Soft hair was tingling his nose and his mouth and he opened his eyes with a sigh, digging his face even more into the golden hair.
It was the first time he was waking up with Naruto by his side, in his arms and he exhaled with a happiness he didn't know he was able to feel. He should have done it earlier, he thought, tightening his embrace. He felt Naruto wriggling against him as he emerging from his sleep.
Sasuke kissed his neck, "good morning," he whispered.
Naruto stretched his legs a bit, staying in his arms, "good morning…" Naruto answered lazily, turning his face to kiss Sasuke sweetly.
Sasuke responded to the kiss gently, humming in pleasure until he felt something wet and salty on his lips, "Naruto?"
"I'm sorry, it's just… I wanted you to stay with me since… Forever. I… I'm so happy that you're right here with me Sasuke…" Naruto said softly, tears running down his cheeks.
Sasuke cupped Naruto's cheek gently, his thumbs drying the tears away, "I should have done it sooner."
"Damn right you should have, you asshole," Naruto smiled through his tears.
Sasuke smiled softly, capturing the blonde's lips again, not caring about their morning breath or the tears. His tongue drew the shape of Naruto's lips, asking him without words to open his mouth. The blonde willingly gave him access, moaning into the kiss.
Sasuke's hand went down to Naruto's neck, belly, then finally his hips, stroking it lovingly. He felt this well-known hunger inside him, but it was different. Something felt different this morning and it wasn't a bad thing.
Far from it.
He felt Naruto's cock twitch against his arm, the blonde's hips moving a little and it was then that he noticed he was still inside his lover's ass. He felt Naruto's hole relax around his half-erected cock in order to accept him.
It felt so good.
It felt like it was where he belonged.
"Sasuke…" Naruto breathed, "I'm still open from last night, you can fuck me now…"
It was tenting, he could still feel his sperm inside Naruto's ass, but he didn't feel like being rough right now, "give me the lube first."
Naruto whined softly, pulling away from Sasuke's arms and making Sasuke's cock popping out of his ass and Naruto moaned sadly. He handed the little bottle to Sasuke and rolled on his stomach.
"Don't. Come back here," Sasuke kissed Naruto's shoulder as he pulled the blonde towards him, so he was once again in his arms.
Naruto seemed a bit surprised, but he put up no resistance and settled as he was before, in Sasuke's embrace.
The lube was cold on his cock and he rubbed it to warm it, so it would be more pleasant for Naruto. Naruto turned his head to face him, panting, "Sasuke, I want to feel you, please…"
Sasuke swallowed hard. He never said it, but he loved how Naruto enjoyed having sex with him, begging sweetly like this. Slowly, he rubbed his cock against Naruto's ass, teasing him.
"Bastard, fuck me already," Naruto grunted, trying to push Sasuke's cock inside of him.
Sasuke smirked and slowly, he pushed inside Naruto as he connected their lips, eating Naruto's moan.
He took a gentle, slow pace, savoring the warmth and the tightness of his lover's hole. He couldn't remember the last time he took his time like this, enjoying Naruto's shivering body, his delicious moans and his incredible ass.
He couldn't remember the last time he had felt this much peace while being with Naruto, the last time he hadn't felt angry and guilty.
Right now, he didn't matter that he was gay and in love with a man, it was normal, natural, it was who he was and how he felt good. He wasn't fucking Naruto because he wanted to prove himself that he was a man and that a man had to be dominant, had to be the top to feel like one. No. He was making love to Naruto because he was his lover and he loved him and he wasn't going to marry a woman, even less Naruto's friend that was shamelessly flirting with Naruto.
Naruto was his. He was his lover and if he had to marry someone, it was him.
No one else.
Naruto's hand grabbed his ass to push him deeper inside of him, "deeper, Sasuke… I want to feel you deep… Yes, fuck, like this… So fucking good…"
Sasuke growled and his rhythm became a bit harder, hitting Naruto's prostate non-stop. He smiled as Naruto melted in his arms, meeting his thrusts every time, crying out how fucking good it felt, how he wanted to feel Sasuke deep and faster.
He was in Heaven.
Even more when Naruto came all over his stomach and sheets. He bit Naruto's trapeze, the spot that made the blonde go mad and slip out of his ass to come on his ass and back, as Naruto loved.
He regretted how he had told him that it was weird and abnormal to love having the person you love come on your body. It was hot and it made him feel like Naruto was undeniably his and no one else's.
Naruto didn't have any energy left and was gladly cuddling in his arms, shivering as his orgasm was still running through his body, "I love you. I love you so much, Sasuke…"
They were sticky and he didn't care. He just kept his lover in his arms, kissing gently his skin, sucking sometimes to let a mark on Naruto's neck, "I love you too…"
Naruto was his.
Naruto loved him.
Just him.
No one else.
Especially not a fucking redhead that didn't have any interest in Naruto's life.
He frowned. What was he thinking about? What redhead?
"Sasuke, are you alright?" Naruto's voice seemed distant, as if he wasn't really here. It was also abnormally high, "Sasuke, baby, are you okay?"
He was sweating and felt sick. He blinked his eyes several times and look at the worried person that was stroking his arm gently, "Sasuke, you were just having a bad dream…"
He moved his head a little, to look at the person beside him.
When he recognized them, he wanted to puke.
Sakura put a hand on his forehead and he flinched in recoil, "Don't touch me."
His wife gave him a sad look and he felt monstrous.
This was Hell.
"I'm feeling sick, I don't want you to catch it," he tried to be gentle as he sat on the bed, "I'm getting some water."
"Do you want me to brought you some? You should stay in bed."
"No. Thank you," he added when he saw once again sadness in the green eyes, "I will come back soon. Go back to sleep."
"Okay. Wake me up if you need anything," Sakura smiled and pressed her lips on Sasuke's cheek and it made him want to puke even harder.
"I will," he said coldly as he got out of the bedroom.
He run to the toilet and vomited all he had in his stomach.
It was a dream.
Of course, it was.
Naruto didn't want his anymore, he knew it.
Tears were wetting his face and his hands were hurting him as they were clenched on the edges of the toilet.
Once he couldn't expel anything anymore, he got up, a bit wobbly and went to the kitchen. He opened his fridge and took a bottle of water and gulped it down, chocking occasionally. Then he shuffled into the living room and collapsed and the coach, feeling empty.
The worst part was the fact he couldn't blame anyone else, but himself. It wasn't Naruto's fault if he was a coward, a man that couldn't accept his sexuality, to the point of thinking of his lover as an object. It wasn't Sakura's fault if he didn't tell her that he would never feel anything for her, romantically or sexually. He didn't want to have kids, never wanted one. His parents were the ones wanting grandchildren, because that's what life was about.
But he didn't want that.
He didn't want this kind of life.
But he couldn't go against his parents. It was impossible. He couldn't lose his job, his social status. He couldn't shame his parents, embarrass them. He owned them everything.
He put the bottle on the coffee table, sighing. He couldn't go back to bed. Not with Sakura in it. At least not tonight.
He took the plaids and a cushion and laid down.
Suddenly, tears fell off his eyes and he couldn't do anything to stop them.
It's funny how it all goes down
Don't be sorry when it comes around
I'm like "Oh my god, I think it's karma"