Third person pov
F and J were finally in the patio opening the present. A was on her bed and C was on J's bed. They were watching TV. F gave J the present, "Yes, you can finally open it now" she smiled. This was two days after the... incident. The two just couldn't get their heads away from it. F would think about it more often, she wants to the the crew when J isn't there... she 'needs' to tell them. The innocent J was just happy to open her present. She gasps and starts hugging F. F us taken a back. "No way!", "I... forgot you can hug people now.", "No way no way no way!" J completely doesn't hear her. "Thank you so much!" J bows. "Why are you so excited? It didn't cost much" F smiles. "Gifts are important F, and," she picks up the red-stoned necklace, "...did you know?", "I did know... about...", "that's nice of you..." J says happily. They were talking about a rested soul. J was touched by this necklace and the half-broken one. "Where's yours!" she starts getting jittery and excited. "You don't... What happened to 'matching with one you don't like look weird'", seeing J still hopping up and down F laughs. "But it's matching with you" she stops hopping and emphasizes the 'you', still jittery. "We can wear it when we go out", "Put it on now" J excited says. "We're only going to bed now", "No we're not, who is 'We' ", F sighs. "If I have to force you to sleep tonight, I will. Remember we have to meet up for business on cable two days from now" F was right, indicating that national meetup. The place is far but M is taking us, it's still in town, just a fancy greet to go shake hands, be stalked by paparazzi and... yeah. Then the night after is a party, but! The media will be there for the first 2 hours, and its supposed to be 2 hours long, so we'll see how that ends up. Z's been doing better with paparazzi, fun fact. J really want to put the necklace on. "That's fine, but in keeping this one on forever!", F only laughs. "You can sleep in C's bed", "I don't want to sleep now", "Look inside.". A and F were asleep and the TV was playing. "Now... let's go to sleep", "Can we just visit the boys or do something?", "...Only since G saw me pick it up.", "Yay!". They go to the boys room, closing the door to A's bed, but leaving the girls room open. F knocks. J's starting to finally tire out now. "Hello ladies" Z says, blocking the door. "Oh... you guys wanted to come in? Give us a second" he looks behind him. You don't even want to know what the boys were doing. "She just wanted to show you the present, we'll be on our way now" F holds her. "It looks so nice I'm here for it, but yeah, if you want when we're done we'll go over", "I need J to sleep" F shakes J, "She's being a meanie" J says. They both laugh at her. "Okayy, night ladies!", "goodnight", Z closes the door. "Wooo!" K yells, "But you haven't won though!" G yells at him. "K, you don't compete with us, there's no... not enough girth" D says. The boys all sat with a ruler and a marker... I think that's enough to say. Gosh these boys are weird. Quickly moving on to F and J, they've finally closed their door.
J's pov
"Now is sleeping time" F says. "Just let me get my phone", "No", "I can't do anything?", "Don't make me force you myself...". It's silent. I definitely didn't want that to happen, I already was horny because of a thought I had earlier. And plus, F has done things to me already. I sat on C's bed. I thought about the time F and C roughly made out on the couch, C was tortured. What if that would be me tonight? I kind of wanted it, I turned my face to the other side so F won't see me lost in my thoughts. It started to turn me on a bit. I've never had a gay thought go this far... maybe I wasn't okay again. "Yo!", I turn around. "What are you smiling about? Go to bed" F says with her eyes closed. F looks very scary. Like laying down is supposed to be a calm thing, but she just continues to yell at people. I'd have a heart attack if she just randomly opens her eyes, so I turn over. C's bed if very squeaky. I don't even want to know. I closed my eyes to sleep but I can only think of such sexual scenarios with F. I've never had specific thoughts from just one person like that, it wasn't good to think about. While she's just over there, she doesn't know. I felt naughty thinking about these things, this wasn't okay. It was more of me sexualizing myself, I never sexualized F. That's good. I just started to think more and more, maybe it's the bed. I use the pillow to clutch on to and lay my head on the bare bed. C's bed was comfier than mine, I kind of liked the texture it has. "If you wanted to hold me just tell me, come here" F lays on her elbow. I flinched by her voice. This is scary... . "No it's fine, thank you", "Well maybe I want you to do so, so come here", ... fuck it. So now I'm under F's sheets, holding on to her. "Mmmm~" she says satisfied. I can feel her body change as she drifts off to sleep. My heart just uncontrollably beats. I start to think about the necklace I had on. Just thinking memories and deep thoughts about life and death. I bring myself closer to F and lay my eyes in her shoulder. She'd never leave me... right? The amount of times she almost lost her life already, the amount of times we almost lost our lives together, the 8 of us. I started to remember when everyone thought I died, and F was caring for me. I start to think about all the things F has done for me, maybe she really did like me, and I thought she hated me the most. I yawn and feel myself disconnect. Slowly and slowly...