp thorns at the park and cut my arm open, it's not bad but I didn't want it it get infected" he quickly made up.

"Ok then" Hermione said a little skeptically, but left it at that not wanting to push.

Draco quickly put his dance clothes on, making sure his sleeves were covering is bandage, he didn't need anyone else seeing that today.

Classes seemed to drag that day. They were just so excited to find out who was going to play what character in the show. But finally the time came.

Snape walked out with that piece or paper in his hand that told them who got what role. He pinned it up against the wall.

Draco, Ron and Hermione quickly walked over to the list as well as everyone else in the room. They patiently waited there turn until the got to the front.

Frank-n-Furter - Cedric Diggory

Brad - Neville Longbottom

Janet - Cho Chang

Riff Raff - Draco Malloy

Magenta - Hermione granger

Columbia - Luna lovegood

Dr Everett Scott - Dean Thomas

Rocky - Ron Weasley

Eddie - Dudley Dursley

The criminologist - Colin creevey

They were all equally as shocked as each other! They had gotten every single part they had wanted!

"Now settle down class" drawled Professor Snape "rehearsals start next week after classes are finished, I hope that's no problem at all, all those who didn't get a major roll will be in the chorus"

"Ok professor Snape" chimed the class

After that they all fit ready to go home

As he got changed again Draco couldn't help but think back to that morning and the song he had chosen to listen to, maybe happy days were here again…