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I was watching Asgard below as the sun rose over the mountains. I sighed and knew that no day would be the same as it had been. I had a whole new outlook for life now... even if I didn't want it. I wasn't really sure what to do... because I didn't really know how I felt. I hadn't seen anyone since yesterday... I hadn't want to see anyone. I had new abilities or whatever it was called... and I had no idea what to do about it. I wanted to see Malekith only to find out what the fuck was going on, but I wasn't sure if I would believe him if he told me. I heard something and turned around to see a guard coming up to me... I was surprised that I had heard him, but I guess that it was part of the new me.

"Apologies, but Hemidal wanted to see you." he said and I nodded. I walked down to Hemidal who was looking over the vastness of the universe and for some reason it looked clearer now.

"Parker." he said and I looked at him.

"Hemidal." I said and he pursed his lips.

"I can tell the change, but know that it's not the worst thing for you. You can do great things now." he said and I looked at him with a raised eyebrow.

"Malekith didn't mean to pass it on to you, but he did when you took something from you. You have been gifted something most mortals will never understand." he said and I wrapped my arms around me... what had Malekith taken from me?

"What did he take?" I finally asked him and he chuckled.

"He wanted mortal blood to make him stronger, but he doesn't realize that it won't last long... he gave you something that will never go away." he said and I nodded. I felt kind of good that he had given me something long lasting only for him to get fucked.

"What exactly am I able to do now?" I asked him and he smirked.

"Elves are known for their ability to change themselves or others, are super strong, super fast, and can go wherever they want." he said and I felt my eyebrows raise at that information... there was no way. I knew that I had changed Helga, but that was a fluke... I couldn't actually do that.

"I can't... no..." I was trying to say, but I gave up on what I was saying so I just shrugged. He chuckled as he looked at me.

"Close your eyes and imagine you are anywhere you want to go." he said and I looked at him skeptical. He chuckled and shook his head.

"Try it, and if you can't figure out how to get back just call out to me. I will bring you back." he said and I slowly nodded.

"How do you know so much?" I finally asked him before I tried it... I wanted to know if he was just fucking with me or not.

"It helps to see everything." he said and I felt the corners of my mouth start to turn up, but nodded.

"What do I do?" I asked him as I had no idea what I was supposed to be doing. I had been confused on lots of things in my life, but this was one of the times that I had no idea what I was supposed to do. He chuckled as he faced me.

"Close your eyes and focus on where you want to be." he said and I looked at him confused. I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and wished to be home. I got a little cold, but I didn't feel anything different. I opened my eyes to tell Hemidal that I didn't think I could do it when I realized that I was standing in my condo, on Earth, in Los Angeles. I gasped and looked around... it looked like I had left it when I left for Asgard. I walked into my bedroom and looked around. I saw all the pictures of my life before this moment, and while they were familiar... they still felt so long ago. I almost didn't recognize myself as I caught a glimpse in the mirror. I was toned, my hair seemed redder, my skin seemed clearer, my face was skinnier, and I seemed more confident, even if I wasn't.

I moved to my closet and ran my hand over my clothes... they felt so different now. I used to love the feel of my favorite sweatshirt, but it didn't seem the same now. I wasn't sure why but it didn't give me the same comfort. I pulled off my favorite jeans and put them on along with another t-shirt that I loved. I looked in the mirror and they felt almost uncomfortable now to me. I heard something in the living room and walked back out there to see what I had heard. I remembered that my neighbor was an asshole, so I thought it was probably him. I walked out to see Loki standing in the living room looking around confused... and he was as confused as I was right now. What was he doing here?

"Loki?" I asked him and his head whipped around to face me.

"Parker." he said and approached me. I looked at him confused as I stepped back from him.

"What are you doing here?" I asked him as he dropped his arms to his side.

"Hemidal told me that you had come here. He hadn't heard from you... so, I wanted to make sure that you were not in trouble." he said and I nodded.

"I'm fine." I finally said and he nodded.

"What are you doing here?" he asked me and I opened my mouth to tell him something, but I had no idea what I was going to tell him. I honestly didn't know what I was doing here. He looked at me with confusion as he waited for me to try o explain it.

"Hemidal told me to see if I had Elf... powers? So, I imagined myself here... and here I am." I finally admitted. He finally nodded and ran a hand through his hair.

"Are you alright?" he finally asked me as he looked around my apartment.

"I... don't know." I finally admitted. I wanted to be so mad at Loki for leaving me alone with Malekith, but now I felt comfortable telling him what was going on. He still seemed familiar or like he would understand. He walked over to me and eyed him as he pulled me close to him for a hug. I could tell that he hadn't given many in his life, but he seemed more comfortable as I eased into his arms. He slowly held me tighter and I sighed against his shoulder.

"I'm sorry that he hurt you." he whispered in my ear and I nodded.

"I wish you had paid more attention." I found myself saying and he pulled away to look at me surprised.

"I wished that you had wanted to pay attention to me more instead of him... maybe then I would want to be around you, maybe I wouldn't have been so scared, and maybe I would give a shit that you care... but I don't." I said and he looked at me surprised.

"Parker..." he was saying, but I held up my hand to stop him, and he promptly shut up.

"Loki, I meant that I really liked you... I did. You were nice when I got to see the real you, but it's so rare. I wanted to much to be the one that you came to at night, but you turned your back on me too many time. You are an asshole who is so self absorbed that you don't even see when others are using you because you think that you are using them. I don't have time for you or your games." I admitted to him and he looked surprised. I realized that I didn't care what he had to say so I closed my eyes and thought about where I wanted to be. I felt his hand wrap around my wrist as I did, but I didn't care. I opened my eyes to see myself standing by the river in Asgard... and Loki was still holding my wrist as he looked around surprised. I shook his grip loose and headed towards the palace.

"Stop." he said and I heard him running up to me. I stopped and spun around to face him. I got ready to say something as I felt his lips press against mine. I was shocked as I gasped and he stepped away a second later.

"I am sorry, Parker." he said and I closed my eyes. I imagined myself back in my room and opened them to find that I was there... and alone. I knew that I had just taken the easy way out from dealing with Loki, but after the last 24 hours... I needed to figure myself out before I figure out how I really felt about others.

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