Okie dokie, this is gonna be the last chapter for this time period, before we skip three months ahead from mid July to mid October.
This chapter is going to be a lemon between Haise and Roma, and despite being filthy, it'll technically be classified as fluff-smut, I think?
Fanfiction dot net is acting up, so I can't really read that huge review right now, until the website stops screwing up. It's done that a lot lately, but oh well, what can you do? I'll be importing this fanfic over to AO3, and I'll try Wattpad again later, when I finally introduce Naruto characters and Attack on Titan as well. Gonna introduce Naruto in the next arc, before moving onto the Brotherhood of Steel arc, which will be about Kaneki and Haise meeting up with the lost recon team led by Levi.
Okay, that's all for now, won't really have any author's notes this chapter before of the aforementioned technical issues with the website, but I'll address them in the next chapter, so if you got questions or whatever, hit me up— I'll still get to them.
Anyways, please enjoy!
Roma was a lot of things: Unhinged, traumatized, short, petite, silly, and surprisingly to Haise, she was very persuasive when she told him that he had to hold her hand. Roma's reasoning for her wanting to hold Haise's hands was that there were a lot of people in the vault who would want to take vengeance on her for what she had a hand in doing to them, so naturally she insisted that Haise had to be close to her so that no one would try anything on her.
So, while Roma was exuberating lackadaisical vibes as she carelessly skipping beside Haise, who had his fingers interlaced with her yellow-gloved digits. Just as Roma had predicted, the two of them were receiving looks of disapproval and hateful glares as she led him down several hundred corridors toward her 'secret spot'.
On their way to the bar room that Roma said she had kept protected with a passcode, Haise heard more than his fair share of insults and spiteful words.
"Stupid clown bitch…"
"Fucking freaks…"
"Why are they still here…?"
"Why would a guy like him be with that little psycho…?"
"He must be the Boss' evil brother…"
"He's too good for her…"
"I heard he's a mass murderer…"
"He could do better…"
"Is that his midget mom…?"
"They don't belong here, or anywhere…"
And even though he was certain that Roma heard every insult that was thrown at them, she seemed really content with just being next to Haise. Being used to being ostracized, Haise figured that it made sense that someone like Roma would have been used to getting demonized as well. 'At least we have that in common,' Haise thought to himself sarcastically, before Roma finally took him into her 'little slice of heaven'.
After using the wall-mounted terminal to unlock the sliding metal door of the place she wanted to take Haise into, Roma made sure to once again lock the door from the inside the moment she and him entered into the wooden-floored bar room. Amazed to find it unlike the rest of the rooms that were made up of cold-steel floors and walls, Haise found the dimly lit bar room to be reminiscent of an old 1950's pub.
The wooden-panels that covered the metal walls beneath them were decorated with neon signs and light-up posters from a bygone era— with the only recognizable memorabilia being Disney and Nuka-Cola decor. Having been distracted with the sights of the retro art around him, Haise had to be led by the hand once again by Roma, who walked him over to a leather couch that was near the bar counter that had a whole shelf of products for them to sample.
Grabbing a very special bottle of ghoul-friendly tequila from the shelves of alcohol behind the bar counter, Roma was able to take advantage of all the still refrigerated and preserved products that were imported overseas to make two large margaritas. Roma mentioned how most of the scientists in the vault when they found out were ghouls, and she figured that was the reason behind there were so many ghoul-friendly consumables and supplies when she ordered her gang to raid it— to which she apologized for, before taking her seat beside Haise.
Having never had a drink in his life, Haise wasn't sure what to expect as he stared down past the salted rim of his glass to gaze upon the cold slush-like red liquid staring back at him. Thinking that he was going to dislike the taste, Haise's eyes widen the moment his taste buds were first blessed with the masterly crafted alcoholic drink— a positive reaction that Roma enjoyed pridefully watching as she cuddled up against him.
While they were enjoying their first glass together, Haise and Roma started to chat about their self interests— hobbies that didn't involve anything to do with violence or mayhem. Haise learned that Roma had a passion for whipping up drinks such as coffee and alcoholic beverages like the one he was already half-way down with, and found it entertaining to learn that Roma was really into jazz and lofi— something else that he had in common with her.
And after Roma explained to Haise that Yoshimura used to be her boss, back when she used to live in Tokyo before the dragon crisis, she began asking him questions about what he was into. Listening intently while she got up to make herself and Haise another margarita, Roma learned that Haise was an avid reader, and had an affinity for horror stories and English literature. Not only did she find out that about Haise, but she learned that he had a fascination with the ocean, and privately collected educational videos and books on the subject of marine life.
By the time they were done with their second drinks and were gulping down their third ones. Haise and Roma began to discuss more intimate and personal topics. Roma revealed to Haise that because of the way she saw her mother get ravaged by men her whole life, she had always been afraid of men and sex, and was still a virgin, despite being fifty-six years old. Haise in turn told Roma about his time in Sunlit Gardens, and of how messy his life had been ever since then. He spoke sadly of how he hurt those closest to him, and wished that he would have learned how to not use sex and violence as a crutch sooner.
When asked what he meant by that, Roma and Haise had finished their third glasses and had resorted to passing the bottle of iced tequila to one another, while Haise revealed to Roma his revelation he had earlier. According to Haise, he had come to the conclusion that all his problems weren't because of his bioengineered genetics, but because he had been plagued with so much trauma that his mind had developed a reliance on sex and violence for comfort, because that's all that he was used for growing up.
It was then that Haise and Roma started to cry, and voice out all their trauma— a lot of it was bottled up grievances and a whole bunch of self-pity. But eventually, the two of them were able to comfort each other and wipe away each other's drunken tears by the time that the entire bottle of tequila had gone empty. Being too drunk to bother getting up to throw it away properly, Roma merely dropped it on the floor beneath where her feet were dangling from the couch, and let it remain there as she finally built up to what she wanted to ask Haise.
"Do you… Do you think I'm beautiful?" Roma asked with a bashful look on her make-up-covered face, as her cheeks became reddened beneath the layers of white foundation she had applied to her face. Sitting on her knees while facing Haise, Roma in her drunken stopper felt her heart racing as she slowly climbed on top of Haise's lap while he processed the sudden intimate question.
Feeling Roma grabbing onto his chest for support, Haise's inner dominant side came out as he reached his arms up past her petite hips to put his hands on her lower back. "I don't think you're beautiful, Baby Girl— I know you are…!" Haise said flirtatiously within his drunken state of mind, and watched with a cocky grin on his face as Roma's eyes went wide as a gasp fled past her red-lipstick painted mouth.
"Mmm… I'm your 'Baby Girl' now, young man? Even though I'm old enough to be your mother…?" Roma asked while feeling suddenly self-conscious of the age gap between her and Haise, but still, that didn't stop her from letting out a pleased whimper as she felt his hands rubbing slowly up-and-down over her sides.
Unphased by the fact that Roma was thirty five years older than him, Haise continued to caress her small body before slowly lowering his hands down her back and past her green frilly skirt. "Damn straight you're mine, Baby Girl…" Haise purred with a lustful look in his dazzling grey and red eyes, as the alcohol in his system made him say things that he'd otherwise wouldn't.
Rolling her eyes, Roma snickered and let out a saddened laugh as she let out a sigh. "You're just saying that, Haise… Y-You don't actually mean tha- MMPHH!?!" Roma yelped out into a muffled cry, after being taken by surprise when Haise suddenly groped her small romp before pushing her closer to him, so he could press his lips against his.
Shocked at what was going on, especially since she was assuming that Haise had been only talking out of his ass about being attracted to her, Roma felt her already heated cheeks becoming even more intense as she was taken aback by just how good of a kisser Haise was. Feeling him gently biting her bottom lip before sliding his tongue into her mouth, Roma eventually relaxed and closed her eyelids shut as she kept her jaw open for him to explore.
Having no experience with the act of intimacy, all Roma could think to do was wrap her small arms around Haise shoulders to pull her body closer to his, as she let out a deep-seeded moan while feeling his hands squeezing down on her small cheeks. With her guard completely down for the first time in her life, Roma could feel herself becoming more-and-more submissive as she found herself putting her trust into the only man that had ever made her feel loved in her life.
Feeling Haise's lips traveling down from her mouth and down her jaw, Roma whimpered and arched her back as she felt him nibbling and suckling down on her neck. 'Oh God, he's making me so fucking horny…! I-I haven't felt this young since I was twenty years old…! God damn, where have you been all my life?!' Roma thought to herself, as she let out a high-pitched moan into the air as she felt Haise beginning to unbutton her collared shirt with just his teeth.
"Haise…~! Haise, I love you… I love you so much…~!" Roma moaned under her breath in between loud cries of pleasure, as she felt him parting away her shirt flaps open to get to her cleavage.
Being too drunk to care about his own philosophies of what he thought of the concept of love, Haise let out a throaty moan as he inhaled the scent between Roma's flat chest, before raising his head back up to whisper into her ear, "… So cute, so sexy… I love everything about you," Haise growled with a deep and seductive voice, before once again locking lips with the smitten ghoul.
Letting out a feminine moan as she pressed her mouth against his, Roma nervously reached down from Haise's shoulders to begin unbuttoning the rest of her yellow romper. Together, Haise and Roma removed her arms out of the striped sleeves of her romper, before finally peeling back its yellow top, and let the excess fabric hang down over the back of her green skirt.
Holding onto Haise's shoulders while she felt him unhooking her fitted black-bra from behind, Roma couldn't help but to think back to Rize, and started to compare herself to the much younger and more voluptuous woman who looked like a model compared to how she saw herself. Whimpering anxiously as she finally felt the black sweaty fabric of her bra fall off of her small body, Roma frowned as she looked down at her practically non-existent bust.
"I'm… I'm sorry Haise… I-I know they're not very big, b-but they're yours… I hope that counts for something, haha…" Roma tried playing off jokingly, before being taken aback the moment she felt Haise grab her chin to raise her head up.
Making sure that his grip on her small chin wasn't enough to hurt her, Haise stared confidently into her vunerable brown gaze— enchanting her with his aura of charisma as he smiled seductively at her. "They're perfect the way they are, Baby… I don't think I've ever seen a girl with such a beautiful pair of breasts… Let me taste them," Haise said with a voice that sent shivers down Roma's back, and let out a throaty moan as he leaned his face down to wrap his lips over the ghoul's left pink nipple.
"Mmm— Ohhh, H-Haise…! T-They're all yours; my body is all yours…~!" Roma moaned out with ecstasy in her voice, as she hugged her arms around Haise's head as he started to suckle on her sensitive tit. Curling her eyebrows up and beginning to breath in breaths through her gaped mouth, Roma whimpered and moaned out small cries of pleasure as she held onto her lover for support, as she felt his warm tongue licking slowly up-and-down against her erect nipple.
Resting her cheek against the top of his forehead as he sucked on her small tit, Roma smiled contently and snuggled herself against Haise's head— her fingers grabbing lockets of his fluffy white hair as felt herself getting wetter between her thighs. Being close enough to smell the all-too familiar scent of a good pussy, Haise made sure his grip on Roma's small petite ass was good before he laid her out on the couch.
Laying on her back with the back of her head resting on the armrest of the leather couch, Roma gazed down and watched excitingly as Haise began kissing his way down her exposed stomach until he got to her skirt. Biting down on her bottom lip as the corners of her wide lips curled up into a perverted smile, as she watched Haise laying down on his front below her green skirt.
Wanting for the colorful clown girl to keep her frilly green skirt on, Haise used his teeth to cut open the musky underside of Roma's romper, before using his hands to tear away the yellow fabric off of the short clown's petite body. Pressing his nose up against Roma's soaked rainbow panties as he put his face between her trembling thighs and underneath her flamboyant skirt, Haise took a deep breath through his nose to savor the powerful aroma emitting through the fabric of her underwear.
"Nnghh…! Y-Young man…! T-That tickle- Mmmnn—Ooohhh~!" Roma suddenly moaned out sensually, as she whipped her head back to stare cross-eyed up toward the ceiling the moment she felt Haise's tongue slide into moist and warm opening. Parting her legs apart, Roma reached down with both her hands to grab Haise by handfuls of his hair as he buried his face deeper into her unshaven womanhood.
Breathing in her sweaty-hot vaginal opening as her juices began coating themselves all over his smooth face. Extending his tongue deep into her slit, Haise let out a content sigh as he savored Roma's bitter tasting nectar— her bushy red-and-silver hair brushing up against his cheeks as he pulled away from her spread-opened sheath. "Damn, your pussy's the best I've ever had… So small, cute, and that taste's got me hooked on you, Baby— I'm addicted…!"
"T-Then get your fix, young man…! My pussy's all yours, baby…!" Roma cooed out with a whiny voice, as she wanted nothing more at that moment than for Haise to dig into her untouched womanhood. Just as she begged for him to do, Haise immediately buried his face back into her warm-pink insides, and rubbed his face against her throbbing clitoris as his tongue penetrated her love-hole.
Panting out with her mouth wide open and drool pouring down from the corners of her mouth, Roma started to thrust her hips back-and-forward with her grip tightening and pulling on Haise's white hair— his tongue pumping in-and-out of her and licking around inside her in areas that she didn't think was possible for him to reach.
Shivering and curling her toes as she felt Haise's tongue pressing up against her G-spot, Roma's eyes began to twitch as she humped his face as quickly as her hips would allow her— her small creamy thighs tightening around Haise's warm cheeks as she crossed her legs around his back to prevent him from leaving the sanctity of her underskirt.
"Oooohhh, hhhnnn…~! Baby! Baby, I'm gonna, I'm gonn- NNNGHH— UUWAAHHH~~!!!" Roma tried warning him, but couldn't finish her sentence as her orgasm got the better of her. Unable to control herself, Roma started screaming Haise's name and practically popped his back with how tightly her legs were pulling him into her muff. Shutting her eyes tightly and letting out feral grunts of pleasure as she shoved his face deeper between her sweaty thighs, Roma's bottled up fluids came rushing out of her pussy like a roaring tsunami— cumming all over Haise and causing him to actually drown in her nectars from the sheer amount of pent-up sexual frustration she had been holding onto for over forty years of being a virgin.
Feeling her grip loosening from his hair as well as her legs around his back, Haise started to cough violently underneath her skirt as her hot-fluids poured out of his nostrils and down all over his chin from the corners of his lips. With his face slicked from having just experienced the most vaginal fluids from a female orgasm in his life, Haise could feel some of Roma's 'love residue' still in his lungs, as he tried to catch his breath.
"Ahhhh, ahhhh, ooohh… H-Haise, t-that felt so amazing, oh… I don't know how else you could top t-HAHAHA, AHHHH~~?!?" Roma practically screamed out while trying to contain her laughter, as her whole body suddenly tensed up the moment she felt Haise's tongue suddenly slid down her taint before entering inside of her asshole.
"H-HEY?!? W-WHAT THE HELL— PFFFTT, HEEHEEEE~~!!!" Roma squealed out while shooting her arms out to dig her fingers into the leather cushions of the couch, as she felt Haise's hands sliding beneath her sweaty cheeks to push her hips up— all so he could slid his wet-warm, and suprisngly very long, tongue deep into Roma's anal cavity.
Twitching and spasming while her dripping-wet pussy continuously coated the top of Haise's already white hair with its warm gooey goodness, Roma began moaning and groaning in a way that most would find unlady-like. Drooling down from the corner of her mouth while going cross-eyed even more than before, Roma dug her heels into Haise's shoulders as she raised herself up to give him better access to her wet asshole.
'Why am I enjoying this so much?! Him eating the shit out of my pussy was one thing, but eating my ass?! Damn, I want to make him my fucking husband!' Roma thought to herself, as the heavy amounts of alcohol and brain-numbing stimuli she was experiencing suddenly made her start envisioning a future with Haise— as not his prisoner, but his significant other.
After getting a deep rim-job that had her feeling his tongue in places she was never able to reach herself, Roma inevitably let out another deep-guttural cry of pleasure, and it wasn't long until she started to spray out her vaginal fluids all over the top of Haise's head. Feeling like a sweaty rag doll who needed to shower, Roma didn't know what to expect as she laid on the couch on her back, as she watched curiously as Haise poked his dripping-wet head out from beneath her skirt.
Feeling an odd sense of pride as she stared back at her handiwork, Roma couldn't help but feel as though she had marked her territory, what belonged to her, as she watched Haise getting up off of the couch before making it over to behind the headrest cushion. Craning her neck back to look up at him, Roma instantly felt herself getting excited the moment she heard him unbuckling his belt, before the sound of him unzipping his pants rang through her ears.
"Okay Roma… Are you ready to use that pretty little mouth of yours?" Haise asked in a deep and seductive tone, as he pulled down his pants and briefs to unveil his massive eleven-inch cock that flopped over the entirety of Roma's face— all the way past her chin.
Although she had grown up seeing men in the nude while her mother was at work, Roma remembered them all having untrimmed and wrinkly dicks that were no bigger than a few inches. Those disgusted her, and the thought of ever having to see that again was what was her biggest motivator to remain absent of sex.
However, Haise's cock wasn't anything like she'd ever seen before. His balls and pelvis area were completely devoid of any and all hair, and his glorious eleven inches of love looked smooth, clean, and circumcised. And best of all for Roma, the aroma of Haise's member was sweet like salted-caramel, and the way his wet cock tasted on her lips was beyond the best thing Roma had ever had the pleasure of savoring before in her entire life.
"I-It's really big, Haise… You'll take it easy on me, won't you?" Roma asked in between licking the base of it that was resting against her soft lips, as she found herself falling in love with everything that had to do with Haise.
Putting one leg up and setting his foot down on the cushion of the leather couch, Haise smiled reassuringly while grabbing his throbbing member by its base. "Don't worry, I'll be gentle with you…" Haise said comfortingly, before sliding the pink tip of his member past Roma's accepting lips, and into her warm and salivating mouth.
Knowing better than to thrust into the mouth of an inexperienced woman, Haise rested his balls over Roma's eyes and allowed for her to experiment with his cock by kissing its tip, before reaching up with one greedy hand to slide more of its length deeper into her mouth. "Like that, Baby… Take it in your mouth like a good girl~!" Haise praised seductively, as he let out a deep yet quiet moan while feeling Roma's tongue rubbing up against the upper part of his shaft.
Making a 'chu' noise as she pressed her red lips against the tip of Haise's cock to kiss it, Roma studied it as it hovered over her face at an angle. Unable to see much from where she was laying, with the exception of having an under view side of Haise's bottom, Roma closed her eyelids and let out a relaxed moan as she cautiously licked up the droplets of pre-cum that were starting to leak out of his tip.
Upon her taste buds registering the out of world flavor experience that was granted to her tongue by the sweet salt-caramel taste of his half-ghoul semen, Roma's eyes shot wide open as she became thunderstruck. Reluctantly, Roma grabbed the base of Haise's twitching member to pull its head out of her mouth— a delicious warm trail of his love bridged the gap from her wet bottom lip as she stared amorously at it.
"Ya know… I've only heard rumors about one-eyed ghouls having unique flavors, depending on if they're natural or artificial," Roma said aloud, while getting used to the feeling of his manhood gripped softly in her gloved hand. "From what Itori told me, artificial one-eyed ghouls have a very creamy-sweet flavor to them— similar to what humans have described as vanilla protein shakes tasting like…"
Taking a moment to get herself another mouthful of his cock, Roma moaned and slurped on it while jerking him off for a few more seconds, before once again popping it out of her mouth. "Half-ghouls tend to have more of a fruity flavor from what I've been told, but this… This is beyond anything I could have imagined! Haise, y-you're cum is so gooey, so warm, salty and sweet— it reminds of that warm feeling you get on Christmas morning…"
Although Haise had been told by different woman that they found the taste of his semen to be particularly delectable, hearing Roma having just associated him with the magic one feels during a holiday made Haise blush and feel tingly on the inside— even more tingly than how the heavy amounts of alcohol in his system was making him feel. "Thank you, Roma… T-That means a lot coming from yo—Ooouuuh, ahhh~!" Haise suddenly moaned out with a wide goofy smile spreading across his lips, as he couldn't help but laugh involuntarily from the euphoria he was feeling from Roma sliding his cock back into her mouth.
Not being experienced with sex and wanting to take it easy for her first time, due to her drunken mind believing that she'd get more opportunities to practice on Haise, Roma took half of Haise's massive member into her mouth and felt it's too tickle the back of her throat. Going slow, due to her having a sensitive gag reflex, Roma used her yellow gloved hand to stroke the rest of Haise's member— the part of his cock that she couldn't take in her mouth.
Usually Haise was a lot more aggressive and rough when it came to fucking, but seeing that he knew Roma was a virgin and was already overwhelmed with what she had in her mouth, he stood over her and began complimenting her body as she drooled and sucked him off— calling her beautiful and cute, which made Roma in the moment feel special to him.
Leaning down over her small body as she continued to her best to deepthroat him while massaging his member and balls with both her soft-gloved hands, Haise used one arm to keep himself steady using the top of the leather couch's backrest, while using his other hand to begin rubbing his fingers up-and-down Roma's sensitive clit.
"You're doing a good job… Your tongue feels like heaven…" Haise praised her while letting out a lustful growl, as he watched Roma squirm underneath him and start kicking her legs out sporadically as he skillfully massages her clit while sliding his thumb into her warm and welcoming cunt. Letting out a low moan while biting down on his bottom lip, Haise could feel her screams of ecstasy vibrating against his entire member, as she greedily swallowed up every hot-sticky and sweet strand of his load that he dumped into her mouth.
Panting while moaning during his entire orgasm, Haise watched excitingly as Roma's sensitive pussy squirted out all over the couch cushion beneath her inner thighs, with even some of her vaginal fluids shooting far enough to land on the top of her white starry stockings. "Mmmm… That's right, swallow every drop of it… Mmmm… Good girl," Haise praised once again, as he carefully pulled himself back up to his feet, before staring down with an approving and lustful glimmer in his eye, as he stared down to see his handiwork.
With his blown cock covered in red-lipstick, Haise lifted his member up to get a look at all the saliva and small strands of his cum that were all over Roma's face. Her eyeliner had trailed down from the corner of her eyes from having involuntarily cried during the ordeal, and a majority of her red-lipstick had gotten smeared all over the lower part of her face, and her blue-eyeshadow had gotten onto the underside of Haise's testicles, from when he had rested his balls on her eyes.
"You did very well, Roma… I'm very proud of you," Haise said in a sweet and dominant voice that made Roma feel loved, even as she could feel some of his liquid that had shot up into her sinuses beginning to leak out of both her nostrils. Without any hesitation, Haise knelt down on one knee to press his lips against hers while hovering over her— their passionate-juices mixing into each other's mouths as Haise slid his wet tongue into Roma's mouth.
Reaching up to caress the sides of his cheeks as she lovingly accepted his sticky lips against hers, Roma whimpered and moaned as she felt his hands rubbing up-and-down her exposed torso. When they eventually parted from each other's messy mouths, their lips created several bridges of saliva mixed in with traces of cum as Haise leaned up to gaze back into the hearts that were staring back at him from Roma's chocolate-colored eyes.
"Haise… I love you… I really, really love you— like, I… I haven't ever felt this way before… When I stare into your eyes, I see beautiful fireworks hidden behind those ocean-eyes of yours," Roma whispered in a shaky voice, as she started to tear up from all the emotions and alcohol that were warming up her cold-heart.
"You're handsome, breathtakingly magnificent—on the inside, and on the outside… I want to be with you… T-Tell me," Roma said with soft tears gently smearing down even more of her black eyeliner down her face, as she suddenly became nervous as she cupped her palm up against his face. "That entrancing whirlwind of passion, of comfort and longing that I feel when I look at you… Do you feel the same for me? D-Does this mean anything to you, Baby…? Or… Or am I just an old love-struck fool, who's trying to see this more than what it actually is?"
Having been caught off guard that Roma was suddenly asking him such a direct question in her inebriated state, Haise continued to smile comfortingly to the extremely vulnerable ghoul beneath him, who was staring back at him with pleading-desperation in her beaten-and-broken gaze. Haunted by everything that had led him into truly believe that love was a foolish concept that had no place in his cold-broken heart, Haise couldn't help but to find himself rejecting everything that he thought made sense to him— Roma's saddened gaze fueled the fire in him to defy everything that had once had a hold on him.
That same ferocity that burned through him in the heat of a battle, the same defiant and determined passion he felt when he had set aside his own self-preservation in order to protect Roma when they were up against Darkside returned. It was then that Haise realized in his drunken state that he had gone his entire life misunderstanding the concept of love itself. Love wasn't just what two people felt during sex or when they we're together— it was also what one felt when they were prepared to live and die for another.
"… If you were to have asked me that earlier… I wouldn't have been able to tell you the truth," Haise said in a brooding voice, while also feeling light-headed as his buzz was starting to make it harder for him to really filter out what he normally wouldn't say. "I… I never used to believe in love— I've always thought it as something that belonged in a dream, that it had no place in this world," Haise explained with a smile still on his face, as he watched Roma's eyes become stuck with anxiety and fear of where he was going with his answer.
"… When I look at you, I see a glimpse of what I've been misconstruing for my entire life. Truth be told, I never wanted to believe in love, because if I did—if I were to accept it as a hard truth— then that meant it existed, I just never got it… And if that were true as wel, then it meant that I wasn't worthy of it," Haise admitted with a wavering smile, as he suddenly found himself opening up a part of his soul that he'd kept closed off from even himself.
"… And if I were to ever accept that, then I… Then I don't think I would have been able to talk myself out of… Out of all the times I've thought about ending it all," Haise said with an ashamed look in his eyes, while Roma suddenly felt her heart breaking the moment she remembered having told Haise earlier to kill himself. "So when I say this, Roma, no matter what happens after this, know that I mean what I say… You make believe in love—and it hurts to say that."
After he had just poured his heart and soul out to someone for the first time in his life, Haise suddenly felt himself sobering up as he finally snapped out of his moment of vulnerability. Looking down, Haise felt immediately regret the moment he realized Roma was silently sobbing as her bloodshot eyes were locked into his remorseful gaze. Closing his eyelids and letting out a long-drawn sigh, Haise walked over from the side of the couch to take his seat beside where Roma's covered feet were.
"Welp… That just about ruined the moment, didn't it?" Haise chuckled sarcastically as he sunk his back against the cushion of the leather couch— his eyes staring up at the ceiling as his lips curled into a small and humorless smirk. "Should have just said something simpler, huh? Something a lot less, uh… Personal," Haise said with a quiet chortle, as he tried to make light of the heavy situation— something that he'd always done when things got too awkward and emotional for him. "… Sorry about that."
And just as Haise was ready to pack it up and take Roma back to their temporary apartment to rest up for the rest of night, he suddenly felt the clown girl climbing up from where she had been laying. "… You shouldn't have to feel the need to apologize for such a beautiful answer, my love," Roma said with a bittersweet smile on her messy face, as she climbed on top of Haise's lap to mount him— facing toward him with her wet-gloved hands clamping down on shoulders to keep herself steady.
Confused as to why Roma was still trying to engage in sex with him, Haise furrowed his brows and let out a low sigh as he fet her gloved hand reach down between her smooth thighs softly stroke his half-erected cock. "Mmm… I-I don't understand… My answer made you cry, why wouldn't I be sorry for that…?" Haise asked while finding himself needing to grab a hold of Roma's small love handles, as his member grew back to its full size while he stared back into the loving eyes of his clown girl.
"… You could have just lied to me, told me a simple 'I love you', and use my to satisfy yourself— fed me a lie and play me for the fool," Roma said with small hearts in her eyes, as she guided the tip of Haise's warm and slicked-up cock between her parted and naturally hairy vaginal lips. "What you told me meant so much more than a simple 'I love you'— You told me your insecurities, your fears, your pain and sadness… You wouldn't have done that if you didn't trust me… If you didn't love me, mmmhh…!" Roma moaned out with her back arching, as she slowly lowered herself down on Haise's tip.
Concentrating on not accidentally hurting herself as she bounced herself up-and-down on Haise's cock to shove it deeper inside of her while her hymen was getting stretched, Roma gasped in Haise's right ear as she leaned forward to wrap her arms around him— resting her chin on his shoulder as she held him tighter for comfort.
"I… I k-know you're hurting, Haise— Ngh…! P-Part of loving someone isn't just— Agggh…! I-Isn't just being there to see the g-good side of them— t-the part of them that they w-w—Aaah—n't you to see, ooohhh…!" Roma said through grunts and gasps, until she finally pushed past the pain enough to get herself down all the way to the base of Haise's member— his entire manhood tucked firmly into her bleeding vagina as she felt his balls against her inner thighs.
Smiling with her eyebrows curled upward and her heart beating for him, Roma caught the glimpse of bright lights coming behind Haise's eyes once again— a cacophony of joy and love hidden away from the rest of the world that had hurt him so. "… Haise, I love you— I love every part of you, and all I want to do right now is make you happy… It's what clowns do, right? Bring joy to those who need it?" Roma mused with her smile growing ever brighter, as she continued to embrace Haise against her body as she started to bounce her hips up-and-down with his throbbing cock still snug inside of her.
Although Roma's pussy was the perhaps the tightest snatch he's ever had to the pleasure of deflowering, Haise's head was still racing with thoughts as he heard the clown girl whimpering and moaning into his ear. "How could y-you say that there's love between us, w-when I've only known you for s-such amount of t-tim— Ngh, f-fuck…~!" Haise cursed beneath his breath, as his hands tightened around Roma's slender waist.
Feeling her small sensitive nipples rubbing up against Haise's chiseled pectoral muscles as she rode his cock, Roma dug her fingernails into his upper back as she felt his member massaging her G-spot as his tip slammed-repeatedly against her womb. "I-I only needed one day to figure you out, H—Aaahhh! I-I need you, H-Haise…! Ngh, I-I don't need anymore time t-to make a decision— Guh~! I-I want a life with you-uuuahhhh—- HHHHNNN~~!!!" Roma choked out between her intense cries of pleasure, and felt the dimly light room around her beginning to spin the moment she felt Haise thrusting himself against her hips.
Unable to use her mouth to do anything else that wasn't letting out guttural moans through the waterfall of drool pouring down her opened lips, Roma could only go limp in Haise's embrace as she tightened her arms and legs around his warm body as tightly as she could. Roma remained attached to Haise as he pounded her pussy, and could feel the sweat from her breast and forehead dripping down on his body, as her clothes began to get soaked with their combined musk and aromas.
The two passionately made love to one another, with the only thing going through their clouded minds being thoughts of each other, and how much the two of them had changed one another within such a short period of time. Having bonded over tragedy and heartache, Haise and Roma felt the joy of loving each other, and didn't dare to let go of one another, even as the possibility of accidental pregnancy loomed over the two as Haise shot load-after-load of his fiery-hot love deep into her womb.
Cumming enough inside her well-fucked pussy to have flushed her vaginal cavity out with his love. Haise's back sunk deeper into the cushion of the couch, as Roma's sweaty and cum-stained body kept itself wrapped around him. Lowering her hands down from her hips to rest his palms down on her bare thighs, Haise closed his eyelids while still trying to catch his breath, as he heard the exhausted clown on top of his lap snoring into his ear.
Smiling from finding her mildly loud snoring to be adorable, Haise laid his head back and allowed Roma to continue to sleep soundly with her chin buried into his collar— her cum-filled womanhood keeping his raw-throbbing member warm as the two of them fell asleep in each other's loving embrace.