Paranoia has reached 6
Lately, I have felt that some of my decisions are not mine. I think it is Being X manipulating me, sometimes, ideas appear out of nowhere that don't match the situation, as if instead of occurring to my brain, it had been forced into my head. What is happening to me? Is it really Being X? Maybe it's part of the experiments? The addition to the drug? Just because it didn't give severe symptoms doesn't mean it didn't affect me.
Huh, what was I thinking? Weird, what have I been doing for the last few minutes? Well anyway, I'm going to go with my father.
Alright, this is something that I had to have the author specifically explain to me and something that doesn't affect you all yet. Paranoia is a semi-hidden stat that goes on in this story that is basically how much Tanya is aware of our existence. Currently, it is at 6, with a max of 10. Six is just her being aware of us and what we do, and ten is being her going batshit, realizing nothing she does matters and is little more than a puppet. Choices that are not what she would realistically do would increase her paranoia level and those that she would reduce.