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I sniffed as I looked up at the stars. I couldn't believe that I came to Asgard thinking this would be great, I could change things, and that I would get a new sense of life... I was wrong. I couldn't believe that I had let him treat me like that. I was just a stupid girl who let my feelings get in the way.

"Here." a voice said behind me and I turned to see Fandral standing there with a goblet. He had seen how upset that I was so he brought me to a quiet balcony before going to get me something to drink. He had helped to calm me down, and was very nice about it. He had wanted to go in there to confront that monster, but I told him that it wasn't worried about it.

"Thank you." I said before taking it and he helped me sit down with him. He rubbed my back as I took a sip of the warm fruity drink.

"You look nice tonight." he said after a second and I couldn't imagine that being the truth. I had been crying, my hair was down, and I felt like 'stupid' was written across my forehead.

"Thank you." I said and he smiled at me. I was thankful he let me sit there in silence as I sipped on my drink. We heard footsteps and turned to see Thor and Sif coming out there. Fandral stood up as I turned to face them.

"We were coming to see if you were alright." Thor said and I nodded as I stood up.

"Yes, just embarrassed." I said as Sif hugged me.

"Please ignore my brother. You were wonderful tonight with guest, and they were very happy to meet a Midgardian." he said and I nodded... I wasn't happy to meet them. I looked at Sif and I could tell that she hadn't told Thor that I had been upset. I got ready to say something when Loki walked out to where we all were.

"Ah, I was looking for everyone." he said and we all stared him down. He was the last person I wanted to see. I didn't care if I ever saw him again. He just sat there as I dealt with that monster of a thing earlier.

"What?" he asked us and I sat my goblet down before telling everyone good night before walking back inside. I was walking down the hall when I felt someone grab my arm. I turned to see Loki and I couldn't hold back as I punched him in the face. I wasn't sure why but I expected him to be a hologram, so the shock of the pain was one thing, but the satisfaction of knowing I punched him helped me to ignore the pain. He stumbled back and looked surprised. I turned on my heal to leave, but he quickly grabbed me. He hauled me over his shoulder and quickly walked us towards his room.

"Loki, put me down!" I demanded as I punched him in the back. I felt him tense when I hit him, but he didn't stop. He got in there, shut the doors, and dumped me on his bed. I quickly stood up and faced him. He was glaring at me.

"Why did you hit me?" he demanded and I felt my blood boil even more. I went to hit him again, but he grabbed my arms. He turned me around so that my back was pressed against his chest, and I couldn't go anywhere.

"What have I done to you, Parker?" he asked me and I started to struggle again because that was the dumbest question he could have asked me. He either had no idea what was going on, or he really had no idea how to treat others.

"Are you serious, Loki? What have you done? What haven't you done? You have made fun of me, you ignore me around other people, and you basically handed me over to those fucking assholes." I said as I finally got out of his grip and turned towards him.

"You are the worst! You don't care about me! You only want me around when you are bored, and you have made me look like an idiot in front of your whole world!" I screamed at him. I knew that people could probably hear us, but I didn't care. I wanted him to know that he had hurt me and how I really felt.

"This is new to me! I have had two wives, but we never got along. I have never had anyone want to be around me... I'm a prince so everyone wants the power that comes with this, but not me." he snapped and I pursed my lips.

"You have no idea what happened tonight?" I asked him and he looked very confused, so either he was great at playing dumb or didn't know. He pissed me off so much. I just wanted away from him.

"No, please tell me." he said and I felt tears pricking my eyes. I shook my head, and just wanted to go home.

"Parker... please tell me." Loki said in a soft voice and I took a deep breath as I looked at him.

"I can't do this, Loki... I'm sorry. I fell so hard for you, and I was stupid to do this. I cared for you, felt bad for you, and then I realized that you are just out for yourself. I have a few months left here, and I would like them to be quiet... calm... not wondering if you are going to speak to me or not." I said and he almost looked upset. I started to walk past him, but he put his arm around to stop me. I looked at him, as he took my hand in his and kissed the back of it... I swore I felt his lip tremble.

"I am sorry if I have wronged you. I just don't know how to treat you. I never wanted anything bad to happen to you. You are the one person that I felt I could be myself with, and I'm sorry if I didn't realize it." he said and I nodded as he looked at me.

"Please tell me what he did to you tonight so that I can make it up to you." he said and I looked at him surprised.

"He touched me in a way I didn't care for." I finally said and I saw the anger flash over his features.

"I know that he could be barbaric, but I never imagined he would do something stupid while he was here." he said and I nodded before I started to pull my hand out of his. He kept hold of it as he pulled me to him. I didn't have time to protest as his lips pressed against mine. He was intoxicating, but as I put my hand on his chest I felt the pain from hitting him. I pushed him off instead of pulling him close and he looked at me surprised.

"Good night, Loki." I said and turned to walk away. I got to the door when he called my name and I sighed.

"You have a few months left, and I will show you that I am not what you have said." he said and I couldn't help but chuckle.

"I don't care, Loki... you have already had too many chances from me." I said as I opened the door and walked out. I was almost to my room when I saw Fandral standing on a balcony. I walked out there and he looked at me with some surprise.

"Lady Parker, are you alright?" he asked me and I nodded.

"Yes, Loki wanted to talk... it went well." I said with some sarcasm and he nodded.

"I wanted to thank you for the help tonight. You were very nice." I said and he smiled at me. I kissed his check and turned to leave, but he grabbed my hand before I got far.

"You know that I'm here... and I wouldn't treat you bad." he said and I felt blush creep up my cheeks.

"I feel that I have been mean to you because I keep talking to Loki. I thought of you as a friend, but I didn't think you would want to deal with a stupid Midgardian who can't figure out what's she's doing." I admitted and he chuckled. I got ready to say something to him and I felt his lips gently caress my lips. He wasn't as needy as Loki, and didn't feel as pushy. He slowly pulled away and gave me a small smile.

"You need sleep." he said and I couldn't think of anything to say. He offered me his arm, and I gladly accepted it. He walked me to my room, kissed me goodnight, and I heard his footsteps retreat as I walked into the room. I looked up and tried to scream, but he was too quick for me... the monster was in my room, and on top of me.


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